等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44Dr274b11
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2k1ynhRmy
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTGPokqvjZ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrQYA8kUeg
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBwTe14dRM
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAcUn2eSaH
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUi268YeWg
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuPgOcm4IA
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwG2lwoFJH
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvAZWV5Jki
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGp9WmE7Sr
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2Mw8MoP8X
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRscEYd9H5V
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2hWxrKlVW
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0AFaBOuoH
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c8INeXnWm
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ9VZ5sIU6
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs0hGHz4Iv
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSkgoGdk1w
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy3U5rn2PU
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kHd1JdogK
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprACLS4vyI
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6uiX1hrwU
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgrJRWCEb8
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFisdOBX8F0
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiPdmo7hxO
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa3UHgm02j
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFwsGyctV
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTzeR10O9Y
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYkjz1iqjz
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CEXSKufsP
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAwIWXSass
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMOMgNuOiF
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRnAaEaX5A
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4NugU3tJo
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrNg5JY7fY
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHvdLTqoch
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgyVkK893r
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1azoeoDXPS
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdTDKjRe87
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkCOjyei8z
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0fxyuhkey
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F8vk4ugE0
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0Y4WHrokq
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCeW1LuYpU
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KVOkf2I9u
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PScxxRYUT
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpY75Mj0Sd
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHLYTryqC8
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTjD0saFjF
「這是新編的。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll3f0TcoLD
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqfkTK14kW
他看了看手繩，又看看我。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUSoNF1dMc
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBu1LiV29C
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipdQBiypqk
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp00uu1onZv
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1u2K6QKOd
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIQQzusC4i
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoceVPlA98N
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHCAIyNEtb
「妳看。」他得意。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GlBfUCYsk
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWCh3d6Wgy
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3k6IanU6I
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6KiAMvDNo
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAefCHDp2Xx
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr8jZZ0M81
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod2WIA6Qty
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR9Tk7PNYy
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNDBrqCw7H
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpiG4OtsNm
「現在拍。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfTTLrUsT5
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDHQxEmaDq
「啊？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF0JqawJJC
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6WEIP9SGj
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEWXMBDMuV
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYVkNeR5PW
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB5RhWkv0d
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0nyobvyIK
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY7SDhXIeF
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRZTk1RbBX
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9tRFbR8EJ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCXRAvQZSK
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDfUOiGRTQ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN3LSnLM03
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cDca9vwgs
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC3uiVFhiB
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRfpTJ5nn8
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLEe6syWMi
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQCQfOqCTc
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p8nCYFLh0
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi8KcuOBpj
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeZrOWIPKS
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluO0I18ERF
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg3imU0JJv
「…有寫一些小故事。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBUjIrTBMi
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeWb0pzhos
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQNKyG0qlR
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg2jK0KY4u
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1zcZ003WZ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCliVXniKMj
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1uGemDtXM
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvCcCRBeqQ
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINKfg3KW28
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p5UL6Koi5
「妹。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxskhogcvu
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GNXVc0mcw
「嗯？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmRqVzJbyx
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fj7EuaxW3
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdAi74BWHd
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M8kdQFcPc
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqaNE2loRR
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpcXoY5AnK
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrNSS8X6tE
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpO24w6Svf
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEVwSKlXbb
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe7k3yJ2rD
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNLoSyc0LL
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfJ69Qa7Is
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ773NumlJrr
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pN67aU4MV
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PcqvApUcg
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUGw4xY00c
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4j9yhiO90
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyloybWAEym
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQSBFsbyNw
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfovtfb7x1O
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe9c5vJHbo
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLrwSeo7w7
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdDRdseFXD
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0mKiJZvrC
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzDZVTlKGJ
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2JttfjVYB
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewXCNbcaEO
但我是欣慰的。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLX1ZB6r5R
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwMgVFuGpi
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P4vPETNBQ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG917zbMpKQ
那一天來的又快又急。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt44AbKUTv7
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFWRVZpG9x
「妹…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZV9Kw7x2z
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVaR0lQb0E
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKayCtaQ69B
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8z907ovhI
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWgl71u4dX
