正當我被林老板的神乎奇技震驚到時,他便不以為然的走回去繼續幫貓兒刷毛。912Please respect copyright.PENANA9y8vgToax0
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「童…童…童桐…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAoQUBhEhxy4
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才一說出她的名字,我便鼻頭一酸忍不住流下眼淚。912Please respect copyright.PENANAGZZqigVLsD
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能再聽到她的聲音,已經使我心頭一暖,我…好想她。912Please respect copyright.PENANA9U5fx5SQOW
912Please respect copyright.PENANAFtrQyl7D1L
「呀遊,我…」912Please respect copyright.PENANA7Whk3sAhXd
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「童桐你去撚左邊啊!」我激動地哭著說,「出面打緊風架你知唔知?你做咩粒聲唔出走左去?!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAb3MAXzxcIJ
912Please respect copyright.PENANAVCezvP6tAh
「…我…我知道…」童桐說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAruzzeeXCJk
912Please respect copyright.PENANAH2MB7dhXB7
「你係邊度?」我說,「我黎接你。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAJjf2VniAbO
912Please respect copyright.PENANAIpPbHDv40e
「…唔好黎,呀遊,千其,千其唔可以黎,留係屋企。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ53DOCUlo
912Please respect copyright.PENANAoUPVUHFS2o
「吓?!?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAIpNDyx0ccf
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我那一下叫聲大至在酒吧中激起回音,那邊的一貓一狗也看看我是不是有甚麼毛病。912Please respect copyright.PENANA3L6UFc92K2
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「呀遊,對唔住,我諗左成晚…」童桐說,「我過唔到自己個關,對唔住,好對唔住…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAe4Lak5SEkN
912Please respect copyright.PENANARQC4uUeQtd
「童桐,Kay既事唔係你既錯。」我說,「係我用核彈炸植嵐晨,佢先至覺得有機會而鬼迷心竅…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAhtLzEF2Q0W
912Please respect copyright.PENANArotidVg3Bh
「但係你用核彈,係因為我唔做你女朋友,係我話要追植嵐晨架嘛,所以始終都係我唔好,係我細膽,我無用,我對你唔住,係我驚無左你,所以只俾你去到青梅竹馬為止…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAkzAeyzOusz
912Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0TXLju6MA
「唔好道歉,做到你青梅竹馬係我一世人最大既幸運。同埋我…我高中個時係女都溝,係女都表白啦係唔係?唔好咩都攬晒上身覺得自己錯好唔好?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAQLjpgEUBhk
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我試圖減輕童桐的內疚感,但根本無從入手。912Please respect copyright.PENANAZGp6P8eUEQ
912Please respect copyright.PENANArUO9JbTOH6
「呀遊…呀遊…對唔住,我都好掛住你…但…但係我過唔到自己個關…」912Please respect copyright.PENANA2QYaOs5la9
912Please respect copyright.PENANAy3B1KHQbfN
「唔好再道歉啊!!」我忍不住對住話筒怒吼。912Please respect copyright.PENANAcN49VBs9jJ
912Please respect copyright.PENANAyFFp7Ng38E
「……」對面只傳來童桐的抽泣聲。912Please respect copyright.PENANAth1cJyj5CP
912Please respect copyright.PENANASE6TrML2hz
「你係邊度?出面好危險,我地返屋企先講好唔好?」912Please respect copyright.PENANANZ18mgjZLN
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「呀遊,我應該…返唔到黎架啦。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAyMy9SZuuwd
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聽到那一句,我暈到以為腳下地板晃動些許,連忙扶著吧枱好使自己不跌到地上。912Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6DhNEpqcn
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林老板似乎餵完了貓狗,打開電視新聞看著天氣報告。912Please respect copyright.PENANAg3rsmfxzdD
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「…根據天文台最新預測,今晚六點至八點會改掛八號強風信號。超強颱風“氣槽”將會於明日早上進入香港一百公里範圍,由於速度緩慢,氣槽預計將於明日傍晚時份於大嶼山大澳一帶登陸…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAtRGptOkz9y
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「童桐…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAj93ksKtZC6
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「呢度,我可以幫到好多小生命,黎補救我做過既事,我至少證明到自己唔只會殺人,我仲可以拯救到其他生命。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAWe6Cfets2s
