妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8fXz304xD
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhihhq0nLiK
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY33lUGsGFi
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1wycbEciH
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9CdySBV0G
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「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGvS0mcfPZ
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「下，點解會開心？」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZC5zqtk9w
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSvmDho8TJ
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「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHVbvIdlsa
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妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVZvtl8zVP
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUhzFykyDu
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56oXD5hHDM
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我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZmQpuf29o
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小病是福，我完全明白。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmEdC9cVNY
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她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsAYhTjzoM
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZIcrC91LI
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不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwIcisFOOe
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這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kYswFVkWO
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離題了。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZawkQwKtsz
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總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4eC4jczal
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那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamokct9RKU
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「叮～」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlxr4aEeaD
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［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKEd2gvHgo
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正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHOgsSW7JJ
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「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6U0lzZd22
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「抽筋，Sorry。」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoXAmsMoi3
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「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FvayR3KrK
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「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRrCWRtfPH
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「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxXv4PnkwV
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膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFCUAQhdn1
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtpdEHxdTP
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「比賽仲有幾耐？」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfalemchXse
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「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0emEUYT38c
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「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmrvYM4LWI
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「我會有分數。」我說。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfaKyVcncY
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不，我沒有。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2duJGnnYXy
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZtoHY6GUC
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鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSyxvtZBeT
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輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6jU15ToIl
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老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLJpGafsxX
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難不難看是一回事。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiECtDtKMvM
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYRoVzD2Hh
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「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwVrimHEH3
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但我不甘心。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN6cdDI0gy
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這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMSjePTnMD
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還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxWcWrbfQu
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我不甘心。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOCnxqDWDD
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「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSP99t5oSq
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「…真係？」童桐說。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyRBmKuOY0
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我停頓了片刻。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIx4LlCzv5
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那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aSInWfKxE
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「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QVt8Py435
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就和你一樣，童桐。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkqvHN9XDD
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和你一樣。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoln7EQzzS0
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我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HssMy0IEv
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但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyTiA8XcGk
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連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFEzKplPnD
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「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPuRzA4yek
993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX1YsdICXv
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1BDqovTzF
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「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhyDvziiZf
993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hqKtgBp6f
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj60Iay8AVG
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「多謝你，童桐。」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHRS8QKCSV
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這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjQ5dS6ruS
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「叮～」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhR0pzmF5N
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熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJXVfehQz2
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戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnlVwX5BzX
993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObgEIbsI7M
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsh9gvfcW9
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「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70slyuY6Rt
993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzvRKcygMN
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL97J4jmpTF
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「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUucFxXGwrf
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我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bjneVEVaZ
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太可愛了。993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySoSVuErB8
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
