我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡，這裡只賣咖啡，和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面，一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uPAhJzAvZ
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27OGwao3Db
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我將目光擺回他臉上，挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡，所以不曾來這種地方，覺得新奇囉。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV881TG1N0y
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「妳不喝咖啡？那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIQ1reU1UP
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「好吧，我換個說法，我不『品』咖啡，三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了，跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFSaLWO3X7
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ9tIOQ3oh
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「是很隨便啊，像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiEy4BrNEZ
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了，下次麻煩約在麥當勞，兩三百塊吶，我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWBHu2NkN9
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他笑。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClQhTk0SjT
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFQQPl3Ctz
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKDpZVkBwv
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「文青女孩？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM39t6zhts5
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「我不是。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzFCEZt7Hg
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH7EQFTrK1
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「這更扯了，不過對了一半。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ4PPH2jSk
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「哪一半？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvasK3NCHyZ
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「幻想的部份，但應該是暗紅色的吧。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLeKvioUVK
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「為什麼？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MDWuhTvxJ
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「暗紅色臭臭的，像豬血湯的顏色。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JiNLdNSfk
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「呃……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1agQcXSEP
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「越講越遠了喔。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z9opvLJ79
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「好像是。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQT1Ggph3c
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口，等他切入今天的主題。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsDfIqEMc0
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFMwp2tJtF
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎？怎麼又是這個問題！？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jPXvMVQ7l
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「我覺得嗎？我覺得不要，那你覺得勒？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufIik4Xt1P
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「我不確定…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXcqrMtvF2
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還好，不是肯定句，不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了，無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXz6uL0BDW
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「等我一下，」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ8iEJAApv
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「是她。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4wcrFKvih
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「我接個電話。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKTdPx7d7x
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他在我面前接起了電話，電話另一頭是那個女孩。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrSqHNcWcy
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「妳現在還好嗎…？哪裡痛？乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎？還是我晚點買過去…？好啦，乖…我在外面，跟朋友，不是，是朋友啊，女生，不是啦，是朋友，真的…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhdoZbrwB7
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我翻了七個白眼。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WUWdAdj9w
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話，笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGnZ6u7Cpd
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎？」如果這是漫畫，我頭上一定有青筋浮出。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWfOZTpbtn
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「她只是需要安慰…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMFX1egSnk
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpLb82ZbFW
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「她很需要我啊…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7QRmwJXdF
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「我想吐了我。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfsXmznML8
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「幹嘛這樣…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNl7Cs31S0
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「你現在幾歲了？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkSR5ocKYq
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「啊？三十五歲，怎麼了？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYxzneQzlA
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4vvTBlhc3
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR8OvT5xjn
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT002CpDDI
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「欸…別這樣，唔，等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbmwd8teBS
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我一把將他的手機搶過來，丟進我的包包。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrt0jyhWvt
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「欸！…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtacETRiK9
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機，還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話？我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHSp6IQE1G
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「……抱歉。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXNcLDPnAw
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後，他這麼說。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IWkT5TVmZ
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「嗯？」雖然覺得這是一句屁話，但還是忍住了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eYf9BRKdH
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學，也就是這樣讀上來，畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官，女朋友來追我我答應，交往好像也沒熱戀，就這樣交往了九年，身邊的人一直催，所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣，該來的面對、該負責任的負責任，但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC3N47Zm1O
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「直到她出現，你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXPXJhWgMb
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「是沒有這麼誇張，但也差不多了…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OlvDpNrD2
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唉。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4CDpclibT
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「你活到現在，有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力？沒辦法排解，又不得不面對的壓力？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIZYYzMFBg
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「………………」他沉默了很久，果然。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUorl9O5JfD
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「沒有？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIi1d5OcsX
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「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxTzrGH5As
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「那就是沒有。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu0QZ7ZAJG
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「呃…嗯。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17j1Vwduwm
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的，我也錯看他了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKdnfHK5PV
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我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話，試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用，459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXsv17JRBa
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畢竟坐在對面的，才是真正的溫室花朵。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcOzGBblvy
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待續。
