正當我被林老板的神乎奇技震驚到時,他便不以為然的走回去繼續幫貓兒刷毛。683Please respect copyright.PENANABLPT8kKWFj
683Please respect copyright.PENANA70z6XdgagI
「童…童…童桐…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAjnYnNE3QRY
683Please respect copyright.PENANATTDkzSV1t2
才一說出她的名字,我便鼻頭一酸忍不住流下眼淚。683Please respect copyright.PENANAfeHLadFeXr
683Please respect copyright.PENANAv21cXAoNo5
能再聽到她的聲音,已經使我心頭一暖,我…好想她。683Please respect copyright.PENANAmQxQ69pv2L
683Please respect copyright.PENANAtiThDqB8jI
「呀遊,我…」683Please respect copyright.PENANA6eeVv781Fj
683Please respect copyright.PENANAWGBZURn4pP
「童桐你去撚左邊啊!」我激動地哭著說,「出面打緊風架你知唔知?你做咩粒聲唔出走左去?!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAyqUfHD0K0m
683Please respect copyright.PENANAeMf8hs3MPd
「…我…我知道…」童桐說。683Please respect copyright.PENANAvljylbWzJk
683Please respect copyright.PENANAgzHMX9JYoo
「你係邊度?」我說,「我黎接你。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAammEvLIh36
683Please respect copyright.PENANAdas1XRJ3XN
「…唔好黎,呀遊,千其,千其唔可以黎,留係屋企。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAoMbHoPfN82
683Please respect copyright.PENANACMquwStJYN
「吓?!?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAAV6fAx1LiE
683Please respect copyright.PENANAYbGNiNWclM
我那一下叫聲大至在酒吧中激起回音,那邊的一貓一狗也看看我是不是有甚麼毛病。683Please respect copyright.PENANAoWVUCtBVxn
683Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ6i5DkKXX
「呀遊,對唔住,我諗左成晚…」童桐說,「我過唔到自己個關,對唔住,好對唔住…」683Please respect copyright.PENANARb9XND0B7X
683Please respect copyright.PENANA2bwv87AvwN
「童桐,Kay既事唔係你既錯。」我說,「係我用核彈炸植嵐晨,佢先至覺得有機會而鬼迷心竅…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAUcj1xSTNIc
683Please respect copyright.PENANAWWzHG6pukU
「但係你用核彈,係因為我唔做你女朋友,係我話要追植嵐晨架嘛,所以始終都係我唔好,係我細膽,我無用,我對你唔住,係我驚無左你,所以只俾你去到青梅竹馬為止…」683Please respect copyright.PENANA5ICogL7PfH
683Please respect copyright.PENANAzIDhc5CxsP
「唔好道歉,做到你青梅竹馬係我一世人最大既幸運。同埋我…我高中個時係女都溝,係女都表白啦係唔係?唔好咩都攬晒上身覺得自己錯好唔好?」683Please respect copyright.PENANApEqRltoMPR
683Please respect copyright.PENANAlNv9qeAZsl
我試圖減輕童桐的內疚感,但根本無從入手。683Please respect copyright.PENANAEUNOf4alAk
683Please respect copyright.PENANA1W3tfQUvoY
「呀遊…呀遊…對唔住,我都好掛住你…但…但係我過唔到自己個關…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAT5Tb8cDwz9
683Please respect copyright.PENANAxM1Oo8RHs2
「唔好再道歉啊!!」我忍不住對住話筒怒吼。683Please respect copyright.PENANA8hlHMD82jp
683Please respect copyright.PENANAAkP9OlT90q
「……」對面只傳來童桐的抽泣聲。683Please respect copyright.PENANACo9ogedVCo
683Please respect copyright.PENANAO7I2pfyjv0
「你係邊度?出面好危險,我地返屋企先講好唔好?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAfePVFl3uca
683Please respect copyright.PENANADxsZig3GKb
「呀遊,我應該…返唔到黎架啦。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAK1GoD2TSvk
683Please respect copyright.PENANAPoXUFH7nU0
聽到那一句,我暈到以為腳下地板晃動些許,連忙扶著吧枱好使自己不跌到地上。683Please respect copyright.PENANAs3bfbsazn8
683Please respect copyright.PENANAOMTOrDOHc7
林老板似乎餵完了貓狗,打開電視新聞看著天氣報告。683Please respect copyright.PENANARiX9EOILfK
683Please respect copyright.PENANAj69D2P3qGO
「…根據天文台最新預測,今晚六點至八點會改掛八號強風信號。超強颱風“氣槽”將會於明日早上進入香港一百公里範圍,由於速度緩慢,氣槽預計將於明日傍晚時份於大嶼山大澳一帶登陸…」683Please respect copyright.PENANA8uAyqztODW
683Please respect copyright.PENANAxtpybYfPX3
「童桐…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAuYc2AjHb1T
683Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ulu7ouSje
「呢度,我可以幫到好多小生命,黎補救我做過既事,我至少證明到自己唔只會殺人,我仲可以拯救到其他生命。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAqgRWW0OGEc
683Please respect copyright.PENANA7N0bMinqrb
小生命?童桐怕狗,所以是貓吧。683Please respect copyright.PENANAmWYFdspPsg
683Please respect copyright.PENANAjyFjNqSj01
