那天後，我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg4YybG6Nt
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這天，阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」，他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學，繞過學校後方的巷子，有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路，非常陡峭。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMpixLgDfv
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車很快就開到了山頂，只見一塊空地，有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9Vy1X1bvD
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涼亭滿大的，我們到的時候，有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolgKG5SHLG
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJhhdrFXwC
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「這就是秘密基地哦？哪裡秘密了？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZkGY0AoTM
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「妳不懂，我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天，失戀了也來這，談戀愛了也來這！」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LnhgNJvUi
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「啊？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZQT0ku4N2
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊！」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtRfsy4tVV
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「什麼！那我為什麼不知道？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJS9zhVAXF
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「誰叫妳是女生。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp3ZRHwex5
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「我這個時候又是女生了？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qia6SL2zs
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「不要計較這個啦，妳來這邊。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrq6VOFS18
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他帶我繞過涼亭，後方是一小塊泥土地，再往外是山崖，山崖的後面，則是整個城市。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWwcyvkO0c
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6k9CE8k9CX
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「對耶！還看得到夜市，跟我們學校！」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRhlwpV5mU
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5npfLL3fgD
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「啊？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetaAoOwr0B
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「他想耍帥踢罐子，結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sNHoaSTuY
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他笑起來，我也跟著笑。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPwXGnE60T
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他走到涼亭裡坐下，伸手拍了他旁邊的位置，示意我坐到他旁邊。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9t2EZi6AE
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWZTcflqvo
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「男生也玩這套？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnwkzsnXJn
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「妳不知道哦，大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUhOE8q11k
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oaBlhDoCk
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「對啊。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjOo14veFB
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「都是些什麼秘密？」我賊賊的笑。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkokuStDMxX
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC9S2dyGes
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqAtB0LFly
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「哈哈哈，那勃起的要知道嗎？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp449FxyqB
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「不用，如果有不舉的再跟我說好了，說不定可以當成把柄哈。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjiKLGJbii
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生，就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf0AJF8T0M
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「哇，你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊！」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs3glerobJ
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「反正都過去了嘛。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSdtNHzKo9
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAQDGVo6zT
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「那你呢？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnxwTxX4em
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「我怎樣？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB8Wt9Q5hk
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL7SCV4fJT
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他轉過來，看著我，不發一語。
有幾秒鐘，我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcdLSRxgKr
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「我忘記了。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa8KtksOO6
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「最好是。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGUgm3kxQd
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他笑了，又把頭轉開。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlcHqjkAQD
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCToiKdE2k
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「為什麼？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR6gxeLwjJ
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健，雖然看起來好好的，可是時不時就會痛，官司也還在打，對方一直擺爛，出庭要嘛請假，要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊，不知道要拖幾年…」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr4jjxas00
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBXymsQxgo
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「復健到我都煩了，難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVgjmjWwzy
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「這…應該還好吧？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFurR9qPGn
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「唉不是啦，就有時候覺得自己是個廢人，跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4l5wq9KpS
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqqfbRuRNK
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「我爸媽啊，親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生，福大命大，每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀，可是復健這麼久了，還是一直沒有完全好，就會覺得對不起家人…」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE5oNVFGem
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「……………」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1hgu9GmDQ
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他說這些話的時候，一直沒看我。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwCJT5Pf64
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了？雖然不是很正，但人很溫柔哈…」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8qT4EpHA2
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RSlbeX3UN
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「開玩笑啦，我沒膽要電話。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCLpvlf4Rc
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你喜歡我嗎？499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMfxbKV8hP
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人，所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎？499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE1Y5XVH6U
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭，還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIswU1qJtXH
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如果他不說，那就是不說，不會因為我的問句而改變的。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0qT0BNtZv
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡，問了都是白問。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJPiqrFokE
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「欸我們好久沒合照了，來拍一下。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftd2AOHeL4
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我舉起手機，和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiokIcZXYAh
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地，十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧！〞
上傳facebook。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtAyBVD7A0
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去！〞499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RfpOksqFL
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〝背叛者阿龍！〞499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLovtwlUTY
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〝不！我們的基地啊…〞499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYTwo4jUmO
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzpu5mhSic
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BfzQuEO8c
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〝對，媽的，妳怎麼連這都知道…〞499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdhaUkyJI8
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〝你們被阿龍賣了，我知道你們所有的秘密！〞499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiSQX4jDWC
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〝靠，那我也要賣阿龍！〞499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuZl5l1dj6
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本來笑嘻嘻的，跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去，直接撥出阿彥的電話。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf3M4F11ks
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「幹，不要鬧喔。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIypl7Ylmk1
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼，他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpgcKtfxio
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我看著他緊張的臉，瞬間明白了些什麼。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EtWHx2do2
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「妳不要理他們哦。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GahSz1m7H
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「嗯，好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個，我不會說出去啦。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qJV97tbcc
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「…………靠腰。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD73YlpEEi
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他放鬆了下來，而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxqDRr2C0I
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我們又陷入了沉默，肩靠著肩，一起看著這個，我們居住的城市。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fMeGO0bdI
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話：「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊，而是就算一句話都不說，也不會感到尷尬。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtaXhNpFF3
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我們就那樣持續了好久，直到天空變成淡橘色。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp2xaDo19a
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTWSjqZEb7
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好多以前不曾注意的事情，都清晰了起來。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm486l4rWu
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ3EYHbtr8
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「嗯。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwD2rs5IfK
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失，隨時都可以信賴，也都會支持我。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uc4IIcKSU
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「嗯。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA8182DwkI
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「阿龍。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugEEBEqJee
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「嗯？」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwLc4n2G9Q
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「不管我們是怎樣的人，都應該要相信自己可以更好，我們才會更好。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4W0CwekPK
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「嗯。」499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3t28tZGRQ
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回家之後，我掉了幾滴眼淚 。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Py9di0d4d
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來，一切終於劃上句點的感覺。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdauaDfZzOT
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生，話題也沒有那麼深入。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpmMEKIIk9
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只是你就是明白，結束了。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6rXR5mmKZ
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感，關於男女之間的。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdTuXjqHPm
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆，如同家人一樣的情感。499Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKzGlbbYXO
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待續。
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