這個故事我說過好多遍,對別人說、對自己說。361Please respect copyright.PENANAxquh26aeZl
361Please respect copyright.PENANAMbFv7NAFp1
然而,沒有一次能將它說得完整。361Please respect copyright.PENANAJS2ME27OxV
361Please respect copyright.PENANALIFGggxLyH
361Please respect copyright.PENANAXZm5HMbFjr
361Please respect copyright.PENANA9gXlqIz0Er
說起來,真正開始和他熟,是在國中的時候吧。361Please respect copyright.PENANA9smGg0D6P4
361Please respect copyright.PENANAKmIcmIHNqP
不是經由相處或談話,而是書信。361Please respect copyright.PENANAOg2hwMIj06
361Please respect copyright.PENANAc9VypNuvb3
第一封信寄來的時候,我還以為寄件人是個女孩,因為他的字很美,從一開始我就喜歡他的字跡。361Please respect copyright.PENANAt4vMW4NYjd
361Please respect copyright.PENANA8Pr2wvvzBy
第一封信,他就親暱的喊我妹妹。當時,我沒能明白從這封信開始,會改變什麼事、改變什麼關係。361Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ8fNnW5oP
361Please respect copyright.PENANAUs5KECkp9j
而我因為彆扭,從來都只寫他的名字。361Please respect copyright.PENANA5UTzmnInD5
361Please respect copyright.PENANAFb4k13qXQz
英傑。361Please respect copyright.PENANAtxffWeeDbd
361Please respect copyright.PENANANUt7dYWpeu
他說那個名字不像他,但我不覺得。361Please respect copyright.PENANAkvRpelSN0q
361Please respect copyright.PENANAIEKYx0VfQx
我回他信,一開始只是寫些學校的事、同學的事。
國中生嘛,就是一堆無聊的小屁事。361Please respect copyright.PENANAb4Qwv44yVP
361Please respect copyright.PENANAv0BnsldW38
但他每封信裡都會認真回覆我說的事,我和朋友吵架,他認真的分析原因,並且希望我和朋友能夠合好;我喜歡了哪個男生,他著急的像個老爸,不停問我男生的個性人品如何;我開始接觸網路遊戲時,他甚至剪了報紙的簡報,關於「過度沉溺遊戲的下場」,提醒我不要太過沉迷。361Please respect copyright.PENANARKAJqMCCNt
361Please respect copyright.PENANAYrIyCyCvMU
每天回家,我都先開信箱檢查,若是有他的信,我便會馬上拆開看。在寫作業之前,先寫給他的回信。貼好郵票,在吃過晚飯後跑去郵局,把信投進信箱。361Please respect copyright.PENANARuEQ1G4i5a
361Please respect copyright.PENANAplj6aHoiIR
我們通信的時間距離愈縮愈短,一開始,一個月頂多兩封信,到後來變成一個禮拜一封信。361Please respect copyright.PENANAAkUvBWjjcq
361Please respect copyright.PENANAonjp7dNbTO
我們總是很有默契地,不提起關於家人的事。361Please respect copyright.PENANAGwjz8pKUkL
361Please respect copyright.PENANAKGeevnFveU
家人對於每個禮拜從「那裡」寄到家裡來的信件,也從未過問,彷彿了然於心。361Please respect copyright.PENANACNj04Rx8zY
361Please respect copyright.PENANAIegeefG9sL
信封後面,總是蓋著「那裡」的章,代表每一封信,都被檢查過才寄出。361Please respect copyright.PENANAVARUxhuuTz
361Please respect copyright.PENANANeQOSmWni5
那個章像個枷鎖,禁錮了他,禁錮了他的情感,禁錮了他的人生,永遠也解不開。361Please respect copyright.PENANA3Abnj28hKV
361Please respect copyright.PENANA4YkOAMMQx8
361Please respect copyright.PENANArxpP7x04QI
361Please respect copyright.PENANA0aPnMwRDLZ
待續。
ns 172.70.100.53da2