那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。784Please respect copyright.PENANArlWD2rk72O
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5mFUO2NH2o
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。784Please respect copyright.PENANApmi6Ny0T4u
784Please respect copyright.PENANAl4282Y1Y5Q
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。784Please respect copyright.PENANAuLoFtAgWT8
784Please respect copyright.PENANAwTQMRWDF3e
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。784Please respect copyright.PENANAQzd4dUN2he
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6rJV6WcPmU
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。784Please respect copyright.PENANA4zQjCmbcCb
784Please respect copyright.PENANAmWW73v5iII
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
784Please respect copyright.PENANAVdJjCyb8bX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGPEhglb8ni
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjKeWn29vjQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANA7UlcHFROFn
「咩黎…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAtZJ5Eo9F7b
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「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAMF5BAhq2d6
784Please respect copyright.PENANANbH9jyIJHD
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!784Please respect copyright.PENANAWMYWgoDb0b
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5AJaBOUZnf
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」784Please respect copyright.PENANANySW8l2ssj
784Please respect copyright.PENANAbijegVO3hZ
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。784Please respect copyright.PENANAWBHyK1Lcwe
784Please respect copyright.PENANAFVNVRwqznW
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA1DzgWODjcZ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAivw9hNWGbY
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。784Please respect copyright.PENANAPHC5r2Nb4H
784Please respect copyright.PENANAeglbxLe9Xi
「但點解突然…」784Please respect copyright.PENANABUq7brzzkr
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGAJsirZffG
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAnzbVcAmsRn
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqAMvzKnTuP
784Please respect copyright.PENANARrujsw4yCo
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqk3v0aRdCs
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAVXVe6uLh3Y
784Please respect copyright.PENANAmj1KIfrsvu
「童~~桐~!!」784Please respect copyright.PENANALCurqsc6ri
784Please respect copyright.PENANAs6drQixhEF
「桐……桐………桐……………」784Please respect copyright.PENANA3Mu0wmVo3Z
784Please respect copyright.PENANABCw92h4CX5
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。784Please respect copyright.PENANAp0FnM7y1tx
784Please respect copyright.PENANAwHK5MX7L0w
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。784Please respect copyright.PENANAeQKxWcRbwV
784Please respect copyright.PENANAVIRSAxCc1X
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。784Please respect copyright.PENANAQnESuFejtF
784Please respect copyright.PENANAAxJAXO2ely
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。784Please respect copyright.PENANAmDCR3BWGzn
784Please respect copyright.PENANAjqHRV3Aibw
…等等。784Please respect copyright.PENANANt3BvG7JNA
784Please respect copyright.PENANASVWRsbPdEV
我靈光一閃。784Please respect copyright.PENANAu74xzTLFhp
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如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。784Please respect copyright.PENANADU2dOpIvFB
784Please respect copyright.PENANAgCASS9e2xo
…我了解她。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJRbtMhPON5
784Please respect copyright.PENANAWA5W9rv55z
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。784Please respect copyright.PENANANz2eh9HNzC
784Please respect copyright.PENANAhenCpJN3TI
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。784Please respect copyright.PENANAZYUtctXQAg
784Please respect copyright.PENANAOPpvSqj0Q2
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。784Please respect copyright.PENANABjqrCP8gpP
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZYJxKB8QW
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAIT4UmoTtoY
784Please respect copyright.PENANAdZ2j6rLBDQ
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。784Please respect copyright.PENANAQoLPxVfyWU
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5AHMcqRDN8
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。784Please respect copyright.PENANAumy4CTd36x
784Please respect copyright.PENANAYfzTUQPedb
…要快點才行。784Please respect copyright.PENANAvelauRDlth
784Please respect copyright.PENANApBocwAI0b4
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。784Please respect copyright.PENANAwCaoVY6jqb
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5rNRS6oJr8
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。784Please respect copyright.PENANAGXgnDQcdJD
784Please respect copyright.PENANAugWJsCmLAh
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。784Please respect copyright.PENANAIAASp9CEEv
784Please respect copyright.PENANACeqLDGlMkV
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。784Please respect copyright.PENANAGGgpnEJq9U
784Please respect copyright.PENANAwqthiynp9Q
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。784Please respect copyright.PENANAxq7gX4hLfv
784Please respect copyright.PENANA18faxvUSiZ
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。784Please respect copyright.PENANAHaslXub75T
784Please respect copyright.PENANAVn0Rd3LRRg
我可是親口答應過她的。784Please respect copyright.PENANAcLfUQk1lqr
784Please respect copyright.PENANAfNmoTbRP9X