補救甚麼啦?根本…根本就不需要!童桐沒做錯任何事!!683Please respect copyright.PENANAkn4THgnjOM
683Please respect copyright.PENANAKMJmJg006U
「…政府呼籲市民遠離低窪地區,海岸,河道,排洪設施,以防山洪暴發或山泥傾瀉。特別係大嶼山既大澳,二澳,深屈一帶…」683Please respect copyright.PENANALgRDi4rU8e
683Please respect copyright.PENANAnC3jXOONzC
「而且,呢度日落仲好靚添。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAaSm9C1JTIV
「童桐,你係唔係喺大澳?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAvjAuz3GDu2
683Please respect copyright.PENANAVVxE6FlDro
我與她疊聲說出答案。683Please respect copyright.PENANAXKQGz2QwDi
683Please respect copyright.PENANAYID4wyOQCT
「咁係因為打風前,大氣水份增加,青光藍光紫光被大氣散射,只留低紅橙黃光。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAM9kzSWSKqJ
683Please respect copyright.PENANAH3QQka6vP3
「如果咁靚既日落,可以去大澳睇下就好啦。」
683Please respect copyright.PENANAZHxcksBH1s
683Please respect copyright.PENANABm20bIKxiw
Hannah Bar內,我,阿強,林老板都默不作聲。683Please respect copyright.PENANATJSd62tFvT
683Please respect copyright.PENANA1nreIGAAQe
「童桐,你答我,你係唔係去左大澳!!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAVV7PeAl5DC
683Please respect copyright.PENANArxgST41Uh8
「…係,呢邊有好多流浪貓。」童桐說,「我同義工係颱風黎之前,希望救到幾多去安全地方就救幾多。」683Please respect copyright.PENANALQfKXI9cI9
683Please respect copyright.PENANASTKCAZQzcy
「你係唔係傻架?!」我崩潰,「個風係個度登陸呀!!個風直頭係個度登陸呀你知唔撚知呀?!」683Please respect copyright.PENANA2pZ3u80wLW
683Please respect copyright.PENANAB1k4ozqFV1
記憶中我從來沒有這樣對童桐大聲咆吼過,現在全香港最危險的地方就是在大澳!我抓狂,我崩潰,因為我知道童桐…683Please respect copyright.PENANAn9hnPGg3cW
683Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Rwnscc4W
童桐會死。
683Please respect copyright.PENANA7USxwkUNT3
683Please respect copyright.PENANAUZa9iE7Qrn
「你你你你冷靜D先!」阿強搶走我手上的手機,雖然這手機不是我的我還是胡亂抓向他,害他要用手推開我。683Please respect copyright.PENANABGQ4SCr2f3
683Please respect copyright.PENANAFkTuzM7WO0
阿強打開擴音器放到吧枱上,似乎想一起聽。683Please respect copyright.PENANAojzDWqBVkx
683Please respect copyright.PENANAFWiYicY7Tg
「童桐!快D走!求下你!!個風未到,仲有機會走!!」我說。683Please respect copyright.PENANAD7NIcNybVF
683Please respect copyright.PENANAt06DPKTTlW
「呀遊,對唔住,我想幫手救下呢d小生命。」童桐說,「我唔只會殺人,我…我想…唔知,我唔知…但我想幫手救呢D貓…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAGEgornfSEg
683Please respect copyright.PENANAOJnY2U7Xhk
「咁你自己呢?!D貓義工一定會撤離,你要跟佢地車走!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAx9BkgAhWIc
683Please respect copyright.PENANAnwkkKv4Bxs
「…佢地都係市區入黎,幾多人入黎就幾多人走,無位載我。」童桐說,「而且我亦無諗過要走。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAfM7SGyX8RJ
683Please respect copyright.PENANAUYPCt76mnm
童桐只求贖罪。683Please respect copyright.PENANAK6yTyEM7hq
683Please respect copyright.PENANAqw3SkWrDHX
自覺害死了Kay的她,視拯救那些貓兒,是她的小小贖罪。683Please respect copyright.PENANAJOnMsfURqP
683Please respect copyright.PENANA6DCHKc4WHr
她不只是好像小時候一樣想自我放逐;也不只是PTSD引起的自殺行為;亦不只是想拯救生命來滿足贖罪心理。683Please respect copyright.PENANATGAVTOLl91
683Please respect copyright.PENANAs2u11YWSfZ
而是通通都有。683Please respect copyright.PENANAgg4mBYdxeC
683Please respect copyright.PENANAzorMiPuxFh
「童桐,咁落去…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAj1ss7Kph8x
683Please respect copyright.PENANARBed3vkxjy
「嗯,我應該會死。」童桐平靜地說。683Please respect copyright.PENANA7042OEWera
683Please respect copyright.PENANAv3jVwnwPkV
「童桐,唔好…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAbHI1wWErP7
683Please respect copyright.PENANANozkRkP2cd
「呀遊,好好照顧大家,同埋…幫我同我爺爺嫲嫲講聲對唔住。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAM7QkqGQaUK
683Please respect copyright.PENANAOJn1BpWgwo
「…童桐,你死左既我點算?」我說,「你知道我無左你唔得。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAEbP4NyQJr8
683Please respect copyright.PENANAXPO6GeWSJW
