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那是我與童桐之間,最漫長的一夜,甚至比起鵲橋連接她與我雙瞳的那晚更加漫長。815Please respect copyright.PENANAVJj1szvrLW
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這是告解嗎?這是懺悔嗎?恐怕不是的。815Please respect copyright.PENANAnuBabasL40
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這是一個儀式,我與童桐都完全卸下彼此的偽裝,再次赤裸裸地和對方坦誠初見。815Please respect copyright.PENANAIvviEYingN
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我與童桐的初見是在幼稚園中班沒錯,但之後我們都太珍視對方了,我們為了保護對方,也為了保護自己,穿起了一層又一層的偽裝。815Please respect copyright.PENANAKJmXVdLFtE
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「我生日個時,其實我仲未認到妍妍,佢係以PTGF身份黎Join我地。」815Please respect copyright.PENANA1x8Y8kzhow
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偽裝不一定帶著惡意,正因為我與童桐都過於珍視對方,我們都不願自己醜陋污穢的一面展露在對方眼中。815Please respect copyright.PENANARfXgPiyEEo
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「有一種藥,叫畢索洛爾,佢係一種受體阻滯劑,對於射箭運動員黎講…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAkGBIp5Jdjj
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結果,我和她之間便變成了這個樣子。815Please respect copyright.PENANAkbZvjnEalA
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「我識有個人叫黑PR,佢有一種叫概念核彈既資訊武器,個時你話你同植嵐晨…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAfdn8kz3LvF
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我不是甚麼除了射箭便甚麼也不會的人,我會耍手段,使陰招,為求目的不擇手段。815Please respect copyright.PENANAGDCajPsp3r
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「係,我知道隔離班個個女仔係有男朋友,但…反正都無野好輸,所以我都照樣約佢去學校附近個海皮,最多咪俾人打獲甘…」815Please respect copyright.PENANA4N7UoKcNCR
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至於童桐,恐怕是…沒有安全感吧。815Please respect copyright.PENANACZddfAg4ZF
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自小被朋友,父母,親人排斥的她如忍著淚水般,拚命地建立起包圍自己的保護高牆。815Please respect copyright.PENANAtefajAaKuW
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除了迎合我的愛好外,更加要對外樹立起女神的印象,IG要去自己看不懂的藝術展打卡,喝自己厭苦的文青咖啡,每個週日在網上的照片也要過得如渡假一樣。815Please respect copyright.PENANAfFmQJxrs9a
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至於Dora一事,也是這樣。815Please respect copyright.PENANAj56NyOg9on
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既然不是為了錢,那麼只能說…是虛榮心作崇,反正除了錢便只有這件事。815Please respect copyright.PENANADFtUxKNMi4
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如那些印象,偽裝一樣,Dora只是她云云保護之一。815Please respect copyright.PENANAPl9ndvZPBD
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有人愛戴自己,有人為了自己大撒金錢,視自己為女神,恍如這樣能填補心中的無盡虛空,那淹沒萬物的深邃黑洞。815Please respect copyright.PENANAnAMWeeS9UB
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但愈是吞噬虛榮,心底的空洞愈見巨大。815Please respect copyright.PENANAYxTvWGfi7s
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高牆堆得再高,砌得再厚,也擋不下從心中升起的恐懼,唯有用抖震著的手,忍住流下的淚水匆匆忙忙地砌上另一塊磚頭。815Please respect copyright.PENANAi5muwR8GBl
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每一次分手,每一次被拋棄,她都像鬼上身一樣再次化身Dora,因為她曾經以為男朋友不會像父母一樣離開她。815Please respect copyright.PENANABT5zhoFhwr
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卻還是離開了她。815Please respect copyright.PENANAFLsOjM0tb9
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而我——又不能過於親近,以免我發現她的秘密,以免我如世界一樣排斥她,討厭她。但是我由始終鐘情於她,至少是那個我想像出來的童桐。815Please respect copyright.PENANACHsES8595v
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於是便變成了這個困局。815Please respect copyright.PENANAMok8L0loFa
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不知不覺間,我和她也被各自築起的高牆困住。815Please respect copyright.PENANAZFiQ12Cu2s
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換個角度來說,我和她一樣無藥可救呢。815Please respect copyright.PENANAs4qttbG3kf
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「既然妍妍咁講,我就…放開佢,直到佢話佢真係可以照顧自己我先離開佢屋企。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAAEv6vEGq7u
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不知不覺間,童桐和我牽起了手。815Please respect copyright.PENANAwikjrn4hGo
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她沒有如我一樣震驚,更沒有像個窩囊廢一樣心碎暈倒。815Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZQjOuPM1e
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我不敢直視她,我不敢看她任何一眼,但我卻從手心中感到她的脈動,她的手汗,說到一些段落時她甚至不自覺的握緊了我的手。815Please respect copyright.PENANAPBdJ17OCFu
