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The back door slammed shut. Blind rage filled me as I tore through the house, breaking nearly everything in my path. If I'd had enough strength, I'd have pulled the fucking fridge down. Instead, I settled for throwing a pan at it. It dented it slightly, but it wasn't enough. What I really wanted to do was illegal.338Please respect copyright.PENANASJakfpgg5Z
338Please respect copyright.PENANAXHMSn9nmP5
I wanted to go to Jude's house and rip his throat out.338Please respect copyright.PENANAmqDqY7fmEF
338Please respect copyright.PENANARUNR44VeVT
That made me sound crazy, I know, but I was pissed. Slowly, as the anger ebbed away, I realized what I was missing. Or rather who. I slid down to the floor and my hands shook as I looked at them.338Please respect copyright.PENANAD5bNcdVr4V
338Please respect copyright.PENANAz9StnXJvKn
Christian should have been here to see my rampage. He would have loved it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAlTWxiCxuvb
338Please respect copyright.PENANAlxZg0NycBA
I wondered where he was. I thought about going to see him. Maybe if I went, he wouldn't want to see me, and then I would come home in more of a mess than I already was.338Please respect copyright.PENANA3VHBagR6af
338Please respect copyright.PENANA64XS1GEW4Y
Maybe it wasn't worth it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAaCVEgEAlvP
338Please respect copyright.PENANAGWybMzyggj
Sighing as the anger left and was replaced with exhaustion, I stood up and went to lock the back door, only to find someone standing on the other side of it. My hand shook as I reached for the doorknob and turned it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAKR5oOLpKbc
338Please respect copyright.PENANA3IvD8cVCPb
Christian stepped over the threshold, his eyes full of apology and something more, and wasted no time wrapped his arms around me and kissing me hard. My arms automatically went around his neck. His fingers were pressed into my skin, so tightly I thought they'd leave a mark, but I didn't care. Something inside me had repaired itself when I saw him.338Please respect copyright.PENANArAibBljjqa
338Please respect copyright.PENANAaNYVI6ApL6
He pulled away from my mouth and buried his face in my hair. "I'm sorry," he whispered. "I'm so fucking sorry, Kendall."338Please respect copyright.PENANA6ep4hYEWti
338Please respect copyright.PENANA5xkQ7QbUSm
My head was resting against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. Regret sat in my gut and I wanted to tell him the truth about Jude. About the kiss. About what I found out. But I knew it wouldn't help anything right now, so I stayed quiet. We ended up on the living room couch, his hands everywhere all at once, his mouth still on mine.338Please respect copyright.PENANAcp2t31Fvao
338Please respect copyright.PENANAiZwGc5LKjs
A slamming sound jarred me awake. I instantly panicked, realizing what was going on, and looked around. Christian was asleep beside me, his breathing soft, his arm draped across my stomach. Something slammed again, then a figure appeared in the space that connected this room to the kitchen.338Please respect copyright.PENANAvPZwOCV94Z
338Please respect copyright.PENANAFDmbGLvrVY
"What are you doing?" My mother asked angrily. "Who is that boy? ANSWER ME!" she screamed.338Please respect copyright.PENANABtot7T44K1
338Please respect copyright.PENANAvfiWNS9MgH
Christian was startled enough to wake up. He blinked a few times and his eyes widened. He whispered, "Oh, fuck."338Please respect copyright.PENANA6OmGwO2F9K
338Please respect copyright.PENANAbrgjNFyt1v
"He's my boyfriend, mom." I glared at her and the bottle she held. She never would have yelled at me normally. She needed some help. "We weren't doing anything."338Please respect copyright.PENANABCLUTTsJX0
338Please respect copyright.PENANAkbCZHeCA8p
She came close to me, reached down and slapped me across the face. My head snapped to the side and I let out a small cry. My mom, no matter how drunk she was, had never hit me in my entire life. My eyes burned with tears as I turned my head to look at her.338Please respect copyright.PENANAj3nt8cqFLm
338Please respect copyright.PENANAzQoNK4egLT
