我的名字是…曾經是…不,已經很久沒有人稱呼我的名字了。838Please respect copyright.PENANAwN48xpACEM
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不需要,不值得,也不夠資格。838Please respect copyright.PENANARsyAJdX3RJ
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現在他們稱我為「Beta」,他們以為是因為我的電腦背景,Beta Testing云云。838Please respect copyright.PENANAK37AMSbF3f
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並不是的。838Please respect copyright.PENANA29y1Qlmxkz
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…這是因為我知道自己的位置,自己的定位。838Please respect copyright.PENANA83ivNI4GqA
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垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。838Please respect copyright.PENANAktYcRHw9uk
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安份地呆在垃圾箱之中,即使是垃圾也不會惹人厭。838Please respect copyright.PENANAomDOiaRzrJ
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但是如果一但忘記了自己的定位,試圖走進不屬於自己的位置中,垃圾就會馬上成為人人除之而後快的對象。838Please respect copyright.PENANAfBTspj2gHx
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垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置—這就是Beta這名字的意義,這是對我的警惕。838Please respect copyright.PENANAtUFJEekNyM
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這名字用作警惕我自己:不要再好像當年那樣,自以為別人需要我的幫忙。838Please respect copyright.PENANA4CfNAZCYeD
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自以為自己不是垃圾。838Please respect copyright.PENANAEsKI6LmqL9
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「呢個就係你男朋友既真面目。」那時的我,自覺做了件好事,以我自己擅長的事守護了曾待我溫柔的她。838Please respect copyright.PENANAoxAXdtW9oL
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「…你搞咁多野,你想搏咩?」我保護了她,她卻對我惡言相向,甚至在之後率眾向我報復。838Please respect copyright.PENANAggClnlJwca
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那男人知道自己的真面目被曝光後,消失了。838Please respect copyright.PENANATAhdxpcSqT
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她認為這是我的錯,我的潛越,我的狂妄引致。838Please respect copyright.PENANARYyNnZwioX
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「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」—這是她教我的最後一件事。838Please respect copyright.PENANAp0nZbznTGp
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Beta之上,其實還有其他字母代表更高級的存在或權限,Alpha, Omega, Sigma等,例如那個超級圍棋AI便以「Alpha」命名。838Please respect copyright.PENANAICQGBtcpGG
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但我是Beta就可以了,因為我知道我自己的位置,「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAT5ciEqs9cW
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這些往事,我曾經向呀遊提過一次,但他大概也忘了吧。838Please respect copyright.PENANA2MZvo28IoJ
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似乎…又重蹈覆轍了呢。838Please respect copyright.PENANAhROFsVPF71
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即使Beta再三叫我冷靜,我還是沒法控制自己。838Please respect copyright.PENANAH71EIEUJzT
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如果剛剛不是他捱了我那一巴掌,我真的會把這破電腦砸成碎片。838Please respect copyright.PENANAKIzndPAQrn
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「屌完啦嘛,癲撚夠啦嘛。」眼前的Beta冷冷地說。838Please respect copyright.PENANANxYHypoV1I
838Please respect copyright.PENANAy4PUKWVIbN
屏幕上密密麻麻的資料,顯示著那天和向二人說我要追求童桐後我和她之間的好感度和親密度變化。838Please respect copyright.PENANAClbkzEJ8Q4
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[童桐的好感度上升了][童桐的親密度下降了][馬川遊和童桐的親密度:60%][馬川遊與童桐的好感度:20%][童桐的好感度:80%][童桐的親密度60%][無計演算甄姿妍與馬川遊的好感度]838Please respect copyright.PENANAT4LJKWD9YE
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而就在那天我和童桐在婚禮上親吻後,他的演算法得出了錯誤報告。838Please respect copyright.PENANAEhnHepiz0y
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>警告:確認到錯誤838Please respect copyright.PENANAVFaAXvuE1U
>警告:好感度親密度總和溢出838Please respect copyright.PENANAYgjjgMGt3W
>建議:中止演算838Please respect copyright.PENANAN0ZUlsFsTb
>報告:演算法已發現了一個錯誤838Please respect copyright.PENANAM4KS2TdK3a
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按他的設計,好感度和親密度是沒法共融的。親密度上升,好感度便會下降,我在童桐心中便是家人而不是戀人。相反地好感度上升,親密度便會下降,這時童桐便視我為戀人而不是家人。838Please respect copyright.PENANAuSsoWjqoWA
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透過他的觀察,我的陳述,我和童桐在社交網頁上互TAG,為對方按讚的密度之類,演算法計算出我和童桐之間的親密度和好感度。838Please respect copyright.PENANA5xXyd9ZsDa
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直到婚禮那天,演算法計算上我和她親吻一幕後卻出現了嚴重錯誤,好感度和親密度同時破錶,她同時視我為戀人,同時也視我家人。838Please respect copyright.PENANA8CaQ2mmo45
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同時視為家人與戀人,這要不就是演算法有誤,要不就是我和童桐在亂倫。838Please respect copyright.PENANAGqwmIsUnIu
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「交友app,婚姻介紹公司,獵頭公司,HR公司,甚至你用緊既社交網站既香港分部,都有人透過Deep World既渠道,問過我呢套演算法點樣賣,因為佢地既業務好用得著。」Beta說,「但我都無理佢地,因為依加當務之急係幫你,你咁樣報答我?」838Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9XKox94zU
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他指著紅腫的臉說,一個掌印烙在他臉上。838Please respect copyright.PENANAuULmhN9euc
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「問題唔撚係你套演算法!你要賣就賣撚飽佢!!」我說,「問題係你話,你話童桐竟然係個個…」838Please respect copyright.PENANAGH4z1UhT8X
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「唔係我話,而係唯一既可能。」Beta說。838Please respect copyright.PENANAk0APk7vPJY
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「……」838Please respect copyright.PENANA3TMiZ7YGG9
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「我個日係情聖婚禮度唔小心連左佢個垃圾wifi所以收唔到錯誤報告,我轉返自己網絡之後同你依加心情差唔多。」Beta說。838Please respect copyright.PENANACCWj8BWEaF
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「挑,咁算…咦幾時連鬼左酒樓個垃圾WIFI,唔怪得無響過…」Beta走到一邊。838Please respect copyright.PENANAaKFVj02340
連那邊正在玩手機的Beta也側目望過來,但他的面色好像有點差?