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「……對唔住,童桐。」815Please respect copyright.PENANATVBhAf6ekF
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我以道歉作結。815Please respect copyright.PENANAkXzb7qkFl8
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屏幕上顯示距離核彈爆炸還有三十分鐘左右。815Please respect copyright.PENANAAcKBEe7Dt1
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亞基似乎感知到我們之間的氣氛肅殺,連躲在客廳的狗床也感到不自在,叼著牠的小被子跑到我房間把自己捲了起來,間中從床尾偷望。815Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7iSKh4PL4
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「對唔住。」我除了道歉還能說甚麼呢。815Please respect copyright.PENANAA4ECmrTq3C
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一切都太晚了吧。815Please respect copyright.PENANANnALUNBrTB
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「…仲有咩好道歉?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAte75gKxBp9
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「嗯,我無資格話你,你講得岩,我同你一樣。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAElUS3KC9ee
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「但都唔代表你要原諒我。」童桐聲音更加沙啞,似乎在哽咽。815Please respect copyright.PENANAAxkRqdW6mG
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「…你都一樣,即使你有Dora呢個身份,亦唔代表要原諒我。」我面如死灰。815Please respect copyright.PENANAScGKo4jBbT
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互相沒法原諒的我們,恐怕到此為止。815Please respect copyright.PENANA5FJc8OKEs9
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那晚,我的童年完結了。815Please respect copyright.PENANAHYZYrHiw7V
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這夜,童桐的童年也劃上了句號。815Please respect copyright.PENANAl2kEhlUlQY
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但是童桐牽著我的手卻沒有放開。815Please respect copyright.PENANA9BwalEWDX9
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「我只有一個問題。」童桐說。815Please respect copyright.PENANAfTuKVoLFuX
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「你問。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAp9cUWE3U5E
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「點解你接受到真係收錢,然後同其他男人上床既甄姿妍,但接受唔到我?」童桐問。815Please respect copyright.PENANAaOmepxG2xp
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「…」我應該要行的。815Please respect copyright.PENANA56LKMERULK
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「我只係上網賣相同直播,無人見過我既樣,無其他三唔識七既男人掂過我。」童桐說,「但依加點解感覺上你同個甄姿妍仲相處得自然?」815Please respect copyright.PENANARZJXpEkXDu
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「…因為我重視你,我鐘意既人,係你。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAEE2ZvES0kD
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「…」815Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z4rMT9TZp
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「妍妍係我朋友…雖然我地過…過一晚夜,但係始終都只係朋友,但你唔同。」我捉緊童桐的手說,「其他人幾多秘密,幾多黑歷史,關我撚事!但係童桐,你對我黎講點可能同其他人,其他女仔相提並論?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAT5uur3gMPf
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核彈的精粹,在於它不是無差別的上網爆出黑歷史。815Please respect copyright.PENANA34RXsLdsAN
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它最大殺傷力是針對你最愛的人,最重視的關係,最努力得到的地方去爆料,使你重視的一切瓦解,化成飛灰,進而觸發連鎖反應,使目標身邊化成一片焦土。815Please respect copyright.PENANApaB1V8Kxrl
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正如童桐一樣,正因為我們珍惜對方,才感到心如刀割。815Please respect copyright.PENANAtiWcYRs40M
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正如我一樣,正因為我鐘愛童桐,才心碎至幾乎喪命。815Please respect copyright.PENANAz9zLtQg2Ba
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但這是一份證明。815Please respect copyright.PENANAT5naRZ5qyv
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「若非情深在,悲傷從何來?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAq3D0IIMgLX
" But what is grief, if not love persevering. "
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妍妍告訴我,愛的反面不是憎恨,連想那男人恨她一生,妍妍也苦苦哀求而不得。815Please respect copyright.PENANAQHl69821MZ
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愛的反面是漠不關心,視若無睹,既然是這樣的話我和童桐因對方有多心碎,更痛心,多幸福,多快樂,正因為我們也重視對方吧。815Please respect copyright.PENANAJS0MbnFdyr
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雖然這樣說很對不起妍妍,但是這就是我的心情。815Please respect copyright.PENANA2mFThhGdlT
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這一星期以來的思考,我反省了很多,其中一件事正如童桐所問的一樣。815Please respect copyright.PENANAfRsArMSmQt
