厭食症。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5IZ05ad9M
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在心理疾病之中，厭食症的死亡率也是數一數二高，標準死亡率達5.9。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVZVYoLYrZ
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5.9是一個怎樣的概念呢？這代表厭食症患者的死亡風險，是一個普通人的5.9倍之高。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1BI5GZasU
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作為參考，使用可卡因的標準死亡率，是6。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0qlmpMqXJ
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重度吸煙，也只是2.6。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCuVcLvlBQ
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精神分裂症是2.5，躁鬱症是2.2，暴食症是1.9，抑鬱症這麼普及而可怕…也才是1.6，而厭食症可是5.9啊…1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrimDsrlRsT
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雖說這病不是甚麼不治之症，但致命率極高，變成長期厭食症的話死亡率高達20％，我不知道這比喻對不對，但玩俄羅斯轉盤往自己頭上用左輪開一槍，中彈率也才是 16.6％ （六分之一）！1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREfVorQnFd
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童桐…怎麼了？1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUgmy5lUiE
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDXqA79wxr
是我做錯了甚麼嗎？是我待她不夠好？還是我那兒惹她生氣了？她怎麼會有這樣嚴重的病？1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoxlNBGTjk
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從那時開始，我便陷入了自責和內疚中，我每天都把這段日子以來的每個片段在腦中重播，苦苦思索，尋找自己做錯的地方。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E45gkudDq
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…這樣下去我早晚會和她一樣，但…不行，我不能倒下…1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwRnyRi7GM
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7je2BxvNN
那晚送走妍妍後，我好像發了瘋一樣把Google搜尋頭十幾頁的厭食症資料都通通看一次，我知道這沒有任何幫忙，有病就應該看醫生，上網問診是大忌。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm6C14lIa3
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但…我停不了，只要一停下來便覺得好像愧對童桐一樣。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt18vEtsn5
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMkqx0pP4Y
厭食症不是那些人一直斷食，節食減肥，最後失去控制變成甚麼東西也吃不下嗎？童桐雖說吃很少，但也只是和我相比，她一直也有好好吃飯才對，她竟然在吃飯後偷偷去廁所扣喉？她說自己減肥應該是藉口，她明明沒有在斷食節食，為甚麼會…1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxRhiD0OZm
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她這樣用心裝出一個正常的樣子給我們看，她到底有多壓抑自己？1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCeTSYl98y
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…是心理因素。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68LgsHPCEY
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「環境變化、事業失敗、失戀、挫折等，都可能成為厭食的契機，“不善表達意見、喜歡隱藏不安與不滿的人“，是特別容易厭食的類型…」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWwmjx6Xmy
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我看住這段文字，在屏幕前抱頭崩潰。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC8xItm7u1
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想不到，我想不到自己做錯了甚麼，但是我也不知該怎麼辦。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFtPUU1KQM
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0uSSP2rgw
童桐不是那種減肥減到失去了自控而變成厭食症的典型病例，她是因為心理壓力而變成這樣子的。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89rdVTj92M
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不行，這樣子下去…童桐…童桐會死的。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA99wKuPjF
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sa50o5yMg
童桐真的會死掉的。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnWUqSEalX
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FXRFmNNiv
只要這件事，求求老天…不要…唯有童桐，我犧牲自己也要保護她。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ6AB7btxN
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〔嘟～嘟～〕1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjTiHF9r4w
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbqXjb5qS5
是植嵐晨打來了，那邊慢這邊六小時。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeIryES8D1
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsydUgr9DIF
我抹抹臉，打開鏡頭接聽。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhDdXbdpLE
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHTsOAOCZ5
「呀遊，呢排點呀…喂，你個樣搞咩？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakWKKTeKvW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNgoiKPHvA
不行，表情騙不了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14ugFSJpRR
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「課金抽卡爆死，嗚…」我胡亂掰出理由。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjRw3oZ1at
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e3EHkifhm
「量力而為呀，你話…Kay點樣？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMdpUfWZyP
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvg6xsJ4eR
「佢…佢最近對我好大敵意。」我避重就輕避開核彈之類概念，「大概係將你同佢分手，去外國入左我數，我救你個時辦事不力之類…唉，我都唔知點解。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUIl4MRvN0
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj60GNNUFS
「…都似佢既諗法。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzDb2ViL4v