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「差你老母!」838Please respect copyright.PENANAoQxS7OQOai
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「做成錯誤既原因並唔係因此演算法本身,而係輸入資料有錯誤,即係童桐有事暪住你,暪住全世界。妍妍都係咁樣講,你知架。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAfm0iGuwVbP
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這混蛋,打算再說一次嗎?!838Please respect copyright.PENANAAjImfNpnKd
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「夠啦!我唔會信!童桐每晚12點就會訓教,佢話要訓美容覺,佢無可能…」838Please respect copyright.PENANAIGSe7lb4T9
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「尋晚你係妍妍屋企過夜個時,佢幾點搵你?」838Please respect copyright.PENANASI5D1bMvMt
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「……」838Please respect copyright.PENANAOnvjMoGrjR
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凌晨三時多。838Please respect copyright.PENANAnaJJ4nirw7
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我看看手錶,已經是凌晨二時左右。838Please respect copyright.PENANAFiJbZqeKbu
[叮]手機和智能手錶同時跳出通知。838Please respect copyright.PENANA2jiIP47IvG
[仲未返?咁夜既?擔心你]童桐。
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「你只係相信你自己希望既事。」Beta說,「你只係憧憬住泡影。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAFATiZYafHr
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不可能,童桐怎可能…838Please respect copyright.PENANARE6snLUkAK
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「非常遺憾,你愛既人從來都唔存在,根本無人咁完美,個個完美既佢,佢…只係一個你自己想像出黎既幻象。」他在電競椅上俯視頹然倒坐於地上的我說:「童桐屋企明明咁窮,但係當日植嵐晨出事,佢點樣一口應承律師費?」838Please respect copyright.PENANACOdXxTpeER
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現在童桐長大了,她爸匯錢也少了,大概視自己責任已完結吧,這個混蛋。838Please respect copyright.PENANAsH9Yo1To3u
「錢問題唔好擔心,我可以出住先。」童桐說,「你地有無識既律師?」
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我不知道。838Please respect copyright.PENANAM2C8F9dbgk
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「每一次你地出去個時,另一邊就會暫停直播,婚禮個晚係,開會個幾晚係,植嵐晨出事個時係,連水上樂園個時都係。如果唔係同一個人,又點會時間表係100%吻合?」Beta亮出那個我曾經看過他對沉思的日曆表。838Please respect copyright.PENANAMo8XnCj4kg
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「………」Beta不發一言,他的IPAD屏幕上看著一個…日曆?行事曆?