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明明妍妍才是真正和眾多男生發生過關係的人,童桐極其量只是上網匿名賣相直播,沒有發生肉體關係,我為甚麼這樣自然地接受了妍妍卻對童桐這樣大反應?815Please respect copyright.PENANAz9aYxUW3it
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一開始察覺到這點,我以為自己瘋了,我為甚麼這樣針對童桐。815Please respect copyright.PENANAOAWRnKyoBJ
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後來我發現自己的確是針對童桐,但這是因為她對我來說是最寶貴的人。815Please respect copyright.PENANACym8IPoKUO
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愛是自私的。815Please respect copyright.PENANAyjLwEX681J
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同樣地,唯有自私的…才是愛。815Please respect copyright.PENANAUzcr9LBWvQ
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我對其他人不是甚麼保守派,情聖之前每晚夜夜笙歌,妍妍是PTGF和不同男人有甚麼過節過去,我都不介意,真的不會介意。815Please respect copyright.PENANAnyZFnREbUr
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但唯獨童桐…我卻連心也碎掉。815Please respect copyright.PENANAbZfE5JkXRy
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只有她,我為之傾心,亦為之心碎。815Please respect copyright.PENANAA6oUD4Yg7j
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我這樣向童桐陳述了我的想法,反正我已經做好了與童桐老死不相往來的最壞打算。815Please respect copyright.PENANA909BJF5Cjg
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但至少我想讓她知道我的想法,因為即使鬧翻,也不會留下「如果那晚我有說出口便好」的遺憾。815Please respect copyright.PENANALiW8kFDc1N
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童桐低下頭,似乎在咀嚼著我的說話,不過她的手始終沒有放開。815Please respect copyright.PENANA1SAmjNZqqd
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「個核彈,仲有幾耐爆?」童桐問。815Please respect copyright.PENANAyb1M7vtqS3
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我熟練地打開介面,然後掩面搖頭:「十五分鐘。」815Please respect copyright.PENANADAuMMyArU6
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「你聯絡個個人。」815Please respect copyright.PENANArGJsqZXI33
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她不知道是Beta,我故意沒說,以免那天婚禮的回憶被沾污,即使她有甚麼恨意,我也想小心翼翼地保護她那天的回憶。815Please respect copyright.PENANAbjvTYtW3c7
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「係?下?聯絡…?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAVDIPwFnEfo
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「我可以俾呢個金額既錢佢,叫佢停左個核彈。」童桐在自己手機上的計算機,打出一個銀碼。815Please respect copyright.PENANABuFZN7480r
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一看之下不得了,那可是能在九龍買一個車位的價錢,樓齡大點的唐樓小單位,首期也勉強足夠了吧?!815Please respect copyright.PENANA51u809GEoE
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這樣的巨款…815Please respect copyright.PENANA682hGvSyll
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「但…咁多錢…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAO4TrqqfO6g
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「係Dora賺既錢,我全部儲起晒無用過。」童桐說,「如果呢舊錢幫到你既,我好樂意,記唔記得我講過我唔想身邊既人出事?特別係你,呀遊。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAgALtoeDEUW
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童桐流著淚說。815Please respect copyright.PENANAqaOLrfbIYo
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「唯有你,我唔會俾你有事。」815Please respect copyright.PENANA40AdYdBWhj
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她握緊我的手。815Please respect copyright.PENANAzKJ0yE0PUf
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「如果有事,我就陪你一齊面對…如果你仲願意。」她輕揉我的手,看著我雙眼說。815Please respect copyright.PENANA7Pz0moeS53
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我連忙胡亂抹抹眼淚撥出電話,但那天Beta明明說過我再也不會找到他,真的有用嗎?815Please respect copyright.PENANAtBiyKZ0hmR
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[於"在永恆之門"一幕成功救下植嵐晨,呀遊始終沒有間接殺人,在童桐接受底線上]815Please respect copyright.PENANAVDoSaLuMxF
[在第五分歧點沒有使用禁藥,呀遊迷途知返,在童桐接受底線上]
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[判定呀遊沒有犯下瀰天大錯,沒有黑化]815Please respect copyright.PENANAJWTRcv2XXX
[在最終分歧點選擇了不甘寂寞路線,但亦因壓制不足而沒有成為情侶,童桐現在有立場幫助]
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「你所打既電話暫時未能接通,請你遲D再打過黎喇…」815Please respect copyright.PENANA7X5cWVb3L9
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果然嗎…815Please respect copyright.PENANANW5qSqyxPQ
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但馬上一個未知來電回撥過來。
「點。」是Beta用了變聲器的聲音。815Please respect copyright.PENANA5xtXabExg4
