「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosoleaki40
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Frf2Xg7F4
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPbI89aWLF
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVsADSx72R
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcJJIg4jBZ
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「童桐。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7sdlShvkv
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPmcjnsBUC
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「Kay…？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWRxYhYsDq
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gZ9KTpCjX
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「Kay，你喊緊？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzz9iwm7Bf
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAmuPJokTH
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz56tYjv8xN
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgyGmbUrkj
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeHZgRtABz
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM0OFdxdtM
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyluXWJMCc
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLnQmqLspg
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWAaeyohIq
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBEa2tDJhi
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「有人害佢？但…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDueecIFtT
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLynuAjrlx
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JFeuenNoZ
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那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxULLB6lYS
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當然不會。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N3WqyDHLK
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1qJt8SBjq
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFFGOYU8Ea
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7T3AyxtnF
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5r1vbpa41
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但事實完全相反。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlEI6nUvKw
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbNfzNqUsY
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgyReWdnty
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI1EZgsudE
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我好想她。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZhkV8zpcf
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5orxPcyOLZ
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu65oQbSAG
童桐…1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IpHMcEs06
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbyeJ89G0M
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「汪嗚…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaLttpdna7
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEQukZMD7T
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「汪！汪！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOvEtGcIAk
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5Rd6a2y7m
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S719o0UWP
「好啦，佢走左啦。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqplNEaF4gF
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHubvWoV8xF
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrsYiyfZ6n
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjIIDemdf7
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlroXeKzGDS
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWyCYQLs71
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那個童桐從沒存在過。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGoibBE65v
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv6sntkotl
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCg7iqMNtk
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxm5EZScXD
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbOIkYR48X
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRgAk498sa
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgvf7n1MZA
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMLpIoHSoO
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5MQ296hPT
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJdIs3nNzu
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxZXgj7NwY
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlhiCPVLNn
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPUI57J0BZ
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpxuAzMGR4
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EfzQmNOJR
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAafMvRKj1A
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kwuxGp7dU
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS4GJpYkj6
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZboo80CI1x
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8Aqhvc6rI
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYOmUM5Uxf
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4FNi1msIr
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr4uZpXoZo
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但…我…我…1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmtzJSWsis
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhNZqZFWOs
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkwItTo3zc
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eqnn0jY1h
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到此為止了。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pLueXGbDV
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDiMHI1sMC
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmClHvaqt5B
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yEN9Cnl3T
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「童桐。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiPF0osi5z
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZiwhNi7hQ
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVpz4AnMiV
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCqIrC94rK
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMTFaQDrH6
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXH1Z95xN8
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我擋在她家門前。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntmz68NNDr
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5HOpvLUKx
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtjiiIXgIg
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7fmWjYHYI
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlPnzCpx10
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj5wbfaIU4
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxArJmNacEt
這樣子她便明白了。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8QQncdc7Q
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukNZHUYFUc
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF1douljjT
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDzqsK9l3X
但我早也有兩手準備。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXG8hMshRo
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm59EevLDR1
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「咁…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTssf4TcsJ
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「嗚————汪—！！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJintQTVeMl
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7pR8wNpcJ
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「小心！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJQJsYRF77
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JawZBsCKb
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好輕？1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFGmEZg2s3
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「亞基！Sit！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkESQkKryHt
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDofkc8xXJ
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…真的好羨慕牠。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QDKFNhRyy
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「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg02qUJQaVs
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「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNmcl8NFH2
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「你…係唔係瘦左？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqChh64C8Xk
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57e3S0IALO
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37tTUXJVjm
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKV8VMP2Vq
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4c8Y4Sy7r
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCdpitNiHG
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ2X3KiQr6
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzlJKtnsG5
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
