門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaGDIhm0sL
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo6qKbU7jE
總要面對的，對吧。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CJ37eqgzx
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuf1QlbLSk
「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQWxHDT7Zb
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9MEINjHN2
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFowrlFixh
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflznIT6PSZ
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF62YigWLxH
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7Utotrq5a
…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChJJ2GSLef
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjW1FP25xd
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRsirbOZPb
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ9dWPXOLO
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ftm1e043T
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBwaRrikGl
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr3KqCByNg
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4ONjGMl0w
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJBRRVIKrY
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc4A9nPAuC
她…瘦了？1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAXp0PiH0G
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2kBjSPlSt
不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSdyN5BfBS
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevMn3nzAie
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaXxtm8zxb
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU48LsJbVd
「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcOlQqh5BD
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdvgFReRPb
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3yLzMv6dB
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FEU07RbWu
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMUXFzRWBP
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeT7rvgeMK
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSwANlWqpS
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsafOhsNNg
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltE2x3fcbt
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd6ikLfAaE
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiWn7k6BoB
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKbtOyhYzb
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡychpOmBRiE
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lDdkvUIBB
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m0bNQwUCF
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OyGDs7SiH
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68XHNJeHeZ
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyf8k8ONsj
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEoxQ5zEJv
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFZVjIpvmc
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH306d88Va9
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeclvvpKlRW
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDi7hq6HlZ
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TdojkZa7E
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGkUOiSZW0
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ3Be9mX4F
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAVegaFoAs
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBlVgjkImb
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DIsrqV933
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ickDFhSL7
這麼細聲能聽到？1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVPxOEYCex
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2eoGY45Dq
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71PREIk8WC
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFdQTbPNz4
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDBp5tcU9N
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzMMeUQ8vQ
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjnUFFNBdG
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtOL3FFlu5
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodNr60MrfZ
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTz0nJbpVF
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLKOQfWltH
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbBil4fhZ9
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGiBrlojas
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nAp5Tt6XB
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VtezJiGTS
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTvJUrSyQR
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoTe4AFpGy
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGE1YrMavQ
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0l6H3Pevz
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpU9F3tK3a
老實說，我很心痛。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq1OKNLpYj
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeG9C7bGPG
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WTOXI0kNV
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOf9IhbQmM
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7mbFeDM3T
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2EH23D7UG
但…1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYsPLQ4rdW
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5A42wsstL
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFRn5klvQy
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD2lmtVFyi
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhU0DDNsiR
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8WkWpRuMZ
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbzU1cfrF2
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYiWtDhQOp
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotDygyCvjq
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJdqyBiCSx
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1YVZpRHO3
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiNPNpHF3V
感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWorAVYcUX
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobQg1Ztx5n
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHYS9TKw1P
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPQI7aDOpZ
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ478a0qjDiJ
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs4KeILUqP
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuAqZhvFqd
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH1hMM6iHO
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oxtLd2g0J
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq4fbdUH3E
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxXdaB4NO0
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrRyjAEMHg
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQkSfAx5tg
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXakFr3zkE
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsFTMNw0cl
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimsyH9Nnzp
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSu7synpcr
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l4v3Jta1b
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO0n09nfDW
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pDgV9bM2N
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9MKGMiyuL
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcxxHpQmgV
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYMfcZOhWW
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4DwHs2AkQ
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmATpbyh9K5
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDXRGzle7w
我在說甚麼呢。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6vvcJuWCj
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMw9s9ppwr
童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq4tnNOFg6
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zA2a0tLPh
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy1OsYiJ12
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCujXQPmCBc
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1CKahwk8E
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxbRY502Ks
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5608vxpHRv
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGRejRh7Yq
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgQjmwfUYG
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN7tEriNbQ
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO1brbexeq
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BYMfyghSM
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn90lGg1F6
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7vNUKSpQK
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IgS0vcRgU
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszbFBAAyoP
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3pbTIGQpK
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjw9VJo9VH
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGXYAgyE5o
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0zA8kBoi9
我希望是這樣的答案。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCOcypHFi3
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGwPeiVdq6
但童桐先是沉默。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUln3aOXIAI
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIABpoIOWpR
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYaadsw59p
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HESLOi0VM
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC2wcaoZIR
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrYpJ0ObPs
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUylTLWvifh
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO3jtPHx88
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUhnSqHUOJ
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2YxppWBoF
甚麼意思。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjmWVe1lcr
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQMfGl2LuP
這到底是甚麼意思。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiL5QrfV5Q
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9nXbvC6Aq
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIBHA6nBYT
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1NQkOpxjL
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JLwSOjJLM
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Ns0xhA5D
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06sEkV6GTV
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YBP9ggDPh
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CtzwEGEcm
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4NF3tjJjp
是你嗎…Dora.1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfy1ovd69x
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwHushEMyy
「你…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwmotz2YlH
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUB9HD6j9O
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbYciPcBSj
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUheV88LCJC
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBocjqbYnqt
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFej9VegxI
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z9BjXeoDg
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfp1dFD8fi
我覺得自己瘋了。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhsouzvcDy
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q8Y7n4yJ0
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZRVigNKsI
Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYpb85uIbn
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSjt0ApCqO
童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfeGwqxdcu
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo2mvmnFbZ
童桐就是Dora。
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kGWeoROLj
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt1k1CZ3BM
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qgzpOtirN
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMy2BWI7NK7
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDYttKub73
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiiK7TnJYO
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPHsnXkYT4
我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BLqGA5jLy
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESUZavG7c0
或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAYO5OhBqH
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgTNksuJLV
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2cWS80T2j
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq2dvMrRBR
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzcUy1Mwuk
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkkMbpC6IH
「咁點解…無可能…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetzCF9jrxv
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCR33Ow4d0
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4Pd7rXXn4
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPfbmx0i5t
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE6rc9umNN
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrYS6NNexU
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDICfx2qWt7
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkyUV7cznA
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjoudTFr05
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKtf3BiiKg
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rkhp4KMaf
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NvTaHuxcN
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aZJ4QWeNO
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpbFTCImJq
「童……」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwcobxL9gC
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2iIVatao6
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPCJmIh7Cm
童桐…抽煙？！1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2swWsFZYWC
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c3dGoGnRb
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyhCdvwvzk
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「童桐…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hQeZi0pb2
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWOKouWwjr
「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJNwmshiSl
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWhBVMHvvn
Dora哭起來。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ULbZfkuo6
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUURVlYSnSs
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YzcfuaYLI
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF2VLvGwb3
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthemTMwsia
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i2l0URC4m
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODYkp2sW3r
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqUK2rOjU8
「見到你第一眼。」我說。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVvGq6mSAJ
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpPMAGlNj2
「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo1tuiq4AL
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WvsLNBedV
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjYkaFbLxb
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4fXeSPGyA
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLG6xzSrj9
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結果當然是…1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fRA7h4NG0
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJYxJAsMPh
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L34ieKiPf
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQXNETqnq4
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw81S9uN5x1
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KsunFKh1O
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zY4wxVnjB
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6lvEPvdnF
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc8hEz2ApE
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnuT0Vs5K4
1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITPjwS6rVZ
正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS8Kwhqb1c
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHHeH5BonU
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGDMr09oMQ
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