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「佢係咁既人？」我問。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjpDE121eP
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuvLZciDoa
「我就直接講，我去哥本哈根某程度上關佢事…我同佢根本無拍過拖。」植嵐晨凝重地說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OGKoUQ7Wa
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5K93LmssX
「下？！佢又話分手既？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1AYkERZ2W
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvnwFU5qEP
「呢個就係重點，佢…佢會成日分唔到幻想同現實，我承認個時佢同我有曖昧過，但係我地真係無一齊過。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qXUMqmcHa
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDczbx2u3D
「係…」我呆然。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8XWcNcYiy
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapPjsjORhx
「但係，佢成日覺得自己係我女朋友！佢試過係我屋企樓下截我，如果我唔俾佢入黎，佢會守係我屋企門口成晚，仲要撕到自己衣衫不整！有人行過就喊晒口咁拍我門，搞到我又被人報警，好在門口有cam證明我清白！」植嵐晨說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXG294RNbX
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3WpbuCMQh
神經病。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgSoATboUP
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmG9u8ltXG
「我阿爸前排有請看護，佢竟然呃個嬸嬸話自己係黎替假，然後推左我阿爸去飲茶話要孝順佢，個次之後我就知呢個女仔唔係痴情少少咁簡單。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9RQLI0kzW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vl4BoK1kz
一切連起來了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7dgxFMLJL
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GKevJfd5a
我嚇得吞了吞口水，然後說：「之前…大學聆訊個日，佢本身諗住用界刀捅個主席頸。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI3CztLCgN
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUxgVAztS0
植嵐晨的樣子同樣變青：「本身？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisG8QxHos3
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcInLjS83Tc
我點點頭：「嗯，好在我發現到阻止佢，不過俾佢車左巴。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ4uH3m14G
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlGvaSbf63
「…完全係佢會做得出既事，即係佢為左我…應該話為左佢想像出黎既我，連殺人都夠膽死。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUWza7dx7I
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRc1wJvYu6
「痴線…」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe2rfCbtVQ
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qVk0wXfRL
那個Kay病得不輕啊。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrWkadd4e4
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cge2xvoDY
「你避佢避到去哥本哈根？」我問。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnnKuR8DeD
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr11TeUQef
「一黎啦，二黎我都想去海外讀書好耐，呢邊北歐既產品設計…嘿嘿，串啲講句，世界第一，我仲考到獎學金添～」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvEeO90mWl
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIeqgnVTc4
我無地自容，既然植嵐晨考到了世界第一的北歐讀設計，也說是說他本人的實力同樣到達世界第一的水準。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1syrhXZTe
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IA0ooBffV
所以之前的抄襲指控，完全是誣蔑。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wmIGAL8QJ
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvL6KNi6gt
「咁…咁就好。」我說，「依加呢個Kay咁癲，喂佢咁痴戀你，你同佢傾下得唔得呀。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTwzJAzTMP
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF9c0LeIQI
因為對我來說最有就說服力的人就是童桐，她也應該類似吧。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gK6czqkYG
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGtGBtHlyE
「唔得。」植嵐晨搖頭說，「之前同佢嘈左一次好大獲，佢唔會再聽我講。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6q76eBvhW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqhhGtW6BP
「嘈咩？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXDMlu8Z7N
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22NZxl5QLw
「就佢係都要話我係佢男朋友，但我地根本無一齊過，所以我只好順手推舟同佢講話我地分手，然後係佢死纏爛打前飛走左。」植嵐晨說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hOZgiuC9y
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYchL0tIogV
然後他便把那舟推過來我這邊了！原來又是我自己扔出去的回力鏢！1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6Yd0Cs9kh
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6884h8oJkw
「我大概都明係咩一回事。」我搖頭說，要煩的事還要幾多樣？但當務之急是童桐的厭食症，我的安危不重要。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsNhqc9hWN
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xdLMNeA9C
沒有事比童桐重要，包括我的命。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArgm1HEJxd
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP01zHc0Lt8
「呀遊，你真係要小心，如果你話佢當日想捅個主席，我怕…佢真係會對你不利。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74bJgwxeqj
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xiDmMmfdC
我怕嗎？老實說我怕。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mvgyvbkTD
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wBsMLDA2m
雖然我體格比她強壯，高她兩個頭以上，但是Kay應該會帶武器，而且她在暗我在明，不知道會不會在下個轉角路口便遇上拿著界刀的她。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrZYPurtgy
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlABRQjECl
但在她做出甚麼事之前，去警局備案也沒用吧，之前那個瑜珈女教練也備了案，也是遭到了毒手，警察也沒可能天天跟著我貼身保護。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SGUzsWdWC
