那天後，我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6ZoytiX29
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這天，阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」，他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學，繞過學校後方的巷子，有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路，非常陡峭。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZjSEl5AKN
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車很快就開到了山頂，只見一塊空地，有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eGRfI4LYE
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涼亭滿大的，我們到的時候，有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZoYX7GHIx
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p8gADFGpf
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「這就是秘密基地哦？哪裡秘密了？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYaDirFi1W
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「妳不懂，我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天，失戀了也來這，談戀愛了也來這！」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRIqaf2lbY
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「啊？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucwFhhWyuf
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊！」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH3TJxbbSw
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「什麼！那我為什麼不知道？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgRIlrkPLp
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「誰叫妳是女生。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWpAAJRydG
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「我這個時候又是女生了？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE222XTVsc8
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「不要計較這個啦，妳來這邊。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb3dCui3zC
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他帶我繞過涼亭，後方是一小塊泥土地，再往外是山崖，山崖的後面，則是整個城市。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2z60Dk8YV
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe5VqElmVn
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「對耶！還看得到夜市，跟我們學校！」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYeplxrmKd
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifOv0BHoS2
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「啊？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ924YqqCgEH
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「他想耍帥踢罐子，結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qFIpJIPpC
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他笑起來，我也跟著笑。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyLoCI0MMd
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他走到涼亭裡坐下，伸手拍了他旁邊的位置，示意我坐到他旁邊。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35lYVS2WC2
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Z0iBvxa8
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「男生也玩這套？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7OWDnO5rD
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「妳不知道哦，大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUJgq7dMk3
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZAYKqk341
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「對啊。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhi92TskCC
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「都是些什麼秘密？」我賊賊的笑。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhO5oXh1cB
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lmum3Zxwc
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vc8POjih4
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「哈哈哈，那勃起的要知道嗎？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGb2SGY3UA
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「不用，如果有不舉的再跟我說好了，說不定可以當成把柄哈。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeXxrbCuHh
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生，就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwNaNCiUaV
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「哇，你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊！」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NsVCSruvU
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「反正都過去了嘛。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk69e2u5zH
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26hBO9LQ5g
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「那你呢？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhpPWy19gs
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「我怎樣？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW56cNjEan
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tYwYyaD80
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他轉過來，看著我，不發一語。
有幾秒鐘，我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0MmBMuSg6
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「我忘記了。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGQ0gPI1SA
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「最好是。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaZa7oGEkQ
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他笑了，又把頭轉開。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9AgwwO2xk
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvQ27q6qxB
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「為什麼？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbCldWKNZT
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健，雖然看起來好好的，可是時不時就會痛，官司也還在打，對方一直擺爛，出庭要嘛請假，要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊，不知道要拖幾年…」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzhGu8iTdF
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTVV46Y0fu
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「復健到我都煩了，難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSveiGsmEB
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「這…應該還好吧？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAUtF29ZPy
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「唉不是啦，就有時候覺得自己是個廢人，跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLuqL7BzEL
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO1iCYVEsM
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「我爸媽啊，親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生，福大命大，每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀，可是復健這麼久了，還是一直沒有完全好，就會覺得對不起家人…」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsHct1x4Ln
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「……………」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXHyTmCqqF
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他說這些話的時候，一直沒看我。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPddVQSPiGE
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了？雖然不是很正，但人很溫柔哈…」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmEDDsMDBd
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuG5kzXF4C
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「開玩笑啦，我沒膽要電話。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBGWgJ7KkG
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你喜歡我嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaHevYjSWS
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人，所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBgTRzmge9
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭，還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjcMGsEvRe
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如果他不說，那就是不說，不會因為我的問句而改變的。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqTbDfuxI7
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡，問了都是白問。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJStGmVJks
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「欸我們好久沒合照了，來拍一下。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNswazRJfO
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我舉起手機，和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr8PCXp55t
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地，十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧！〞
上傳facebook。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ8PY5JPJe
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去！〞501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy87GCILP5
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〝背叛者阿龍！〞501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopcWCUgzKt
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〝不！我們的基地啊…〞501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5xRpxHNMG
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Cg83NIqYG
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLinAEvRhW
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〝對，媽的，妳怎麼連這都知道…〞501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z1KGeaGOq
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〝你們被阿龍賣了，我知道你們所有的秘密！〞501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu9IGHPr3b
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〝靠，那我也要賣阿龍！〞501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCSBGQpjqa
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本來笑嘻嘻的，跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去，直接撥出阿彥的電話。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPGZ1YqnEt
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「幹，不要鬧喔。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDVmR0ERyr
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼，他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3JngIbOUd
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我看著他緊張的臉，瞬間明白了些什麼。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNvh3Cte07
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「妳不要理他們哦。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICcly1m4xu
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「嗯，好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個，我不會說出去啦。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyYm1yyYDp
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「…………靠腰。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqgaaQIr4L
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他放鬆了下來，而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoybLA9MhuA
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我們又陷入了沉默，肩靠著肩，一起看著這個，我們居住的城市。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHgDBtvKhM
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話：「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊，而是就算一句話都不說，也不會感到尷尬。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzcDfTMTD7
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我們就那樣持續了好久，直到天空變成淡橘色。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXXFxDfOiV
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFnYZEaI1e
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好多以前不曾注意的事情，都清晰了起來。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnieV70cgo
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVB2qMw4ld
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「嗯。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSuwM9VVPx
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失，隨時都可以信賴，也都會支持我。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzrHmp6OWh
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「嗯。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y6i8GeXyx
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「阿龍。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg06FVw4wo
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「嗯？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSzysEElO0
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「不管我們是怎樣的人，都應該要相信自己可以更好，我們才會更好。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAeLXeTfKl
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「嗯。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0ly3goLpR
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回家之後，我掉了幾滴眼淚 。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPKIhcs26W
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來，一切終於劃上句點的感覺。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMwnmkOA9s
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生，話題也沒有那麼深入。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApu1jEqoL7
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只是你就是明白，結束了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK2GybCDLf
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感，關於男女之間的。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPRZfgIxGz
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆，如同家人一樣的情感。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD91CWUvhG
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