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我打去關了機的號碼,他卻知道在我找他,這是怎辦到…815Please respect copyright.PENANAW4bo4IG92B
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「喂,黑PR先生。」我暗示他別自爆名字。815Please respect copyright.PENANAKdvPh8fr0z
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「嗯。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAT0DRDjuNd7
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「我係Dora。」童桐說,「對馬川遊個個核彈,停左佢,我可以俾…咁多既錢你,我諗已經遠超過Kay俾你既錢,係唔係?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAzV3y9iCDk2
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「果然係Kay…佢搵過你?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAZyEIYRZXWh
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「無錯,睇黎你唔知係佢?」815Please respect copyright.PENANATDN2q6zQHW
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「轉介師係絕對無可能爆出邊個主使,連我都唔知係邊個。」Beta說。815Please respect copyright.PENANAQk0gE2Wn2C
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「總之,停左佢,我可以將Dora收到既所有錢俾晒你,放過呀遊!」815Please respect copyright.PENANAf3LY632g1z
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「童桐…」我看著她,眼角泛淚,她也勉為其難地向我擠出微笑。815Please respect copyright.PENANAnGliykLtWz
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「童小姐,你要考慮清楚。」Beta說,「據我所知,個筆錢係好好好大筆錢黎,以你既家境,你既成長背景,你應該都係貪慕虛榮個種女人。你真係要為左佢咁做?你知唔知道馬川遊做過咩?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAa3fJImQKEP
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「係!我知道!」童桐激動地說,「咁又點?D錢我既!我點用都得!」815Please respect copyright.PENANALvMUy0ML2Q
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「…本身係唔得,等於做生意你睇中左件衫,鋪頭話賣俾你既時候,如果旁邊一個寬太黎話我出兩倍錢,賣俾我唔好賣俾佢,而間鋪又應承既話,咁你會點睇呢間鋪?咁做…好影響我地做生意,即使係Deep World,有錢都唔係大晒。」815Please respect copyright.PENANA3RTu1wL8MP
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「呀遊佢已經好痛苦,佢係我面前坦白晒,唔好再咁樣對佢喇!」童桐哭著說,「我只係想佢變成之前個個識得笑,開開心心既呀遊…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAPIRKW3ZIx9
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「童小姐,我係話本身唔得。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAZEikwaQ4Av
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「本身…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAOmjMffT50v
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「我問緊中介人。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ50RSZyf1
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「仲要問咩?定係佢都要錢?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAOW912IgA8J
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「佢係賣人脈既人,更加唔會為左錢改變原則,打爛自己招牌。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAGm0SPGtcSt
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童桐絕望地掩著臉。815Please respect copyright.PENANA6ogChDrKb7
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「但係破壞原則在先既人,係Kay.」815Please respect copyright.PENANAbwFSypMQiI
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「係…?」815Please respect copyright.PENANALNcilpGeGj
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童桐把視線在指隙間望向電話上的「未知聯絡人」五字。815Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3Jq7T3Clh
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「嗯,有回音。Kay係知道唔可以接觸目標,但佢接觸左,依加我知道左佢既身份,你都知道左,你同馬川遊可以搵佢尋仇,傳左出去人地會以為係中介人出賣佢,咁樣好大獲…中介人已經落左Order,是次核彈轟炸取消。」815Please respect copyright.PENANA3pz066nV3e
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電話中傳來鍵盤聲音。815Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tlmg7AQfR
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「重新整理一次個網頁睇睇?睇黎呢個Kay的確係又衝動,又感情用事個種女人,佢係唔係見到仇人會直接拎刀捅佢個D衝動撚黎?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAzvBmK2w5Iv
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童桐馬上照辦。815Please respect copyright.PENANAMKgtPKYwl3
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距離核彈爆炸:00:07: 10815Please respect copyright.PENANAa92spA3IQc
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核彈倒數停止。815Please respect copyright.PENANAksiIH9Ks2S
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「但係你係有口齒既人黎架可,Dora小姐。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAWjMATYkTPH
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Beta這混蛋…!815Please respect copyright.PENANAXPyiXZeR47
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「嗯,我…我依加過數!」815Please respect copyright.PENANAHuuXPJ2hDF