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小生命?童桐怕狗,所以是貓吧。912Please respect copyright.PENANAVls5U0lamn
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補救甚麼啦?根本…根本就不需要!童桐沒做錯任何事!!912Please respect copyright.PENANAeOEIN9n3Cz
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「…政府呼籲市民遠離低窪地區,海岸,河道,排洪設施,以防山洪暴發或山泥傾瀉。特別係大嶼山既大澳,二澳,深屈一帶…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAmE7OcJlbXx
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「而且,呢度日落仲好靚添。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAG5MJVIHUcU
「童桐,你係唔係喺大澳?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAyxjLvfYPHo
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我與她疊聲說出答案。912Please respect copyright.PENANA5OLAarJ0kK
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「咁係因為打風前,大氣水份增加,青光藍光紫光被大氣散射,只留低紅橙黃光。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAXXjmq5huy2
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「如果咁靚既日落,可以去大澳睇下就好啦。」
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Hannah Bar內,我,阿強,林老板都默不作聲。912Please respect copyright.PENANACMFUtOt2ps
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「童桐,你答我,你係唔係去左大澳!!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAYkPIJgISnm
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「…係,呢邊有好多流浪貓。」童桐說,「我同義工係颱風黎之前,希望救到幾多去安全地方就救幾多。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAukMrN30Ox0
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「你係唔係傻架?!」我崩潰,「個風係個度登陸呀!!個風直頭係個度登陸呀你知唔撚知呀?!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAziVmgnaPlR
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記憶中我從來沒有這樣對童桐大聲咆吼過,現在全香港最危險的地方就是在大澳!我抓狂,我崩潰,因為我知道童桐…912Please respect copyright.PENANAiXb329GScn
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童桐會死。
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「你你你你冷靜D先!」阿強搶走我手上的手機,雖然這手機不是我的我還是胡亂抓向他,害他要用手推開我。912Please respect copyright.PENANA8rgUeMW0Uz
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阿強打開擴音器放到吧枱上,似乎想一起聽。912Please respect copyright.PENANAj7sW1PwgBI
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「童桐!快D走!求下你!!個風未到,仲有機會走!!」我說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAEvjE9DU0zA
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「呀遊,對唔住,我想幫手救下呢d小生命。」童桐說,「我唔只會殺人,我…我想…唔知,我唔知…但我想幫手救呢D貓…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAVIUy9CcXn1
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「咁你自己呢?!D貓義工一定會撤離,你要跟佢地車走!」912Please respect copyright.PENANASUw62Tryfe
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「…佢地都係市區入黎,幾多人入黎就幾多人走,無位載我。」童桐說,「而且我亦無諗過要走。」912Please respect copyright.PENANALiJm37W2Om
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童桐只求贖罪。912Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6JXBGE6Iu
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自覺害死了Kay的她,視拯救那些貓兒,是她的小小贖罪。912Please respect copyright.PENANAbHU71TguX4
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她不只是好像小時候一樣想自我放逐;也不只是PTSD引起的自殺行為;亦不只是想拯救生命來滿足贖罪心理。912Please respect copyright.PENANA8W1XxqTU5m
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而是通通都有。912Please respect copyright.PENANA5OcVhD0o5g
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「童桐,咁落去…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAKj4sVtuVKF
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「嗯,我應該會死。」童桐平靜地說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAtYGPoJFrlL
