我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fy9jHSgyQ
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uHqkpW3jR
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolItNQaJW0
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtKp2c2kCS
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C17LzVZ6F
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj3sdcIR1b
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzgb0XwZs4
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYAOKEfypc
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu29OvkTIgG
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4BP6ulUqh
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGgA5rgiPT
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESNE7iazLL
「不要動。」我說。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxS2YopOBGI
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9N0xKL9SE
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKjs7ibPWv
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSY4xt407Z
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTazh0IetP
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG3z3hIm2S
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh1Ba1YEak
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46WMesnULq
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfnlEfJWnT
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtS3Ul0K6m
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3k80lKQi7
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4La5MEaiSz
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47EAPw27L9
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk6MCNMpvT
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwwul1HXq0
「為什麼？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKHKy6HQTb
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuH6PIBnuY
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfLl53e2Bd
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFwptIfUOO
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpiMIp30TI
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb4px2vXsh
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZFwm59MpY
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKMAcRAIFp
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumZ65R57aN
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WdNeiUuFF
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrXDeGrUjn
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1inyP0Wzx8
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3reW6uHeN
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdFvSdf37S
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQxAGkw3gr
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf32sj7wfT
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEw9vbZOIn
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeMAVpg7ja
「……」他語塞。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWREmIKVH3J
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7jCgVmgDB
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rdbE2LeNn
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn8oHgCoju
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUnbpWyMMS
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTzAWaoiaa
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpeVKwz51J
「為什麼不行？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiondgjtjKI
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFasXwXNQw
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUsS0HoVLv
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0ut1kzSjD
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqSG35Lhb9
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNE91P5sPX
「我…沒想過。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsanKVkcQS
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「是了。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIy6hqwBtf
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0yuOTGZX5
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26bhqFsxvR
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPMWoWAKwE
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvpHYrxpBe
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySrlSjipsX
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wiv8XBRzx
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT3nQELsX3
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvWVl3BnM2
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惹人憐愛。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJJLwTWHdg
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvaowRtCET
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmV9uxkR1k
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEEjtN7LIh
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWic7J5LWU
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l9M6PWoCO
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTbAJHGwbU
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5P3PbltmU
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40EvsrQuX7
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDPY1zgd1s
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpa83QuXS2
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ59nHoX3n
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAQtW1QxVF
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho5pS1jb33
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzcN1GEcLm
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmMoVlX1u3
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1jBuFED6f
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopgICXGFoV
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pv0FqGB3f
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQRoog1TTc
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtb0FHutWp
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXANjnnrTk
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNICJWOBfw
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6ZEp4U2SG
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgqRdfj5Sz
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUKpCaQHOI
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmVZGdLojv
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LCHKT7ePc
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YHOSHjtfJ
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe93owVzep
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWo3LaUXDp
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYRhdO8RFz
「那是因為我以前也做過。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55KxWHIcj1
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIXGV0v0j9
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJuJumkYkX
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwlT6wukkI
「……我以前是服從的角色。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTGAV6im5Z
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvK8KtCezW
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jkMJFcfVP
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QYb4pCWHv
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj3I1RLgFg
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdceuLp6vLk
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0PHZCfczf
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87Hp8mjvsD
我看著他，沒有移開目光。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTmd98iqss
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Op3FXYg35
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHDYmTCQVg
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIFYuDVhMD
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ChcTX9Dgd
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3die3t3Axs
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4omWaB7aH5
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NlDluA3zV
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCz4mEyzqK
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ096uevRkgb
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChmywG0OHh
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnQ3r4ce5S
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHc33WTJC6
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCsNlnVyp6
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81BbjwLRxc
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJMYqp81rY
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx6SLw51uB
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBiHcSInND
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