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。784Please respect copyright.PENANAieNpN1ZT9o
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8jdzXLeNo
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。784Please respect copyright.PENANAU4IS0yGtOg
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqSWUKjI1pB
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOtkvXYhsgh
784Please respect copyright.PENANA7MXL2txgWJ
但是。784Please respect copyright.PENANAYwJacSWzK1
784Please respect copyright.PENANALdA2Z8ewvR
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。784Please respect copyright.PENANAgvWVhSMq8V
784Please respect copyright.PENANACkC9gBOzY1
…784Please respect copyright.PENANATKT41j76YT
784Please respect copyright.PENANA7yxyDgmREp
「唉,童桐…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAVwz3atrIS1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAiRR02ILPCM
…失敗了嗎。784Please respect copyright.PENANAaUxEZfJVeL
784Please respect copyright.PENANACVSENH8PVy
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?784Please respect copyright.PENANAOkDyFI6yn2
784Please respect copyright.PENANAxdJHv54VUQ
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?784Please respect copyright.PENANAaCjbNP7bnL
784Please respect copyright.PENANAy1zwJYaCIx
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjzR0HZdCmQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAgqYGhBsweT
但是原來童桐也了解我。784Please respect copyright.PENANAiQU4Xudh1S
784Please respect copyright.PENANAXZexWKO622
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」784Please respect copyright.PENANATjfXYefBgc
784Please respect copyright.PENANAJLhGwNCiav
「呀遊…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAPXaNJeFAc5
784Please respect copyright.PENANAm4XH0tLqwS
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。784Please respect copyright.PENANAf8BFIQQBUe
784Please respect copyright.PENANAogMyIbM1la
她就在那兒。784Please respect copyright.PENANAQlOBIb56za
784Please respect copyright.PENANA7aHbbhXSao
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。784Please respect copyright.PENANAwR75lMR53j
784Please respect copyright.PENANAAEMiyfI8ae
我的女朋友就在那兒。784Please respect copyright.PENANAuYCxxqN52h
784Please respect copyright.PENANAhZithSENWC
「童…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9IwHCvKoo
784Please respect copyright.PENANArBXcPf3mah
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。784Please respect copyright.PENANALi6IyTrnC1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUd1yToKHr8
「童桐…」784Please respect copyright.PENANANTBqTRPWbe
784Please respect copyright.PENANAQzMsJxnNy1
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。784Please respect copyright.PENANAMgYYIrfTk8
784Please respect copyright.PENANACnaVKG49uh
「童桐!!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAshF2OTxsN8
784Please respect copyright.PENANAyHfaf1tRsH
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。784Please respect copyright.PENANA1cYI62pqN7
784Please respect copyright.PENANAh5OEGj9Hz0
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」784Please respect copyright.PENANARtCHdd0QIQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGbFUlbqrEY
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAm86KPaCnVy
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6agIXWUQ1E
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。784Please respect copyright.PENANAWzwg8RsDx2
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqNWQzkT0JI
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。784Please respect copyright.PENANAW706ZJ5isv
784Please respect copyright.PENANATQSpHm3if1
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。784Please respect copyright.PENANACK7s1pke4Y
784Please respect copyright.PENANABl0fiMMqmY
除非我們親自去掙取。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0AzrxNrB6u
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6XsO0UgQGx
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。784Please respect copyright.PENANAbd47F8Nfdi
784Please respect copyright.PENANAeuiVrVYocG
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJhL2cdr8NC
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGcRF9C22li
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。784Please respect copyright.PENANAT33QJ5JAZR
784Please respect copyright.PENANAgumMZt5jcJ
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdfHi96t0oU
784Please respect copyright.PENANAaSfJ81Uwmk
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。784Please respect copyright.PENANAwXLAXGZ1aB
784Please respect copyright.PENANA1cn7vjPmh8
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAebx7fFLwG8
784Please respect copyright.PENANA3EOA074CbO
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」784Please respect copyright.PENANABNwU0M1yeB
784Please respect copyright.PENANAaDRq1dvXEe
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAuhFITeHgqg
784Please respect copyright.PENANAEHpBlxbvot
「咚——噹!!!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAkT7ZilGsdh
784Please respect copyright.PENANAH8kTNB25BK
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。784Please respect copyright.PENANAxxcwoYKWYR
784Please respect copyright.PENANA3fFJgzKrld
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
784Please respect copyright.PENANAli0HbBRY2x
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那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。784Please respect copyright.PENANA6lzXYaNVk9
784Please respect copyright.PENANAbFAMPzxh0m
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAVdy4i1B0Y6
784Please respect copyright.PENANA9t9khFt7hP
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。784Please respect copyright.PENANAXevs4hQlCo
