夢醒來了。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLLiWF9InY
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不論是昨天的那個。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUv5XE010b
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenqV1gZ5Vj
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早上８時。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWIxD84hI9
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDzjE55WQY
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我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLUnc7KW4d
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「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqgX61v98r
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直接拔電！1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD90p6EX9wU
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房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKfteNw4ow
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這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNnDgfL7Sj
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本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGu8pISFsS
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明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPRB5ykOVH
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF0JrthoIG
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKHl8K2Nf2
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…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSluEC2G5D
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gmsPZV9oN
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妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCTH5860v3
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感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcnkqMVHG7
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8edaJUt4J
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLxynm4jb1
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rDdIJQIvJ
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再炒一隻蛋。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk44mSuCTb7
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「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthJJtuP1ZN
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YgUCw2vLH
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CUxtPii0P
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCyBdwFzwE
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g9o2bNHKe
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再再炒一隻蛋好了。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVctdvbmxKs
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把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1CZjLrcCQ
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHcEbIk5cB
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvTDaFXSVh
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這是冷清。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nPN88ZWWJ
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當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Kpdslejn
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJcqd3r2Ns
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKzjVaRz5a
牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8rPmoqQWg
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1ZTOBurPR
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XUJQJEUUO
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…甚麼也沒有。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxXIz1yJsb
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7KjUUm08q
這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoen54LlNxn
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fGrZwVQsR
正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMATtMHf9n5
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSeVx6JJ8u
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhKdZV8Dt9
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuCoPaebVS
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoDN51waY0
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfcZMcfdOW
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwMPWHVjTB
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9BnSEgIgl
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLOeoaP09G
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBhQNNnwGp
「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz3Qlfdo8t
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4M3QxLtn5
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zIYCNGseQ
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfFPvDWvOS
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVDfyuZszb
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoM6R9DX1g
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixPnlrHisJ
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYioIwu1ePe
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEucgRCgf6
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字句中，滲透著落寞。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dioliERNi
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剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2qVRLqgDw
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5LL80LdkO
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnsy6qyDrM
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…叫我心痛。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjNPYCvu7z
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「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxnNDq0kNy
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHhSrDxEKg
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuBXLs23x6
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「易整。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWkOAjzM93
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我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSn4bBTIu0
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrghjZnm6eA
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf78F1UnoM
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「……」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbycf4M2WN
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「……」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IWdE1mv6d
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQHCtjGx9c
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD3sECkhmX
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wEgLPe5tj
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—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEKFO8kP5I
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzUgZP5qp0
她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nTeMWXmoN
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老天，我做了甚麼。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gbkLpizX0
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeAIOnPkck
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl3GywvpUp
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「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHkkddvV94
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「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOfthuGzjy
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDJQQD7yKz
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgMlC2J6ys
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvFq6cnxJd
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU85D8C6zxV
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MeMzZu19g
「抖下先？」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iOdzmmKzZ
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「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39luYn7Cgj
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DfZmPqcdZ
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r4wRtAwSI
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmTziVbTq3
「你會搵到既。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO2YebPygr
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhPfLfxEsH
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8DY8WZwJg
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N8Z9AaCLB
「……」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawd9BQuJQH
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「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUIA8VsOhU
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIRwYUZwrm
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37YHUJxQ8y
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18CprfG8eh
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b4ciE0t2m
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx44e3EOvt
「…對唔住。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHtqALSYRo
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她先是默靜了片刻。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ8ijfynvA
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「點解要道歉？」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23nRIaSBKN
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我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBROzLguPn
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkpcHTkoZy
她嘴角揚起。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcAfWaqmrX
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「…但係。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAgDEY47L8
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她嘴角塌下。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDJlwOK7H3
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「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewVGckZMDF
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOo3gkMZnJ
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那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38hLUstwsH
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDiiPlDZ9x
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT8jjixRgm
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb0zHpcxSA
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIDPhvD8eQ
「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu7YdppvnV
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…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdUqoLqAFI
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「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM5U08p1nB
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9jBTrnM9U
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgKt2AgO1j
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「……」我無言以對。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfVlOzQDmq
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「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4s9UEB9jh
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk9mTABdUZ
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtywQi05QC5
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由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4h21CdeTb
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5xCGa8JxU
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjIiCgZSxU
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAjxFYag2c
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錯的只是我罷了。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vK1jgsfum
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我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE198cfukES
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYNuu0GTK8
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vrfOpoi6p
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoInlN5d3Vl
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YLNtgCsRU
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmyLOfHWYt
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3wVGupVzc
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFldo3Wt2Zj
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEASR1WnRUC
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這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8ck8qfvFO
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面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrvxftN1h7
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未讀訊息：７1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJiogOIkB1
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYdAMqADkl
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD21rVbXOHI
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZHJe3T5xO
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF6yACCoRx
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1NY88SkfS
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[OK] Beta1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBmoQYnWKx
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[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfKJDIUhmv
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加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCnajFxJFN
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPGlRRlN9F
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE6smbgmZC
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4XKooeOEX
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZfxU1bG3d
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t2axz1LGc
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYiL8d1H4u
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不，好似不對勁？1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5UGCGLpCx
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9dYWwIufh
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj4zGmd2ZP
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG08funSW4
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy715Qf6g6
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDa2C3lfXc
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uQFKfLsYV
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4m9aLAduC
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但我可能是。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDrkkRx17y
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「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwEYl0v1K3
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v59buu8cL
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVyenXTSFZ
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSMqCHfd8l
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvaOQ4jaEu
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「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI9r2RKRKS
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JVF4dlfkd
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg6mcMKB67
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解決辦法我真的想不到。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcImEx71OI0
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但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1Fl9cS0Sx
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzfDUWiRGy
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBeLJifkOO
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和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kuWlZzV4a
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX2fWqnmc9
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARYfoifoY9
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我們已經走到了死胡同。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04j7W98amd
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgovcWJDTg
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「…嗯。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaU4KIt9x6
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4KNuSLJxL
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不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPOWxjS6Ti
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「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HxZOJOeBf
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCuh1kJ0nO
「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm6PAefkHI
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「…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB63kzjZNlV
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「你咩意思。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy41sTTsIs
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「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISa8uxETQ3
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWVyOzkAo7
「……」我突然心中生畏。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UNxrJE3fX
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到底是…甚麼的理由？1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMzKGcsSae
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEkLb7v3sM
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSWii62iRg
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「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cz6iTkZGN
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx2OYuNt3z
…妍妍竟然…1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVSueWnHo2
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0FSfZ84Zn
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd8fzQdNnl
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qFbESvgkZ
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2p0L6nV5o
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她只是在給我一個下台階。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop6CWzV65H
1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhtcy8FifN
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t1h1DCcYl
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那麼。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4wCbmDTfL
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。1265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YhqOJ4fWG
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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