門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUAGcvX66p
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總要面對的，對吧。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhiWcifutf
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYvbnvYYM6
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「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSCbTbrieW
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vkICKXW0o
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1h2kGrzLz
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKaxqjp2DR
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「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDL9wP6XwX
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrccMVT6PD5
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「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UmCvlHvwp
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她…瘦了？1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTfTcK3O9r
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEwnMk2tTz
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童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4rKhKj6G6
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sa2sBO4GU
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaXA3Cov3Z
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「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUL3z8RD0Y
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「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs4Lwysi3m
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「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdQnU1BeEA
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「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlevnGwhJX
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「我地自己食就得架啦…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tAQGmviH6
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「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE7gb3PuEI
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老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNSUsuenAa
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「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8BLJ2FzSY
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg5YavMQmA
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89vJ6D2PWF
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「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3uQDGODXw
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPY9SB8XYL
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS37pTyJEEW
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童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMmb97i9Uz
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這麼細聲能聽到？1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGxl4tWEaC
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說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpOJVI5gKF
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雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtusE6CSNj
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童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9iUj99U0A
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「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFHNd0eCeC
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「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfoOJGqXoQ
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLxuT3wEVz
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN505oKpGT
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ687SB3Za2D
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49TlUBztuh
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心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnzc0qiuno
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs56ZvRy1nP
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老實說，我很心痛。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyinp1UvzU6
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我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q8s7KYIeM
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXI0lFqPwo
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB5iNT7LSq
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但…1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLBSrm059s
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閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0rYuofgZ1
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「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL7dgwFOEg
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIqrIX5xwZ
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbmoaaF7OU
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不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ceZs05UTW
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTmAGPS1wE
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLZvsCZ6dZ
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我不想對童桐惡言相向。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO3Hiq9QSb
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但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4BuC5prrK
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「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMgl5UNkQj
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再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsl05hb2yl
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ579Vmwvf
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6OB22IZNE
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「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5XFKaOmiE
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRF3r5XKH7
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZW6jZ0gMi
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgddNBS5wS3
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiHwyxYcv6
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抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoYoLkTHyr
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「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8Qh1zPIxf
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「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBtZOlSSdq
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我在說甚麼呢。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uCxsf3kyX
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukr2lpMrIK
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh76EmKdLDM
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我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6e1LUY9uL
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我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavOGDGPL2P
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若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TYx6OpiUb
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1gTTE93x6
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0Bm2A30pu
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0wST7wCWy
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsExqdn1JL
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod1Tc9TbH2
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWIymCzxAd
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ1kewO1YS
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAKeKw1wz4
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至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG06BMnAgL
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我希望是這樣的答案。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKEKwP0bTq
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但童桐先是沉默。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xAur8suJN
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然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O6Ym516Af
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求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLZcJoWhak
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求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6WJiLrVNO
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「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6J5WqKdeC
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甚麼意思。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG0RQSYzto
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這到底是甚麼意思。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcDw7PzT6x
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pUBVDAOfz
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvkNl7nZtf
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtXlvazVJ1
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbNl9LCUXB
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我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlCZoB6S9A
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…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jTbtoGnDZ
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是你嗎…Dora.1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUaeSdWW8L
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「你…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IVTc6ZSiu
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWbf7N9Y7V
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Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasZEHg58c3
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLre1GAuHN
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我覺得自己瘋了。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWRddjlMgu
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ8jnmrVTB
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzodYDP63I
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUVJv5phHD
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZJ3iLMfb0
童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBflyut1Lo
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7tbXy2BBm
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9LZRXgL5Z
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig6HfaWjtA
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0qsseZqbb
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUA1lLJHV3
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD86QPq9Xs
或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HlVPan6Ca
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRKlEq1Ehi
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UsLiYc065
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGebmX5XHtz
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgEH33Jzyc
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jt1hf2O17
「咁點解…無可能…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD7NcunERD
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ7iA4f269
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4iE1ESBRA
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5W1V72udr
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAoYcOU7kp
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIlT4FV8Ps
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw00V2U8TE
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5HfnV55rl
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURH6kOzyY6
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcSuIehxBD
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD07J8lJOD
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhufVFdEU7
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「童……」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlBEZRMUz0
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NgnXamZAl
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童桐…抽煙？！1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZXl7cgrxe
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXS20bvIa9
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「童桐…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5RZzc33ro
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhemVeY5eUl
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Dora哭起來。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpB2S9KQYf
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DMcNNpNmt
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4nGj4rm4o
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVRCtdJFx0
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8p0vfCAdg
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnO4V2tZgX
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSF7vPYxf5
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHns1XQKrUi
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAInXAC5Se
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xx1MqyCTQ
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2XHemdRSh
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHRrX0fJvY
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結果當然是…1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOC70UQa5n
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvVdxgwUaU
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG4PoB5D1T
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8h9cBih5R
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcRFmieLy6
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhoJSyHzjh
1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XeIf1V4gL
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzWPym11FZ
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4b4dOfPaX
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3QCmln8Fv
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1oBdAjV1I
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBi5ge5J68
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