「我本來都擔心。」童桐說,「但我知道妍妍同你咁既關係,大概佢係我死之後都會照顧你。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAnhCPP2iCSO
683Please respect copyright.PENANAVolqCdjBTd
我和妍妍共渡的那晚,卻使得童桐更加安心地自尋短見。683Please respect copyright.PENANAf4DtBvIMk5
683Please respect copyright.PENANAfa3azcOJFl
「你唔係鐘意我既咩,你捨得交我俾妍妍架啦?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAFslEdd39Cu
683Please respect copyright.PENANAgVFFxTPGw5
「唔…唔捨得架!」童桐哭著說,「但係…仲有咩辦法…Kay佢係因為我而死,明明係大學Year One…係佢主動過黎搵我做groupmate,係佢介紹我去唔同地方打卡…係佢介紹植嵐晨俾我識,我…我我…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAfRs9LxWdfH
683Please respect copyright.PENANAOWIqIhrdVd
童桐的善良變成了她的詛咒,我寧願她冷血一點。683Please respect copyright.PENANA1OOgESyzGj
683Please respect copyright.PENANAR4C548aKp8
「佢係因為自己諗唔通!!唔關你事架童桐!!」683Please respect copyright.PENANASYssIVa20f
683Please respect copyright.PENANA55sHhBjgXq
林老板似乎覺得我吵著他看颱風消息,走過來吧台撐著枱面,無好氣地看著我。683Please respect copyright.PENANARYN2YNdsNh
683Please respect copyright.PENANAJLSSj2FVYQ
「我咁覺得呀!你明唔明呀,呀遊!就算你話唔關我事,利律師話唔關我事,警察話唔關我事,但係我覺得係自己一手造成呀!!我…我…」童桐情緒激動。683Please respect copyright.PENANAJcmwHoYK32
683Please respect copyright.PENANAB9XzkVzKs2
林老板壓下聲線說:「唔好再同邊緣型人格障礙講道理講邏輯,你係唔係想害死佢。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAhxK5ijSLPC
683Please respect copyright.PENANAN4hluzj1Ec
邊緣型人格障礙…?是指童桐?683Please respect copyright.PENANA4b5r5e6MwE
683Please respect copyright.PENANAMW56ar4bYW
「但…」這是我向林老板問的。683Please respect copyright.PENANAIfHi2ktSUG
683Please respect copyright.PENANAu6fGxXoUTg
「唉,打風賣大包…你同佢講你知道佢好難受,你好擔心佢,千其唔好講你明白佢感受,你明條春,知道就夠。」林老板開始向我提出建議。683Please respect copyright.PENANAiac6JfS9ju
683Please respect copyright.PENANAyVMt1h901t
「童桐,我知道你好難受,我知道,但係我好擔心你。」這的確是我心裡話。683Please respect copyright.PENANAT5sUKjEY1U
683Please respect copyright.PENANArlap7HMD1y
「同佢講依加你有呢個感覺,係個心唔舒服,係有得醫,會陪住佢睇醫生,問佢咁樣好唔好,強調個陪字,強調你要陪佢。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAMKxmqjGwmq
683Please respect copyright.PENANAHWUSsIRJvb
「童桐,你有咁既感覺,只係因為你個心唔舒服,係…係病黎,有得醫架,俾我陪你去睇醫生好唔好?陪到你好返之後,我都一直陪住你,好唔好?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAbGTZlKYgu7
683Please respect copyright.PENANAQIqxsLRBou
林老板在吧枱後拿來了「今期清酒推薦」的黑板把字刷掉,然後寫上「陪伴」「接納」四字不斷打圈,還忙中偷閒寫上「道理」「對錯」四個字打上一個大交叉。683Please respect copyright.PENANAdvuwASjzAC
683Please respect copyright.PENANAooG7eXTMnF
「病…?我…我真係覺得…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAVPXIEQWIx2
683Please respect copyright.PENANAgsY3G6qRp4
「你都知我阿媽識幾多人架啦,佢當你係我馬家新抱架啦,我地會陪你搵到方法解決,童桐,相信我,俾機會我陪你好唔好?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAraqQIdHG7S
683Please respect copyright.PENANAkJJf4bSDXw
童桐一向欠缺安全感。683Please respect copyright.PENANATll7UkUZrL
683Please respect copyright.PENANAREyWZAOyBH
即使我在成為情侶後,也因為怕失去我這青梅竹馬兼男朋友而不安著。683Please respect copyright.PENANA03QRTVvZOn
683Please respect copyright.PENANAn081SPB4bY
而原來所謂的邊緣型人格障礙,最大特徵就是「竭盡努力避免真實或想像中的自我被拋棄」683Please respect copyright.PENANArE9FEoii7J
683Please respect copyright.PENANAHPW1BazWZg
這就是童桐心理上的弱點。683Please respect copyright.PENANAHk80pLQr9W
683Please respect copyright.PENANAwlxICC6cUU
現在林老板完全不打算說甚麼你沒有錯,不是你的錯,而是在反過來利用童桐「欠缺他人陪伴」的心理弱點,把她暴走的情緒轉化成「想有人陪便回來」,拖入我們這邊的節奏之中。683Please respect copyright.PENANAJCiBzfjGB0
683Please respect copyright.PENANA3tqZ3M6FB8
好像有點可怕…?683Please respect copyright.PENANAY1DhIW0Yv6
683Please respect copyright.PENANAoy2KHncUac
「呀遊…但,真係咁?我真係只係病?我唔知…我成日聽到煞車聲,我好驚過馬路…我好辛苦呀,呀遊…我好辛苦…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」童桐哭起來。683Please respect copyright.PENANAG4UrA7J4ZH
683Please respect copyright.PENANAFEwFllyLVW
