暑假篇:復合?311Please respect copyright.PENANAJ40qgp6XN7
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「你知唔知,當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAAhwpQeO1fS
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在Mandy說完這一句話後,換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。311Please respect copyright.PENANAx8rVa4Zs6R
並隨即語帶疑惑說:「吓?你講真架?」311Please respect copyright.PENANAW4jJSMN8ec
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她點頭說:「可能無乜人記得,但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAb0vRC5Oknl
我沒有說話,只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。311Please respect copyright.PENANAYaWlI7EgSO
而她也繼續把話接下去:「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名,一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾,然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」311Please respect copyright.PENANAzRcfZqSi3Z
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當年,我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘,不知道實際的情況。311Please respect copyright.PENANAQaI8Lsu8MN
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後,我不自覺地咽了咽口水。311Please respect copyright.PENANAKgOoZI3Xnx
不過接下來,我卻是把手放到了她的頭上,並開始撫摸著。311Please respect copyright.PENANA2FCmmBWIlp
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAMRWyEiVjMR
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭,並說:「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面,真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗,即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」311Please respect copyright.PENANA1xWJ4zC5ut
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此刻,我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。311Please respect copyright.PENANA30MPFFxHfu
因為我,先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。311Please respect copyright.PENANAzinzoGPFHK
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。311Please respect copyright.PENANAYfgNZJWLwK
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「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。311Please respect copyright.PENANAf3aFZg4tG3
「不過啲咩啦?」我問道,示意她把話接下去。311Please respect copyright.PENANAPcvUXhCWOL
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻,接著也再次與我對視並說:311Please respect copyright.PENANA9g7Lpleivl
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAB4JntcQKmO
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「說話?」我好奇地問道,想不到當時竟然還有後續。311Please respect copyright.PENANANzWqUoPUj9
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人,然而又甩唔身,反而仲踩越深。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAdvHxKjRTZZ
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。311Please respect copyright.PENANAI4jIlV9xLP
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而更強烈的內疚感,也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。311Please respect copyright.PENANAqPZqWL8tnX
使得我沒有說任何話回應她,只是如同一個啞子一樣,沉默下來。311Please respect copyright.PENANAQl50NRTzW5
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Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。311Please respect copyright.PENANAiEmdG8Xvo8
於是先凝視著我片刻,然後就走前了一步,並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。311Please respect copyright.PENANAvxgr0z5v1E
「阿侑同我一樣,都喺傻瓜……」311Please respect copyright.PENANAesOcmHttIO
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊?」311Please respect copyright.PENANAtVyAUWzT7n
「我傻喺因為,可以我同Ivy一樣,都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你,明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」311Please respect copyright.PENANAm5RzlY4tb9
說著說著,她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光,聲音變得硬咽起來。311Please respect copyright.PENANAvHkf1vybsH
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「玥玥,你唔好喊啊!」311Please respect copyright.PENANAARIlyMgzgL
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間,我也開始變得不知所措起來。311Please respect copyright.PENANAiyqT7lUKkq
明明只是喜歡一個人而且,為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累?311Please respect copyright.PENANAyhaQNSyylH
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人,難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎?311Please respect copyright.PENANA8JBmXwexPU
我必須想辦法……有了!311Please respect copyright.PENANAXw5j1nMtxa
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「伏—」311Please respect copyright.PENANAaUYU86u4Na
在下一秒,淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy,被我一下子拉到懷裡,並緊緊擁抱著。311Please respect copyright.PENANApWTnWY5uvd
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話,那就由行動來代替吧!311Please respect copyright.PENANAkbkzv9IkJk
不過回想一下,這應該是我們再次相遇後,第一次由我來主動擁抱她。311Please respect copyright.PENANApimkWM8mLD
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而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy,當然也隨即停止了哭泣。311Please respect copyright.PENANAyDhrwE1Bvk
取而代之就是愕然起來,並語帶驚訝地說:「阿侑,你做咩突然攬我……?」311Please respect copyright.PENANAsT7CZffSfX
「喺啊!因為我都諗唔到講咩好,所以直接攬住你算啦。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAUGZwJKIxEC
這個理由應該是我生平中,最爛的一個。311Please respect copyright.PENANAlDgZtwJUCS
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣,都算是某程度上的成功了吧?311Please respect copyright.PENANArYsmVYM44p
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「哎吔,笑到我標眼水啦,邊有人諗唔到講咩,就直接攬住人架,哈哈。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAMA4gYDZL5C
接下來,她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。311Please respect copyright.PENANAuT8I5JD9qB
而我也只好無耐地說:「諗住攬住當安慰嘛,點知原來會比人笑,咁唔攬囉!」311Please respect copyright.PENANAzUk19PQcKk
「唔比!」她隨即一聲喊道,然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部,並再小小聲地說:「比我攬多陣先……」311Please respect copyright.PENANAkmn6IWyDap
