我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4T3GZdOaz
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx5cnONjOa
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWs9HkYt8C
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8CcYYOqHA
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUoeXHS6w0
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3phnrJ7mp
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSov7ZXlec
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKqeqI8mHE
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf5K8hvzzP
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKBDEBpQ0q
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNbKGbWf5V
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak5SuJPxfO
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9oSmiiGxL
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTfvgCn3Ce
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TPYHossuo
「不要動。」我說。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYxIBRExjo
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jRkIRngM8
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAkx4piLpG
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWNDkIFkuG
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRZtfRBmig
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbjNo341KU
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRRQj7KNrh
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc5K1NEPme
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3gaeIa3Iz
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfxcu7UJBL
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ4Z9OnWva
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3Vgx9XwQJ
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiV7hgETQr
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysbKZaESn2
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqziLdFFjc
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh88RjMbEg
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP2KwxOJQo
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5HWyC7IVs
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi6Ykiks8r
「為什麼？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszqOQM6tLP
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFL5x0Uhtj
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3cXqtwUBw
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvpRyvv473
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61ynBpJ0JQ
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KVpGbHzOu
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9eGTzLknD
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN7y1XjMel
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXZ9Y6GnOE
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfXHFXT6x7
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNXxzGjfur
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8Xrj70zSR
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CWjAz9oG1
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe2jy43VPH
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKd2KWsb7t
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSEFM364ic
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fxC8xTJ4S
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr69a5ZLcc
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtimMopDDsl
「……」他語塞。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwjoZCIRHR
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw6JcbV0Hh
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK9vBonJ5f
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKCkMCXeFh
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h8qsdSv9B
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMBa7UBySl
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFAIpe5uyC
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11acDCymM8
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsEcXAWQtT
「為什麼不行？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA5CIhXUBo
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj4xBA5JG2
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF33oSWK41v
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTrnglwZt9
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWAVhbFgOc
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GfJ7lY63r
「我…沒想過。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrDdI0RBu7
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt5OmWoVIZ
「是了。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XAcLkTV2E
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyNbGWRtPB
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMbb2Bvu7V
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh4578XS28
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzeUvUTCne
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCphe2vAkzi
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalxHsiAsZZ
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCGo5rMe7q
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6UFGCj9vw
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYGgR9fkiw
惹人憐愛。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkhVI1w96r
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIn3g0I7rV
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo0ukhpUAp
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKkfBvZw8P
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFazqsDwrc
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT63ei2HQ8
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohiyVZBEIo
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RY11eF7Wt
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlAjkCtqCt
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwML3f4dhT5
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71tM24oc03
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntfWcAA3TD
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEBWo26qHP
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwrqHd7Vqu
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MV6F6ZkHb
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSmr6pJs3A
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSWAGn1WM9
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIWynZIOLV
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysB6FUcOv8
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWhqa7O3ON
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIucWeL4QbF
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLtpcQudO6
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKGsCMVeFk
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLGCObgMHf
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZZRsqZGIG
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklwsW4Dvti
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMM45OGIPL
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvObFN5bG1i
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUflheZLC83
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb0ggcJSYo
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebnTgR2oCS
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4MquvzqTB
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjUruyxFzm
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnxVUTM8Dv
「那是因為我以前也做過。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDkvdJcIRC
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqoXfAT8mD
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn0meZw6k3
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v7Rlojh4F
「……我以前是服從的角色。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGARcs2JHC1
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdbAhNlJkO
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88K7RvKmmm
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz9czR9mVu
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGx7J9qxcd
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4euQfnwlhh
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2d8FEmulQ
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2z9gn2Xau
我看著他，沒有移開目光。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIRm8wNUS0
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelF6Mqnrj4
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44xK3curFq
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLbAGe8zQa
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T707GqX2n
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadqNCmhCbt
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2ugeamq5t
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQkO8WYJJa
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1dra0QGQd
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD8zBiXuRO
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE3jq05D66
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjQ8nDdQfd
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghuzr9TE2c
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfn04bSxCV
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyW5HI64vo
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV68CuACXe9
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxHgApCyZH
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0yO6CAo07
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVVwChzhB7
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTBUnWVyci
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUVLpOQsp8
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VYSMbKEWM
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduOHJHzXuD
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