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而且我更怕的是她遷怒到童桐身上，即使她不知道是童桐截下核彈，但她身為我女朋友，這種瘋子已不能按常理推斷。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG9VsxQNmT
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnPFkww6N2
再說了她也不知道是我發射核彈害植嵐晨，她大概是通過「童桐喜歡植嵐晨」和「我喜歡童桐」而推理出我是最大得益者，光憑這猜測便盲射核彈。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe1z6pg0FD
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2SRG497P6
早就是有殺錯無放過了，她不是甚麼神機妙算，她只是無差別轟炸。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbrmXO2Eby
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfy8msYOjR
「我…我會小心，都無計。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx35AQvG7r
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw8nKeQgXx
「嗯…咁再聯絡啦，記得出入小心。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivhfoJYPsw
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「拜拜。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3xYpRtz4J
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視訊通話中斷。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHkcpKXUqI
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…唉，再看看厭食症的資料好了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VNLqY4YSQ
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfo4BNeelu
這一看便是看到了天亮，我覺得自己很無力，始終我又不是醫生，更加不是精神科或心理醫生，我甚至不知道要帶童桐去那兒求醫，社工嗎？心理學家和心理醫生又有甚麼分別？認知行為治療師又是甚麼玩意？精神科有沒有門診？1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW0TxiQQ7H
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB10h4qf8B
我想起了當日不好笑醫生的那句：解鈴還需保齡球…牽鈴人。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g6yKA0Me2
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牽鈴人大概是我吧。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUN1O2XBfE
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XPftGy0aX
童桐沒有安全感，才這樣黏著我不放，但這原來只是冰山一角。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56c4G1VLq6
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植嵐晨的順手推舟，也許我也能學一學。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GDKyK5fSn
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得到了我爸媽的同意後，第二天晚上我去了童桐的家中。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgqteEecvC
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes2IH3msXk
「童桐，過黎。」我拍拍自己大腿。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBOTUtU4Lw
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUonjVmGPHD
「嗯？做咩？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TFie8gDl6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoRJHCAuaS
童桐還不知道我已得悉她患上了厭食症。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8I1EX43bo
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x81iA82wk
「想…抱下你囉？」我裝成想撒嬌。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD6DCwB8JF
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXJjqvo9Co
「好好～呀遊好乖，今日練射箭都好俾心機～」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9isL7o4G6W
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9U3rnUWSa
童桐騎在我身上抱住我，用力把我的頭埋到她胸前扭腰磨蹭讓我撒嬌。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2YB27j8qO
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真爽。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEoYXiqUwO
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但我身上感到的重量可是明顯輕了不少，我甚至有種只抱住亞基的錯覺。那些厭食症患者變成活骷髏般的可怕照片在腦中閃現，我不安地抱緊童桐的腰再三確認。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybIzcwzV2k
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也變得更幼了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4LAymRq2M
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好輕，輕得像幽靈一樣。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnk4c5GQ0D
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這不是甚麼好現象。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH14FmD4pH
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJNtSrrvPl
「童桐，我問左我阿爸阿媽，就睇你想唔想。」我把頭從她胸前挪開，抬頭瞪住她雙眼說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3gcj5KrX8
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「係咩事…？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGW5ddleP0
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaZalcB5If
「我諗緊…反正我地都識左咁多年，雖然個時我地未一齊，但係其實有時我都覺得自己好似同你拍緊拖咁。」我說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnkQChZqqh
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY8FvHtXwE
「嗯嗯…你想講咩呀，傻呀遊，嘻。」童桐笑著抱住我用頭輕蹭。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CwDXc4YEe
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTSLwRBdB5
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，成為了童桐男朋友後似乎我也沒甚麼進步。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdxPn3GLRq
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbojNNqqRYb
「你慢慢講，我去熄左部電視先。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtx6lnG4VB
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfrqzD6ag2
童桐從我身上滑下去。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTIER0I6uN
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaxEmrrw85