「梗係!」我說,「你個時都陪我睇跌打啦,細個我病都係你照顧我,今次一樣,我會陪到你好返為止!」683Please respect copyright.PENANA16yQnk9CJ1
683Please respect copyright.PENANAwTEqZTcVIr
「呀遊,對唔住,要你咁樣浪費時間陪我…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAUId2x8PCxr
683Please respect copyright.PENANAKpTbNWeSia
童桐就是這樣,連我陪伴她她也自卑地覺得在浪費我時間。因為在她眼中,自己父母也覺得陪伴她是在浪費時間吧。683Please respect copyright.PENANA4G3T9k5T8Y
683Please respect copyright.PENANAkXZWF3ZpdK
不幸者以一生治癒童年,就是這樣嗎?683Please respect copyright.PENANAe5nvgOErfR
683Please respect copyright.PENANApLBDhmbmqD
「咪叫左你唔好再道歉」我說,「你係大澳邊個位?我黎搵你。」683Please respect copyright.PENANA3VixL0dEDV
683Please respect copyright.PENANAK5eJagf2jr
「你點樣黎?」童桐問。683Please respect copyright.PENANAO2aRKHLbCo
683Please respect copyright.PENANAzucyKY6SOs
「船…船掛?我點知,的士之類?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAYdU9vnFtjM
683Please respect copyright.PENANA0gpDRw2kyp
阿強面有難色。683Please respect copyright.PENANAzFUxCBqSkf
683Please respect copyright.PENANAehuHGjiFFc
大不了我走路過去,東涌行山到大澳才兩,三個小時。683Please respect copyright.PENANAHi32wgj1xd
683Please respect copyright.PENANA4O3jFD5nBO
「呀遊,你都係唔好黎喇。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAOUHxXg69Xz
683Please respect copyright.PENANAJuN5hLa7Pz
「點解呀?!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAf0JM0SfLUz
683Please respect copyright.PENANA0whfPm3Yl2
「個風會係呢邊登陸,如果連你都因為我有咩事…我…我…」童桐語氣中帶著恐懼。683Please respect copyright.PENANAglZLFmsQID
683Please respect copyright.PENANAi4ZEDgLSms
「去接我咁天下第一可愛既青梅竹馬女朋友又唔係第一次喇。」我說,「超強颱風咋嘛,算得係咩,童桐,我準備左禮物俾你,你估下咩黎?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAHrlo9btkqS
683Please respect copyright.PENANA6N5lQqrSas
「係咩黎?」童桐驚喜地說。683Please respect copyright.PENANAHhgb40qvE9
683Please respect copyright.PENANAAKR66UfO1b
林老板聽到我這句,對我露出讚許的眼神點點頭。683Please respect copyright.PENANAP7qUHmTWpE
683Please respect copyright.PENANAo1dEVIaEkq
「到我入到黎搵到你,你就知。」我說,「記得等我,有危險就跑,無論幾難都好,無論幾遠都好,無論幾多次都好…」683Please respect copyright.PENANA5LnsebtJPp
683Please respect copyright.PENANAk7bLAj0Ivy
無論追尋幾多次。
683Please respect copyright.PENANA45yAkssJSd
683Please respect copyright.PENANA4NtDkC2dDC
「…我都唔會放棄,童桐。」683Please respect copyright.PENANARbn9LFUDjd
683Please respect copyright.PENANADvPTD2RR2R
童桐說電話電量快用盡,所以先要掛線,晚上會再和我通話報平安,還叫我一定要萬事小心。但我沒打算等到晚上。683Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7W7nTIuPb
683Please respect copyright.PENANAU7NxtJK2xi
盡快帶她回家!
「你係呢個童桐之前,有無識過女朋友?」林老板問。683Please respect copyright.PENANAfWB7Xk0dJ4
683Please respect copyright.PENANADIfQNugLO6
「無…」683Please respect copyright.PENANATkvUvf6K0E
683Please respect copyright.PENANADQer8C9PAU
「哼,唔怪得。」他冷笑一下。683Please respect copyright.PENANAC4S4kpWBp3
683Please respect copyright.PENANAw8lVyd4jLB
喂?!683Please respect copyright.PENANAcIncW9x4z4
683Please respect copyright.PENANAFMqlem2lSi
「之後就你自求多福。」林老板說罷拿出逗貓棒回去和貓兒玩耍,一邊走還一邊低語著,「大澳啊,真懷念…漢娜…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAiC8bZbnIGB
683Please respect copyright.PENANAnbl4DT0hpv
阿強自己從吧枱內掏出一支酒:「總之你叫我做既兩件事已經解決,迷暈器,童小姐既下落。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAwUVb6wrmq6
683Please respect copyright.PENANAZSNkfpONFW
「咁使唔使俾返d錢…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAd3bmwfgK9M
683Please respect copyright.PENANAzGdpRCrvEh
「唔使喇。」阿強推回我遞上的錢,「我只係送個講電話既機會俾你,係你自己爭取到答案返黎,要唔要杯?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAX1MsDiwfA6
683Please respect copyright.PENANAgv10rr3q2Y
「…唔該。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAnNEUXOXBmR
683Please respect copyright.PENANAtR9gA3CFNw
阿強也因為打風而沒這樣忙,他平日應該是要到處應酬之類吧。683Please respect copyright.PENANATS0q7gdgpL
