那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fyx4Wdg2n
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAob5LgOnPzJ
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHr09gf600p
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFG7SrzVn0P
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzlW42v6dPg
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAaqqdECnfOP
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1142Please respect copyright.PENANATJid0mlXSg
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAEnpY3RbKNY
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA0cw7SZPaAX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANALpB5rADZ5K
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtcma9ybOpM
1142Please respect copyright.PENANApVsE2j3TqQ
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1142Please respect copyright.PENANATbT3l48GZx
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1GHYWpkG02
「咩黎…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbB8ANvNXCP
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAM2I9Of6LnX
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANA7uQ1LCmUgT
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAfYVDUhmxzb
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1142Please respect copyright.PENANAouHK3bJ5yC
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAUl0KYwc4F
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHWPT3hc6g8
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHKgEkQZeFh
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA4fDwGPrmTY
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAbayl3GEbB
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAegByskM0tY
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAaLgYbtdoXA
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAryv130wFmO
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQycVETOERR
「但點解突然…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAESATqD858D
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkclg02b2kL
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVoUBQ8yj9d
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtluuVQ6Jmf
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAD1l2xytl1P
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAdGEIbDSj0s
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAngpq55uouP
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnAXek5pGgl
「童~~桐~!!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANA8SeYbhV5fK
1142Please respect copyright.PENANANlXYrFJsbH
「桐……桐………桐……………」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAjawwBuAlZP
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAppevU8uMjn
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAIIdUqYDdCk
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAsfCjxrpotO
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1hvYOZzlze
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtQhI3qiyDJ
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgN50XkC8o6
1142Please respect copyright.PENANApfDFr0r6ev
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPVyIbjvYfV
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAaO4kssE2Rq
…等等。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmHL9btCBp8
1142Please respect copyright.PENANADvCahxxopq
我靈光一閃。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbG4nJQbXqy
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtTi0ytTW1J
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1142Please respect copyright.PENANANDu4Je4wBu
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAphY1J967Hh
…我了解她。1142Please respect copyright.PENANArZRDqjcQ1V
1142Please respect copyright.PENANATyTH7THUyP
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmqomeMfSpZ
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAznoCoPSyAG
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1142Please respect copyright.PENANANIqSDBzaUz
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzuGmoz0wSg
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAyIprJoyVO1
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkIzPTT6Epf
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAX16KAXCmPW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAe9uOQARpG6
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnBTSQOb4dd
1142Please respect copyright.PENANANwPi8eFRR5
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzBGvldmHFE
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHzVW9kbOrA
…要快點才行。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAlfCPpeRFrX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAb4eHB84PKH
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkq4S4PpVe8
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAoWDaKajYbW
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAjLPrRoizI0
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAN2zsdm8RHm
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxNi1s3vxkr
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvMjfmRPdJ1
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1142Please respect copyright.PENANADnuicuMp7W
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA8qymxd2iij
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqvWbXJySev
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFHUPVccbHE
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPHTsvUTEjn
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAiW9ZISdDJm
我可是親口答應過她的。1142Please respect copyright.PENANANqSL4CF6SG
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAqF41zn1e3
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFpYG8LD4O3
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAt41gEPxRFo
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPoBK5OXG07
1142Please respect copyright.PENANACQFLqQfgX0
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAf8V2pGQcX6
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAGrgKXFKRLj
但是。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnmmLCULjF4
1142Please respect copyright.PENANABjtPHGohFe
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAWJX3z15jYx
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZwuDO32U0U
…1142Please respect copyright.PENANA7P0gOzPtTI
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUlnvRqTS5Z
「唉,童桐…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAwkIcGg4aix
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAsH5d6Ldfaq
…失敗了嗎。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAm8pBNqPT0R
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmxtNkC80N5
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1142Please respect copyright.PENANAcUFddhC44D
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAGffDVqweQN
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1142Please respect copyright.PENANALFJE3Id80l
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAe6sYcVFxW4
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHP0FZVO5cK
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA9br2AOgHvb
但是原來童桐也了解我。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYCxQ7Ao0Bw
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmSueNUfjRI
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFUzWMFkQ5C
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZidBDJnA39
「呀遊…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFdBZt6uLSR
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA7hm0Z4bFIF
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPwPH8wjZyA
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAldAnwXbvh2
她就在那兒。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZSre24L7et
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAI1bJaJJZhG
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAA0MvkSIYdp
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAznNQiRa1X8
我的女朋友就在那兒。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAlVi6y5RItW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAi4LVDfVNa8
「童…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANADD0oLzrojI
1142Please respect copyright.PENANARoCS43fy6R
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAXu2ddFgA4b
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAcW3XQeBfUU
「童桐…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFBsqFLQv7x
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAknfX8tFDmj
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6HxnAlHWgJ
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAXQvI5hJDDZ
「童桐!!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAuP2PWa6QUF
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYox1V7vEFL
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAstpt0mAxtW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA5vHWaPGuY7
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANADaMcsLnovW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAViMXi8fqhI
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkDzBnn6PFB
1142Please respect copyright.PENANACkNTeyeUP3
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAsc2UlO0XLG
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAN4pJVcy8uP
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAs8qWenecyz
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAa1E5Cwdrb7
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAN9PqtKgdtw
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbxaegUvlUp
