預測錯誤，我以為風暴會先來臨，結果是溫暖先來了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4u05C0qJu
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鐘聲還沒響，夜間部的選修課程，教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室，還沒挑好位置坐下，冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人，我們都互稱「夥伴」。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eb7E5rTfU
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「什麼都沒說，太不夠意思了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOX7uOv0vH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLrsLinlwy
怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢？我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRu1Rnd30A
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbfGM3hNKX
「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyGWkFKyld
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSSEx9hL2K
「上課吧。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6J5Oa6psI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYI8EzSE4W
「好 。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSvb6MlGUM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqqpVFE3rE
夥伴坐在我的左邊，時不時偷瞄我的表情，直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課，下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIUvgFV6It
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqUW3l8R7J
那堂課是詩經，中國最古老的情歌，本該美麗動人，好巧不巧，當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlwWYEwCYF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONzWWrinMn
下課後，我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果，一邊若無其事地將手機開機。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDy3RQqQdA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZmtn3UfWv
才剛有訊號，手機就開始大叫。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyVC10k3yV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFax2Mnr85t
來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtekZ2Q34H
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOlLiMrpoW
想必對方已經打了好幾通吧？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hpXDqkc3L
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JkKZVkCrI
看了看來電顯示，按下拒絕。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscwVHdqfhf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMpo0EL7VS
簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihZ9Olu7Jg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3tmxKzZl1
我扯了一下嘴角。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyCy003Vc9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGpHMcO8WI
「是那個劈腿男打來的？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCd2I0w71b
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PVmDtXzVw
「對啊，他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完，我發現自己也不是不了解他。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xzI6n11UI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYWOY51wtE
「不接嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVqg3qcIcV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva7wsNC2yb
「不用接，會很麻煩。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAC5pP6p26
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qorvHpORg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqRsKVy7HE
我打開和他的對話視窗。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgByiON1mte
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dDIY1SUDv
〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇，請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了，趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNJ8hWPaCI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1FlaCwjUj
〝為什麼沒開機？難道是妳去說的嗎？〞456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPXHBzGnzV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZumICrHy5
〝快回電給我！〞456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAiICCmneR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfs1gAxock
諸如此類的訊息。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS5scNIvNT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6tch42gt8
所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJRiUSXY9b
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhUF46A2EH
「是我密她的，不是我的朋友，你以為自己很了解我，但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITHZgy5T8p
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUlqOWNYUJ
敲下這些回應，我又開啟了另一個程式。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUJs1ieh2k
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y14gVrs4A
她顯然是看到訊息後，先向他質問，得到他的回應後，再來回覆我的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw3zk2lVo8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVF1Sb432V
她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字，強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」，也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」，說是我倒貼她的丈夫，說是我有幻想症，說我不要再打擾他們，說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話，說她相信自己的丈夫，最後還用力的強調自己外表過人，「完全不擔心」我比得過她。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDcJ0tz3Ti
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZLoEwRuYW
唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL5XOfDK5f
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwzwcOPq3G
因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時，他的第一個回答：「因為妳漂亮」。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYYpyi06V7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZO5PHkTfA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Hicgf9uH
「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊！」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的，她又補傳了一句話來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKsXxXD1SR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWn2PMxzRG
「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEiVq0HKW4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi6w4XuGVg
全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0HobjwiZk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBiCepxMlc
其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RoUzIEmL8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2ImqEdTA7
發送之後，覺得自己很過份，明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊，明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生，我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人，充滿自信，覺得自己永遠掌控情況，所以情況突然改變時，她只能先武裝，展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片，但我雖笨，還不至於蠢到害死自己，她的自信絕不容許自己出醜，除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時，內心很自責，我的確是小三，但我也是被騙的人，同時，我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過，而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNTyz2aef8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASPfx4q1hN
「怎樣都好，請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話，然後不再理會她的咒罵，按下封鎖。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0AyaURh1K
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfblwD7sn0
另一邊又傳訊息來了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeaYO3xVgo
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMNnCQDuBQ
「她沒有錯，妳不該傷害她的。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc1fxKRzNa
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEwerKEG6N
「這段關係裡，唯一錯的是你，傷害，也是由你造成。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElrCtZkuar
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlcevqd4ab
這邊，我也按下了封鎖。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCX2i7NsR2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQvz4Nf142
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXJrVXpYHy
然後我把手機丟給夥伴，讓他看看方才的激烈對話。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3E4N9GRF2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0Q1UFlNlb
「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjMrkmRGNE
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPgGlXTSOc
「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyuck9dvhF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuZJVTbWxg
「討厭甜食還需要奶茶，看來很糟喔。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc9Naw48Z7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw81kG99iv
「是啊。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbuH6n7xFS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAZ4OPpWlN
「再兩週期末考，熬得過吧，hold住妳學霸的位置啊，別忘了獎學金。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOcX8Yko9u
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaL2WvDfeI
「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvcTkBsthp
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnQ9H3OVKS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fkPRxtxd6
事情到這裡，算是結束了，剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘，努力振作。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1JjYGkXsh
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1c1aQRaCN
但那得花上一些時間。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUhAkDJy0U
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjFUwGvhLl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfAV2rn5oj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IXwo2nhc9
待續。
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