683Please respect copyright.PENANA8pMzHyXoLp
把阿強倒來的酒一飲而盡:「啊哈!好飲!好,我要出發。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAZOI1nmB8SA
683Please respect copyright.PENANAf2AnxHzLJD
「去邊?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAJIH9GVuO2H
683Please respect copyright.PENANAGKQcANv8nY
「…就…大澳啊。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAoMujdTylfJ
683Please respect copyright.PENANAvaOh2A11mN
阿強苦笑搖頭:「後生仔就係後生仔…你知點去?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAesWd0lp2IP
683Please respect copyright.PENANAk1iDQRYHIg
「屯門好似有船…」我好多年沒去過了。683Please respect copyright.PENANA6qn2PbXeHT
683Please respect copyright.PENANArw528YalZL
「個班船三號波已經停左。」阿強說,「你只可以行陸路。」683Please respect copyright.PENANA1nN9ZaoQPo
683Please respect copyright.PENANAnfOg3gDW9A
地圖顯示陸路可以從東涌坐巴士,或是坐大嶼山的藍的士,至於私家車…因為嶼南路是封閉區域,只有持許可證的車才能進入。683Please respect copyright.PENANAsvvjTvVYrB
683Please respect copyright.PENANATCEf4Ybbgl
阿強瞄瞄我的手機屏幕:「除左行山,你方法得三個,一係坐大嶼山巴士,一係飛的,最後方法係搵有許可證進入嶼南路既司機載你。不過…食張牛肉乾都係320蚊啫,有人唔介意無證都可以車你。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAE8x2hRUAvH
683Please respect copyright.PENANAXvRKGg07Wc
找我爸?不,打風他工作更加忙,也不能找他,找他的話我媽會馬上出現吧。683Please respect copyright.PENANAL7vkDcHlwq
683Please respect copyright.PENANAtv7vg6hCtG
「阿強,你…有無?」我試探地問。683Please respect copyright.PENANAjINVC9epPe
683Please respect copyright.PENANAo8NVPSluKb
「我有,亦識好多人有,甚至可以出張真既許可證俾你。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAeX5gOnmP8A
683Please respect copyright.PENANAN3M1eP6RSR
「咁樣可唔可以出錢…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAiQxp5LowWx
683Please respect copyright.PENANADRGbYcPIfa
「但唔好意思,Deep World係八號波都係閂門,無人會傻到為左做單接送生意衝入超強颱風既風眼,有錢無命使。」阿強說,「自求多福喇。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAYiI8Trn9De
683Please respect copyright.PENANAsK1TGtPYt3
這也對,畢竟那可是超級颱風的致命風眼,但還有甚麼辦法,反正到東涌再說。683Please respect copyright.PENANAcNyQxSrXc7
683Please respect copyright.PENANAlmRZJbWdpJ
我想過是否通知我爸媽,但我媽聽到我要往風眼衝過去,她一定過來捉我回家,不行,這事我只能靠我自己解決。683Please respect copyright.PENANAUY5hWezdta
683Please respect copyright.PENANAInsVinYY6z
而且童桐還在等我,我還不能一個人回去。683Please respect copyright.PENANAmaArIWRkqu
683Please respect copyright.PENANA1lcOEy5GKv
…至少通知妍妍和Beta吧,雖然後者不知道想不想知道。683Please respect copyright.PENANA1wXqLOu6PI
683Please respect copyright.PENANAVlgSGgNaAF
在酒吧胡亂吃過出乎意料地好吃的意粉後,我向阿強和林老板別過離去。林老板說不用謝他,無論是剛剛的提點還是那盤意粉,把童桐救回來帶她來飲兩杯便行。683Please respect copyright.PENANA2ta9gUkGhh
683Please respect copyright.PENANAy4jA3U4Rvb
阿強就難得他這樣好說話,可能是同病相憐云云,遲鈍如我也覺得這不是甚麼應該刺探的往事,但感覺那林老板也是深不可測,一定有自己的故事。683Please respect copyright.PENANA6AhBIQEXCN
683Please respect copyright.PENANAt31ZnQac3L
天文台說放工時間改掛八號風球,當我鑽進地鐵站已經是人山人海,都怪街上的士Uber全部截不到,而地鐵站就在漢娜酒吧一個街口外。683Please respect copyright.PENANA5PgG1Ntx28
683Please respect copyright.PENANAgZb0Z1lFuA
在擠成年宵的車廂中,心急如焚的我幾乎要和一個死推爛推也上不了車,結果卡住車門幾分鐘的中年漢打起來,最後月台有人看不過眼先行偷襲作罷。683Please respect copyright.PENANA7qE0QLlvrY
683Please respect copyright.PENANAIpepRTrbfM
普通的一程車坐得我焦頭爛額,我到東涌已是傍晚。683Please respect copyright.PENANA3PKSCTU3vU
683Please respect copyright.PENANAeSjoExvC0w
「呀遊。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAJGWTq8fqjR
683Please respect copyright.PENANA67Ll9iaDIP
「又點撚樣呀…!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAyJbWhZNORE
683Please respect copyright.PENANAMq9WGt8Io5
咦不對,誰人會來?現在我是在單獨行動…683Please respect copyright.PENANAAbJNMliTZd
683Please respect copyright.PENANAVu2I3xhPyC
「…你…有無事?」卻是憂心忡忡,而且被我嚇到的妍妍。683Please respect copyright.PENANABIqEbnLmBG
683Please respect copyright.PENANA6FrGcGK58p
