「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCgHVe8xmh
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvAia3YXsG
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mv7DBvxk7
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOtvRMxtZC
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV66yCULxW
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「童桐。」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeLvKlHObC
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iDHiZSAPI
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「Kay…？」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeosXZHxK9
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8vRkQJgdi
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「Kay，你喊緊？」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O06XCyn0B
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「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGV2Epe0u9
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「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4zb6iSD7M
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRiyk01enR
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjUUf3b19o
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR33JtK9SiA
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj8jdcQWv3
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
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「有人害佢？但…」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL8F9GMipB
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uJ1OLdaJr
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fQMf0oGlK
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那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgKWgoXbWs
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當然不會。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleQTGdI52Q
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQEyhC2TAU
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqwNQk8vr1
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這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRVjwNKomp
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但事實完全相反。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsgmkIqHlU
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFLmLNhXQf
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我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpplfiqMEVu
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我好想她。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0PYMfvumT
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQquQT4Q1Xf
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童桐…1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8pJX2X91X
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh6zdyrHK4
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「汪嗚…」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRxsFJbtPn
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUiE0KFRT9
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「汪！汪！」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaXaiuazrW
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcHlRauWvG
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtYLV24xLF
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8nrMHCdJy
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看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VH8RV9YH0
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「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFlOadhS8A
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那個童桐從沒存在過。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSGfdOYQa5
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我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamXMWlVBXH
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「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRIb8veN9y
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也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQLlihyRXc
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU54HMgyuuE
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「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLMyHWRzPb
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亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYGhyaG6Pq
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「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFzt9q0PqW
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我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg5DwexYr9
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzUibTERED
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX8kj4t2gc
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaB7VORm8s
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdifhnXKgL
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PXrryj8dC
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據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKldhiQk6lW
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但…我…我…1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn8wmyaOBY
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRlbbQh7Vu
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBPXErmFN4
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCiKhlnHxd
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到此為止了。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7ptvr1O53
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbSvt2OHS2
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc3dZLWOMn
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「童桐。」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDBHJ1C96H
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYqHqk8d1A
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咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G8huXK3tT
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO4vyvD6Rh
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我擋在她家門前。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ53Etx9r2V
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWnbD3d7Eb
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「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUnhUGFDx7
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「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56Pw6vFNF2
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這樣子她便明白了。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh3kU8xuRc
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童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ82SMbZEl
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但我早也有兩手準備。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sd6SFsObO
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhcxktEQhv
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「咁…」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx5QBpfuUz
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「嗚————汪—！！」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg6NfVCLhv
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIGLZ4KxKR
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「小心！」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehYpCD8nsy
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJBZMOGfRe
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好輕？1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWh5aDDXfW
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「亞基！Sit！」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu26TOuqyuQ
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdbTuofZpi
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…真的好羨慕牠。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tznV0HmrJ
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「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1T1KsOFZr
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「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw9ePyxWjD
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「你…係唔係瘦左？」1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMLXvbmTpw
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「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83vE85SI5i
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPl9rnDesS
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauwWEnufqA
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SE3iyaZF6
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1011Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfF3JNd36F
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
