英傑的生日是五月三十,在那個數字諧音流行的年代,我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。512Please respect copyright.PENANAmcQWK5jPbz
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在他生日時,我編了一條幸運手繩給他,夾在信裡。512Please respect copyright.PENANA26r99xPibX
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我們持續通信,我和他說生活中的每一件大小事;我繼續創作故事,他仍然為我寫詩;他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書,我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人,就這麼寫到我國中畢業。512Please respect copyright.PENANAbyjVpxrXwt
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在國中三年級的寒假裡,他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信,他即將可以換下那套制服,踏出大門。512Please respect copyright.PENANA0c8ZuGOEo8
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳,那時候我們再聯絡吧。」512Please respect copyright.PENANA4hNATBpwHW
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過了一個月,我再度收到他的信,來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。512Please respect copyright.PENANAsKvU7TNfMG
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「這是我的手機,打給我吧!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAti7DPw45fE
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」512Please respect copyright.PENANArlW5iYZ7Vv
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一個午後,我撥了他的電話。512Please respect copyright.PENANAOLkJDeiDM2
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「喂。」他很快就接了,聲音很低沉。512Please respect copyright.PENANACcogMjybxu
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「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。512Please respect copyright.PENANAKV5fw6thdS
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「現在才打來。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAW6gR1VIwxX
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「你知道我是誰?」512Please respect copyright.PENANAtfcdYCPnHB
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「除了我妹還有誰?」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。512Please respect copyright.PENANAUXpeViArwL
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他的聲音很低,活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人,後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲,學起來還挺像的。512Please respect copyright.PENANAsYF8RA4e00
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他說,他出來之後在當保鑣,保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興,覺得他有好好的工作。512Please respect copyright.PENANAJnghdHw7qI
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣,現在來說的話,就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時,會因為前科而四處碰壁,加上與社會脫節,重拾「老本行」是很常見的,「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。512Please respect copyright.PENANAnUUEnkaKWL
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「那你會不會有危險啊?」512Please respect copyright.PENANA8TSG0CDCct
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「安啦!我命大,死不了的!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAj816YZvNaN
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國中的最後一個學期,每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。512Please respect copyright.PENANAEiABWG6ayH
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方,抱怨一下自己的生活(多半是我在抱怨考試很多)、問一問對方的近況,卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。512Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5Ko8H2UW8
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面,我們都有自己的事忙,以後還怕見不到嗎?」那時我總這麼想。512Please respect copyright.PENANAYX6TYFjePi
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真不應該這麼想的。512Please respect copyright.PENANAOvyh4YGI5o
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國中畢業的那個暑假,我已確定好自己要念的學校,就開始不停地玩。512Please respect copyright.PENANAu52BOO8WIj
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時,手機響了,是英傑。512Please respect copyright.PENANArsOEqOVbL0
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「猴,妳在打撞球哦?」512Please respect copyright.PENANAXksRCE6540
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「這樣也聽得見啊?」512Please respect copyright.PENANAVYBmvUgvyN
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「跟朋友嗎?」512Please respect copyright.PENANA0ddY3PbyOx
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「對啊。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3S6wJU4Rj
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「我之後會換號碼,到時候再打給妳。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAOPiXiHgGKr
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「哦,好啊。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAvGyDbUjuyt
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「……」512Please respect copyright.PENANAcJM9aIM7Va
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「怎麼了?」512Please respect copyright.PENANAKCBe0Oaeck
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「我跟妳說一件事,不要生氣喔。」512Please respect copyright.PENANA93aKk7LQi1
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「什麼啊?」512Please respect copyright.PENANAbh9NzEXMnt
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「我現在被通緝了。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAinlc44P4a7
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「………」512Please respect copyright.PENANAuA4SAzZMVC
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡,他還是嘻嘻哈哈的,聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重,但我只是沉默的聽著。512Please respect copyright.PENANA7B4phAbxZI
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「妳可以罵我,我知道我害妳很難過,對不起。」嘆口氣後,他這麼說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAh5sxpSJLaG
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「我去找你吧。」我說。512Please respect copyright.PENANA2wO2u6fGT6
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「什麼?」512Please respect copyright.PENANAp0zfT4fo9g
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「我去找你。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAEEWJD7byWf
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「真的嗎?」512Please respect copyright.PENANA2wv9ordpQJ
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「嗯。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAZbAr6Hyf9k
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那個時候,我才十五歲,從來沒有搭過火車。512Please respect copyright.PENANAMwQtwznhiT
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我沒敢和家人說我要去找他,怕家人不僅不讓我去,還會選擇報警。512Please respect copyright.PENANANPbyrAMYSA
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和家人說要和朋友出遊後,隔了兩天,我便獨自搭上火車,前往英傑所在的城市。512Please respect copyright.PENANAMHPqbPUy65
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待續。
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