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「童桐,唔好…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAfuKgR9AdJy
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「呀遊,好好照顧大家,同埋…幫我同我爺爺嫲嫲講聲對唔住。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAvZNvM9pvbr
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「…童桐,你死左既我點算?」我說,「你知道我無左你唔得。」912Please respect copyright.PENANA80FVafu9gN
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「我本來都擔心。」童桐說,「但我知道妍妍同你咁既關係,大概佢係我死之後都會照顧你。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAl7N03qoJze
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我和妍妍共渡的那晚,卻使得童桐更加安心地自尋短見。912Please respect copyright.PENANAzSZgmVxUuL
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「你唔係鐘意我既咩,你捨得交我俾妍妍架啦?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAa0oMLqzhHW
912Please respect copyright.PENANAbfleSVqT39
「唔…唔捨得架!」童桐哭著說,「但係…仲有咩辦法…Kay佢係因為我而死,明明係大學Year One…係佢主動過黎搵我做groupmate,係佢介紹我去唔同地方打卡…係佢介紹植嵐晨俾我識,我…我我…」912Please respect copyright.PENANA5IjSjIoe1C
912Please respect copyright.PENANAd2j8nvmCHS
童桐的善良變成了她的詛咒,我寧願她冷血一點。912Please respect copyright.PENANAAIdxW4tMur
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「佢係因為自己諗唔通!!唔關你事架童桐!!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAj5pFeCBsvz
912Please respect copyright.PENANA22wVGUk73N
林老板似乎覺得我吵著他看颱風消息,走過來吧台撐著枱面,無好氣地看著我。912Please respect copyright.PENANA1Rd30LqJxC
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「我咁覺得呀!你明唔明呀,呀遊!就算你話唔關我事,利律師話唔關我事,警察話唔關我事,但係我覺得係自己一手造成呀!!我…我…」童桐情緒激動。912Please respect copyright.PENANAlFILnmYoOY
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林老板壓下聲線說:「唔好再同邊緣型人格障礙講道理講邏輯,你係唔係想害死佢。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAjZVkZWapHa
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邊緣型人格障礙…?是指童桐?912Please respect copyright.PENANA0jkfsCap4s
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「但…」這是我向林老板問的。912Please respect copyright.PENANAEl0r4ay6XF
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「唉,打風賣大包…你同佢講你知道佢好難受,你好擔心佢,千其唔好講你明白佢感受,你明條春,知道就夠。」林老板開始向我提出建議。912Please respect copyright.PENANAuotVjLzUlP
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「童桐,我知道你好難受,我知道,但係我好擔心你。」這的確是我心裡話。912Please respect copyright.PENANAffKTmYjkjU
912Please respect copyright.PENANAyb7yrWauqv
「同佢講依加你有呢個感覺,係個心唔舒服,係有得醫,會陪住佢睇醫生,問佢咁樣好唔好,強調個陪字,強調你要陪佢。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAUIit7JqVfX
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「童桐,你有咁既感覺,只係因為你個心唔舒服,係…係病黎,有得醫架,俾我陪你去睇醫生好唔好?陪到你好返之後,我都一直陪住你,好唔好?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAq2GcLkv3wO
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林老板在吧枱後拿來了「今期清酒推薦」的黑板把字刷掉,然後寫上「陪伴」「接納」四字不斷打圈,還忙中偷閒寫上「道理」「對錯」四個字打上一個大交叉。912Please respect copyright.PENANAGezFrgjQzr
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「病…?我…我真係覺得…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAnatDVjxUJ7
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「你都知我阿媽識幾多人架啦,佢當你係我馬家新抱架啦,我地會陪你搵到方法解決,童桐,相信我,俾機會我陪你好唔好?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAQxV5sLUGrg
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童桐一向欠缺安全感。912Please respect copyright.PENANAnqbN9qIViy
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即使我在成為情侶後,也因為怕失去我這青梅竹馬兼男朋友而不安著。912Please respect copyright.PENANAB8zaT3WFd0
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而原來所謂的邊緣型人格障礙,最大特徵就是「竭盡努力避免真實或想像中的自我被拋棄」912Please respect copyright.PENANAK6ApVrLep6
