我牽著童桐的手，然後舉到胸前：「我同童桐…開始拍拖。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwNuhkX4z3
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要交代的，就只有這件事。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78tmySSlCO
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在旁人眼中大概很普通，很平常吧。從小到大玩在一起，待在一塊的我們成為情侶，可能在眾人眼中成為情侶是何等的理所當然。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCK58x6enr
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天曉得我們經歷了甚麼。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqztjDfxM2g
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPYbt3EUCU
「終於呀。」我媽平淡地說，一臉不出所料的樣子。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kscdsPzl0
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91ZDY2Ejna
我爸點點頭，舉起姆指，然後出門上班去。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoGzb4xCrJ
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisPN4bJ6nu
就這樣簡單地向我父母和童桐爺爺嫲嫲交代了後，我們的生活其實沒甚麼變化。真的，我以為我與童桐會有甚麼改變，但我們之間的日常只是回到原點。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ihWpxNuJO
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEWNkKcWKP
「呀遊，幫我吹頭髮～」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz5V14sUKv
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge4W4E1N6H
「嗯～」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfCxMSb8BM
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMcn4O6eXb
一如以往地幫懶惰成性的童桐吹乾頭髮。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUil09IgKqG
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcwrgUsqJP
「呀遊，今晚我煮飯俾你食呀！」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYbP6p6ly9
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcZyPw0888
「咁我去買野飲？」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRlT22bILG
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9acvKzlS9
一如以往地互相去對方的家中晚飯。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j0VbabGKM
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaGEZcn0Rp
「亞基里斯你又痾？！」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlpzwlDezO
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNZuzwQHuV
「咪又係你餵太多搞到咁…」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fc5CqhloR
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGg1SriRcn
一如以往地帶亞基散步。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSyJRUqGTG
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因為我們真的太過親近，即使確立了情侶關係後我們也沒甚麼改變，身體接觸是多了，確立正式關係後會做的也做過了，但其他一切如常。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjb8QHE7dV
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這使我有種…奇怪的感覺。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSkRYBdXUZ
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL5ESGlkEU
不過也就是「這樣子」嗎，我有這種感覺。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKjnkN6AGl
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknCpZr4TgU
我看過一套動畫叫靈魂奇異記，當中有個比喻是這樣的：有一條小魚問鯨魚，「大海怎樣去？我要去大海。」，鯨魚傻眼：「這兒就是大海呀？」，小魚不信：「不不不，這只是水裡，我要找的是大海。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5axCBkHpZh
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9Ptk1wiRl
準確對白我不記得，但我現在感覺自己就是那尾小魚。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk6Ykms2qh
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKfJEsO0GQ
差別在於我知道自己已經到了終點，到了大海，我終於成為了童桐的男朋友。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbuXip7zbP
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qmMC2SbVe
但……也就是這樣罷了，大海就和水裡一樣。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz48GJzTJxp
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2lBhJGnqE
說得我都好像是個渣男了，但一向視童桐為終極目標，窮一生追逐，犧牲一切也要得到的我，真的得到她了。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2FevOzHKC
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMnlaBM68X
之後呢？1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYoDH9SXWC
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWKon7wFgP
沒有想像中興奮，沒有想像中狂喜，我以為自己成功得米之時，會好像中了六合彩一樣大喜大笑，會好像手機抽蛋單抽SSR，會如那天婚禮童桐主動吻我那樣吧。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ8nnm0ACX
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9kYRzrvWr
但沒有，完全沒有，我心情平淡得我以為自己精神或心臟有問題。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh4ruG4pPt
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d2FyTkn9U
我怎麼了？——在好幾次和童桐聊完電話睡覺後，我都質問自己。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mpilYzB6x
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpxP1Irjq0
現在的我幸福嗎？幸福。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBBVLzitI8
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhse8SoMmuL
現在的我快樂嗎？快樂。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjXzChp8qn
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gMlBhC2rM
現在我的滿足嗎？滿足。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWiG6We5JV
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMsGgLoQyV
那麼我現在是怎麼？為甚麼在茫然？1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGOC2q9z72
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcgoqazTP4
我有時甚至會看著我爸釣回來的鮮魚，本已在大海的牠氣絕於我爸的小冰盒之中，溶化的冰水中也是水裡，牠還會想找大海嗎？我會苦苦思索著這問題直到出神，直到我媽拿菜刀一刀拍昏那尾魚的「砰」一聲才回過神來。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcjtJKXVSC
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gKE4lNt4Z
