等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8txbpUj1z
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl6iiNIsLj
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQN4Nepaf0
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaOODKVbVg
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我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lZfBEHPbr
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvUwOTi9dR
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7XrK1WPD0
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht7zSckjqM
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「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHT7VYEJQS
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我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWna9ACWFo
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvSnSnIHPl
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nh5M780r6
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「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQUB4gcLXe
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNPzOYMphj
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRT90E5DXY
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他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCAKBOkQ0O
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「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9f5g40FJy
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我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L7bj0lfHY
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「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYS08t8KGC
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我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ3b3CGDsY
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「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvNCObdCLo
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「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiqhBkQgnH
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那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZwMvyS4PC
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTjziQrnvK
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「這是新編的。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSax9PIuGdg
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VReVildvi
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「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb51sNyqOYR
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我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG3uOh7vb6
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白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w70R8q3oF
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「妳看。」他得意。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBARWvNQUZ
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「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKEVSAKCEZ
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「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUiQWdzDcI
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我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JxBBJgEFN
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「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHltp7ryTc
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「現在拍。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqutTWVYWHK
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「啊？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopi0LYcAk6
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ewk7q8f1p
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「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wzRVwN5PL
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「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhoNIsE1bR
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「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYIooBmZEF
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我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdarbYZbhM
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vR4LvHFWU
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「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjJ3TWAD7y
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我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvZ11xWy7w
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLLAzQ4bjE
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「…有寫一些小故事。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8PnvsTWf1
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQJTJMXVvo
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「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLX7ME2vX7
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「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQDpM6kVsd
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「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MyTMfbtJj
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「妹。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06bebMg66w
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「嗯？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8xrLcCkzL
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7r6MRrwor
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我突然意識到他正在做什麼。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtCtlTDsWH
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像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lZRZVKbgR
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因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aBMLH2tt4
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那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbfSBogow2
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他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5dxXfxB2W
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「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9CuYp3bCa
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爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5QE6VvE0d
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我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts92honqFw
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我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5xPz8j9CS
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我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowhNLBm2hn
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我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd0FuyKrV2
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但我是欣慰的。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38OyqaD35j
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那一天來的又快又急。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JQdiYV2IU
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「妹…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQZNuZtzjk
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我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3GkPDDYU6
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「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ92DPjleq
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還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZLaVTYxG6
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「我還不想死…」他哭著說。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR4Spw0UGd
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那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0UNTo89r1
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRoGxupBIk
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他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr8gPZHdc2
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英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck0TzfYUgB
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她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC2Jat6g9v
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fhBumnjoM
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMhyEv4yN2
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「我真的，還不想死。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2MmGgUKWZ
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我握著他的手出了點力。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyurr9l4Xq
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「我很害怕。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdKufLpwnX
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「我很怕死…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4V5lplbAQ
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYvK126RHt
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那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmeSwmqtXs
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「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtM6zMy8GS
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「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNM25VsCd9
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我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF6HNeTFTz
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「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf4F7ZfrSv
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我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip1LMBHue6
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這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq3nbNyFJR
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「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU34UzE6Gg
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英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaJpu52obY
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「妹。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYLzAbCbU1
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「嗯？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7jRz3SIvj
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi0ADKsR9J
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVakkvQuMI
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「回去再看。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVgw4QZtUi
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「好。」我收起信。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MvbSgXEUP
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「妳回去吧。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXIWctgCIv
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「什麼？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlN8D12xON
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTxznnjXfC
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「為什麼？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BSh9u7arj
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeuJVgNQRs
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「……」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCK8ZNrq2e
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「回去吧。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zYoO1A8M1
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz511Q4WeH
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2w1ZhSBKu
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我又抱了抱他才離開。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhxIuspERd
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsli4gIDHJl
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「英傑已經走了。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWMJ3GRfz1
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDu8aEgNqo
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AjZZyyBno
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「Dear 妹：」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KlUTSsF90
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「妳永遠是我的天使，523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1m50nUJJG
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請不要忘記我。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx66vZNrY0q
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「哥 英傑」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qhV3UWhZH
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzvXSVXmjX
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjZu9om4YK
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkBwmgEgO8
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68vLyKMI4Y
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QOSykYpnt
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9ePreFei6
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYcoSCTL0P
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxNoPTi3ln
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但我什麼也沒做。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vtM3PSrdy
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcsIX4YCaV
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdxRxC1igE
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLzaV4WCmD
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrmwltxuQ3
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee01ZQXXtE
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去年，我沒有寫信。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabWNgGPbHw
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIfXN6P4aW
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOiXMPUMnI
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxa19axzTI
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這是，我哥哥的故事。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14O5wcZks0
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