「我…唉,少少攰啫,對唔住。你點會係度?打風危險,快D返屋企。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAw5vzotZM0b
683Please respect copyright.PENANAD8Bxc5vaW8
「我唔可以俾你一個去大澳。」我這時才發現妍妍同樣穿著專業的雨衣。683Please respect copyright.PENANAFLLAo0w0ey
683Please respect copyright.PENANALGVxyw4xTc
「咪玩喇,風眼黎架…」我推她往月台方向,打算送她回車上。683Please respect copyright.PENANAYGsWSBSGa4
683Please respect copyright.PENANAlAhLKueEI7
「咁你知風眼你又去?!我搵過你好多次你都唔聽我電話,我係叫管理處個主任借車先過到黎,我唔會返去!」妍妍說,「呀遊,我有件事好急要同你講,你冷靜聽。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAuuvkTKs01x
683Please respect copyright.PENANAMx2Cyo0l3p
不不不,每次是說要冷靜聽的,往往是最叫人沒法冷靜。683Please respect copyright.PENANAlI83ED22aG
683Please respect copyright.PENANA4CjrxKiXBT
「…盡量,你講,講完返屋企。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAQM4hcsS4yO
683Please respect copyright.PENANAW6wWgKBtYQ
「唔返。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAtj7Z05tCLP
683Please respect copyright.PENANAv8TEZCEU8e
妍妍拿出裝在防水袋之中的手機,畫面是那些路況突發的群組之類,往往這些群組收風比新聞還要快。683Please respect copyright.PENANAXemsQX23oq
683Please respect copyright.PENANAxDTPh1j20e
「嶼南道山洪暴發,山泥傾瀉,無車行得過……已經,已經無任何方法去救童桐。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAfvBR5DToUL
683Please respect copyright.PENANAFRgwR9kgGz
「……」683Please respect copyright.PENANAlzYI4jeOTS
683Please respect copyright.PENANAhbaGMPTqxt
身邊的事物,恍如要愈拉愈遠。683Please respect copyright.PENANAX0bHaTjZSF
683Please respect copyright.PENANAtwKqx5rAcx
「…車站廣播,天文台剛才已經改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,重覆一次,天文台剛才已經正式改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,本港正受到超強颱風“氣槽”正面吹襲…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAT96BKuM7jk
683Please respect copyright.PENANAQVwaCM2zTB
連車站廣播也好像從很遠很遠的地方傳來。683Please respect copyright.PENANAKep6Lg2AIi
683Please respect copyright.PENANA8CwePxCLmg
童桐已如被困在孤島上。683Please respect copyright.PENANAT9LEu8Surx
683Please respect copyright.PENANAS1BGpv9Jcq
我也是。683Please respect copyright.PENANA9CBsZGdEAv
683Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8n5xUqcGk
「呀遊,依加只可以叫佢自己撐住,我黎係阻你去送死。」妍妍竟然哭起來。「返屋企啦,你盡晒力架喇,放棄啦好嗎?」683Please respect copyright.PENANA5zQK0j0JUU
683Please respect copyright.PENANA7YPlmucaJs
…要在這兒…放棄嗎?683Please respect copyright.PENANA1NtTzVFauY
683Please respect copyright.PENANAvBRdOuxdTq
照片之中,道路已經崩塌,泥水從斜坡內湧出,馬路上的瀝青已經化成泥巴被沖走。683Please respect copyright.PENANAC0YCmdrEOk
683Please respect copyright.PENANA8ktcUsoSZY
連那些大樹也被輕易地衝走,我又算得是甚麼?在大自然,在颱風,在命運面前我又算得是甚麼?683Please respect copyright.PENANAWWGFI3akDX
683Please respect copyright.PENANAkQEtSHAfis
「…我出閘睇下。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAX7hCjupOv1
683Please respect copyright.PENANAa5soNRTWQA
我注意到有些人著附近奔波著,而他們—拿著貓籠。683Please respect copyright.PENANAKED7qom94P
683Please respect copyright.PENANAKskQtSHC29
妍妍追著我出站,外頭狂風暴雨,雨被勁風捲起,打到臉上帶著刺痛,鐵閘在搖晃發出「咔咔咔」的怪聲,一切沒有被綁住的東西都飛到風中被撕成碎片。683Please respect copyright.PENANAJiYuwUZ1ZC
683Please respect copyright.PENANA47XaOVmzSn
「師兄!師兄!」我氣喘喘地追上一個拿著貓籠的人,「嗄…嗄…你,你係唔係大澳出黎?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAykzd6NUdti
683Please respect copyright.PENANAGfLZxRXd2x
「係…呀。你又知既?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAjX0U5pvyAw
683Please respect copyright.PENANAlKUmPOn0Vs
「條路係唔係已經行唔到?」我問,明明妍妍的手機已經顯示著地陷的情況,我還是心存一絲僥倖。683Please respect copyright.PENANAfLYDOYngiL
683Please respect copyright.PENANAerV0H0GLmx
「完全行唔到!無可能!」那人說,「仆你個街,唔係我地架車夠快就俾佢埋左!!」683Please respect copyright.PENANA1hbo9ShqhC
683Please respect copyright.PENANA7csNhi3Y1s
「……」683Please respect copyright.PENANAvSj2DcjRHO