至於童桐的話，她比我正常多了。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJlOFQCGkW
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCylsjYYZiJ
雖然我和她之間直接跳過了熱戀期，但童桐卻愈來愈黏我。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MEwTdxey6
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz2AUurmCi
「呀遊，早晨～」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aQpUw9CHN
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbSnCzgYzY
「What！the！Fu…」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ZJ227BMr
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9qGYkxmVx
試過幾次早上瞪開眼，童桐現在不只是坐在床尾或站在我旁邊，而是鑽到我的被窩中輕擁著我。是很甜蜜沒錯，但早上醒來一張人臉貼著自己，即使童桐多可愛也有點不對勁吧。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G2BCjNMEA
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefcPlmAwjV
「嚇親你？」童桐在被窩中抱住我問。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWVHFjSzjD
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86G2Wmw3ic
「童桐，我…未刷牙，驚把口臭到你啫嗚嗚嗚？！」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWwBE98cIr
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZizsUtx1y
童桐閉上眼深深吻到我嘴上，然後用舌頭舔舔自己嘴唇笑著說：「嘻，點會。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJtfu1EpW6
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOZkvwDXir
如果我媽不是在家我真的會就地把她…！！1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ1YUstx8x
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77pamBIsPZ
總之，童桐和我都彼此壓抑了自己十幾年，她這樣子才是正常吧，即使顯得有點太用力。有問題的人是我，明明跟自己說過無論童桐的好壞也會接受…但感覺也不是因為那些往事作崇。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuqupR3fVm
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnbEiZtkR5
我是連幸福也害怕的那種膽小鬼嗎？1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbDL639MoQ
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3fzchmweH
再舉一個例。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvjkUT3dVC
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ1viAq0S0
「好，抆箭。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlATiQsbFY
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYaOrUppWh
魚腩盃決賽定了在八月最後的一個周末，英姐和贊助比賽的發叔都說這樣子人們才難忘，選手們多點時間練習比賽也更刺激。所以已經失去了不少練習時間的正趕緊追上其他決賽的高手。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBBTQpohVu
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFvlgAEoAK
左手抵住箭靶，右手握住箭柄，發力拔箭…慢著！1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpeMJDYjAQ
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oaswx6f9w
「呀遊～」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlUhfvRYRR
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstLDGDfZ1e
童桐從後抱住我。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I5DwNhcj3
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFCHLidY4U
「童…童桐？！」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2J68jdueg
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyajDwp9nL
射箭運動中，其實很少人是被發射的箭矢射中而受傷，因為我們都特別注意有沒有笨蛋在射箭時越過發射線進入危險的射擊區。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXzxpeq3WZ
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9IaY3B9Xg
相反，最危險的是拔箭的時候。常有學生沒注意身後，把箭矢從靶上拔出時用箭尾插傷身後其他來拔箭的人。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBgj3EugeJ
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe7iyRtOIO
「危險呀！做咩黎左既？」被童桐抱住我沒法從箭靶上拔箭。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNytPRZ0YlH
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwjl5ZPdET
「掛住你囉。」童桐用頭輕蹭向我撒嬌。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQmmrzSjtL
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOYzZo1cwZ
「嗄？我地一個鐘前先食完下午茶…」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxXIt7BsBh
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ksi5XDlD2
「成一個鐘無見過你喇…」童桐扁著嘴說。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalfHKjvzCg
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2jpJ4FWD1
因為我這樣被她定身在射擊區內，後方其他師兄師姐都沒法射擊。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwobU2MFoGm
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlHnBpGRtq
「師兄，你…抆箭先呀不如？」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNl9ApM3n5
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbfQ8Aei7b
「喂要攬唔好係度攬啦？！」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgXVHuzhCT
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsKaKPTVfi
惹眾怒了…1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG3FgnWn83
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx7cTuiYXu
好不容易說服童桐回沙發區等我，我連忙高速拔出箭矢收回箭袋，跑去沙發安撫被罵而扁著嘴的童桐，結果練習次數比計畫中少了一截。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ivnsYQMj2
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIwmKWZRoD
又例如有一天晚上我和情聖在聊Facetime.1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm7x7JklcT
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Qm5b1q0vz
「個邊零下四十度既話，普通雪櫃算唔算係熱櫃既一種？」我問。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08pSZsN4O9
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuhQasxV4y
「呃…不過其實又無想像中凍，同埋難得黎加拿大渡蜜月無理由唔北上睇極光，我地之後會去個香港人開既牧場度玩…呀遊。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfACxd0iE3a
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f3THBtCI6
情聖突然面色發青，明明他那邊是中午，他還在吃午飯。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDXAvwOSJQ