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這就是童桐心理上的弱點。912Please respect copyright.PENANA06WO4Zjzns
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現在林老板完全不打算說甚麼你沒有錯,不是你的錯,而是在反過來利用童桐「欠缺他人陪伴」的心理弱點,把她暴走的情緒轉化成「想有人陪便回來」,拖入我們這邊的節奏之中。912Please respect copyright.PENANAL9GA8PPrer
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好像有點可怕…?912Please respect copyright.PENANAuk9mDzmpDN
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「呀遊…但,真係咁?我真係只係病?我唔知…我成日聽到煞車聲,我好驚過馬路…我好辛苦呀,呀遊…我好辛苦…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」童桐哭起來。912Please respect copyright.PENANAymTCr1u6YA
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「梗係!」我說,「你個時都陪我睇跌打啦,細個我病都係你照顧我,今次一樣,我會陪到你好返為止!」912Please respect copyright.PENANALtmCBY8TTC
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「呀遊,對唔住,要你咁樣浪費時間陪我…」912Please respect copyright.PENANA3SPMc0BNI2
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童桐就是這樣,連我陪伴她她也自卑地覺得在浪費我時間。因為在她眼中,自己父母也覺得陪伴她是在浪費時間吧。912Please respect copyright.PENANAKp4PKLI4TR
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不幸者以一生治癒童年,就是這樣嗎?912Please respect copyright.PENANADoINQDkLk1
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「咪叫左你唔好再道歉」我說,「你係大澳邊個位?我黎搵你。」912Please respect copyright.PENANABeW6oGT0cJ
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「你點樣黎?」童桐問。912Please respect copyright.PENANAEKOr8KuUWo
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「船…船掛?我點知,的士之類?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAuzR7ZIb79y
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阿強面有難色。912Please respect copyright.PENANAarWBOYidUz
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大不了我走路過去,東涌行山到大澳才兩,三個小時。912Please respect copyright.PENANAcaa1gOMJ59
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「呀遊,你都係唔好黎喇。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAMbe3NJ5cQI
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「點解呀?!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAO7cGolwf1Q
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「個風會係呢邊登陸,如果連你都因為我有咩事…我…我…」童桐語氣中帶著恐懼。912Please respect copyright.PENANAzzDySdEDiZ
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「去接我咁天下第一可愛既青梅竹馬女朋友又唔係第一次喇。」我說,「超強颱風咋嘛,算得係咩,童桐,我準備左禮物俾你,你估下咩黎?」912Please respect copyright.PENANA8cGvz89Axe
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「係咩黎?」童桐驚喜地說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAAeHjabWWhd
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林老板聽到我這句,對我露出讚許的眼神點點頭。912Please respect copyright.PENANA14Zz46lMic
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「到我入到黎搵到你,你就知。」我說,「記得等我,有危險就跑,無論幾難都好,無論幾遠都好,無論幾多次都好…」912Please respect copyright.PENANARPdaRNLAMJ
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無論追尋幾多次。
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「…我都唔會放棄,童桐。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAbKKAdmxj3L
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童桐說電話電量快用盡,所以先要掛線,晚上會再和我通話報平安,還叫我一定要萬事小心。但我沒打算等到晚上。912Please respect copyright.PENANAMtZGW5zS8x
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盡快帶她回家!
「你係呢個童桐之前,有無識過女朋友?」林老板問。912Please respect copyright.PENANALMWxusar0L
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「無…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAvHFFsiKMbG
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「哼,唔怪得。」他冷笑一下。912Please respect copyright.PENANAFhiPnjw3ZO
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喂?!912Please respect copyright.PENANAo8JvzGWJI4