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「轉成加密貨幣,入數去我係暗網既帳號,我依加俾電子錢包既地址你。」815Please respect copyright.PENANARGgUDUaVEj
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「喂!既然係Kay接觸我地呢邊在先,本身都要停啦!你照收錢?!你咁仆街既?!」我說。815Please respect copyright.PENANAWQnFQBjsz2
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「呀遊,我會照俾。」童桐說,「佢收左錢就唔可以反口。」815Please respect copyright.PENANA25B42Q74LY
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「…因為對面毀約在先,我會暫時將馬川遊列入核保護傘,唔接任何攻擊既你既Job,如果佢搵其他黑PR搞你,我呢邊都會發射核彈,相互保證毀滅。815Please respect copyright.PENANAsotgHAg9HY
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咁做係以免你地出咩事其他人入我同中介人數,同時警告其他客人唔好衝動毀約。但同時,你地都唔可以用核彈攻擊Kay,至於其他手段,唔關我事。」Beta說,「為期…九十九年就好。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAfIbNcnq5W6
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這傢伙…我真的不知道他是敵還是友,只能說他只按Deep World的潛規則辦事嗎?815Please respect copyright.PENANAw07qsH9rRc
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但我相信在灰色地帶之中,他作了自己的選擇。815Please respect copyright.PENANAwz9UqoRisF
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「已經過左數。」童桐眼也不眨,便把那驚人的金額匯到Beta手上。815Please respect copyright.PENANAI8ECdS10W5
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「…未收到,等等,嗯,有喇,加密貨幣應該係要咁用…Anyway,」Beta說,「仲有咩幫到兩位?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAj0arQQSzPV
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「無野啦,拜。」我把電話掛斷。815Please respect copyright.PENANAx8cfZ6pIgN
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「好好保重,兩位。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAwdGcaKa4p8
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我和童桐相視。815Please respect copyright.PENANAynumDqcY6e
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然後不禁露出微笑。815Please respect copyright.PENANAwfmfRS8EaY
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「咁大舊錢,你至少遲疑下?」我說。815Please respect copyright.PENANA366Oi4s3kp
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「為左你,無所謂。」童桐搖頭說。815Please respect copyright.PENANAACbglZf2SQ
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那舊錢,能去好多好多次旅行,買好多好多名牌了吧。815Please respect copyright.PENANApMYzMdUAW8
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「童桐…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAqA3RTgYD5M
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她卻為了我,為了這樣害植嵐晨的我…815Please respect copyright.PENANAwIbnBO7Mez
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我感到慚愧,感到無地自容。815Please respect copyright.PENANAYl1FuuckcB
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這就是我和童桐的層次分別。815Please respect copyright.PENANAfT4Ld6dRBc
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我愛著的只是自己幻想出來那個完美的她。815Please respect copyright.PENANAS5wJIcM4nz
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但她愛著的,是真真正正的我,甚至為了這樣而害怕關係改變,壓抑著自己十多年,把自己困在高牆後十多年,逼自己止步於青梅竹馬,把我們二人的關係凍結。815Please respect copyright.PENANAzPaB5mgNa8
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她想著的是如何接受。815Please respect copyright.PENANABt0pA32MVB
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我想著的是接受與否。815Please respect copyright.PENANAf3FlAWGpZo
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…唉,我這人真是…815Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ93gRv9Tz
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「唔使再講喇,錢我真係唔介意。」童桐笑著輕撫我的頭說,「我只係想你無事,想你好似以前咁開心返,唔好好似中六個年咁。」815Please respect copyright.PENANATTTAf5r8yN
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我又回想起童桐那年為了我,在大學講廳大大聲謊稱是我女朋友然後拖走我。聽說,這是她那次分手的其中一條導火線。815Please respect copyright.PENANAcs639SAkL0
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「呀遊,你唔好誤會。」童桐說,「我用錢幫你,唔係要買你既原諒。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAJwT3g308GH
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「我點會…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAl1OERyNCST
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「我知自己我點補救都好,都改變唔到我曾經係Dora既事實,你唔使因為我用錢幫你解除左核彈,而逼自己當無事發生過。」童桐低頭說。815Please respect copyright.PENANAQqFKghY40p
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「童桐,我差D殺左植嵐晨,點解你要咁?我仲以為你會好憎我先岩…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAzfQs4lr9XL
