妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RXyOSEjMR
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR1E0CJkfs
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmcdmyEwk
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUHyEzfT5u
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MDla6iuy4
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「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKPnpdtSto
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「下，點解會開心？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft9rIBZVsc
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVj9q0pF9K
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「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkbs20LspF
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妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSID1VdifaA
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1atcbTAYW
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUy37DZSUV
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我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikztYbppcH
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小病是福，我完全明白。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qNz6B56kW
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她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l53qzNQaB
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVPS0n47VQ
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不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIyDVlB9DF
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這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcswrwuG1k
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離題了。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61tP1WKRDR
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總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBCMb5tMSB
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那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2paC8J7k2y
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「叮～」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLiPmOst60
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［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF7R53q6du
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正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kkT0NgvcP
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「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxCdUZxcUa
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「抽筋，Sorry。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWbbaHw7xg
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「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmdxU1yzS2
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「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgimP9TRyT
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「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K1B1mU4oA
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膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVTg3j3xsS
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lFAMCEsj3
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「比賽仲有幾耐？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzMXAs0cht
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「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2zEBNdXeY
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「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYuCbs3nsL
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「我會有分數。」我說。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRMkQFlk8u
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不，我沒有。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBg5w4KLhS
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUSzcMYXCr
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鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm6MkKsHnb
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輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmFWMnZ0Bh
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老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbCu5KyCqZ
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難不難看是一回事。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt4Gtlf51D
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBBsP8Cqkz
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「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFsKfOL27q
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但我不甘心。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuEqmhzkd2
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這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc8vePYSLi
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還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErIqIi7REf
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgkVolU8Cq
我不甘心。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRJTz60RjE
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「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyhcGQ7ZiN
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbcGUH1k5U
「…真係？」童桐說。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdVFaTYXDo
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我停頓了片刻。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdCOq94o9Q
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那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mqx3on8FU
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「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ka3DfQVuZ
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就和你一樣，童桐。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVoUPDOj5C
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和你一樣。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINrmxMV6yx
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我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSswe7giIh
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但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmHRt1AVp0
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連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuOyVxnRSN
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「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGZfUaWPWC
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14UmYv2mo6
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrXfq37UgU
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「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSnPihx3VD
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童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLBasLC9No
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「多謝你，童桐。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XWRoapsqw
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這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgax1Vyqt5
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「叮～」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVjfCq5aYR
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熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfsIJl7mYp
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戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCY8B1EDAP
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQY9i003wv
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekIJaLfYlM
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyeSi0x6WV
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OGc37VNiY
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡermCZUeQvU
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpQkLi8KHu
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「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYdrAZLmS1
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我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcVUp1yijg
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太可愛了。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cG2oh5ul3
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