912Please respect copyright.PENANABvkcLcc9Oa
「之後就你自求多福。」林老板說罷拿出逗貓棒回去和貓兒玩耍,一邊走還一邊低語著,「大澳啊,真懷念…漢娜…」912Please respect copyright.PENANA68kZ4EDWfe
912Please respect copyright.PENANA2RgNxQpW6Z
阿強自己從吧枱內掏出一支酒:「總之你叫我做既兩件事已經解決,迷暈器,童小姐既下落。」912Please respect copyright.PENANASvLyAKKZPf
912Please respect copyright.PENANAbuHHlTE4Gj
「咁使唔使俾返d錢…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAZUaSFFMulh
912Please respect copyright.PENANAkMYHI1zBaU
「唔使喇。」阿強推回我遞上的錢,「我只係送個講電話既機會俾你,係你自己爭取到答案返黎,要唔要杯?」912Please respect copyright.PENANANxoqsGr0Vr
912Please respect copyright.PENANAnBNviDE46N
「…唔該。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAaTB4nipxJT
912Please respect copyright.PENANA2FGcuuNz4z
阿強也因為打風而沒這樣忙,他平日應該是要到處應酬之類吧。912Please respect copyright.PENANAueF5otpwwj
912Please respect copyright.PENANA7Qi5otXvXW
把阿強倒來的酒一飲而盡:「啊哈!好飲!好,我要出發。」912Please respect copyright.PENANA6HGwdGWqMO
912Please respect copyright.PENANAd9LDR362X3
「去邊?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAMmFAYDNy4I
912Please respect copyright.PENANAPIdYy9lkrb
「…就…大澳啊。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAn2V7vPSIOA
912Please respect copyright.PENANANsSIovXrvk
阿強苦笑搖頭:「後生仔就係後生仔…你知點去?」912Please respect copyright.PENANA7gJAoMjM50
912Please respect copyright.PENANAqAFvGksGR5
「屯門好似有船…」我好多年沒去過了。912Please respect copyright.PENANA6MEKkNLSjB
912Please respect copyright.PENANAJOKLq7dZGQ
「個班船三號波已經停左。」阿強說,「你只可以行陸路。」912Please respect copyright.PENANA6QgupegR2F
912Please respect copyright.PENANATofKFvL3W1
地圖顯示陸路可以從東涌坐巴士,或是坐大嶼山的藍的士,至於私家車…因為嶼南路是封閉區域,只有持許可證的車才能進入。912Please respect copyright.PENANAavuCj1UdNT
912Please respect copyright.PENANAeIZKM9rdqS
阿強瞄瞄我的手機屏幕:「除左行山,你方法得三個,一係坐大嶼山巴士,一係飛的,最後方法係搵有許可證進入嶼南路既司機載你。不過…食張牛肉乾都係320蚊啫,有人唔介意無證都可以車你。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAL49EtsODPp
912Please respect copyright.PENANAIHKnRNNRQd
找我爸?不,打風他工作更加忙,也不能找他,找他的話我媽會馬上出現吧。912Please respect copyright.PENANAbtsbMhiL63
912Please respect copyright.PENANA9nnPbd5dxZ
「阿強,你…有無?」我試探地問。912Please respect copyright.PENANAiw3roCVJ1o
912Please respect copyright.PENANADovRttB5G7
「我有,亦識好多人有,甚至可以出張真既許可證俾你。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAHg20loMtkY
912Please respect copyright.PENANA4YrSXE5wgx
「咁樣可唔可以出錢…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAIEYi4lWgNf
912Please respect copyright.PENANAICuQpNBdeh
「但唔好意思,Deep World係八號波都係閂門,無人會傻到為左做單接送生意衝入超強颱風既風眼,有錢無命使。」阿強說,「自求多福喇。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAQHvZNWbE6O
912Please respect copyright.PENANAkVubrIlvBe
這也對,畢竟那可是超級颱風的致命風眼,但還有甚麼辦法,反正到東涌再說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAQrZS1OknYO
912Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ5uDHcY5x
我想過是否通知我爸媽,但我媽聽到我要往風眼衝過去,她一定過來捉我回家,不行,這事我只能靠我自己解決。912Please respect copyright.PENANANMF2H7hEZf
912Please respect copyright.PENANARfBNV9VN2B
而且童桐還在等我,我還不能一個人回去。912Please respect copyright.PENANAyT4OlcBWp0
912Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7hbbLJWCM
…至少通知妍妍和Beta吧,雖然後者不知道想不想知道。912Please respect copyright.PENANAyv9MimB87o
912Please respect copyright.PENANA157JjSbvjj
在酒吧胡亂吃過出乎意料地好吃的意粉後,我向阿強和林老板別過離去。林老板說不用謝他,無論是剛剛的提點還是那盤意粉,把童桐救回來帶她來飲兩杯便行。912Please respect copyright.PENANAVHWkzt4W30
912Please respect copyright.PENANAQX5tWt7K1C
阿強就難得他這樣好說話,可能是同病相憐云云,遲鈍如我也覺得這不是甚麼應該刺探的往事,但感覺那林老板也是深不可測,一定有自己的故事。912Please respect copyright.PENANAVgTAyA1BXs
912Please respect copyright.PENANA5LV4w7BUgz
