「這個擺飾真可愛。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn82AwNAgn
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv2JsKXVnt
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvNAOyPID7
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZbqicGzzW
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjUYLoonyq
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXPB4MNZfv
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqZWKdxCgL
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AVH2J0I31
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSWrvfy2cS
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWrhqWHw7n
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxA64tH37j
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zECR92Hge
好像，做錯事情的是我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDbOUT1hJQ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1k9dzDt0O
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFdIcUiaI3
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1IHmW7XZ3
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL2V04TD3q
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNF6T5jbWK
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwMsHiJOcA
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJuTcNDgSr
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU28psgZtbQ
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRQlWO194a
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE3VdNil2K
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGon0qmzRE
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2aqo4khQ5
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTD60RhAkq
「為什麼是我？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVaDiMKYvR
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLkEhNHSGf
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEaXsVUbCq
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25J2zzOEZG
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dmxoVX0hP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxurdUOTTH
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DA4E1QAKx
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7f4fNZsdc
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOM8Cqxyi2
「因為妳漂亮。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfurf6DstN8
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFekSX6Q6o
「……………」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZWFttvGtR
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ6FgVIyFQ
「所以喜歡妳。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHkOJMw0nT
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLgIF8ZVxa
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUamndr84N
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfnFKVleeF
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXav8LPMOQ9
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65WK27EivR
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT8dNiYGFt
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAoxarzZGn
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm5zbPI5Gl
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwXhFlfSeh
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tQ4J1Gneo
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HlqqWXbEm
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpNwZQtvZ1
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSwvTVzCjk
他看我不說話，急了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw5BTLrTGE
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVrGbSB81b
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSnZGSUXXj
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP21QU2UtE
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpymM4sEdPH
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqFW9jaEGN
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZQchmc31N
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLJvYhC80C
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84tVbXzPbZ
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTp6LpJcY6
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqWUZZ3O1F
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOKG6bUc0e
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzJx9ChmHU
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqX97Z78Ox
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ7E7hzbgI
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISPltn4CpF
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIntRO9KRw6
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJcnuRo5cJ
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhaqKOmmrb
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PLZGAFLaY
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzKJLJ7vhU
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMtiwCQwRV
「…………」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTVysRkYr7
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip2bA22hRZ
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB6VqnzX53
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsxAR4gsWu
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqRNUqHiBS
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rrrc2UtQQ
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zbhX1sO09
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW3kZ2S0Pk
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4rLsMqZ5T
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmGWfhGqWd
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8w06o6zTN
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc9H6hckyl
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ6WM15UB5
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXChGwt62ef
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYZkNIvCOG
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSSHl5dkns
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqmab9tG7i
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvJHHWfyD7
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5TvIHdX6r
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5VM3W7jwD
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DVL63XqQV
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94w06c2whM
「你回去吧。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIvHXUSBsX
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlvLhGKZak
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pG4jZTXzV
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfqOPcCN9x
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwhrEuJO35
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVO8u3UV4z
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVOPzMtEnr
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1Q9DaBlVd
「憑什麼這樣認為？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VHVroZpfv
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iQyDuY6gM
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fZo7HaQID
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArrVQ6R8Oq
我的心痛了一大下。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE6ZqoEHST
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQZ8wFASqK
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVXhKlij2w
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uTRqAU3ie
「你回去吧，拜託你。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd0fWAOomB
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf25prTQxdG
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0hnSKl0FV
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ85uQ6AdKk
「拿去。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaolcaVhMqX
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xQmMpvxL2
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYApnGnk50y
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxN1f4QDc9
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCbhC400Pq
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eIpuZh4f4
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMFhusK3Q9
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2T7ysViDD
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IW66FFxoZ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4YCRoNX3y
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMbp30JZ3G
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Htww2mrVf
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qw0CbE7rG
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaBXVleqk2
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GNWWFmqzf
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpIJvYcjk5
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ2NEPhcyQ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps7S5skvWh
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXngKgTC0wm
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1kdCA2ptZ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBDTnM1u5a
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXbyUZGnrS
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV1bgvjYRj
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzcejclpK0
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNYitQkpRN
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEhSveFsrH
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAo7GdlaPa
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJFPi63DZI
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKxpyjREr1
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6OpH1EGpw
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcAz84NC4s
待續。
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