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我不知道。838Please respect copyright.PENANAMl3VwxS7wr
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「佢收指令黎直播任人褻玩個時,我試過專登用台語注音輸入,佢都識睇,香港又有幾多女仔識得台語注音?」838Please respect copyright.PENANAMg6ceVL9Gj
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而因為她自小被爺爺嫲嫲照顧,童桐的母語是嚴格上來說是台語,她看恐怖片時受驚或喝醉後都會飆台語。
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我不知道。838Please respect copyright.PENANApqrhw5pZvp
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「香港又有幾多女仔頭髮長到落腰,仲要係挑染少少?」838Please respect copyright.PENANAkzfAuUv13V
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「因為…我懶囉~同埋得你先咁縱我。」童桐輕撥自己長至腰間的頭髮說
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我不知道。838Please respect copyright.PENANAYkXtB1nP3t
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「點解你會覺得佢條底褲熟口熟面?係妍妍之前,你條友又見過幾多女仔既底褲?」838Please respect copyright.PENANAHKaXlbpPnH
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但那衣服團之中有明顯被包著卻跌出布帶的…是胸罩和…內褲。838Please respect copyright.PENANAyfyku1pf6k
他的鼠標飄過畫面,按向視窗角落的交叉,我視線跟著鼠標的一秒之間我看到Dora角落脫下的內褲…這款式好像有點眼熟。
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我就說了—838Please respect copyright.PENANA8lKTQTjl4l
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「我唔撚知啊屌你老母!!」838Please respect copyright.PENANASxHIGGw4E8
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回音在Beta的包廂之中回蕩,他不發一言地看著我。838Please respect copyright.PENANAvrBlQhMtrE
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「呢張相係個日我係你屋企,影過去童桐間房既相;而呢張相係佢尋晚直播時既CAP圖,窗簾款式都一模一樣。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAjxUft5lTWb
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至於Beta在我房間看著掛在牆上的相片。838Please respect copyright.PENANAysnLeShE5d
他把手機收回褲袋然後走出來。
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「…呢種窗簾係賣肉丸個間傢俬鋪最受歡迎個種,完全遮光,好多人都會買,有幾出奇?童桐間房向東,朝早日出個時…」838Please respect copyright.PENANAsQCf6p6Hx8
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「我唔係講呢樣。」Beta站起來,「但你講得岩,完全遮光…跟我黎。」838Please respect copyright.PENANABQzKvlP2VN
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已經腳軟我的花了好大的氣力才站起,扶著牆壁無力地前進。Beta打開門離開包廂,接著打開對面另一個包廂的門。838Please respect copyright.PENANAnbTR9JLM4T
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「呢塊係…」838Please respect copyright.PENANA4C3ugl8BLM
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「正係同一款窗簾,我黎做個實驗俾你睇。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAVQvqyKrc27
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在包廂門後,一張窗簾正掛在空中,和童桐房是一樣的款式。838Please respect copyright.PENANA7SlkiL1Upw
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接著Beta拿出一支電筒,把包廂的燈關掉後用電筒照向窗簾。窗簾在傢俬鋪也是被類似的方式展現,來突顯出其超卓的遮光功能。838Please respect copyright.PENANA7YYmdgRwDV
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「好似你睇到咁,完全唔透光。」Beta說,「但係如果係咁呢?」838Please respect copyright.PENANAZj0O2w3YLs
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他掏出一支觀星筆。838Please respect copyright.PENANAdFhYNgOkm4
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Beta按下按鈕以觀星筆青色的耀目光點照射向窗簾,剛剛完美擋下普通電筒光線的窗簾被貫穿,窗簾的背後出現一個青色的光斑。838Please respect copyright.PENANACEjt4hy0ne
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「呢種係鐳射激光,即使係呢種窗簾…亦擋唔住雷射光。」838Please respect copyright.PENANALMEngZ8KPI
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「你想講咩。」838Please respect copyright.PENANA9WK0AM9dDo
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「我既登入帳號同密碼已經俾左你,佢聽晚凌晨12點半會直播。」Beta亮出截圖,直播時的背景就是窗簾,「只要你係直播開始後向童桐既睡房發射雷射光。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAEOvvT3QHzq
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Beta把觀星筆塞到我手中。838Please respect copyright.PENANAV8Foa0tv0U
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「而如果直播畫面都同時出現雷射光既話…我諗,就唔使再證明D咩。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAMPSlL9rXvD
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「……」我握住觀星筆,曾經有一瞬我想扔掉,然後說甚麼我不會試童桐,我會無條件相信她云云。838Please respect copyright.PENANAzOL476Leh1
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但我卻沒有這樣做。838Please respect copyright.PENANADQn9QSdRsL
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因為…即使是我…838Please respect copyright.PENANAEbOyseRFgC
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…也做不到了。838Please respect copyright.PENANAjH9VGYbPS3
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〔由於在最終分歧點選擇了B,對童桐的傾向減少了,現在呀遊不會扔掉觀星筆〕
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「要講既野係咁多,有人到今日仲相信地平說,亦有人認為全球暖化係大騙局,每個人相信D咩係佢地自己既選擇,即使證據再確鑿,又或者完全係自己既幻想。」Beta走出包廂說。838Please respect copyright.PENANABeH16CaQcT
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「你…」838Please respect copyright.PENANACQyX9FXppf
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「你呢一巴令我諗返起我點解叫Beta,今晚就到此為止。」Beta說,「俾個良心你當狗肺,本來我以為你同其他人唔一樣,馬川遊。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAAf00ykJ6PU
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他似乎語帶哭腔,有點激動。838Please respect copyright.PENANAqbpqpRQojh
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「對唔住,我最近情緒起伏好大,經歷左太多…」剛剛錯的人的確是我。838Please respect copyright.PENANAqzoFF8QQaQ
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「係我仲對你客氣既時候你好同我躝。」Beta咬牙切齒地說,「我就黎控制唔住自己,拜鳩拜。」838Please respect copyright.PENANAW08BrPGe0F
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他把包廂門重重摔上,遺留我自己一個在網吧的走廊外。838Please respect copyright.PENANAdWJ3yUZtnJ
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手中的觀星筆在向我邀約著,邀請我打開潘多拉之盒。