2/13/19
I was bored as heck so I was lookin for fun when I found Raymond studying at the library alone- as always. Does he even do anything else than to do uni stuff and sleepin? I'm not a bully at all but this guy is getting skinny as heck because of the stress and pressure of schoolin so I started teasing him like callin him paper thin and asking him to stop doing drugs. And since I'm such a good friend, I distracted him from his studies by whisperin All Star poetically until he slammed his book on the table. Then he asked me what I wanted while his brows were so close together that it was almost a unibrow and I tried my best not to laugh at that. He asked me a broad question so I was free to say that I'm very curious about that asian grocery store at Gillard St. and I want him to come with me so he can help me choose a tasty instant noodle to eat tonight. He was quiet for almost five minutes and I was pretty sure he was thinkin that this might be another prank. I mean, he was screaming when I spilled fake ink on his favorite soccer shoes but we chilled instantly and he even cooked the meanest fried rice I've ever tasted- so there was no beef between us. At first there was hesitation, talking about me being not serious about my education that's why my grades are speaking italian, then seconds later he said that I was irresponsible and too carefree to get anywhere in life. I was offended and I just want to land my fist at his spotless face or put a bump on his perfectly straight nose but he began talking about how easygoing and how lucky I am for not worrying too much about everything. He said that he's so jealous about how true I am to myself.. if this dude only knew it was a show. That this is just play pretend because I can't accept that I'm literally depressed and I just want to be DEAD. Anyway, I gave a fake laugh and asked if it was a NO. But he moved his head and said that he's now curious about that grocery store and he also wants to eat some tasty noodles. Sooooo, in summary, we had a great time because I can't read the labels and if I try to say what he read, he corrects me too many times that I don't know he's being serious or he's really teasing the shit out of me. Well, I never knew this guy knows how to be mischievous but what I didn't expect at all is how nice this guy can be! He offered to cook dinner at the dorm because he wanted to try the noodles with me and Eliot. The noodles with it's soup was already good but he added some mushrooms, beef and other veggies in it and it's just a masterpiece. I finished more than two servings while Eliot can't seem to stop eating until the pot was cleaned. Then we began complementing him non-stop until his head was red like an apple. The moment was perfect and it could never be ruined by anything but Eliot started talking about this girl that he likes. I was trying not to cringe while he was talking about how they have a lot of things in common like she's from Argentina as well so he can talk to her in his native language and she has a good sense of humour like he never gets bored when their together. That kinda hurts because I though I was the funniest person he has ever met but now I am being replaced because I'm kinda gay. But Eliot could not shut his mouth at all so he asked Raymond what kind of gal he likes. Like always, he was quiet for a few seconds then he scratched his head and confessed that he's into dudes. It was shocking as fuck that I jumped off my chair but I immediately sat back and asked him if he was serious. He nodded and said that he's into tall and really friendly guys- I guess I'm not part of the short list. And then, I don't know what got into me but I mockingly told Eliot that he needs to go to the doctor because his gaydar is broke; both of his closest friends are gay and he might be in love with a trap.
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