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHjOjtY0yW
「做咩？」但我這邊是半夜，農曆七月那種。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzxIOmSTrI
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz6zISpW23
「你後面有個人影郁緊。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZLkvnLL12
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIAkTaMGPR
「嘩我屌呀？！…童桐？」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLes2EGGQNp
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJqCLeYoFe
那人影一晃後突然從黑暗中高速欺近，把我嚇得差點尿褲子的人正是童桐。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh74WbMFraP
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eqTSsaHWK
「你唔係話訓覺啦咩？」我問。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3zbqw0AXN
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZyDzgU0Ia
「我見到你呢邊有光。」童桐一雙眼死瞪著屏幕說，「你明明仲同我講左早抖…你呃我？」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrYu7MHZm7
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW6ondvxiY
她一直在那邊監視著我的窗戶？1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCPIQrFwRX
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13ooDwhihu
「就…我同情聖傾緊計呀。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LLMkHDpCT
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBbGj0apKS
畫面中的情聖不安地吞吞口水：「Hi, 童桐～」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu8565iIZe
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmFOWa17Xn
「好耐無見，情聖～」童桐馬上笑盈盈地揮揮手，和剛剛判若兩人。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvKbdZRTfe
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTlfbMpCTz
我和情聖隔著屏幕不安地交換一個眼神。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmZPxinnuA
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCDPEriJ6h
童桐這樣黏我我其實很高興，我也想像過各種和童桐糖痴豆一樣的畫面，各種摸頭，牽手，擁抱以至更親密，但是現在這也太過…1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uedUnVqMP
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpnToOCpea
「喂你個邊咁夜，唔阻你訓啦。」情聖察言觀色，「之後再傾，明信片等陣返酒店寄，拜拜。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4C8zO8fBt
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTlGc2JWF4
「拜拜～」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSlNhSDpXb
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLbuWptvum
情聖消失在畫面上，黑掉的屏幕倒映著我與童桐。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ669U211CXX
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9BwN2Lam6
…半夜自己開門進來，真的好嗎？我們始終沒有同居吧，白天也算了。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnDxycHVGq
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwlyXq9vTv
「今次真係訓？」童桐問。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSwWVMtCsV
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OJ5xd8nOZ
「嗯。」我笑著說，「攰啦都。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPeaa4lGcz
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwgJi6ev4Q
但看到她這表情，我也不能說甚麼。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrbUX8pOF7
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMDQsTTVmD
「咁我睇住你訓。」童桐在床邊坐下，「使唔使我摀耳？膝枕？」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXXgEyGRWq
1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEhlyZIgub
「唔…唔使，咁，真係早抖啦。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXRDO6VNvk
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結果還是被童桐摀著耳朵，輕輕按摩頭皮直至我失去意識睡著。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1F5cZp9dR
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童桐愛我，我感受到了，應該說感受不了才怪，有時連亞基都為之側目。但是這樣是正常的嗎？即使我沒有經驗，我也有看過小說漫畫電影之類，情侶即使是熱戀期也不會這樣子吧。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t8AVRo2gX
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童桐…沒事吧？她好像又瘦了？1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26HAA8Hw8w
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更何況我們早就相處了不多年，童桐這樣黏著我反而有點一反常態。她時不時要擁抱要親吻要摸頭要撒嬌，每天都和我如膠似漆，更加顯得有點…突兀嗎？1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ggpC4fvnY
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然後。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhixpdRakig
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「妍妍今晚上黎食飯，執好間屋。」我媽拿著買回來的一袋二袋說。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq9pJxm1HK
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「咁…突然？！」我看看身邊臉色沉了下來的童桐，又看看我媽手足無措。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMseA75SVBi
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「嗯，佢搵工個度有野問我…Ｄ後生女真係，仲有幾個月就畢業，連自己想點都唔知，ＣＶ都未寫過。」我媽扶著額搖頭。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR7b8uKZMt
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「呀遊，我幫你執屋。」童桐站起來說。1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aNCbfHmDk
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「唔使啦，係我同亞基整到咁亂…」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8Q2TuWtuV
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「你同我坐低！！間屋我會執，只可以…」童桐回眸的雙眼放出殺氣，「…由我執。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntUTwLgnlj
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「係。」1178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1PCO3Yv7p
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我和正跳來跳去耍蠢的亞基連忙坐回沙發上正襟危坐。