"Don't lie to me, you little bitch," she hissed. "I know what you're doing when I'm not home. Do you enjoying fucking all the boys in the town? You know why they do it, don't you? They feel bad for you. You're not much to look at and you don't have a father, so they feel sorry for you."338Please respect copyright.PENANAvslcptekI4
338Please respect copyright.PENANAoPkXNB7oXN
That was when Christian chose to intervene. He climbed over me, stood in my way, and stared at my mom. I watched her watching him and I thought she was going to smack him to, but she didn't. She just kept staring at him, then her lip curled nastily.338Please respect copyright.PENANAlUXaVZ0OM4
338Please respect copyright.PENANAJWQ4PauxXC
"I want you out of here," she said, craning her neck to look at me. "I won't have you sleeping with every boy in my house. I want you gone by tonight."338Please respect copyright.PENANAr28MyWuSNm
338Please respect copyright.PENANAPwEeXfWWpI
When she left, I closed my eyes, my hands trembling. Christian sat beside me, put his hands against my shoulders, and started to lift me. "Come on," he said softly. "Let's go."338Please respect copyright.PENANATVpjC93wOI
338Please respect copyright.PENANAbPWvFl7E1N
"She didn't mean it," I said, knowing it wasn't true. When you drank, your deepest desires and truths came out. "She just had a bad day, that's all."338Please respect copyright.PENANAjMAg5IOhjX
338Please respect copyright.PENANAfuDuamgQZs
When my knees gave out on me, I didn't want to get up again. One of Christian's arms went around my middle, the other underneath my legs, and he carried me into the kitchen. My mom was standing at the sink, drowning another glass of alcohol. She didn't even turn around.338Please respect copyright.PENANACuQkmMsotU
338Please respect copyright.PENANAb7Te6TcVsx
"You know," Christian began, "if you were a better mother, and not a monster, then maybe this wouldn't have happened. I've seen what drinking does to people and I don't like it. But I sure as hell wouldn't let you lay another finger on Kendall, so we're leaving. You're never going to see your daughter again, Mrs. Scott. I hope you're happy."338Please respect copyright.PENANAaL52kHfI4D
338Please respect copyright.PENANAfC5FViB8aB
As he walked out of the house with me in his arms, the glass my mom held could be heard shattering on the floor.
ns 172.70.127.38da2 I wanted to go to Jude's house and rip his throat out.338Please respect copyright.PENANAmqDqY7fmEF
338Please respect copyright.PENANARUNR44VeVT
That made me sound crazy, I know, but I was pissed. Slowly, as the anger ebbed away, I realized what I was missing. Or rather who. I slid down to the floor and my hands shook as I looked at them.338Please respect copyright.PENANAD5bNcdVr4V
338Please respect copyright.PENANAz9StnXJvKn
Christian should have been here to see my rampage. He would have loved it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAlTWxiCxuvb
338Please respect copyright.PENANAlxZg0NycBA
I wondered where he was. I thought about going to see him. Maybe if I went, he wouldn't want to see me, and then I would come home in more of a mess than I already was.338Please respect copyright.PENANA3VHBagR6af
338Please respect copyright.PENANA64XS1GEW4Y
Maybe it wasn't worth it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAaCVEgEAlvP
338Please respect copyright.PENANAGWybMzyggj
Sighing as the anger left and was replaced with exhaustion, I stood up and went to lock the back door, only to find someone standing on the other side of it. My hand shook as I reached for the doorknob and turned it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAKR5oOLpKbc
338Please respect copyright.PENANA3IvD8cVCPb
Christian stepped over the threshold, his eyes full of apology and something more, and wasted no time wrapped his arms around me and kissing me hard. My arms automatically went around his neck. His fingers were pressed into my skin, so tightly I thought they'd leave a mark, but I didn't care. Something inside me had repaired itself when I saw him.338Please respect copyright.PENANArAibBljjqa
338Please respect copyright.PENANAaNYVI6ApL6
He pulled away from my mouth and buried his face in my hair. "I'm sorry," he whispered. "I'm so fucking sorry, Kendall."338Please respect copyright.PENANA6ep4hYEWti
