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I was so exhausted that evening because there were rowdy teenagers at the cafe. Since I am the only guy at the store, I was expected to keep them at bay. They were clearly bullies at school because they called me gay just for wearing a pink sweater. I'm still confused about the gender thing so I wasn't hurt that much but I still spit at their cups because I can; only if I can put laxatives in their drink, it would have been a literal shit show. I kept my calm and came back to the dorms later than usual because it was my turn to clean the place as well. When I was on the pavement finally, I cold breeze hit me and I could not forget it because I had goose bumps even though it's already summer. I also felt like someone was watching me so since it felt creepy, I walked faster though I was tired to the bone. There were some cars and people passing by but I still felt vulnerable in that situation. There was a dark path before the uni gates and it should not have been challenging for I've walked this way too many times than always. But tonight, I really felt scared so I double checked the closed stores, the wall and the objects on the dark part of that street just to make sure no one is there to surprise me or to murder me. Just when my life is getting exciting, this type of bullshit happens to me. I think it's too soon but I just happen to not give a fuck suddenly and just walked my way across that blind spot. I was so relieved that nothin happened to me and it was just all in my head until I got to the gate and I heard someone call my name from the dark. Of course, I screamed like a girl and ran for whatever is left in me but the man caught up on me and he grabbed my shoulder. He also grabbed my other shoulder while I was pushing him away or I was also tryin to fight back but he just shook me like a vending machine. Then he called my name again so I was able to realize it was just Raymond. I almost collapsed because my legs were shaking like there was an earthquake but Raymond was kind enough to carry me to the dorm and rest my arm on his shoulder. I could not yell at him because I can't catch my breath yet but I was able to ask him if he's the one who's following me. He said no as soon as he heard the question so I already knew he was lying but I didn't nag him to tell the truth because I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was in my room and my clothes are gone. I still have my underwear so this just reminds of that one time I got drunk and Eliot removed my clothing so I can sleep better. I really do think it's weird but I still have to thank Raymond about the situation. So, since my first class is still at 9am and it is still 7am, I planned to visit Raymond a bit. Well he was in room and he was alone so I made myself comfortable like nothins changed. He was silent like usual and he was busy makin his homework so I just made my way to the make-shift kitchen and made some coffee for us. When I handed him the cup, he took it immediately and started drinking with his pinky on the air. It looked ridiculous but Eliot and I never said anything about it like normal people would. After drinkin coffee, he asked me about my whereabouts after school because he doesn't see me in the cafe on some days. I told him that I'm just trying to get my grades better so I was studying somewhere quiet. Well, I had to lie because he sounds like he's plotting something or is it just me feelin like he's too serious right now.. but why? And another thing is that I know that he's gay but like, he thinks I'm really straight and simple as a pencil so I want to keep that going just until I could trust him on this one. I mean, he's not a bully or a jerk that would tell everybody about it. But, he'll be on my neck because I rejected Eliot though I could return those feelings. Raymond's presence made me nervous more than usual so I just exited the room as casual as I can but he stopped me a bit by telling me that his team has run out of good soccer balls and he has volunteered to buy some for them; and he wants me to come with him to a shopping center. Great.125Please respect copyright.PENANAmv2E2VXYjq