除非我們親自去掙取。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAi7Eeec7zX9
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUePbq0jodF
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAlc4No1fbL3
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxqAatwH3iY
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAIhRlu4MTDB
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAjAmdMPd9AZ
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1142Please respect copyright.PENANABetbrbcji8
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFv27iXKYdh
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVbuNIYCqDI
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA8KQL7HEhjj
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAOtUdsTtgii
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPw1MwzCJlQ
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqFkCmC6KUL
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAD4zkxvpuWc
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUDmyIz1NWW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPTnx0RkFCw
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAdvlg2HWoyo
1142Please respect copyright.PENANANZQIQnhXg7
「咚——噹!!!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAJCZQrGRb1Z
1142Please respect copyright.PENANASBK404Pmsk
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAdERHVH3hpw
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgR4rw2Lnrx
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUzzse1SL3x
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUlKtvoz4x5
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAja42H9oMXy
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAKqAoJ1Q55S
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzcBtjsKzLF
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYPEWllNutH
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAiTb3DVbixA
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAd1bSJPLwoj
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAch0dMFtlwK
1142Please respect copyright.PENANASWJtKY0tmn
我還在。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgsevYkrKkW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAfq28OLm5yv
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAeuYBNdyPs9
1142Please respect copyright.PENANACJoDRqj7st
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5TKAI1zbT
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFuBzheJ0Hz
我也不會放棄。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAXMbSzC6AIB
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAge8Js1si8z
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3AE8BuD67P
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAKr1OGSjgdf
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAi4DaiGWaMM
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxrWSdUriqR
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAen0ybEayIk
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzJKx8UEOKO
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQONiNpsLLy
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAwno7XAJoXv
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVQmhP6xi6k
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvRlR06zjy4
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1142Please respect copyright.PENANArXYFmUBEP1
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUGaVxSLzeM
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAlaQFlFGaQg
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAH2QVySkiY2
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAf6KoUWxM1k
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqBfUZ5wElW
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANATdMfcgRNgn
1142Please respect copyright.PENANACGOjAHNDHY
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAX75GD6Kta8
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQCwa400zj4
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAMXM7PEWTN2
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAsPCR5tTnVV
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANA0VdmGqYPRo
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6LhoGagAFH
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAwIedwlG1Mz
1142Please respect copyright.PENANABi478WI0Rg
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAaxulgZbRfR
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAyXRKSj5rlt
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6HFTNQy6TS
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvVqfu4MaRA
我無視頭上的風眼。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA30gvCZGKmD
1142Please respect copyright.PENANArpH8ermvXj
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvtFhZitIae
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZIMGagAqW
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA245HXQ24Ri
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVkcQcs6v1J
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxLmTDo1fWX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAMVnydogMzI
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1142Please respect copyright.PENANApvedZSP5OH
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAf7CDglezmt
但我不看在眼內。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnXG27GqOVW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA8zRIdKVy7u
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAiL9nvHRMtk
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAaJaR9crGtu
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA8rHwB8VydR
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAhmulGQeAEF
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqoCkkY6u1v
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAOZhLu65Jv2
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZNw03RmdEq
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAm5RP82iZOS
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPDM1LVTRPh
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnrkxi3AYXF
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkD0gCuy18T
1142Please respect copyright.PENANANa9TcsNMJK
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtf8Q1YCIl7
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAN3rCrIoUlP
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAGfeMBDU1jk
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAonoSBvzY4c
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtFbW4fzuGD
1142Please respect copyright.PENANApE4s9PAw5a
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANANxYZ0tcvFa
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAiXWW9YDoNJ
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANACriSUJlAS6
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ6dpxaMfd
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVHvOV7igHu
1142Please respect copyright.PENANALzAInThbct
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1142Please respect copyright.PENANA0x0JIfI7BQ
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA9nFjQeAvI1
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHnTqDkDw6h
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAlbacDBH0yJ
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAARLkjknuAu
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPqBCYkIHTX
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFst7mLJDlS
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6c8HAFiE3C
「童桐。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAu4q27VIXT
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAWStzkQTF7z
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAF0yERJq2jH
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVB9oyFdSiH
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA73IkdKYxVo
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAfz0ou1eWgc
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1142Please respect copyright.PENANApUIIshFjD4
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA2sjtmqQx1Z
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAhyBVRVuggs
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA7IsU40u5h5
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqDPfZdODEG
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAeOZLcGTVbR
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAfitxSv5HyR
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAe4bWDkgR1k
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAf8DDhoe5hL
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUSvBVglPj6
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAEm5oaahXeJ
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3R8MaB7fRe
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAwUecHaIN5r
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAcy8LiH14m6
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAIQl5hfE7RL
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAu2q9lrpHsj
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAuIRZTuiatX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmb5b8f1QtK
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAR2g3abUGKV
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1HNxgLOLK5
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1142Please respect copyright.PENANASx9cqMgoDL
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAA6Im0gCL5F
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA2KQohY2kuY
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3jbOhkqX45
