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The cafeteria's lunch was better than usual so the conversation got longer with my coursemates. At first, we were just bashing our professors and then we started talking about love life. Most of them had relationships and I didn't show any strange reaction at all but they all thought I was hiding something from them. I told them that I'm more of a heart breaker even though I'm as ugly as a unwashed sweet potato - dunno why I said that but they all laughed at least. Then Gina asked me if I've seen Eliot around. I was stoic to that question and I controlled my voice to sound like it's casual. I pretended and replied that his roommate told me, he changed his mind and went to the military. I guess Gina likes Eliot so she was curious like this bitch asked me if I was really close with Eliot, like are we really friends? I admitted that I don't know but I did enjoy hanging out with him. I might have sounded like I am way too good at goodbyes but I just don't want those kind of emotions to cripple me at any way possible. Reiko stole some greens on my plate before talking about Raymond. He said that he doesn't like that guy at all because he's too uptight or too serious about soccer; like he would sometimes kick the ball to oblivion or he batters the balls too much when he's pissed. Reiko is in the soccer club as well and it seems that he noticed Raymond's evil side; who am I kidding, Raymond has the worst personality and attitude in campus so there is no doubt people won't like him as much as I do but what I am very surprised about is that, I became close friends with him. I did not defend Raymond at all. I was just silent and I nodded as he said that he hopes Raymond gets injured and he won't make it to finals. I know it was too harsh because that guy is really doing everything to ace both his hobby and his course but I didn't say a thing; I didn't defend him. That is because the uni's mean girls are on the other table and when they heard what Reiko said, they stood up and talked shit just to please their prince charming from across the room. I actually didn't realize Raymond was that popular until that day I noticed a group of kpop creeps followed me and Raymond through the hallways. I was planning to get out of the scene and just go to my next class but Raymond came into view and told the ladies to calm down and it's useless because he's gay. I laughed so hard and not sorry at all in front of their faces, that I forgot about that I was in public and I didn't want to be seen that wacky. Out of nowhere, Raymond put his arm around my shoulder and told them that we will be going to our next class and they should to if they didn't want to be late. This guy could really pack a punch at the moment you least expect, so since I enjoyed what he did, I just let him push me around the hallways. I guess Raymond also has a good side that is hard to witness but is quite worth the wait. Maybe this is the reason why I can't truly hate him and sometimes, he makes my heart beat too fast that I'm getting convinced that I'm actually gay. Anyway, I'm actually writing about this day because something stressful happened at the cafe. Well ever since Eliot was not around, I would often see Raymond at the cafe. I guess he doesn't have a lot of friends- I never asked about that actually but I am just assuming because I don't see him hang around with anyone so far. Then on that evening, Scott visited the cafe just to order coffee. It was like I was just talking to a common customer but he started talkin about tiktok then he showed me his phone to show one of the funniest shit I've ever seen. And again, I laughed like crazy but this time, Raymond did not like that because he was suddenly at the counter and said that he has been asking for a refill but I was too busy chatting that I am not doing my work properly. I knew he was joking but he told me that he wants to speak to my manager. Of course, my smile faded and Scott just made it worst because he said that Raymond should chill and he winked at me before getting his own table. That wink caused Raymond's eyebrow to create a v-formation and I just knew what will happen next so I jumped out of the counter to stop him. I whispered to him that I didn't know this stranger and he's just being nice. I was asking him to calm down like I am his boyfriend and there's nothing to be jealous about, and that felt weird because it was my instinct. Apparently, Scott heard our short conversation and he turned his back to ask if Raymond is my secret lover. We were both silent for about a minute before I raised my brow and tried to say something but Raymond spoke and said that he doesn't want to be love lorn again, specially by a russian boytoy. I was offended beyond space and reality that I slapped Raymond like I wouldn't loose anything from it. But it turns our I lost my job because of that. Now, I just hope and pray that I get accepted at the club without any question since this history is such a deal breaker.134Please respect copyright.PENANALpUDEeDGUk