784Please respect copyright.PENANAgV8FfY68xy
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。784Please respect copyright.PENANAQGhWh8Sb6P
784Please respect copyright.PENANAfECsyRdvUb
我還在。784Please respect copyright.PENANAms2EUM2LCi
784Please respect copyright.PENANAsTuBQwXJlH
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。784Please respect copyright.PENANAr6YDlSJebx
784Please respect copyright.PENANAxPkuwEVCcc
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。784Please respect copyright.PENANA6WqepcYat1
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我也不會放棄。784Please respect copyright.PENANALXPII9T4B3
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我都會追上來,帶你回家。784Please respect copyright.PENANA17JEqcgHO0
784Please respect copyright.PENANA798qEQnfD9
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」784Please respect copyright.PENANA7N7UiYXDoh
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZEGwPpIzZb
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAprWZBBNByE
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5a7TMW2N0Q
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。784Please respect copyright.PENANAs1kKjLEDjO
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZp3ew765FW
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAVQ5QgLmfK1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUiXmIYqPeH
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。784Please respect copyright.PENANAuKHfQJe2C4
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「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAn0l8rABH9H
784Please respect copyright.PENANADPQbACrM7V
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。784Please respect copyright.PENANAErBoZFtBzK
784Please respect copyright.PENANA34BRtxkNmh
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。784Please respect copyright.PENANADAPVhj8Mcc
784Please respect copyright.PENANAKGeTlQUmAw
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAb0701Aeiag
784Please respect copyright.PENANAFHePTEp4ip
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAo4RnsYd9UU
784Please respect copyright.PENANAC5WkQfhH26
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」784Please respect copyright.PENANASnR7aO5q10
784Please respect copyright.PENANA2qB3g7SHHZ
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAFIx2GefgvX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAx7QGXOpxRP
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA2elWcSHSEu
784Please respect copyright.PENANA8AULahlejb
我扔開遠方的雲牆。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0MxVPHZ3cg
784Please respect copyright.PENANAxb5eWF3jVU
我無視頭上的風眼。784Please respect copyright.PENANAq4E2zwRlag
784Please respect copyright.PENANAlRcBr9Qc68
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0EbOXPlpr7
784Please respect copyright.PENANAf5G97p0cst
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。784Please respect copyright.PENANAgLliyP6w6j
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q1ZgiDxVW
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暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。784Please respect copyright.PENANAHfN9bEBrli
784Please respect copyright.PENANA50T8AiItB5
但我不看在眼內。784Please respect copyright.PENANAv7uTE1sZh9
784Please respect copyright.PENANAtWoINxbM7N
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。784Please respect copyright.PENANAK20Z4dAbnl
784Please respect copyright.PENANA9j7JNX3NK4
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。784Please respect copyright.PENANApmk8PbWxNs
784Please respect copyright.PENANAIzuo4hjHOG
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。784Please respect copyright.PENANArLh7YzgEUE
784Please respect copyright.PENANAEB1VN62ZmA
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。784Please respect copyright.PENANABWatscpK1e
784Please respect copyright.PENANAaWbqsXpgIU
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。784Please respect copyright.PENANAT4m0QDUfYI
784Please respect copyright.PENANAY6NRmOotX1
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。784Please respect copyright.PENANAPk9i7KnPgK
784Please respect copyright.PENANALXx07pW9vc
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。784Please respect copyright.PENANA2kglYzK0Jp
784Please respect copyright.PENANAggJaLcVoNz
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。784Please respect copyright.PENANAaZUMx6Lu24
784Please respect copyright.PENANAjdJfeHp9ZX
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA4LUunouE1M
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzosljXXdjg
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjjJCHXfD5s
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6FLd0E1aR2
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAmKmAJQzqrg
784Please respect copyright.PENANAgg7MKayMRH
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!784Please respect copyright.PENANAucntQNKp86
784Please respect copyright.PENANAA99gK1y5Fb
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!784Please respect copyright.PENANAheyctoLfgX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAvb7sy82otj
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAeoEVA6Dx8L
784Please respect copyright.PENANAp9QqeTm5Zt
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA4O3RtAvOU4
784Please respect copyright.PENANAbxdjac5MJn
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。784Please respect copyright.PENANAoV7O3pGszs
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzx9NrMP344
「童桐。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAJWGph4hpbX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAF6sKXDEkvx
