我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S79G2CSBc
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlUJmnjw3Y
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T6xECCDme
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDyGPNkW6X
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx7mY2tVA1
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhplcP1TMG
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVAS1YIR8r
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyicmfWuod
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJg6zBVIpY
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLPcMYLG79
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrgflF1FzH
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZKE6WFauo
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE11vu40iPa
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpBa6dW95h
「不要動。」我說。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv74U1wA3p
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYK7LqwqAn
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OROTyqkSn
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJAt7BOxRn
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC0OEiFRj4
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgpnEurKJ7
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCSj6LlqhO
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zvOLZZOmB
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEyUDN2yA5
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqqxJxGnpW
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8QfGbuDTZ
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzYDdWFN42
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruaFSQi4XS
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T3la1UHd7
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMgi99AmuI
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPpqMt57bm
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ifj0hhpEn
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyzODEO3sQ
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT6rYeRCpQ
「為什麼？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsIIvURkb9
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeb7eyUI01
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY8k22Ia1f
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRF33MFfl5
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRJMAnMRzq
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVNYqqd2wY
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2xcaerxk7
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJay6pxfJQ
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdMlWHlp3u
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEpndTJmOX
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YJYuNM073
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZov6uVpeJe
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAPHHi1yat
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhsJkOKpkI
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzEStu2kV6
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGn6jpTXw1
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7R6M0O5Hm
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjreb1WUo70
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BaJjKjY0v
「……」他語塞。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAP0mM4cIi
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKRtHKZxh6
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p1Up4iQ7k
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0iwDoelB4
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYgFdHZ4gL
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0ln6GhKTM
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OvXS4zVVS
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP90erIwFF
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARdJgg2baG
「為什麼不行？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRryrKb4dud
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStcTePnH2v
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV43iUq0eh
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAmRkFULQQ
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXis8TSyfU
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mo1Dv84ml
「我…沒想過。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hZwWwTzsi
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuvVYsEsl6
「是了。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgT3NNScI2
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeRnVnvZBz
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9Mp50mPrl
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL8YIzks80
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi51NF7BObb
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS67kxpMOtz
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8bvdtVMca
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB6cAtnaqz
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAxhJleyXw
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjaQBLXvbV
惹人憐愛。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UMnQkNUEB
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E6gh6pmyT
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2QRdnwOaX
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN4IeP9wcj
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZti0n8EH3J
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu2uw2Zq7I
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYzjgHues4
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf2ROcofvo
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXI3vpdxMk
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnk0cS5OTu
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOaUbu3OsM
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4LlY4MSvr
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9HpZBBPMc
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgw7jGN2Oo
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGea9Als7n
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE5rIMzA5Y
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkYntOoZIa
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8nidhoKJ7
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tCp0wAXUw
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iQxlMCW8f
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlVXtxCLc8
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4SzI47eLu
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZtICXKrGB
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ119epAKeO4
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHR0fOnKoK
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgRGsd1xY8
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n0FmV7V7Y
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvXbAxJTna
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfPuSRDRs7
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTkzMX6gcr
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5g4nIUuuM
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJwRjuzTDc
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27KEhJsnfL
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6D15upWR8
「那是因為我以前也做過。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu2Ky9mW3w
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKmXXbYpjW
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskg9t9mKVh
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluITQAooTf
「……我以前是服從的角色。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoCARY1ou4
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkewPOApCiO
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AiX0AbnQV
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGkqor9Exn
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RL5uHrmwJ
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtOuKcLIuR
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF26QBh5fC
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSH2CD7hE5
我看著他，沒有移開目光。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jq2lDyJ4O
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IVKuCgu5j
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW31D6yu5e
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbXskcDBHN
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBQsmfcGuL
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkPfb1Z8TV
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0mERNILCl
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK8ONT71HM
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddLgXhkhHQ
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ44NmZjFxA
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9hzZZeiqF
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgYedamcqO
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHXNvMEOV5
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jKkjO8Q2E
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsNKILx1zd
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLnRYz7nWw
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeDNs3WkTL
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAWUypZrqB
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX5OiMbzKK
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qPgfHvyHj
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jaktfCzTq
429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lFZRrCp4J
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