天文台說放工時間改掛八號風球,當我鑽進地鐵站已經是人山人海,都怪街上的士Uber全部截不到,而地鐵站就在漢娜酒吧一個街口外。912Please respect copyright.PENANATkGrk1vZzk
912Please respect copyright.PENANAAcD7yGK1BA
在擠成年宵的車廂中,心急如焚的我幾乎要和一個死推爛推也上不了車,結果卡住車門幾分鐘的中年漢打起來,最後月台有人看不過眼先行偷襲作罷。912Please respect copyright.PENANASJgfAqOInG
912Please respect copyright.PENANACsuBocoKnK
普通的一程車坐得我焦頭爛額,我到東涌已是傍晚。912Please respect copyright.PENANAp5xszZAxRl
912Please respect copyright.PENANA1WbmdUZ1mA
「呀遊。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAIuDeeuUcoE
912Please respect copyright.PENANAs0HrtgfnVo
「又點撚樣呀…!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAb0IfQ55CgQ
912Please respect copyright.PENANAW3Z7LhgNcN
咦不對,誰人會來?現在我是在單獨行動…912Please respect copyright.PENANAkSc4yEp5Qe
912Please respect copyright.PENANAnJVfz76wXE
「…你…有無事?」卻是憂心忡忡,而且被我嚇到的妍妍。912Please respect copyright.PENANAz6XgTgY0s5
912Please respect copyright.PENANAoSkwhbdXA7
「我…唉,少少攰啫,對唔住。你點會係度?打風危險,快D返屋企。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAXdqY7ykaDl
912Please respect copyright.PENANAhIqUOWFlk4
「我唔可以俾你一個去大澳。」我這時才發現妍妍同樣穿著專業的雨衣。912Please respect copyright.PENANARCS8a3QXFL
912Please respect copyright.PENANAKVIZbSKVPt
「咪玩喇,風眼黎架…」我推她往月台方向,打算送她回車上。912Please respect copyright.PENANAziutErOhzh
912Please respect copyright.PENANAi2wioW6jdq
「咁你知風眼你又去?!我搵過你好多次你都唔聽我電話,我係叫管理處個主任借車先過到黎,我唔會返去!」妍妍說,「呀遊,我有件事好急要同你講,你冷靜聽。」912Please respect copyright.PENANA66kcNuyGaQ
912Please respect copyright.PENANAGiCFiSZ63J
不不不,每次是說要冷靜聽的,往往是最叫人沒法冷靜。912Please respect copyright.PENANAn9uBJKACg6
912Please respect copyright.PENANAEcGyzr4F9A
「…盡量,你講,講完返屋企。」912Please respect copyright.PENANArvMLl0Fqz5
912Please respect copyright.PENANALWpa4rrWcq
「唔返。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAUJXooOCbh4
912Please respect copyright.PENANAYBBAQO3HED
妍妍拿出裝在防水袋之中的手機,畫面是那些路況突發的群組之類,往往這些群組收風比新聞還要快。912Please respect copyright.PENANAY5D9IjxdLn
912Please respect copyright.PENANAH9LJY5pakS
「嶼南道山洪暴發,山泥傾瀉,無車行得過……已經,已經無任何方法去救童桐。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAPWC0ojiS5Y
912Please respect copyright.PENANA4wNaLkHP7S
「……」912Please respect copyright.PENANAmlHX66tsgi
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身邊的事物,恍如要愈拉愈遠。912Please respect copyright.PENANA4hMBVGUkgK
912Please respect copyright.PENANARjl3XYOZo5
「…車站廣播,天文台剛才已經改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,重覆一次,天文台剛才已經正式改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,本港正受到超強颱風“氣槽”正面吹襲…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAZjfMDoO59W
912Please respect copyright.PENANARPowvZQZ24
連車站廣播也好像從很遠很遠的地方傳來。912Please respect copyright.PENANAIYBSTZ0fGz
912Please respect copyright.PENANAfbbOM3aSMS
童桐已如被困在孤島上。912Please respect copyright.PENANAFyqWJqP7MC
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我也是。912Please respect copyright.PENANA7qChJAuszW
912Please respect copyright.PENANAa2fYGCr2bw
「呀遊,依加只可以叫佢自己撐住,我黎係阻你去送死。」妍妍竟然哭起來。「返屋企啦,你盡晒力架喇,放棄啦好嗎?」912Please respect copyright.PENANA2RpErdawah
912Please respect copyright.PENANAsgwPqDetxd
…要在這兒…放棄嗎?912Please respect copyright.PENANAt83g0JmuMC
912Please respect copyright.PENANAumNkzU27R8
照片之中,道路已經崩塌,泥水從斜坡內湧出,馬路上的瀝青已經化成泥巴被沖走。912Please respect copyright.PENANA2M6A2z8c9u
912Please respect copyright.PENANAKoDFLCOHpI
連那些大樹也被輕易地衝走,我又算得是甚麼?在大自然,在颱風,在命運面前我又算得是甚麼?912Please respect copyright.PENANAtHF3ofZoeb
912Please respect copyright.PENANA6h1naJa6ZC
「…我出閘睇下。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAOFIjrlZkUy
912Please respect copyright.PENANAdY0gEnipnJ