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童桐這樣以德報怨,我更加…我更加的無地自容。815Please respect copyright.PENANAk2hU4UFLpH
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「我仲未接受到。」童桐說。815Please respect copyright.PENANAIAhy2n0EsC
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「…果然…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAUhqyieFWjD
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「但係我更加唔想睇到你唔開心,睇到你再崩潰,至少唔好俾件事惡化先,之後我…我會同你一齊慢慢去學習點樣接受,點樣過呢一關。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAQxBlak6mox
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童桐的手,整晚也沒有放開。815Please respect copyright.PENANAXFt34j2iBa
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「其他人或者唔得,但我同你係咁多年既青梅竹馬,一定做到架嘛,係咪?呀遊?」童桐又哭又笑。815Please respect copyright.PENANAVuiLDV9Icf
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童桐美麗得叫我窒息。815Please respect copyright.PENANARVfXrgYon0
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我忍不住,輕吻了她。815Please respect copyright.PENANAMC5CUr9Pvy
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輕吻變成了深吻,我與她抱在一起,互有默契地避過對方的鼻子,好使雙唇與舌頭能鎖鎖地扣在一起,把每一吋肌膚都纏綿在彼此的毛孔上,貪婪地感受著對方的芳香,沐浴在對方的體溫和溫柔之中,酸麻感從唇上擴散到舌尖,隨著窒息感漫延到全身。815Please respect copyright.PENANADAOOMYNmHg
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「呀…嗄…呀遊…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAclcIZgKkax
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「童童…哈啊…童桐…」815Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0zvna1n9j
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那天婚禮的一吻很浪漫,但是…815Please respect copyright.PENANAUsyT1UvIdx
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…但是我們那時還活在彼此的幻象之中,躲在自己築起的高牆後。815Please respect copyright.PENANA4JTqR6MSXs
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現在我們吻著的,是有血有肉,不完美,有點醜陋,但卻實實在在的對方。815Please respect copyright.PENANAr8VDteeM5A
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「汪!!」815Please respect copyright.PENANAuFn1mOw5ND
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亞基高興地把頭從睡房門邊探出來吠一聲。815Please respect copyright.PENANACeBKWICqtt
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我和童桐暫時放開彼此,看看亞基,然後額頭貼著額頭,相視而笑。815Please respect copyright.PENANAElpd2HIMI7
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不知為何我沒有感到那種衝動,我只想好好擁住童桐,靜靜地遠離開那狗屁DeepWorld黑PR核彈中介人之類的糟糕事。815Please respect copyright.PENANAuVtEwAOOtO
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「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAsac9k3jBqL
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「下,表左架啦。」815Please respect copyright.PENANA1KwkvrnbKt
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「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」815Please respect copyright.PENANA58F59YCXJi
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我笑著說:「咁我要俾個驚喜你先得,但你想我劇透你?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAue57DbGTX2
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「唔好!咁…我等你。」童桐說,「今晚…就咁先?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAWvUrVHqQgN
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「嗯,我都覺得…未係時候。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAUWtmJeLsbH
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感覺…衝動的成份比較多。815Please respect copyright.PENANANugDJEx0kN
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現在我們是需要沉澱的時間,好好整理思緒,接著才正常地走向我與童桐的下一階段。815Please respect copyright.PENANAA9oAMOAxAi
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「你依加就唔怕我唔再只係你青梅竹馬?」815Please respect copyright.PENANAEmTcgQBAba
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「…我對你有信心,亦對自己眼光有信心。」童桐說,「同埋即使係點,我地未來變成點都好,至少我地永遠係青梅竹馬…或者以上,唔會以下。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAhKuif8Rw6v
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我舉起尾指:「應承你。」815Please respect copyright.PENANAxoNclYA2VW
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「我都應承你。」815Please respect copyright.PENANA6ihpUEzrsQ
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童桐以尾指和我相勾,我與她額頭碰著額頭,眼中只有彼此。即使彼此的眼角都有淚痕,流淌至臉頰,但我們笑逐顏開,以嘴角將其截斷,只剩下喜極而泣的淚花。815Please respect copyright.PENANAxnvq94AgI4