「這個擺飾真可愛。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0or0RrOMd
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYKgNeqdVV
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1rJGeT16T
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3uc9qMmju
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO9gtV8q7f
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWrgq0aMMY
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyvoIOlzk8
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnR1gqd4Qk
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4XXosJUyB
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD4VuuF8Zz
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5GVowhKDw
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQimUOiFYVI
好像，做錯事情的是我。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6UK4o8AlG
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNFEAfIQrf
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SLK82GYKt
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51kPn7kGbN
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8uuxzeb5P
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A2U7BIKek
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL05eU68EQN
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkywE5yZXT2
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2tUNy1CiQ
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vjRXEHbBI
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dkq2KW1lw
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEQHCHABcv
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUb3JZrVSf
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA9G3ZLUuj
「為什麼是我？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcOv1nsLr5
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPOS2A2UqZ
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPLXimp7N5
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGk7WlF0xZ
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMF2dWDp3U
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl5IhHQyxi
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo2quNzFNr
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW9KDsCloA
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JGMv67wDM
「因為妳漂亮。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJESiT6uXD
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcZVFQjRhp
「……………」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4TAPyremo
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18IR3tpQjj
「所以喜歡妳。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm6bA8KolO
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJub2Mp5JUG
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafih9voORg
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGAshjCEm7
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNatAGZGuf
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7t8Er7C0c
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NsdbFnyMm
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUojzPPu7o
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRxGgngpzh
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQec1yEud1
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMuoBjAuKS
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vIbgBfO44
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT6OvDdGV8
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuhUu5BsAy
他看我不說話，急了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrBWNr7OHN
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzxcqIZmeQ
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoPigUDPnZ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVijfHjQnZt
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsm5VD8adx
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN0dTdxlXX
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG5QSo6nCC
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI9e87q0FW
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Muv5cC9fH
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy4YuJ6PmP
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFjrlG2O9p
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweJS8mSv4b
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXLlW6ZwPy
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vozm8kbP1
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnDZmX63gl
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4jZ1h97jb
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdycKQpBV3
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDIc21lLgh
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukuZSZjqjD
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK30Vpqtmr2
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5FV5vFpgq
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMZNGV4lDZ
「…………」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n6i6Q7b18
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkITFMhLm3i
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwTPjNo32I
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmN4xVAeJg
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQeJVqOeVw
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfQ6XbyXec
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4qpDVWXEn
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHArLxxgP3
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUsfqEfG4p
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuXjxRl68G
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxKl5aDAvS
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkygbZLxOf6
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmJfx4zmfE
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8rZBfS4lD
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFIOOvIsUs
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWMESAnjlG
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAqy8O4ZbM
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2wmDFIlyi
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e6I1RlHut
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ672BhLhtwq
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQhUJBnbH3
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGLLKnLsU0
「你回去吧。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMyg99xDCN
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxcU7qYzeJ
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3s3VHvGff
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCO61Scugp
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUswJjQcZM
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKglhoMSLP
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0FGZyoY46
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkfyoMTwn4
「憑什麼這樣認為？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAQXCXAotK
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZqQESgDwc
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4gZ4oHBvF
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK4u9znjSE
我的心痛了一大下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lSzGNubmp
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV40b4cn7w
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AjSC17pMK
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDewmg3Po4r
「你回去吧，拜託你。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGCF1FlsRc
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ypaYToyUt
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWoXb1MvPn
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTrWSrxIao
「拿去。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVx2LqHShE
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlrNQgI6lF
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkyEe8xxKY
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpJBZURNVC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuSgyNJaQC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17IkZZDfNE
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75kOnNGRHF
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkIsBhPsQ7
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTmFy8T6cL
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7tr9R1SJJ
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTaOdg9NRL
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M53Y75H8p
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CAMjt18Fg
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi7Dvg7VX2
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5u9NjYpDX
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9I79Eely0
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTJzmjViRG
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFQUj6mAeN
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOoimI9nXQ
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fpaD0x4Hu
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB15b4ofjp5
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsdlTaYKWc
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXycwnkuVw
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdBEs3kgd0
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTucQJyFuHv
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYhGLkgle7
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Ljt5jfml
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfrXNNvXm6
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3KJP7lPmG
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkuloqPPMO
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJQ5CKL8mr
待續。
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