683Please respect copyright.PENANAk7GiXkJcjF
是真的…當然是的,怎可能有假。683Please respect copyright.PENANAyMutN6B7bE
683Please respect copyright.PENANA84KfZsZpOK
「我地去救D街貓咋嘛,陰公,係大澳入面真係死硬。」那人拿著貓籠說,「喂,老友,你面色好差喎。」683Please respect copyright.PENANApYvqWEtjhO
683Please respect copyright.PENANAVzahn8Dl6d
「……」683Please respect copyright.PENANACxTMYhMeCp
683Please respect copyright.PENANAOStlUoliQU
「唔該晒你,佢無事架,我代D貓貓多謝你。」妍妍有禮貌的鞠躬。683Please respect copyright.PENANAisWXfjtLPL
683Please respect copyright.PENANA5TTJxAgrkK
「…嗯,打風呀,你地都好快D返屋企喇。」那人拿著兩個貓籠消失在暴風雨中。683Please respect copyright.PENANAPTQX682bhu
683Please respect copyright.PENANAQPyULRHTb5
「…呀遊…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAuErouWXcS2
683Please respect copyright.PENANA6olDpnKLBF
妍妍看著我,不知所措。683Please respect copyright.PENANAlndyNNU5Ge
683Please respect copyright.PENANA64VYLw83Z7
「昂坪360。」我說。683Please respect copyright.PENANANVmNiakNbz
683Please respect copyright.PENANAbvKpp2aTLp
「纜車點可能開,呀遊,算啦。」妍妍說。683Please respect copyright.PENANAdQX33gkf3u
683Please respect copyright.PENANAg5ZFqM8Sfv
勇者並非無懼。683Please respect copyright.PENANA6sbKvE6JQC
683Please respect copyright.PENANA1qsDo8f4zI
勇者而是心懷恐懼,亦要繼續前行。683Please respect copyright.PENANAfYpp1RskZ2
683Please respect copyright.PENANAAWYb4NZggn
而我…連勇者也不是。683Please respect copyright.PENANAnNdxta0qy5
683Please respect copyright.PENANAZpr5fbJCym
但我可終於成為童桐的青梅竹馬兼男朋友!!683Please respect copyright.PENANAkPiCt6dWBa
683Please respect copyright.PENANA7cRLkVqjYl
「我知,但纜車下面有維修通道,定期有人維修,相比普通山路安全少少,我可以由個度去到昂坪,咁就可以避開嶼南路山泥傾瀉既地方,之後轉行昂平路…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAAKtCROkI79
683Please respect copyright.PENANA55wrqXtCYb
「呀遊,你明知咁做一定會出事,你唔好…」683Please respect copyright.PENANAzlAv1es0kV
683Please respect copyright.PENANAz2udL0j9qG
「妍妍,你返屋企,我行山入去!」683Please respect copyright.PENANANTD14cgN2O
683Please respect copyright.PENANAFg5e2tdKIt
「你聽我講!你依加係要八號風球上山,行入個風眼度!!你知唔知你自己做緊乜撚野!?」連妍妍也急到說粗口了。683Please respect copyright.PENANA5BBOjWS3Kk
683Please respect copyright.PENANA2keIUA8WxT
「無野比童桐重要!!犧牲咩都好,我都要去搵佢!我應承左佢!!」683Please respect copyright.PENANA4djXUnZLOh
683Please respect copyright.PENANAKe2DWzPjQH
「你…停呀!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAnFl5pri8En
683Please respect copyright.PENANAf9rPBcYKzm
「妍妍,走開!!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAn4lyHqpIR4
683Please respect copyright.PENANA5LZAvaeeyS
「馬川遊!!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAyrs1X4Dct4
683Please respect copyright.PENANAVh0AP5Hlrd
「啪!」683Please respect copyright.PENANAkO1dUdXNIe
683Please respect copyright.PENANA4RYYi666VY
妍妍賞我一記耳光,附近的人通通側目望過來,以為我們是不是要挑這種天氣當眾吵架,甚至有好事之徒舉起手機拍攝。683Please respect copyright.PENANAmPd8czD2BX
683Please respect copyright.PENANAKNzngIAesa
「癲夠未?」妍妍問。683Please respect copyright.PENANA3UPGgPhQMR
683Please respect copyright.PENANAAfx5TKv3l7
「……妍妍,你唔明。」火辣辣的臉在風雨中發燙,但我沒生氣,因為妍妍是在阻止我送死。683Please respect copyright.PENANAiiRjpD4Wf5
683Please respect copyright.PENANABkmJILxQXV
就和我對童桐一樣。683Please respect copyright.PENANAOdZQCTBBXR
683Please respect copyright.PENANAR1XlgRRHDQ
「你愛錫下自己得唔得?你珍視下自己得唔得?」683Please respect copyright.PENANA1pn16nslbB
683Please respect copyright.PENANA74Pn29gcXo
…不,我早就把童桐放在最優先了。683Please respect copyright.PENANAGwYiSbjWlS
683Please respect copyright.PENANACYjTjRboEa
我本以為自己已經改了這習慣,但沒想到在我和童桐正式成為情侶,她又出了意外後,我也…我這種心態也惡化了。683Please respect copyright.PENANAQxcu0FXUTs
683Please respect copyright.PENANAnEik2DsTqt
大概不只她一個有病吧。683Please respect copyright.PENANAfgudFrgluN
683Please respect copyright.PENANAVDPGefJ3yv