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於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著,當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。311Please respect copyright.PENANAEMauDYzjzt
直至過了一會,她也放開了雙手。311Please respect copyright.PENANAK57LNOqLd5
因此我都同一時間放開了手,並後退兩步,與她四目交投。311Please respect copyright.PENANADiW2WlFfHi
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此刻,雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠,可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。311Please respect copyright.PENANAL1xZoG1NNF
「阿侑正傻瓜,整天在那天邊高高掛。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAqlBzdO5h7Y
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊?」我一臉疑惑地問道。311Please respect copyright.PENANAwbxvTXZOpJ
「歌詞嚟架!不過唔喺重點,重點喺你真喺好傻,唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAR6Kp62neWE
「吓?又關愛瑩……Venus事?」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。311Please respect copyright.PENANAgdQvRtlIOs
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛,以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係?311Please respect copyright.PENANAqeLhYeXhue
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「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。311Please respect copyright.PENANAu8d9raJZAK
於是我也不服輸,隨即皺著眉頭說:「又做咩啦?」311Please respect copyright.PENANAq74au6da9z
「如果我哋唔復合,咁做好朋友得唔得啊?」311Please respect copyright.PENANAtXjnVFWnD6
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後,馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。311Please respect copyright.PENANAGCq1ZScYV3
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。311Please respect copyright.PENANAPd58eUUEcX
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「點解喺好朋友啊?」我立即好奇地問道她。311Please respect copyright.PENANAWsJYOzojip
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係,會好似特別啲咁。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAN61gq8mHlR
她說著的同時,轉移了視線,似乎是想起了些事情。311Please respect copyright.PENANAZAm819Tm9W
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但是我隨即也回應她:「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊?」311Please respect copyright.PENANAbzZFqB3Aqs
我會這樣說,全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中,其實在不斷改變著。311Please respect copyright.PENANA5mkAO2X2Ps
原來「好朋友」這個關係,最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。311Please respect copyright.PENANAt34bYv8zBj
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係,甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。311Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZfxexhmUM
所以,到底「好朋友」這個關係,是發展於友誼上,還是感情上呢?311Please respect copyright.PENANADvPYoPsKew
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「呵,佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫,就做得好朋友,而我就唔做得!」311Please respect copyright.PENANA2cPio2HS7i
Mandy說完後,便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。311Please respect copyright.PENANA5EJfK2j4Mu
看著看著,便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。311Please respect copyright.PENANAg5G0wOk3hI
不,重點不是她可不可愛,而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情?!311Please respect copyright.PENANAALpIzp3l3Y
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「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。311Please respect copyright.PENANAKePIYNGUxF
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案,並不禁用手掩著臉說:「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」311Please respect copyright.PENANAdLH8CmxDsq
想不到,我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友,卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……311Please respect copyright.PENANAuixhhiDNBc
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「嗱,你唔拒絕,我當你應承架啦!」她突然走到了我臉前說。311Please respect copyright.PENANAHtYEOcU1E3
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。311Please respect copyright.PENANAgAx7Sh1zaD
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情,接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。311Please respect copyright.PENANAliuvPLezQs
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子,我也不禁會心一笑。311Please respect copyright.PENANAlzuNpM4Vbk
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當我一同走門口時,Mandy便向我伸手說道:「阿侑,情侶任務啊!」311Please respect copyright.PENANAyxrKduPluM
而我也馬上牽住了她的手:「知啦知啦,我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」311Please respect copyright.PENANAanNQt2bF1M
接下來,我與她,牽著手,在昏黃的路燈下,沿著小徑,往燒烤場的方向前往。311Please respect copyright.PENANA8wgfklBe45
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雖然,復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。311Please respect copyright.PENANA3AmgKbmiD7
不過對於我們現階段來說,或許是最好的相處方式。311Please respect copyright.PENANAu6I1IqLzkS
至於結局會是如何,此刻的我也不敢想像……311Please respect copyright.PENANAx9pYie1uWi
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「我不介意未來的發展,只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」311Please respect copyright.PENANAjGvDCIixvw
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在返回燒烤場的途中,阿侑發現自己兩手空空,感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。311Please respect copyright.PENANAKgg0jkVjGX
不過他怎樣努力回想,都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。311Please respect copyright.PENANAz47S741vh8
而此時,一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上,被外面的月光照耀著。311Please respect copyright.PENANA7Kz0VzzM92
然而,看來今晚的燒烤,它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。311Please respect copyright.PENANAhsW5EsQUW3
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作者閒聊:311Please respect copyright.PENANAkK74atnp3g
故事標題《你好,我只是你的好朋友》,到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢?311Please respect copyright.PENANAXh9PcRy2dA