夢醒來了。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0woeHKcdXO
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不論是昨天的那個。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQppJqrhwA
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FjFA3DMln
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早上８時。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4njKkZxtmL
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAceykuLkg
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我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunKtMcGqxz
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43mXSyzUIy
「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEtjamFtcT
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直接拔電！1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoz0PZSm95
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房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTiGYNJ4vd
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這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPECunA8dm0
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本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1V3EIAx2P
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明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFKzqwHom2
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5536V94Ym
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbGYAxCWI8
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…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJTuAdZH84
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbdSDU2Wqm
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妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNprig9WbI
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Oheq9a15Y
感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCQPx2IMjG
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14ChWkpaDM
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWBHjzyuVW
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9uhAcnauk
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxQPdOUxml
再炒一隻蛋。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUGj4xOI22
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeaxlBk9Ty
「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYwDV1sodB
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OeOx7maNW
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBcKoDWQzX
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdGGO6ZbSP
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca5uhZS9HI
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再再炒一隻蛋好了。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK080KYxGdR
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把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9oHzPp0VP
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKd6kLEqfR
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL4Q9feaA0
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這是冷清。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gDdUXiKbS
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當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78gaXyQ9WK
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcdmxVuwMF
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牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD2fQpZU9q
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1DqLnHFNd
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIMCCNmmKh
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…甚麼也沒有。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSQS4tgIA4
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這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHc7iudWSt
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpaHxb2M9R
正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSsF6bjo9X
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhejb5WXFAF
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CiSw36DpR
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR2YDYJOGb
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ebk7rZglN
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BaCYLsj6J
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSSJlhYLKv
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhWi2KcI9p
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74moOCcR9P
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkX8LDzPdO
「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwbGqzgxph
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7mbsg4Ng9
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTClypNdrc
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneWFT8oLw5
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOerM1Bgz3n
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWULBxMjP48
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZW2krHKTF
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcML0xeVx2
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHrDO8Zfi6
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字句中，滲透著落寞。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSQ2MfjfTR
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剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhuXJDbHgY
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuFsJ3jj4y
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTlSmbSF2M
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…叫我心痛。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bwkezmggj
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「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Fmu57NzUd
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW5J1Ce7a3
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZk0clgGPo
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「易整。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnEYhPKn3K
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我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnwjIazs2O
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqyr9HA5nz
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfLPr1FPLP
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「……」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WFNlbFP9J
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「……」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3lRxI62Gd
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlbrUNLbFq
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DTol65NgC
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmefuYyVhz
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi8L5xxJ5E
—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YvbvQxHFT
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44tvgTHxJZ
她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTMIcFZ71c
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItkIxa5G2t
老天，我做了甚麼。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTeKy4ZKTr
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU9MH01uyI
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21VIQQJqBF
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「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM56M9BqU5e
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u9wxDPLKS
「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoQTXkRCTx
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lIbIQz1C9
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonmgwMxdSU
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtTXLNTW1P
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqB7riOffI
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwU1YmrkCx
「抖下先？」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6qMUQbxBe
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「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoMfCqZWp5
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDShB5k7zU8
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc8e7HxD1w
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「你會搵到既。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFurS3fY3iK
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcklVq4eqc4
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZzPENBULd
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXCqhorQ1j
「……」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7Z5uOzS1y
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「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskcG3LVRLl
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LsCDs4rHl
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW135j1PhXS
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NaRZbx1YX
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yfBa7ss0l
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhF4Rs4MJI
「…對唔住。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOAh0CbBL2
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她先是默靜了片刻。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAlCW6tzzg
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8i3kLEzpG
「點解要道歉？」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVT8WejCJA
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVBll2PiOW
我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3tlbtm3fZ
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvvscN68lX
她嘴角揚起。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoW7zAQgBc
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTwhwfjS26
「…但係。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Om4xXpgs
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZR4htYKqw
她嘴角塌下。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8x7qTyvUT
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaio3OSqOq
「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrSMPDap7H
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48nmsdqWef
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnLN83Yp7o
那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv8EETCVrQ
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmJpW3iXa5
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlgZs4VJbB
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPldDWpMWvF
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「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisx8L1wSrJ
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKH8GZXOOm
…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqIsgA9AO2
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI60CjqcSj
「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjXVMNeh9c
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3GRzFpr9q
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEmaFGr1De
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「……」我無言以對。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK8vURoyx6
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNZVbm5Fxd
「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvksfhvLuSA
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2mPVmkdfr
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkjKoxp2Rh
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZzKewYsxA
由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztgPNEpiNo
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB81ImCLgwM
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ivifLMDbu
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXYfhYNLHX
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HrjtyizZP
錯的只是我罷了。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOveVj5mVwM
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0GUAKx7Ee
我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35QCQXQCYT
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPFl3u7GiW
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO8Gkek9bc
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnBk6ST519
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQQRjySQ1J
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDvh8Pzejo
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9tpNBJGbM
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJlhh9FxVH
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmytoaJXmzA
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這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn55mdkprdy
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ9i5YB19c
面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUlGZVJPkl
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未讀訊息：７1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYAWCetNzZ
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuk4ZZTifR
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhWFrwOONE
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tQONdWClq
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRqDBTtMZR
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2ruxG8gDS
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[OK] Beta1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSYdfp0Dty
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[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRDyKwbYz8
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsxWObF2Ed
加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIXsUa8YQP
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGgSgNoIMA
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasDN7bxmZO
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOznJ3QUBYr
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmQCWOfykS
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3mYZHJEQe
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkSvLU1WS7
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dg1suRqlc
不，好似不對勁？1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciIeHvwhII
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBgkHm5br9
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a4O6lhhlZ
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtCubwFvnq
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc3iQiChrh
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb6Ydcaxy6
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLU8ae17ua
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbMX7nQ45X
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但我可能是。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4jVS0nQbY
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVefRM96kUk
「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqiXDxRjSi
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9SPAMNzhR
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBuZePvvY2
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgAv4YcOy3
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV0oOpk2GZ
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd5be03Ds0
「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX7zAvqNH5
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA54Dl1LABz
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Znyq67GMO
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解決辦法我真的想不到。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxwcBqe4St
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIcwf3rt1S
但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGTa0bKB3i
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa6glw7td3
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKnLjVSQUV
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PZoERL9rJ
和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6XA6QqHp6
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC0mW4tqlD
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE47opGKIh0
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我們已經走到了死胡同。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzksfKlJmr
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti4AClR1zC
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbFZ2qNuPB
「…嗯。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlDuJY2Boe
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbJmQT8QSE
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6OxD4XTA3
不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORF0mgV8P4
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSNMr0rRw4
「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBMRnsCLcP
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2BSThxVm1
「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnabDhh6ef
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「…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofW0tN13fR
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「你咩意思。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4LPBrY5Xk
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvSCAdgFGH
「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMtI8DSJ4i
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJNBbbO4Pw
「……」我突然心中生畏。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUh3lgdCOL
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到底是…甚麼的理由？1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLZoX8iKka
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ6ETNwm4i
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnBwl8g1Au
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvrsF1w5tq
「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TBqTV7xYY
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeh6ybllaS
…妍妍竟然…1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKahr7K5rt
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoFhYrErI0
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4oiVviuXI
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOyM3aD1Yv
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hi8ahcBpy
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她只是在給我一個下台階。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGBK86bfm7
1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1r8KEY6HO
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tdHwzuata
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那麼。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcfcpIxzvH
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。1266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgVVtSzF1t
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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