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。784Please respect copyright.PENANAQPHVwmJO46
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzPcggawhKm
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。784Please respect copyright.PENANAaEaVndW7dg
784Please respect copyright.PENANAg66h7LrMIL
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOMS3zJQ3hK
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzEilCDhxLz
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。784Please respect copyright.PENANArE3NzPmseV
784Please respect copyright.PENANA0l4ac7eVr9
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAIWX2J4BJQF
784Please respect copyright.PENANAKf6WEjriRk
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。784Please respect copyright.PENANAWrFDmKKpdD
784Please respect copyright.PENANABij1pjgPjk
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAI9T8gENe1W
784Please respect copyright.PENANAyMEyCLiaaO
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。784Please respect copyright.PENANAzBpgOGtaYi
784Please respect copyright.PENANAhdYlo0UCr5
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。784Please respect copyright.PENANA3UQspaNUss
784Please respect copyright.PENANAProTeAFwGR
即使正式在一起的時間不長。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOhissrlNAy
784Please respect copyright.PENANAKnMj0BaMho
即使我們都傷害過彼此。784Please respect copyright.PENANAK3Tyekkg6D
784Please respect copyright.PENANAArvOF3zPnF
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。784Please respect copyright.PENANAD7YXb54rx2
784Please respect copyright.PENANAWAC9DKotLW
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdKtxXuuX4f
784Please respect copyright.PENANATV1JY52OJr
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。784Please respect copyright.PENANAZAmKI5GQiI
784Please respect copyright.PENANAPXsDjXZyJl
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJbhvREr04b
784Please respect copyright.PENANAc4KyRYeUln
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA3x4bCxOa5Z
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6j2TL3JUYx
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAv3kQHZHnzu
784Please respect copyright.PENANAe809X5b7Rx
「下,表左架啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAv6sPZMwTFY
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUGf7oI8n7m
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGYFpyI6xUP
784Please respect copyright.PENANAgvXdVblQ3J
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。784Please respect copyright.PENANAXUmt4fQBWs
784Please respect copyright.PENANAEJLs300dIp
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAGjUPtbLqSB
784Please respect copyright.PENANAtvJQhuPYO7
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAx5Lxa0sco2
784Please respect copyright.PENANAro5a7qp99W
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJ15ImcVtjc
784Please respect copyright.PENANA3aS71oereG
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」784Please respect copyright.PENANATQi88kYxwH
784Please respect copyright.PENANAviJSO7X4NH
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdnyP9aBsnk
784Please respect copyright.PENANAvrDBKHnRcl
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。784Please respect copyright.PENANAE70neAQoAM
784Please respect copyright.PENANAA7ZfptfHi4
「我願意!」
784Please respect copyright.PENANArgM7yAfzky
784Please respect copyright.PENANAjIOzmzKfEt
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——784Please respect copyright.PENANAf2gs3S3Uyg
784Please respect copyright.PENANA3FplvaUVTy
——便永遠都不會分離。784Please respect copyright.PENANACtzxuBmqPX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAEOabbE068j
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。784Please respect copyright.PENANATP87rdrN8y
784Please respect copyright.PENANAYR2zC6XCZ7
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。784Please respect copyright.PENANArOOy1JACjT
784Please respect copyright.PENANAKbTjQm83Hq
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOVeS5YY5Nz
784Please respect copyright.PENANAtul51CRN6I
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。784Please respect copyright.PENANAxdmwey0ym1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAVONLQqPHfI
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。784Please respect copyright.PENANAPP6UDLQxN5
784Please respect copyright.PENANANYJoXcbc5W
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。784Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ567ARryV
784Please respect copyright.PENANAoqrU8r1vKJ
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。784Please respect copyright.PENANA9XrTOn8rSz
784Please respect copyright.PENANAPq15oK3IXc
…還有Kay的悲劇。784Please respect copyright.PENANAaWxwGGRG8E
784Please respect copyright.PENANAFo5FpcI5V6
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。784Please respect copyright.PENANABn4SutzRTH
784Please respect copyright.PENANAdBJQkpRDnU
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?784Please respect copyright.PENANAzs4Uhx1R2x
784Please respect copyright.PENANAyIlMWxwSez
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?784Please respect copyright.PENANA2CkXZzdR8u
784Please respect copyright.PENANAm3xqpr7x85
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??784Please respect copyright.PENANAMfrUC9uGdo
784Please respect copyright.PENANAHbIM5P7x5G
其實不然。784Please respect copyright.PENANAnYxErC19wd
784Please respect copyright.PENANAnaipyh8c9w
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjnu38jp9l1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAYXfG6sSVli