我也有病。683Please respect copyright.PENANA44eb8C6rGz
683Please respect copyright.PENANAXWvItL9qhN
「妍妍,對唔住。」我握住袋中的迷暈器,妍妍比童桐高一點點,體重也重過有厭食症的她,但這能把她瞬間麻醉掉吧!683Please respect copyright.PENANAVME2McqTMt
683Please respect copyright.PENANAgsWO7QNq2d
就在我要使用迷暈器時,突然一把有點討厭的聲音從旁傳來。683Please respect copyright.PENANAzSUl3BEf80
683Please respect copyright.PENANAIiwP6FNk6G
「聽甄姿妍講放棄未幾好囉。」683Please respect copyright.PENANA0bjpNs4PNw
683Please respect copyright.PENANApqMU0nvyTD
「條路自己揀,仆街唔好喊,講左好多次架啦。」說話很尖酸刻薄,但又很難反駁。683Please respect copyright.PENANAd9EnSRWuPb
683Please respect copyright.PENANA1TtWS6wXrX
「所以放棄啦,放棄保命最緊要,又唔會有人怪你。」但又有點懷念,有點…使我覺得安心。683Please respect copyright.PENANAewW4xGpfJA
683Please respect copyright.PENANASuYjuDaL4h
是那個用最難聽的說話,默默支援著我的那個混蛋。683Please respect copyright.PENANAzfNs7ozA0a
683Please respect copyright.PENANAlIQ0h2Q6eu
「…Beta,好耐無見。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAUunxJkHEnj
683Please respect copyright.PENANAAYirmFOdCt
Beta沒甚麼事不會離開他的電腦前,無論是那間屏幕房,還是他在網吧中的包廂,特別是這種天地無光,如要淹沒一切的暴風雨。683Please respect copyright.PENANA31YqWPkvE4
683Please respect copyright.PENANAahikoKBIgh
但也就是說,如果連這種天氣他也出來,代表事態已嚴重至此。683Please respect copyright.PENANAwvwYpRAupO
683Please respect copyright.PENANA4t680oXln9
我去送死這件事包括在內嗎?我不肯定。683Please respect copyright.PENANAuUHwkeJvN5
683Please respect copyright.PENANAy7HBkLEJ1m
「千其唔好掛住我,多謝合作。」他說。683Please respect copyright.PENANA3xtsO7X7jM
683Please respect copyright.PENANA6LYFJKKjvd
「有排未輪到你。」我回話。683Please respect copyright.PENANAHv2SIIRN9S
683Please respect copyright.PENANAm35eAColns
Beta輕輕挪到我與妍妍之間,走到幾乎和我臉貼著臉的距離。683Please respect copyright.PENANADXbZB6HJCa
683Please respect copyright.PENANAkCdMvRf89t
「我問你,馬川遊,你靚仔唔夠植嵐晨靚仔,講錢,講肌肉,講事業,你同其他人比你咩都輸,你只係贏一個距離,你只係住得近D。」Beta說,「你覺得童桐點解會揀你?」683Please respect copyright.PENANAx626Xq3xFq
683Please respect copyright.PENANAQd3LXCfb8B
「唔係佢揀我,而係我始終放下唔到。」我說,「我放棄唔到童桐。」683Please respect copyright.PENANAzXHRomLmrv
683Please respect copyright.PENANASyL4pt8Z28
有個遊戲劇情相當絕望,它說世界一切都是沒意義的。683Please respect copyright.PENANA4AR40qPkXR
683Please respect copyright.PENANATXGIxmXWyj
但是在最後一句…使我相當著意。683Please respect copyright.PENANAsuFuyzPHbV
683Please respect copyright.PENANAp2EFEP3ZCs
“但未來不是被賦予之物,而是要去親手爭取回來"683Please respect copyright.PENANAp8XOpKKYnG
"未来は与えられるモノではなく、獲得するモノだから"
683Please respect copyright.PENANA9FdtlcwT3A
683Please respect copyright.PENANAYu9yy8O6ZZ
「連咁樣都唔放棄?八號波只係開始,講緊既係一個颱風正面登陸,後面仲有九號波,十號波,返屋企吹冷氣會好D。」Beta說。683Please respect copyright.PENANA2L96TcAzl5
683Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6ad2cXuDN
妍妍向我點頭,示意我放棄。683Please respect copyright.PENANAme9h1yknUW
683Please respect copyright.PENANA2FbvxInTVD
我搖搖頭,然後踏前一步,吸一口氣——683Please respect copyright.PENANAihwU9X0Uyy
683Please respect copyright.PENANAGpuF3cd95t
683Please respect copyright.PENANALMyu2fwaHH
﹁683Please respect copyright.PENANA9wR3wJ5Rl1
幾683Please respect copyright.PENANA9shWfIHJGR
難683Please respect copyright.PENANA1I8EdsDUWq
都683Please respect copyright.PENANANKsofHLwJm
絕683Please respect copyright.PENANAUkog8gCBMq
對683Please respect copyright.PENANAKMnWeoi1EP
唔683Please respect copyright.PENANAOW9yKFGfCH
放683Please respect copyright.PENANA5bNRqHYpm1
棄683Please respect copyright.PENANAwjhhabhbDW
!683Please respect copyright.PENANADyzglzXH65
﹂
683Please respect copyright.PENANAKnsImMrbxa
683Please respect copyright.PENANAxc3KgMdr1Z
Beta滿意地笑笑點頭。683Please respect copyright.PENANAKPOUV8BCK2
683Please respect copyright.PENANA5MhNGgLVJS
「既然係咁,呢片絕海…呢個絕境,就由我地帶你衝過去!」