「這個擺飾真可愛。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAFW9DG7OZ4x
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANA4DVu1ibsko
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「妳換拖鞋了啊?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAim5fTtrNcG
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人,我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻,想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。361Please respect copyright.PENANAwGNumFc29V
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說,對吧?」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。361Please respect copyright.PENANALYZEQH7Oxp
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自他走進我房間,自在的坐下來時,我便如驚弓之鳥,站立一旁,拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。361Please respect copyright.PENANAtqsjS2IbfH
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好像,做錯事情的是我。361Please respect copyright.PENANA2rOFDnjC39
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候,妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書,就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。361Please respect copyright.PENANA1dw3q1tcXc
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAcAcE2wkbFd
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「……當然不是,但這套小說可以借我嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAFgGGMYbiDk
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我盯著他,思考他這麼做的用意。361Please respect copyright.PENANA8w19LROrKY
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。361Please respect copyright.PENANAAlhlQKp7O9
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「為什麼是我?」361Please respect copyright.PENANA2NSLYl9hHz
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我真正想問的是,為什麼騙我?361Please respect copyright.PENANA0DmYggbp9g
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「我們本來就不認識,為什麼來招惹我?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAq8qD9XIIjN
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他的笑容漸漸退去,知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。361Please respect copyright.PENANAchwu3FEPDa
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「因為妳漂亮。」361Please respect copyright.PENANA6EvBdooTnN
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「……………」361Please respect copyright.PENANAv1lYrMKY7X
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「所以喜歡妳。」361Please respect copyright.PENANADeYidOQJhP
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。361Please respect copyright.PENANAWJZZetir5G
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友,質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來,還開始產生自卑心態的時候,我有想過跟妳坦白。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAct8NL892Qx
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「妳現在知道了,不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAXf6U4A8NqB
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生,誰知道…故意不理妳,故意發脾氣,想說趁吵架分手,但妳都不回嘴也不生氣,還跟我道歉,我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」361Please respect copyright.PENANALbDGyyf3Cd
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他一貫的誠懇態度,加上我殘餘的依戀,讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。361Please respect copyright.PENANAlgP0XwMDAx
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他看我不說話,急了。361Please respect copyright.PENANA4UponHEuyi
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友,但在找到之前,我還是可以陪著妳啊。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAtUGsIZlIK0
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我皺眉,這種話也說的出口啊。361Please respect copyright.PENANA7scgo2OduR
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「你從頭到尾,都在騙我,現在還想繼續?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAkNtH8v2anv
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「我不會再騙妳了,我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了,還能騙妳什麼?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAVbZ4zvUvU9
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。361Please respect copyright.PENANATaOPKVv7nN
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「你在外面這樣玩,不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAzHsfF6GU3a
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「她不知道,怎麼會可憐?」361Please respect copyright.PENANADZcX4xmNiF
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「她不知道,不代表你就可以這樣啊。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAfuhLDkGwAb
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現,那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAVML46VqoFH
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「…………」361Please respect copyright.PENANAMWnGWIuKLS
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他不覺得他有錯,完完全全。361Please respect copyright.PENANAUqL89KyHnX
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外,還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。361Please respect copyright.PENANAnv6CdTXFY9
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妳怎麼會,如此盲目?361Please respect copyright.PENANA3Gy4uMAzLT
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎?」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。361Please respect copyright.PENANAgvDVxxAF64
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺!感情才是絕大部份的原因啊!」361Please respect copyright.PENANAB8iFOCd790
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他的反應很大,看來是說中了啊。361Please respect copyright.PENANAWXjXkuDhjK
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「是喔,這麼喜歡我,那怎麼不離婚。」說完,我笑了,居然笑了。361Please respect copyright.PENANA6CZFaAEKDh
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「………那個,男人不管在外面玩得多兇,最終都是要回家的。」361Please respect copyright.PENANA6CT8RiTuEH
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。361Please respect copyright.PENANAuSOxXItFj4
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「你回去吧。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAHWJIiqlcCN
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「妳還沒給我答案,我不要走。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAL5ZZGrAmza
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4cn7gUIzV
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。361Please respect copyright.PENANA225sz935Xk
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「憑什麼這樣認為?」361Please respect copyright.PENANApprwmgOfkc
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAYFX10RUME9
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我的心痛了一大下。361Please respect copyright.PENANA1HhyE8cwHc
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去,讓人摸透了底,看清了弱點,讓別人,還是妳愛的那個人,拿著利器,戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方?361Please respect copyright.PENANAXHiECCVG8H
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「你回去吧,拜託你。」361Please respect copyright.PENANArGJ7WBSM26
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAKAhkGEsH0L
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「拿去。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAWkYeheoKkG
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他離開之前,無視我冷冰冰的表情,親暱的抱了我,還吻了我一下。361Please respect copyright.PENANASJtYFFhy8P
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAPT3mZkwaM0
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAEu98SZIvN6
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「對不起,騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAftsHFT46Bm
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他傳來的訊息,讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。361Please respect copyright.PENANADsH7zIMaZD
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這場戀愛不是戀愛,是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好,塞進我的世界,而我還全盤接受。361Please respect copyright.PENANA5OGT3t2SJw
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說是戀愛,還不如說是一場他的秀。361Please respect copyright.PENANAbh3nd7modv
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者,自己最看不起的小三。361Please respect copyright.PENANAAlSTJ4M5bh
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開始厭惡自己,每一天,都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。361Please respect copyright.PENANA162CuCpsfC
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我沒有讓任何人知道,甚至是最親密的黑兔子,也不知情。361Please respect copyright.PENANA11Hm0sHqln
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體,假裝自己好像想認識新的異性,事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友,但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往,總是很快地拒絕對方。361Please respect copyright.PENANAByRR0JW0cL
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因為我仍被他拖著,無法前進。361Please respect copyright.PENANAmFgDvPRKdo
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待續。
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