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。784Please respect copyright.PENANAhRORF5LFDZ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAhjyTMlIJRB
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。784Please respect copyright.PENANA1AgTgNUwi5
784Please respect copyright.PENANA1GJoN6qKXF
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAfvvhskk0fQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANA2qf4sCGcrV
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。784Please respect copyright.PENANA1UlMEXuxko
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUDPa2X0tln
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。784Please respect copyright.PENANAiAj0rEZOS3
784Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZdN166ruh
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。784Please respect copyright.PENANAA0ovZJjT66
784Please respect copyright.PENANAicMqqPizEL
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。784Please respect copyright.PENANAkv4uAHnxZD
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGveEtKBheD
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。784Please respect copyright.PENANAnTXeTQSCgx
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzLgqFDVGVI
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。784Please respect copyright.PENANA5C4EPUM8MK
784Please respect copyright.PENANAPgSUt7npRr
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。784Please respect copyright.PENANA1iasy54y1Z
784Please respect copyright.PENANAWOuUcOSXww
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。784Please respect copyright.PENANA6dfjUFYSXv
784Please respect copyright.PENANAsd9qsF4ZWz
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAZmJbBLxbOE
784Please respect copyright.PENANAM3SoN4YB0u
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAOo6oakKaGG
784Please respect copyright.PENANAtcoqGuKaKO
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。784Please respect copyright.PENANA8aEIrKpK6F
784Please respect copyright.PENANAeXE5p146LS
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA7vDBLMW2Jd
784Please respect copyright.PENANAx4SPFcctZX
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAodr5aXAWjv
784Please respect copyright.PENANAftM4YNqApr
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。784Please respect copyright.PENANAzRod42DOTa
784Please respect copyright.PENANAHunRgExx6E
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!784Please respect copyright.PENANAHu5bDrn2vZ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAmow98Zz8O0
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAltj4NtPz1L
784Please respect copyright.PENANAo7LaGxMd6B
「咁,咁快?!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAgam3vh0fXT
784Please respect copyright.PENANA7CtinDSXE4
「咩呀,避風呀!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAbCsCLsEO3S
784Please respect copyright.PENANAtL0SHi2FQV
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。784Please respect copyright.PENANAKSdDFyahq0
784Please respect copyright.PENANA4LIfXzUNwk
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。784Please respect copyright.PENANAxUjxS6vhxs
784Please respect copyright.PENANAd9rOJIM4aD
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。784Please respect copyright.PENANASu5NDS7M77
784Please respect copyright.PENANAfpblfsG5yp
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。784Please respect copyright.PENANAwApfSwU4oA
784Please respect copyright.PENANAdf1xFvJMCe
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。784Please respect copyright.PENANA2pc8SHVuPO
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5rjHSpJXug
「呀遊…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAKul8DbYh4f
784Please respect copyright.PENANABYWownYZUQ
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」784Please respect copyright.PENANAtToSL8Hv2X
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0nOeLNc8g
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。784Please respect copyright.PENANA3qDwAXe980
784Please respect copyright.PENANABffpBpvR08
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。784Please respect copyright.PENANAmdg4aIRgTu
784Please respect copyright.PENANAapMRPXxQqL
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。784Please respect copyright.PENANAU7rIINy1w1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAbCX8130iUC
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;784Please respect copyright.PENANASVoe9QvCIj
784Please respect copyright.PENANAHecJJSDiMJ
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。784Please respect copyright.PENANAWKcNmLbHC9
784Please respect copyright.PENANAiNovFV7l2n
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。784Please respect copyright.PENANAq2OUKT1Ptl
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6R9apK3tFI
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。784Please respect copyright.PENANAt6602abzDb
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUnyJfnjKTf
「返屋企喇。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA8HDUpADSPH
784Please respect copyright.PENANAQP3o9fPNxx
「…嗯!」784Please respect copyright.PENANA3JHZcOLQBC
784Please respect copyright.PENANAG9GOiGsdIL
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。784Please respect copyright.PENANAnVqRlyjKJH
784Please respect copyright.PENANAegIQ3xLcYk
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。784Please respect copyright.PENANAp04Pzo4Fox
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現在我會這樣說。784Please respect copyright.PENANApyDsOXQxF8
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。784Please respect copyright.PENANAS0SolFhh7j
784Please respect copyright.PENANANyltN6WKhE
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。