妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4i7N74zko
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnAqTZ9Q5v
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoWOZYW7DD
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RGyjV1y56
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGxFcHMuIX
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheDnYLE696
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RZpvjeV8a
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56iRfohVhl
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhkxR7kQoH
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gg1nKOTcF
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwsqJmMJxn
「下，點解會開心？」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDSoumfQ1Z
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvn1DQITB9
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1ikJzXRlc
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvtwHPSdLJ
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWuSRT5gC3
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcAbsKt0hJ
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE7RXPtnEz
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPULooxvGv
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lhTfvg7fX
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6kn7TSr50
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxKfNOk8xh
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82bfar0uht
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cvN0egeLd
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhgfDL85Mq
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcTrGvEkrW
小病是福，我完全明白。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xRdwgBdbe
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0WleyZoSc
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFL7aI8SaA
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHM1z8uC9I
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreHXcRzvDz
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ATzTnTWGq
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTPsF40D8n
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvbrEOkr48
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8aN1EGJQF
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtc6t2OrGX
離題了。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmL84a65i9
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaFjyUe7Ze
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzcjvkeZso
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhaa1Ykz02
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1W99naL3C
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oOYQVDPmk
「叮～」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflmuAylrdT
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55GZ3TS9Ej
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxQdigA2Hq
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFH8MMJoPl
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK2i3RHsu7
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14KifWesr2
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn04y770pmI
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLQiYIEqJq
「抽筋，Sorry。」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlfeK4WjgW
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmBBMJK5MJ
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHmVrInJqR
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRnGrFrC9e
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqhbD4Ux4L
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk9qrRtl2o
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIqhzmTx2h
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkS4GV9Z6y
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKNlgaXqkk
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn2kgeQwkM
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i8qI8f4Fe
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcRrwiwJRQ
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jQY5cVOjJ
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSVmy5ZBa6
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FSdY0ebF0
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHkDfyKJnI
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUVRF2zB8d
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgzzEZgYS3
「我會有分數。」我說。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshRoQ7yRqZ
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQih3XGwKLa
不，我沒有。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWNciaWdTS
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvUnJgl03p
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmNQ1alAFU
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCPzGZl4BO
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CkHsCOUjk
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilyToZTMBG
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz1EFUhbGH
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTXjKQFN3j
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfegaXyDUJ
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckLcSuAhhF
難不難看是一回事。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8vcvcvFto
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs53wHkLNU7
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0FDLRewVd
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRY8X48mje
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1pRIZtkcl
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDrpY7eq8U
但我不甘心。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW0bbJZdiC
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNieSIWxjkA
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqcW6PjRG6
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflc86HsOao
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezXTEv7z5B
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlSlXiNMu0
我不甘心。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsZMuLs3jS
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4CIZbN6gV
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYmghjZEej
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0Olk3CXpG
「…真係？」童桐說。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aCDcTXxk0
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1pEhDrItx
我停頓了片刻。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXnoXxpbWH
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FDbb7M250
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GDvxUZ6CS
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCErUn8bvj
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiuzullSOA
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4qBQ10JBY
就和你一樣，童桐。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwntLhoU1Nz
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PPAd7pMES
和你一樣。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZYNd9arou
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9HfkfUdfQ
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPze1rdpgJ
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaIjvLYNRC
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssKXyN9vR4
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOU7qLjYqY
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hX6dbbKSs
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNL7iLtk2y
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ049ZlngfrW
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrY0YuzozL
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u1yCbARud
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64pAdS2xao
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYVfsWsWKY
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfDGuKl6ai
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssuVdI2bpo
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQYjGo8gH2
「多謝你，童桐。」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN28zc2XdRS
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cUG52S60M
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOYCTjAFpH
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oQQgeHFdc
「叮～」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj1attIGl0
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTUvwjAM8E
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQy2bf8Quw
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay1PgcOLEt
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8IgwYOFoA
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa0bAJaZRt
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eBEx5yw6e
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw0k1Z1LVG
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH4KpI4gGA
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC8MThMSmt
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCjtP7O9sd
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ueaqt6nI9
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOFwMeul8r
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfYyFTZhlZ
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmj8HKfu8W
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajKTMb6tw4
太可愛了。1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp3hradgqE
1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf3Rd3qihM
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
