「這個擺飾真可愛。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8myyF6yRIo
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk2XEurgvT
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLosnZdRWC
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl0gpvyocz
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakfNqKVspi
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRLyGevzs3
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JUMzyRGod
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好像，做錯事情的是我。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUozh8YkEsP
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOKmTOQF8Q
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvSNRKzqaV
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWeKOZbHPK
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxFvSM76ia
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZdmYgSeoR
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHIr3dpH57
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmUQLAq5wH
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1P8c7JAw8
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI40tgPyc6
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD8ybc00Tu
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「為什麼是我？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzWrr05Tjv
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyG2wYsZiz
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PG3uYsywK
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrQrOqhMGK
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LeazTWwPb
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLQvHicJWD
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftavzMa4at
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SohtvFNYf
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「因為妳漂亮。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv3YF56Z5i
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「……………」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6P36ZDeqe
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「所以喜歡妳。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLN7Td7DzM
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c48itN6ok
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwdyxPOVdM
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNJkGHKgZY
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0kLspuus3
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASR1hBxmwH
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AbTVpiNSJ
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUnMu5z3e4
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHETTjH7s8I
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpEjytt2I1
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVhlYRR5Pk
他看我不說話，急了。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fENlsrBNG
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZHLBkGBcv
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHY1h5Ky9u
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45MIAMkHWP
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC04fkWVegE
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiWaO5hQaC
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8MauMkjzE
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QTW3o5WKT
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ8Ebz1YCz
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoS8Ofe4RH
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7mhiRZbGr
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY1Tmy4e1f
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihICyCuDCi
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEPwuoogO4
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKISJJtAPBd
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ441dyQRGP2
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj1URvKvDD
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「…………」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4NxUcnQZT
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7HcqEykwI
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRFhmayjAB
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SgVHDn5Cq
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9sbLli9Jd
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZahQW6vue5
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDC3oD55mh
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx3HuhyjMt
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb60KtGcF66
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPrH4w2stX
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bLGW45ExL
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMymNPsGQIQ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8PfdO80tX
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S3ufZ43gH
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9AjTZCR3e
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「你回去吧。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSGspWVHdR
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZp1H7jYR0
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqnnZ3K2t9
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa21mZBGGL
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBftwGWWGX
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfP0kU5bHd
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTeFUmDu4c
「憑什麼這樣認為？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxqCNP95wV
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTpAYqhPyr
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL9sRE4uw8
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnYdwB5lBa
我的心痛了一大下。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0voqocz1Dn
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnY3Q5lP6P
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTZHdgqHSI
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mr3e9OQXt
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2t8CGBZG0
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHKmIqGioq
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA1I7YiQZj
「拿去。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWtBcpbMa8
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVKyeF0mnH
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9tUHAH0Rq
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZRO2trSct
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVWTqPkirq
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKbcS5IVLR
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR561ekaWaH
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0ZmOlcYuD
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRyZ8D5tBJ
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq9jEf2D9W
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQQBQ5Xxx0
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5bJuZFT1g
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WKQRr0NGw
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHUqWhZYvY
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nGUp46zPj
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9kHpS1q8a
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIOUI5t7wG
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPplspSE9t
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlBVHbv7y4
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWd0hS0Fsy
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinqHau1lYS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gGkV4zppW
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGOgsgbUUR
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF7AZwElqZ
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待續。
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