我注意到有些人著附近奔波著,而他們—拿著貓籠。912Please respect copyright.PENANA7NgJIEn8iz
912Please respect copyright.PENANAAH6ONIi0OL
妍妍追著我出站,外頭狂風暴雨,雨被勁風捲起,打到臉上帶著刺痛,鐵閘在搖晃發出「咔咔咔」的怪聲,一切沒有被綁住的東西都飛到風中被撕成碎片。912Please respect copyright.PENANAhpc0r1rwO0
912Please respect copyright.PENANAuvtZNK4JbU
「師兄!師兄!」我氣喘喘地追上一個拿著貓籠的人,「嗄…嗄…你,你係唔係大澳出黎?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAZGEcFSVVu6
912Please respect copyright.PENANA05r6CZ7VDq
「係…呀。你又知既?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAaKqbeSdNBb
912Please respect copyright.PENANAcQCo74l9NP
「條路係唔係已經行唔到?」我問,明明妍妍的手機已經顯示著地陷的情況,我還是心存一絲僥倖。912Please respect copyright.PENANAUrbgsNM0AD
912Please respect copyright.PENANAkHIkQghBqY
「完全行唔到!無可能!」那人說,「仆你個街,唔係我地架車夠快就俾佢埋左!!」912Please respect copyright.PENANATW7Hzv8twg
912Please respect copyright.PENANApKnANCS4fp
「……」912Please respect copyright.PENANA2yYrFZp1Cp
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是真的…當然是的,怎可能有假。912Please respect copyright.PENANALXMhzVwO0q
912Please respect copyright.PENANAET19gtNSlM
「我地去救D街貓咋嘛,陰公,係大澳入面真係死硬。」那人拿著貓籠說,「喂,老友,你面色好差喎。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAlCYlW0pWDA
912Please respect copyright.PENANADR4r1oTVLa
「……」912Please respect copyright.PENANA5iscK7D6Ff
912Please respect copyright.PENANAyqLsGbeU13
「唔該晒你,佢無事架,我代D貓貓多謝你。」妍妍有禮貌的鞠躬。912Please respect copyright.PENANAiY4JDh2WjY
912Please respect copyright.PENANAOh3GKJ3xOr
「…嗯,打風呀,你地都好快D返屋企喇。」那人拿著兩個貓籠消失在暴風雨中。912Please respect copyright.PENANAm8UP3AHGwz
912Please respect copyright.PENANAROsaippiWm
「…呀遊…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAqvLS14cix7
912Please respect copyright.PENANAKuEYczt3HW
妍妍看著我,不知所措。912Please respect copyright.PENANAQxdPHQzVQB
912Please respect copyright.PENANAUxK7Q1xNhh
「昂坪360。」我說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAlVaN1BBUDf
912Please respect copyright.PENANALUuioNk0v0
「纜車點可能開,呀遊,算啦。」妍妍說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAHVVMcPx3X5
912Please respect copyright.PENANAjopPFSrOVi
勇者並非無懼。912Please respect copyright.PENANA2dOBHdlbgh
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勇者而是心懷恐懼,亦要繼續前行。912Please respect copyright.PENANAOE1PwSbuoh
912Please respect copyright.PENANABIdQsagAVV
而我…連勇者也不是。912Please respect copyright.PENANA9qMNNo2gIL
912Please respect copyright.PENANA2cSg87rfq9
但我可終於成為童桐的青梅竹馬兼男朋友!!912Please respect copyright.PENANAaohbjWKtbq
912Please respect copyright.PENANACA1ZlwycgS
「我知,但纜車下面有維修通道,定期有人維修,相比普通山路安全少少,我可以由個度去到昂坪,咁就可以避開嶼南路山泥傾瀉既地方,之後轉行昂平路…」912Please respect copyright.PENANABQtlZlRRRT
912Please respect copyright.PENANATWJDhGnUvO
「呀遊,你明知咁做一定會出事,你唔好…」912Please respect copyright.PENANAUfFjB2Cv9Z
912Please respect copyright.PENANAYVgMRZlzg1
「妍妍,你返屋企,我行山入去!」912Please respect copyright.PENANASWIcr9W2e4
912Please respect copyright.PENANA5ovB4TP1wN
「你聽我講!你依加係要八號風球上山,行入個風眼度!!你知唔知你自己做緊乜撚野!?」連妍妍也急到說粗口了。912Please respect copyright.PENANAzRcvJadYiB
912Please respect copyright.PENANAkDWDt5v21K
「無野比童桐重要!!犧牲咩都好,我都要去搵佢!我應承左佢!!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAu2lDmTcspC
912Please respect copyright.PENANAryTjXh5ZZG
「你…停呀!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAwjqdk79nto
912Please respect copyright.PENANAWEjCqKvt1O
「妍妍,走開!!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAHcHOyf8gsG
912Please respect copyright.PENANAb2I67f9SEb
「馬川遊!!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAjwzT2tyu6M
912Please respect copyright.PENANAw7DrIvGaUZ
「啪!」912Please respect copyright.PENANAF2RGG8OEJS
