我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDaToeazD2
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijFgdIFR0p
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ6RTVIIgi
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1WSFFPFNL
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PIhafbl2y
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvQjgeA0v4
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj0KPUMxW0
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw11UD4Cubl
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0H5nlCoyI
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8AYzMseFG
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「不要動。」我說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu0XZ40Gci
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDXuCvD6RW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhvtyQtukf
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS3qmJL8Vz
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LYUCystIM
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「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJQmMpoIWO
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE53Mw40g4
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzbYUdfiKg
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVBLNtiF7z
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyotBK8GuP
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9a4lxU5TD
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTuqIt4ysN
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8VvK6ZA12
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE9ity4jG8
「為什麼？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLVqJ7QUii
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRPKetWG3j
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgKHm3ZjXv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pgu2k3KGW
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhGyjKT9hR
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEBuEPzfXb
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaASrpcdv4
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vi5VPsFjc
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiryUnini2
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQzpbGfjC4
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM5886NlT0
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHziGNDGvU
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMy7hnFfFv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7MfISpEFI
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDSQnwWROs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w8qSyGyja
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ibBnaLSUy
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8pS7YmYQ9
「……」他語塞。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutnwqmMbon
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCzgbXRgZB
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ04giiwYW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3edupiFu3
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdkTMWSwK9
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8m3e3tIka
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPx7L2CyuA
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJWFbOqajN
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k9AISnaaD
「為什麼不行？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlGYW0FFM3
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLLP9BSmqb
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdU94U8TTe
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeg8gYgIdn
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncwnRqbZau
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS7zfv1SDQ
「我…沒想過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EPsPVidHA
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「是了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14yjRX2xXv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsrGkEaIBs
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtiSiHvl8u
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「別想了，這樣結束就好。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBjPKw1IH6
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwii67Nsnux
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvnn5FN3gI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sFLTzceWp
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dzmSs8lNV
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惹人憐愛。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisPSOXtI68
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1v6ymRVcS
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy1JAAJ46R
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN1U8YBEmq
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5pw0GXGmp
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ1iA5WYcC
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpHITTr4MY
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyry8Wv58Fd
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaNiWbSobV
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXctqdTVKH
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRfXfzpdxf
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBN7MNzVtR
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq2EAKZUlW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZzXn1QquX
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiNiepOQt1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9qU8Deu0N
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dPW4mgOG1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsO3h4fHCg
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZMgMnKA1G
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjziqeaTLZx
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnitJQXzCZs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij29thAHD7
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXThnYRQIk
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDoCqsxCgT
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCqbdUFc3x
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zNWqy4UTn
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8guD0vLQ3
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fZ2fuXeSx
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkLzdDEa4R
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzhWyxurn7
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPr4PKq3kS
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk2XT9ar1S
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2Bx30KpgF
「那是因為我以前也做過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukZtOsLDWb
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rezSV0o9D
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55i7i8SRA4
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea5Aolxbvn
「……我以前是服從的角色。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKzf6gZmGo
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq4V11gerz
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpd8plAQPn
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6M6lpBxiK
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwDmqCYZAW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1ZI0poC7a
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxULZXi2Ai
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdObv5tA6B
我看著他，沒有移開目光。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBHxZ7QqoY
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wKuPLRAG0
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSa5H0CW8I
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHc1cAh7sB
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB7wsLw3EL
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vHMfQ9CoL
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ781vsSLmE0
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusGDJ4eXwC
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgakJXbaw0f
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacVPKbi7O9
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EA2zR7edC
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8m1wF6F5R
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4xZVuIwzn
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SaRGpI7n7
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJu2ypQJhQ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHcvzQKI6M
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XCnedZfCC
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkaLbLxbwH
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