「…太平洋既熱帶低氣壓升級成熱帶風暴後繼續增強但移動緩慢，日本氣象廳正式命名為“氣槽“，預計移向南海…」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfPUNfVBlf
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByA4RdXtVr
魚腩盃是在室內舉行，應該不要緊。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMCncr5Um6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6BaqsjEK8
童桐把電視關掉回到我身上，我甚至能聽到她的心跳聲。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT76n3qyM7
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTbQunnPlW
「我知道…你最近好大壓力係唔係？」我說，「我覺得你好似擔心緊好多野，俾好多負擔自己咁，童桐。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIQ9THEsKL
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7on6kzc9Ky
「無呀？」童桐笑道，「做咩咁諗？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuq1bQm6uY
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwGqO2rCh7
…不，我不能說穿我已經知道她的病，這樣她為了治癒自己只會更痛苦，例如表面上吃更多東西，然後以更隱密的方式扣喉，她就是這種笨蛋。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sm0jITkHS
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PlMrWvHFQ
但這樣下去童桐會死的。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8OozACX4w
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLUmxT63e5
童桐死掉，我也不算活著了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgDNc8mhP6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXxIYMZzFS
「…你鐘意我既，係唔係？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rVFV4ANPj
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43TMemVqhs
「嗯。」童桐點點頭說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIdysGDr97
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIqF21v4ay
「如果我既支持同陪多啲你，你可以自在啲開心啲…童桐，雖然我地起埋一齊無幾耐，但係…」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8PagDQEj7
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufArKbh3HM
我深呼吸，童桐帶著笑意等著我問。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2c6LXKDBH
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWhIFLIKkn
「你想唔想過黎同我一齊住？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo2ni105RZ
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對，我知道我知道這樣很快，太快，超快，但是我和童桐可是從幼稚園認識到現在，所以我覺得還好。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10TF3m93QJ
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而且我和她一起住的話，我能更易察覺到她的變化，她的心情，也能多點陪她。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM56G8O8aR
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoijdDyOrtq
沒待她開口回答，我便繼續說下去。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI07CpeC4o1
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANxl1ywKBH
「我好鐘意你，童桐，我已經早就無左你唔得。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj7wo0sWVB
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B6iYgT4vH
既然童桐的壓力來自不安，來自我沒有給予的安全感，來自她怕一但失去我便一口氣失去一切，又一次被拋棄的話…我便慢慢為她重建信心吧。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRsNzye7wI
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriXedwJ6T9
「所以…就算你只係住我隔離，我都覺得唔夠，我想再見你多啲, 我想再陪你多啲，我知道可能太快，你亦無同過其他人同居，但係我…」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iLVU5zK8l
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「好啦好啦。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6AridU6qG
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLC0v1ZlFj
童桐深深擁吻到我身上，把我的話打住，我們互相深吻至肺活量用盡為止，她的心臟穩穩的在躍動，而則我貪婪地傾聽著。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwD9WNT2LH
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSto8nWBU5
我沒法想像這脈動會消失。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1loAzzfD4
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「咁…我黎打攪你喇。」童桐紅著臉說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay0rkZ6LeK
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqGZaZNKCa
「真係可以？！」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7D7oaYIm3
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9JVNXjF0K
「反正都係一牆之隔…爺爺嫲嫲唔介意既，但我夜晚要返黎幫佢地做家務。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg5P7nR7lL
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W2JU6IMJr
「嗯！我都過黎幫你手，嘿嘿，睇下點槽肥你啦。」我抱住她說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFFr8esLuM
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「下，我肥左既你唔要我點算？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNntrlBzPo
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那個人教的話術真的和我自己想的是兩個層次，童桐果然按住他的計算來接話。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN0CuFNWGj
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpVnVpc3HQ
「點樣既你，邊個身份既你…都係你，童桐。」我牽起她的手直擊她的心理弱點說，「只要係你，我就會係你身邊，我就會一直鐘意你，陪住你…保護你。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEarwHG6655
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「我都係，呀遊。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClawyQ5f7g
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSM6x1S2OM
童桐眼眶有淚水晃動，同居的生活要開始了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITeXz9Qb9P
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dr4MNV6jo
…絕對要在病魔手中保護童桐，想到這兒我便輕輕再握緊掌心中童桐略顯瘦削的玉手。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc9e0VU5Nf
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