夢醒來了。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTaJTwjMYk
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不論是昨天的那個。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRu4Hw10D9
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l4T6bK8dn
還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX715xY4bvT
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rGSN3jt0p
早上８時。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNbrg2CusM
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp5u1ij7i1
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrAY7uVnWz
我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFFCUmSnS4
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm38sUfNyVd
「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17tzFtXVf6
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQXnXppD46
直接拔電！1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyqApoYylH
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMLQhgVaVO
房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XBgkYeaUT
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv2Qes8biy
這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQujONdgad
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2nUSQBFux
本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qG9Q6rSmR
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPyilgOUYt
明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFDDUVQxnr
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9oUPSv88V
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv1AamMfoH
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dWLamiYcf
…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx9PRRpXnB
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSVhdoh2AC
我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoPBJMitNm
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzyrPwM8hP
妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8NsqLveyg
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNnX9iibIh
感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpZFhTwIFr
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNll3MgudB
親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s8KkN1Ij7
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2KVLO3ssr
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfLuvyhLmo
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMDGqUk8Rp
再炒一隻蛋。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4gpvWk6dY
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXkx7SpPPH
「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgnh601o0r
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWezo76GYhb
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOrLihix3T
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEPEla2tJe
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HtARWPiu2
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtgjSfDCm9
再再炒一隻蛋好了。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs1UOcms23
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c30w9CXJs
把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAd75dbTXt
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4D4RMopbW
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeiv4ke5wU
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCznKRdkYP1
這是冷清。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vgX0UPKXH
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKTkCKuMPd
當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO9hUdeCED
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0iogLn131
但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVz5z51mwO
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXegL07bjJ
牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZOVvMcA7W
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nTnIa7okC
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUwqn2lUrp
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRxGVXuzqA
…甚麼也沒有。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSIAXwc5Nq
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xm6dvL6U0
這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauR7SWVNTT
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBwruDIPDF
正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlx47hp29N
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXjM50juq0
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7hTlR30mf
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDyyuzeDAj
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxqm08C9CJ
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1LyczysVL
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0WPUP8L3L
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7Szf2bWYx
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4N2ypD5xk
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y4JiiSBvl
「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56YO33jGOm
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNRgitxFkO
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM415FgaRoG
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIr4bOnAyX
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4skpmbZtF
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsnZ2sMxr9
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZxUsdXzTc
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cA8GiyvFm
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpgatccdLN
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHjz8ccoh5
字句中，滲透著落寞。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzzLzz4hne
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOJLcixu7o
剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTycjtF2C2N
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza5xbs3YYp
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiRQAAp4pC
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHIkwKcwvA
…叫我心痛。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFfzW7vnfk
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EgeMaFjb0
「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XcfR32HsI
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIi18xQ1Y0
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryQS7eLfEe
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAP2rDt3Rq
「易整。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ts31rE3AC
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxktVn28OaK
我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwKbrMKuQc
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJK7fpb8tH
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFwlvgR2Un
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNCry2f4sA
「……」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83j8vZ8wyY
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzblHqzc8Gf
「……」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwd4ECNcBa
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAVhjhp2CT
我們都不願打破這寧靜。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItKNt4HEZz
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMigKQWQEz7
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAL9RhBd5u
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE61QMJIQ6u
—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1UFfwxmJC
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKUZnH0dKr
她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvtqlk2bAj
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBYsV3y7gk
老天，我做了甚麼。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp27p0yMYWu
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cBq2fXGCo
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwX5TKdtT6
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U6eZqd736
「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UHumm05C8
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n4kzFc2RJ
「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OCgQTtjRu
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gDZkq1XUp
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0sloRUPCX
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnD0e812FI
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD6piXGr4w
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoaeoL5GTy
「抖下先？」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9sgxVz6nA
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGvYH46UqL
「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQqoQysIYD
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4DYNQWd7G
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg9h8kgASN
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo9dYMEObb
「你會搵到既。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvN5HKjoWX
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGeAkYGUVZ
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJw9faQruE
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3YwTjmNFo
「……」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusAELVtSeD
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9X94Xgzeh
「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL1NbHY5UT
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9ASYgZPl3
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM3aW34xxz
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyFzYMSSwR
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNIaAOEO8L
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR41WoYrvQ
「…對唔住。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3LCAQGxoe
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd0BVEnlgb
她先是默靜了片刻。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ340E8RkByk
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFQ6snElFz
「點解要道歉？」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI2By64LC3