912Please respect copyright.PENANAe5HFqC4kXy
妍妍賞我一記耳光,附近的人通通側目望過來,以為我們是不是要挑這種天氣當眾吵架,甚至有好事之徒舉起手機拍攝。912Please respect copyright.PENANAK99rSc5hNf
912Please respect copyright.PENANAtBAS0Cz5ED
「癲夠未?」妍妍問。912Please respect copyright.PENANA46WlEmVBA5
912Please respect copyright.PENANAW2frCt00QB
「……妍妍,你唔明。」火辣辣的臉在風雨中發燙,但我沒生氣,因為妍妍是在阻止我送死。912Please respect copyright.PENANAciIvFFiiQE
912Please respect copyright.PENANAToUVuexu4F
就和我對童桐一樣。912Please respect copyright.PENANAA8DcK3CiAH
912Please respect copyright.PENANAinTolac5HG
「你愛錫下自己得唔得?你珍視下自己得唔得?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAkqGHe2fT5Z
912Please respect copyright.PENANApb8Z0LVTc7
…不,我早就把童桐放在最優先了。912Please respect copyright.PENANA3nsNoatWLL
912Please respect copyright.PENANAb2JncUHEZN
我本以為自己已經改了這習慣,但沒想到在我和童桐正式成為情侶,她又出了意外後,我也…我這種心態也惡化了。912Please respect copyright.PENANAi3Adq6cXia
912Please respect copyright.PENANArkh5d7G6FO
大概不只她一個有病吧。912Please respect copyright.PENANA9XXLZdFEza
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我也有病。912Please respect copyright.PENANAHJAMPq0ycM
912Please respect copyright.PENANAwmQWnyhCBF
「妍妍,對唔住。」我握住袋中的迷暈器,妍妍比童桐高一點點,體重也重過有厭食症的她,但這能把她瞬間麻醉掉吧!912Please respect copyright.PENANAazBWaJP9OU
912Please respect copyright.PENANAaziZpaPN8j
就在我要使用迷暈器時,突然一把有點討厭的聲音從旁傳來。912Please respect copyright.PENANAWU7pmxYLh0
912Please respect copyright.PENANAaxMrIpnCop
「聽甄姿妍講放棄未幾好囉。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAg7XQX6JRRw
912Please respect copyright.PENANAp2fXl55Vtj
「條路自己揀,仆街唔好喊,講左好多次架啦。」說話很尖酸刻薄,但又很難反駁。912Please respect copyright.PENANAdgKOxcAvls
912Please respect copyright.PENANA0a7cKcuv0o
「所以放棄啦,放棄保命最緊要,又唔會有人怪你。」但又有點懷念,有點…使我覺得安心。912Please respect copyright.PENANAf8meCSgI3E
912Please respect copyright.PENANAsdC77TubNx
是那個用最難聽的說話,默默支援著我的那個混蛋。912Please respect copyright.PENANAwtP8TaL5ky
912Please respect copyright.PENANA1Da7YZZjIX
「…Beta,好耐無見。」912Please respect copyright.PENANA9a7rwnEkj2
912Please respect copyright.PENANAI2QgQidqqG
Beta沒甚麼事不會離開他的電腦前,無論是那間屏幕房,還是他在網吧中的包廂,特別是這種天地無光,如要淹沒一切的暴風雨。912Please respect copyright.PENANA23efpi70Jr
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但也就是說,如果連這種天氣他也出來,代表事態已嚴重至此。912Please respect copyright.PENANAgctTeMMEDR
912Please respect copyright.PENANAIK5rSr18Ww
我去送死這件事包括在內嗎?我不肯定。912Please respect copyright.PENANAvFWmvOHghY
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「千其唔好掛住我,多謝合作。」他說。912Please respect copyright.PENANAokewtoGkRz
912Please respect copyright.PENANAcFt9cIQedN
「有排未輪到你。」我回話。912Please respect copyright.PENANASk9aQVOhzO
912Please respect copyright.PENANAmeXuu6yStu
Beta輕輕挪到我與妍妍之間,走到幾乎和我臉貼著臉的距離。912Please respect copyright.PENANAna438PdI00
912Please respect copyright.PENANAOqw0J1dsY8
「我問你,馬川遊,你靚仔唔夠植嵐晨靚仔,講錢,講肌肉,講事業,你同其他人比你咩都輸,你只係贏一個距離,你只係住得近D。」Beta說,「你覺得童桐點解會揀你?」912Please respect copyright.PENANAU6dVnSSpxv
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「唔係佢揀我,而係我始終放下唔到。」我說,「我放棄唔到童桐。」912Please respect copyright.PENANAvAAN7YhLja
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“但未來不是被賦予之物,而是要去親手爭取回來"912Please respect copyright.PENANAxhCOIcW1hw
"未来は与えられるモノではなく、獲得するモノだから"
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「連咁樣都唔放棄?八號波只係開始,講緊既係一個颱風正面登陸,後面仲有九號波,十號波,返屋企吹冷氣會好D。」Beta說。912Please respect copyright.PENANA4dZsctivb9
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我搖搖頭,然後踏前一步,吸一口氣——912Please respect copyright.PENANA888CbwY2v4
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