妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJVixed7yS
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB9k1BgzZ8
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQH5lfA7Jg
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZVC335YIT
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rDAbcQbVM
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「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunMYmbHffI
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqvRcADB0L
「下，點解會開心？」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm27GWvJaVo
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCzKfohml1
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「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ni3z1aAR3
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妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6q76JZbPU
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6oS6fu4Dk
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAbG5staFG
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iOY7v8X56
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMrlvXMYKP
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBhfg4cLZy
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF27aE6ANhP
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BjjmsQELT
小病是福，我完全明白。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuuojEmXqy
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7xlhHyB2z
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPNduRuIun
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidRrxDmPpU
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkXQ0qPVev
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv6CNMzaYq
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEnrzZAJnL
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWbBtp6Afn
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENISCIYUMU
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGB1zcWGKS
離題了。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr5r5A9xKk
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm3t5PinUo
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjup2zK4dX0
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrMRHSVtPW
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ms6XjNqWA
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoQ678oMUH
「叮～」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsQn8pD3ij
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW2uEuZ7xB
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF6WgiAa4D
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug7oONfAGX
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3JpFTM5J1
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySkgp6mEyd
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPIpXimEvp
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSGedKatcz
「抽筋，Sorry。」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbExGsgZSR
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「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBcdlHhXIe
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkI2JK67J9
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ufk9epToO
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw9xQrQIJd
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7Uxwx6uWO
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFmNVn3Jwn
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKu7Hn9alx
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kpQlwexAH
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumQGbGyWdv
「比賽仲有幾耐？」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uWqwZLZOP
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbMXLwrpCI
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RmzMcAgTA
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjZIZY0LtC
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxg6kuockG
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUZizKstsa
「我會有分數。」我說。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KB0LffgtY
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不，我沒有。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMEqazbQU2
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHniWeHOZcb
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza2Zf15az0
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VsoHYglna
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavYwnXh4R6
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輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pd7NLEyEd
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4sNXqBTgx
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9rYiKceJy
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0HshdoMPG
難不難看是一回事。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBJw8oKpLp
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVoQP87Kh4
甘不甘心又是另一回事。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Uu75DbYK
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDMfpT5KDe
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfv6TC6eiv
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0lMvQ0fBQ
但我不甘心。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU5rirQWxB
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJO1HZTpPR
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2vuWMZCNA
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHZpp7lxkb
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzDnHRLnz9
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYge6XDdwhq
我不甘心。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DYh9G6rjU
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcAdjZaUUP
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsDZbbKzrB
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXqrDmnXpN
「…真係？」童桐說。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hqLHVtUlw
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCPdQZf0E9
我停頓了片刻。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JS4ESIz5M
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhhwHA0zhZ
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYTgboK3Il
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZXg6pwEuz
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOHmJYlAMc
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjV4LkaD0l
就和你一樣，童桐。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYslVNAe73r
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LyM9UfOq3
和你一樣。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKS4WP1jp5
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3tEDLP0GI
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8qeJFahJ8
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotBvNo7hoC
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXoDwvs6iO
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedb8ELMbk2
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv9fo4A6Ol
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CEHLeDiEi
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP4hh9RI5Z
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOXR5jbkVT
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv2CvobjrO
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGzRIqoTbo
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsfD26ULgE
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQVQP8xEN1
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRakQkfaXn
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeWAGmt9tx
「多謝你，童桐。」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGaZdasCBb
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kwv3cwQYo
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SBQaEGKQl
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDh78sSqgf
「叮～」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRdgkmdSas
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyNMlQVtyA
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR0jVqFzmu
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzsPRpeJXP
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncakp9rcKe
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo54iYBj3Fz
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i1Ty2v5Il
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ2DeCjafm
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFC0ICcf8E
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojYSqJHvPg
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1yb9fIDsC
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG8c5hoG1O
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu414rBQeX
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD60LGMttq
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANkaEiG53x
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUMflaiaJb
太可愛了。994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gyvIiEjDE
994Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJEU2OfPYL
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