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqtVUSRNwZs
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA7ifLL9opGC
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmKgsnBQoWD
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbKx3MgTAWk
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAeRbzlJtB9U
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAgFPwu84E8
「下,表左架啦。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYLO9SVE7sI
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAIFDNbVJ2oO
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAcfruLFyq3u
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAR26vxWJtGW
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAJaqumOwmj5
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYGBsqBvRuA
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANACzjCvRGPHx
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUdQTWWX0R8
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANA5m76UcstiT
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxTY7VufMWK
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAleXzc8LcnO
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA082xF6SsKD
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAs9tRUObuDY
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAp0RiccKjWn
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1142Please respect copyright.PENANACCQyoE8Kd6
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAJoyk9lDGrA
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAcovWGYMKPY
1142Please respect copyright.PENANApLrsFv2zer
「我願意!」
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbqfSRlQeKp
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAGKl7cuIura
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1142Please respect copyright.PENANAXF3YDYahIW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAt5kOXjUbca
——便永遠都不會分離。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAJoo3XbZ7U9
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAuXTOMhPKwi
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmgS2cCK80j
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAfkzKyErvid
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1142Please respect copyright.PENANADRDvT5i1vs
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA85ZtZcBDPL
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAh5YFZgyikh
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbwLNreuIU1
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7fnmgWe70
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAEXabhGTqWT
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAssPIpM5Swe
1142Please respect copyright.PENANANwtW0ohzxn
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAiwDRjYF5Lh
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZDSEdOf9Zw
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAlVKq0okAOl
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAuP9C4Yp1vP
…還有Kay的悲劇。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtaSOHCTcb2
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAm0tHs4EIvk
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAB4PDLB9b2h
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtaFm0TOfE9
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnparGSlIjN
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3XybYDgILo
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxfmsTl5bCJ
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAa9XtNtbSRP
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1142Please respect copyright.PENANAuRbv9garzD
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAKWYMgk50te
其實不然。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAcU8hQg0x2p
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAe7fGeIfAmr
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAy2lZY4gIcf
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZi0GVrsycB
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6TO0dCbaQt
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAueS1nNFwVg
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAfVaN0AihR1
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3Tbk1QIHNq
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAMmBSM9P7h5
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAhgzaP5PDc
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1142Please respect copyright.PENANABEq56omAIu
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA5fcCOgsdX4
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPDMV031eWR
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA9nWMB8z3zL
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA4QZlMGhifT
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAc8FpgTzU0x
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAh14vovgR9a
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAchfmbnry0M
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgHqlpUesfN
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA5gl7URUb7Q
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgKjwpXxIAv
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqSrbzCepKR
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAs0hv1PfjBl
1142Please respect copyright.PENANATqnNooRVPw
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYZhcHXDE2p
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAK64rTMQ4tq
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANA52aYSdT2IS
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAw1JsBODqcW
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6YwWORAS9O
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAuHarsiccgs
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1142Please respect copyright.PENANATO94T6QV0z
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA60lIvJy2zo
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgSdOG7jkvD
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6yXimTTTMu
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3rnOepxEDe
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAOYCnkOL2gP
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAdekyBhyAxc
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqgu5MkXpam
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbbFGL7P70v
1142Please respect copyright.PENANALSvHfnrQJg
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAenMwn8YHSE
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAjQI6Q6bm19
「咁,咁快?!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAelv0W7DOcK
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAoWse8qKt7w
「咩呀,避風呀!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAk2HWyNcIHX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA534uUNI00y
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAP0NNUioOLX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAji8FJz5EsD
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1142Please respect copyright.PENANACiQYL81RU4
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnA2YGuoI4p
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA24j2d9Y80s
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAKHUzlgHLPB
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkdO2pYKdBW
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVayCwNTWmy
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAoHgWJlCA53
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAr8rW8ilLJ4
「呀遊…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAu5RAQuF1Bk
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAE6WDdE5Y00
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAOkcZHiZJl7
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAdKXESOpGnd
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1KH9zAOWyP
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQUIzQmLNlM
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAR9ps5xGUEd
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAeYsKlZhYO
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAEmfD02GHgN
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgWMaoh18xg
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVdW5etKu3U
1142Please respect copyright.PENANASGZ9bU535v
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQUb4VajY06
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAJGxhQPU11m
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFdMRgxznth
1142Please respect copyright.PENANATRjVh74nYg
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA5T7wviicFx
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA2QbDtD273Q
「返屋企喇。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAFpG7ajXR4L
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1Luu4yQ5zE
「…嗯!」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAW6C5IBnf7n
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAfhd6lydsQa
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUJj1Dig0wj
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAN2YAqc689d
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzNoMg3PSnh
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA8HW0hxSJZM
現在我會這樣說。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA9XIh4nptp9
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZ40bDWiYNL
未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAZDy2ojHVK
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAWs6w3jbCcm
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。