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoeCVeJff2
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NFoHw7dVy
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaiCTCnrO4
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpKRVJw1Al
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo06ilJvrWR
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN34bc8LIah
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa3jbclU2p
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6U8uR7fiQ
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtekKoNNZGl
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1w2JaMcLB
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4ez1STsaY
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TSaNzijTu
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsPbtFmCOR
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXUZndMcqA
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsumAy7mcX
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IhbNIFzVW
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWuVskThKd
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09bKBUqGY4
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdfz2Nuxud
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EQlgQTJ3W
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpmc399kKq
「我真的，還不想死。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuAYcq0nJl
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmq5KQKxhX
我握著他的手出了點力。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk8JxtfrgG
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa76VkN292
「我很害怕。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WWk908BfG
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfLQlHjrbT
「我很怕死…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qjkTX2FVT
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQKvj4a9Me
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvNzxCsbFc
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy0PbV5m2s
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflUiN6T1Z6
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1Q0rv7gKH
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDuBkS6AFF
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWKui2qqcG
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ6mWJjcWc
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoQW7qN8CG
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrLRWwJKKz
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFgOszjMxp
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxUSoskRAO
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatrsuvjVf6
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY5tpeVIVr
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP67csiSDn2
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxI9zhlc3J
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJAkuL5x3o
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXegFxdtOx
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ977zw3hNdP
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD3kzCWl5T
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aeG6SIOef
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAis8Rq3xw
「妹。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyoRzwmexK
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2geSfNP4Z
「嗯？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqu7zWFe1E
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zue911ot0
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV4ACtN0iZ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwobLdjRfV
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV92IqdZMxo
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPG2cmiy8b
「回去再看。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZl0g7uWor
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19CvmJl2FW
「好。」我收起信。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniieqz5MWF
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrd6l9fMsY
「妳回去吧。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI3JXX1wUR
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixkYT1ABLb
「什麼？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8SVbDOGUc
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZD34FbMDu
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjFSrTfTlx
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVVPbpl4Vu
「為什麼？」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAqJ4a2Xak
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4oFpIrvFc
「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqrc7w4U4J
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzUIPBcliM
「……」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYhyFmWCKz
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQOkGZCDXl
「回去吧。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRg0t8dYZG
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgAZ4n8YD7
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkOZUo3Qgl
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SrUcnA6dV
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoItgFTPEO
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkWRW3k3Uh
我又抱了抱他才離開。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbeVvUDLrz
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeUG96f9QR
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEefreQoz3
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDwqgxgWyZ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9UBCBg5gC
「英傑已經走了。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRAiXkUc14
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwkDlvETYI
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4yJbenxOL
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FthRuKQ5X
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNY8BbcVmk
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCdKQGqP4S
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl24TJhg0E
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZUTyXWlEY
「Dear 妹：」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XXUOTVFKN
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqXgN4XEkm
「妳永遠是我的天使，566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gudpPrabh
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請不要忘記我。」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1DeDdow7c
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT1i0xpgAD
「哥 英傑」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSu9W1kSXE
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566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmktFpWeWh
我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSeLmCAk0R
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULkr2DI1k6
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dYWbsQpAU
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXXmdZ3An3
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gDPbqubM4
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6gaeugqKR
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcsBJJhBwO
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhchyGdYgOw
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0YifGukVJ
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb30Wdm1KZy
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JQWKxPl4L
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuarTh8STTx
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn16HzRA91
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgKUWoioiY
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3lzGhSBxP
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs1UjEJ9QH
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4H5jXlvXz
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqIiJhvKyB
但我什麼也沒做。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGVTc6ld7g
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsacyNbI4h
因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjqqUN1l1Q
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEhfVqgnux
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdHMnnkyh4
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39nyT06EPL
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedPqAqljZU
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIceTIVjM6
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnVVMyqL0v
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNyuG5ArfX
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN3zPweL1u
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6DXFT3hHB
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkLy9rGdyq
去年，我沒有寫信。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY4QS96lvF
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZAFCvS3CP
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoP7n6yC2K
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP3d0PlZhU
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oja5xtXoo
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Sgd7EJvMS
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtptYChbDji
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這是，我哥哥的故事。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWZ6Y0MJxx
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