妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzjXpKMtAb
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCX0xC56wW
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmifHQYGmx
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4I2PieNRi
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsLPXkLa3k
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisalNTfPI7
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriOMVBht5c
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOhwtS7tqg
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxrMN3y6a6
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeJuiC3OIZ
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVN7gDBnhZ
「下，點解會開心？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjzZcVxpm7
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62AUWnrPHk
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU58TDSWqM0
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDNZW2Loc6
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vSFLEIb9d
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgZBJioeit
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqfbAFFxUf
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0mrClxnbF
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tHELw7xaR
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLY73EXscb
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioyUWWrISN
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm9NApmLkH
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoyHx21Xkh
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhtzd7AZp0
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFuBqeC1HS
小病是福，我完全明白。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdeBQC4Lxx
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu9fUCvpim
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ91UzekdDg
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LMOri4aPk
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfh6AAwgcJ
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zRDffGEhM
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtVWaofdBH
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgGh1y3OOt
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8swsNsZWJp
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEMJ4J6Au2
離題了。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEASQMjsm8g
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cdGm0FKXk
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PPfLJJvHi
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDSlUpSiYf
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrzl42oMeB
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ237mkvsVJm
「叮～」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Y7aHZE8x
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hCo75fERg
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxkSmqME5l
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAI4zHvBgs
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYMDidBNxV
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncGbxxmJy2
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXi2dn2Zuy
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIr3sw75ws
「抽筋，Sorry。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7kZS1pumj
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0QmBY1C12
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopyr5PzcxY
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgvSuckm76
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOOHieqIkb
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sN8tU67TJ
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fJ8ICKjvq
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirDzT84cCl
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd6gQIvdU3
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHjDGkWQYn
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOiKWhevrN
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQev8ICjOnb
「比賽仲有幾耐？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfodiA1uba
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV2IZykUjH
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexi60NCkSX
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACVaW3feVb
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwT6IT7AYG
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyrph2aEIZ
「我會有分數。」我說。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrF5VDspVm
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6r4EpNqCI
不，我沒有。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNYBCb3oGc
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMfanHETNP
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiFIch7yLj
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWEx8m1a71
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPKgPlNnNg
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1sOtVqVOQ
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmya0gkXjy
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3pbxnjwZ8
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52dMnOiglo
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfmfgLFlVm
難不難看是一回事。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rLvJIzbl6
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMwJoOmyCV
甘不甘心又是另一回事。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f7JH7Ca80
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8TmSJqopO
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRcTVdtb3I
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjIIYVqUb9
但我不甘心。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTnOtw9Wcz
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCly6uyNEfn
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUokN42zNm
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQI3POAH1Y
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u5hCe9J3O
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bGqN5MQ7O
我不甘心。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjBpWA9Pmp
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1XB10W1ax
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJtSW4cITx
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLmqPxG5jQ
「…真係？」童桐說。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V3IqNafzz
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutFVxGkh4N
我停頓了片刻。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQT1paONjY
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4KUmdtfLu
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC5087buv1
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrtwlzThDo
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QPT0GWy1y
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jpc4cvXBZ
就和你一樣，童桐。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveiavLOGjt
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9Dy5tFvtu
和你一樣。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajgWmEwjwY
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBut0uEq2Qu
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGJFL9eDYu
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq3aB4T4MC
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUB71iASBu
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScnuxy2hGF
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJDrTAuXQP
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IKBGwlUii
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1DFNiJu3z
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH1Gd10gLe
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTGDNUTlBy
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiJP11iho0
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf20Wt8unvn
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLacTorPQsa
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVUMB4Lw1H
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhtQXPfgA1
「多謝你，童桐。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrnL5cOJsV
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmtCUshnYe
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjGELf004r
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCvRAHrzjS
「叮～」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7z8K3a5PG
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6ab31lF7v
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAr3MhqvWd
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlXnixgGZB
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzZEfEuJZh
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LZqs0McNJ
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBPGfcUalL
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfkPP0Tbbf
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubFqgkDqIm
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5gDPrOw1M
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2Xe4XVdF0
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlRQmYNo6z
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpzxofMuHF
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4n69IE3O9
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFwpxFtJlA
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDJaskokIE
太可愛了。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Oas0nbROg
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6KQaqZPIM
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
