門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtTkpWaYyS
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總要面對的，對吧。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eQ0f52ARW
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO33TYYJsJl
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7j7v1MDYA
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHSKHVFBb9
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcFlUmfUyr
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNFXA7DLRr
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HjUDOH3xc
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「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgLqLjKh9N
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSMqht7upV
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxvlrEHOry
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNqcsBdHje
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN30fZmbLRF
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她…瘦了？1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzADVsPjty
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVrWVkve7N
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVfCN0rVmy
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNdqWmJODW
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMstgqxHdu
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkDQzncJmU
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPpkzpXZUa
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdpD59QF55
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLW05gMygW
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe23Xa6kDqn
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRxOwDbV6c
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN5uKs02Zu
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpu408zZ1n
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixJVvkKXIs
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA35ecvw4za
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvypnePEHAm
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5yRYFAQJf
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48YNv7ohkK
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaRQWM3cUc
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KK6iqKNz5
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaAhfBxA9a
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe4bjC89y0
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX1IBQvAdt
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeACwdr1X5c
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3IVITGaHh
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGlyNEmmBt
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZyk5wFF3Z
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzdlmZIurF
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqVZisC0fW
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyA3OLwq06
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIZEXmwpKZ
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HBzisjuwE
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33AEKgqu8x
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzLWgiajji
這麼細聲能聽到？1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdJAFOkosR
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtbt1lOmIt
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCL2RiNsTQ
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvQRblqNio
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFkvLXr9Wy
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyG5ppRau8
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEy2F8WMAN
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lfFal9mj5
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKXu676Obq
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULlui3jWDe
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7hdT9Xl9W
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvPg03GlO3
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw0dfrCjrN
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5T48BCUdg
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh0ckT8KXL
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ2cATA1MF
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHFbcPh6fX
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFle8DWqHW
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaemj6eLySH
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6ZNjdqaFw
老實說，我很心痛。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1Z1CqzL5A
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Erm3ttfms
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0SRtzgQSJ
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EqRedIIwQ
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwONfDGHzG
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhkk1A7tWx
但…1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYelKcl41c
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUGqOG73SD
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BaPl6mtqc
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hduK6vN5w
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6kELiEgvT
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGv7zD6Alq
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pODai5OCD
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80SaZu5Gu8
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8s0efXdNoY
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkOlJVnMCm
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HCt5mXZVF
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5i7yJPEU4
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo54AzBC9I
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jp8qVEjdZ
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVNbPh6WwT
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXawyCEgtw
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsL3AV8XfQ
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQUoB2PyAt
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMerzOZvsjN
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2vLFUCxEw
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y2a8jkDnX
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SkyWCrXXT
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc3lLIpO0z
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBnkoafuoT
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPpAh4e1Xz
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5c8CD0fng
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvoIfuaD8q
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9Wh5auZB4
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlGg6Umrc0
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tbdhiXuhA
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRKzhY75jd
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8zLvQaH5T
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Sb4x8YGth
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7agYZD71Um
我在說甚麼呢。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR6QjB1Tng
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Zs7wPpt03
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkx2pC9NHE
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZzidR16ai
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88eHaRklPI
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMtsGM1w3A
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtb7sGAcYq
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpcasMsFzR
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY15cgWwgz0
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7hFTrHOAR
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz22Rg9uRVL
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOBnqZLjuX
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmmS3Z7StQ
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9lJhzvG8I
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lQyi1Awxz
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fkB5m240n
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPZrwIyUQg
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKGt9ML0QG
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUekDg8J66N
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR4gvyG8Ow
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbktb0CjFsR
我希望是這樣的答案。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSuRrJkmo3
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvt6FPxNjm
但童桐先是沉默。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xNIHIYU2I
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukPJ7eCe5M
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7HD0IglV4
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVntnipvjT
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje5Rw1XYHw
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee9bqGYD2g
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh99dWIiB3
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxQmyZAesC
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xp9c25NcP
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWxJNDBzxl
甚麼意思。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiMEXHKHAy
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這到底是甚麼意思。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWbexJaNAn
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBsYM0d8Kr
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPUzHD2vkc
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v5oL83S6p
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00XUiqUu7Q
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXZsraH8Kh
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXsbOGiYAt
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkShORqRJ9
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZykQIsJsRK
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIWuIyWU62
是你嗎…Dora.1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vpb3G3Ocv
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「你…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsOeoQWDXI
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZFTSvqWhd
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQgVRkMSOi
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDSXC9F7WU
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSdosVbclM
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAH1mvPkgT
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我覺得自己瘋了。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxkIr1eIsZ
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0trgJ9KIr
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBU1EGuDP3
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUXJDIfW6G
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0v55fzWY9
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiJ50TGCGY
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z0uJ93kz1
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJCIjx1LJu
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLIqE39wO5
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RaWhv36wp
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「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykekJAhkgp
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQQ6mNSKn2
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPHMf42XJs
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「咁點解…無可能…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGaHIpL0DA
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErjnoOQlwM
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPM5mE5Cc4
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCemjMC1jx
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk35utzBkg
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERMO2hbVcr
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAk98pygzJ
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX0Y5zNKR6
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「童……」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRmvjDlypG
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZwz5nwNbU
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童桐…抽煙？！1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1H1LxZk9t
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ndt9ycino
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「童桐…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1wIaZDeMB
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjZeyj1YqW
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Dora哭起來。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8byp8RT353
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UIxA1duQT
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n9wYmLqa5
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcOBoKhSTV
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIkSG1QpJg
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkB99eWPds
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYoT4Ik6xJ
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGhLACze7Z
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOdbWiBb3Q
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結果當然是…1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwErrQnEhvF
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXaPAceeo5
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCx1kiyIJq
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUXxyaQ6DF
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANmfd9ynYk
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5soHvQ65oI
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw7jwAorGv
1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qVScSgtWM
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZucdKVrCl8
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhTOXkp9NK
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxRxoG4jc2
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1145Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENfPJV30xo
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