338Please respect copyright.PENANA5xkQ7QbUSm
My head was resting against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. Regret sat in my gut and I wanted to tell him the truth about Jude. About the kiss. About what I found out. But I knew it wouldn't help anything right now, so I stayed quiet. We ended up on the living room couch, his hands everywhere all at once, his mouth still on mine.338Please respect copyright.PENANAcp2t31Fvao
338Please respect copyright.PENANAiZwGc5LKjs
A slamming sound jarred me awake. I instantly panicked, realizing what was going on, and looked around. Christian was asleep beside me, his breathing soft, his arm draped across my stomach. Something slammed again, then a figure appeared in the space that connected this room to the kitchen.338Please respect copyright.PENANAvPZwOCV94Z
338Please respect copyright.PENANAFDmbGLvrVY
"What are you doing?" My mother asked angrily. "Who is that boy? ANSWER ME!" she screamed.338Please respect copyright.PENANABtot7T44K1
338Please respect copyright.PENANAvfiWNS9MgH
Christian was startled enough to wake up. He blinked a few times and his eyes widened. He whispered, "Oh, fuck."338Please respect copyright.PENANA6OmGwO2F9K
338Please respect copyright.PENANAbrgjNFyt1v
"He's my boyfriend, mom." I glared at her and the bottle she held. She never would have yelled at me normally. She needed some help. "We weren't doing anything."338Please respect copyright.PENANABCLUTTsJX0
338Please respect copyright.PENANAkbCZHeCA8p
She came close to me, reached down and slapped me across the face. My head snapped to the side and I let out a small cry. My mom, no matter how drunk she was, had never hit me in my entire life. My eyes burned with tears as I turned my head to look at her.338Please respect copyright.PENANAj3nt8cqFLm
338Please respect copyright.PENANAzQoNK4egLT
"Don't lie to me, you little bitch," she hissed. "I know what you're doing when I'm not home. Do you enjoying fucking all the boys in the town? You know why they do it, don't you? They feel bad for you. You're not much to look at and you don't have a father, so they feel sorry for you."338Please respect copyright.PENANAvslcptekI4
338Please respect copyright.PENANAoPkXNB7oXN
That was when Christian chose to intervene. He climbed over me, stood in my way, and stared at my mom. I watched her watching him and I thought she was going to smack him to, but she didn't. She just kept staring at him, then her lip curled nastily.338Please respect copyright.PENANAlUXaVZ0OM4
338Please respect copyright.PENANAJWQ4PauxXC
"I want you out of here," she said, craning her neck to look at me. "I won't have you sleeping with every boy in my house. I want you gone by tonight."338Please respect copyright.PENANAr28MyWuSNm
338Please respect copyright.PENANAPwEeXfWWpI
When she left, I closed my eyes, my hands trembling. Christian sat beside me, put his hands against my shoulders, and started to lift me. "Come on," he said softly. "Let's go."338Please respect copyright.PENANATVpjC93wOI
338Please respect copyright.PENANAbPWvFl7E1N
"She didn't mean it," I said, knowing it wasn't true. When you drank, your deepest desires and truths came out. "She just had a bad day, that's all."338Please respect copyright.PENANAjMAg5IOhjX
338Please respect copyright.PENANAfuDuamgQZs
When my knees gave out on me, I didn't want to get up again. One of Christian's arms went around my middle, the other underneath my legs, and he carried me into the kitchen. My mom was standing at the sink, drowning another glass of alcohol. She didn't even turn around.338Please respect copyright.PENANACuQkmMsotU
338Please respect copyright.PENANAb7Te6TcVsx
"You know," Christian began, "if you were a better mother, and not a monster, then maybe this wouldn't have happened. I've seen what drinking does to people and I don't like it. But I sure as hell wouldn't let you lay another finger on Kendall, so we're leaving. You're never going to see your daughter again, Mrs. Scott. I hope you're happy."338Please respect copyright.PENANAaL52kHfI4D
338Please respect copyright.PENANAfC5FViB8aB
As he walked out of the house with me in his arms, the glass my mom held could be heard shattering on the floor.
338Please respect copyright.PENANAUPEsWOEa5i