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifGMfbhrWi
我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1keuAjk8i
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfvcuJpOC0
她嘴角揚起。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvlf3HUm2S
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6z2u4xnXe
「…但係。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWo8m1zDxH
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoLe573Y1N
她嘴角塌下。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8bM4bWb7h
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTRvPusacs
「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcpJoh3Gl3
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQizzeUsWq
「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAe3ZPLmoc
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnsmj3pVMA
那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISn3ailg0T
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fAUeR9VTo
糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvxOfDFlrL
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAymPBOc1D
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrykrFVlpf
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX0iQGXPZz
「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDINtx9u9FE
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhYGdjFDhr
…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0exsWKuaCe
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o7WYDRuE7
「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UAsmyzGeX
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni9yj80Lk3
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lEq5CRiNL
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDovRCRudN
「……」我無言以對。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUkoRXGVhT
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZcgTRIt3C
「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgblOcXmJwX
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0Ez5YZuAh
回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnpiXgEpI6
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ77Lkb5L0
「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM86lW8O9yT
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hGpIQ69Nd
由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN7bUJOPxI
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSOGFsTLow
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ta9JgLEQn
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNZ3SQ9dNU
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ2uVAA3SQ
錯的只是我罷了。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidjl7Hu2on
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ899Yl5oawX
我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Twl8IXNnk
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7UIqbsGP0
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9adBPjaSZN
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoMoseJbfx
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl7dRUhQVS
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXnGqBA2cs
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5O1IBlnrs
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlcoPUIdII
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GjzvJqa29
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsso6R6yMu
這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqhxJaPYnu
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2i1KY47ue
面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVsDZPF7mk
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi31MnnVka1
未讀訊息：７1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK2sebS8gp
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpwT5OzC9p
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Ip014R4h
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ97vzWEGQS
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbDK7Kqzb6
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cYDZwELuM
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsBhvnntfd
[OK] Beta1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaeTKWK9zF
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQLOLMwyFx
[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiRFOpSQS2
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8lmlpOVfz
加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz6N8sbL4F
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkcjtm1JMe
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQM1Ztp13A
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCI2fsRtXp
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0RPu9JqGw
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMytrNIRSAJ
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1wGPmDazl
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu41rMz3jw
不，好似不對勁？1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMX1PuyALv
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafqWYPJk2D
「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLssKdVha6r
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66nojnlq5d
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUsOR14UPZ
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr6yOYOHbo
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpK0nFuYLV
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcRqwzlcBu
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKBNxJPrf0
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo3rTDYoZP
但我可能是。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFdK67UKdP
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2JTkLPsJg
「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoFwG6EuZ9
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb8v7M6UDU
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hFFMO5kml
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrxIsb2aGz
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBsFrhl45W
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV8FzOoHfY
「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm2dOPRvNo
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP3yHv00bC
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSgwDR6YnJ
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiFYXwWcUc
解決辦法我真的想不到。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgI6EfIjlH
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RJuTc1lbm
但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoOkgzzV3t
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPpkFe3xOf
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7Y33a9IFC
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5bPovtqzC
和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQtt5xtAkn
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE4swxM11J
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FbM7yWhGZ
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz9EDagfxz
我們已經走到了死胡同。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDfE3mXMy8
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR2Z8E7Gig
「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBChz1nfZy
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJys7q61W3L
「…嗯。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrFDFLnyXI
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyMiCi7Y47
「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iMxxBZUQM
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN3kLUJYoH
不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqICXWJLz7l
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ618CQTG564
「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH18losTM1
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZxgOzOfgU
「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bSCGQ3M04
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujvzLqphwq
「…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKbcu3Siji
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu70SlbJLJ
「你咩意思。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1AdvJYfr5
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XBre0qUPB
「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyVVzVcnkU
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzo9ow4Cvp
「……」我突然心中生畏。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuy9bCRqQA
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLLvVhVq49
到底是…甚麼的理由？1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97pqg7dkrt
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay9CEd2PQH
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQd6KAqJx8
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ28yy8CN1X
「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN7iOVooth
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa77QaV1Eq9
…妍妍竟然…1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeN65XqCOa
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs3SLT3fvV
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DbzasY3tr
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXYChpj32F
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt32E8nohWx
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYBRvQfYCl
她只是在給我一個下台階。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrTYhJ5uE6
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl399JWHzD
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHM1EDufEq
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5p83RDUyj
那麼。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JpLXzMzSY
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES4pKfVH0d
當下困在迷宮之中的人。1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCbqHbGwkB
1188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk3fZ5tNlp
便只剩下妍妍自己。
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