門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3ckMtWS8y
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzSoHEoxOh
總要面對的，對吧。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgZrXZDo6o
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5l0V3GVnm
「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1GYckrOxq
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KFKsFCh5h
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0tlEJNaoJ
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oblZoOdXL
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RG6RVl3Vj
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73OIn0YOR8
…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEmKEYORmX
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX2Sahtw1W
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh95Z9Na5V
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYftVZhNe7S
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztM1XpXPZz
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfGysZM0ho
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk6KYEffLo
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaXEYNcOBB
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95MFzb81Ru
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCuDhOGKcz
她…瘦了？1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBAJZQyiyK
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHhJ6JkYqJ
不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w8jR4ED27
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX9eNzTU1b
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsoN3hrnfj
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1FQk9Welc
「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Pmw16VEB
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcC2Xulomr
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdaIpXDvfv
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqZScXqloE
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXUv6Bf7P5
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYPIAcP44d
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ3IFBDVzy
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG9f23Sql7
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEBbxsDsHF
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QI1h7oF7L
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo3KX3NyLX
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjY14z4JyU
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiXznq0lrN
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxEVle5UFA
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGQTHEhZVV
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NO8kF94T7
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSR6a45pVU
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1DCSi9SK7
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3H4Drp4gW
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkh3pFfs74
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgRVYEslDK
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5kkCrmrdg
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCutyDIuB9E
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4DKopeKN8
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1AGAm18Al
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLGiz1kFgS
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCLyo6gblf
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftu6C8c9Nh
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEPT1b64XI
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn0jwH8Y4s
這麼細聲能聽到？1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4BWrWJCoq
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdJWPFVTzd
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38TeQzwjwl
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdISPVOIQd
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFurdbr9tsu
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFiAWJ4ojM
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyND8eA6EBq
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy4EP5xxXc
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5sOQaoB0T
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8zooRzgEO
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4VFjeBB56
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUM3lFU2iX
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CJxnFgMIk
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFnxz6V3es
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hoypTnDDS
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXR5oVsoea
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE5oIBZLr7
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xYtoge6rD
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFgXcNebXM
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vOtAXWjon
老實說，我很心痛。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECUtdq5fky
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykOQdnKNNJ
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw2M73Ys2R
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXWmr5vJOA
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZQ2L29S6r
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqHu6Csjj8
但…1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSWZQjrwyl
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRchxwCGYd
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosvqgBHIN4
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxswDOmVXC
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMMibabPK4
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRinr195ns
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMtyg5j93m
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00yLjBCqcG
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxVS4HC9J0
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7fAuAYRg8
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8CSpTVrKG
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EtxbYrViu
感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLFN41ZxjT
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHr1W7ZsNkT
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAu6gduWIz
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusazu2zrzK
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7NHthvcBI
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIqYnIkjqN
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDpJanlA7r
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXI1S9ZhhR
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aivNZPxjk
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTSmYVxVsw
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KqyBi75Ou
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpTyuC9Jei
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJejS5jyEDj
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuGcA0yqX9
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YWaa0sFtv
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bB2iwxMaO
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qJQGEIo77
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcCMNUbsiS
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVkQQPKqYR
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW0ICIqcNy
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDBSPBBL7l
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVihe0XzvU
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjMq4QzqtU
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHL3PpmIhl
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzs95Ljz9o
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN05zhqy8C6
我在說甚麼呢。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIqPcHcjCH
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXPF3tx1zL
童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAA1aNJXfZ
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPR2XDxLmm
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uX4ymomPg
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOeTUoFUCG
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBlVRvk0et
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZyN3wlJlX
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQsMagDHW1
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGinHxYlyVu
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbi0hxujEk
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbNjSuzouh
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUcN6n11C2
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXJzKpR8bM
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ571eIzRTd8
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV9lW8X7it
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfVdO7i5tT
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzeDzSgUen
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0of3Dg2dP
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xc9YDtlqg
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70CG9KR4DH
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrKiiDO3qW
我希望是這樣的答案。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbEsyuJ05D
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnx7sTtfvf
但童桐先是沉默。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uKgYQBcOj
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhQzpqi7Wz
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNLMFSMAWN
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsAuv8GcLh
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPArInyaE7Z
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqk5RzO3h7
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQZMnzh9e0
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz7GdPzply
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBjJYb5JJ8
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeiRAqGhGD
甚麼意思。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi99W4m19qF
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXQ4F7NUtb
這到底是甚麼意思。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIzx2dVR3V
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNhMCEUw2w
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h09z3FNnS
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo54SMunFH
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxJp4ffFUI
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfrHoS663f
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnAhcHCUN4
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZlJMk5aw9
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVVVgrlxab
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQzdD3Ff9K
是你嗎…Dora.1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUonb5zq6O
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxeiUxTyID
「你…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceNa1eZlKZ
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKaYwMkfnB
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFL2LvtkRD
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIrtUeQ63R
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vb9rQAhlX
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYKJQoi9QO
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBUcumwIm1
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjLpljhBaD
我覺得自己瘋了。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX112q6hme
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M9WsqFgkZ
我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxxRVgJBIp
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxsZv9F0rI
Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Nd6YZAD5
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85bWwxDIm6
童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Fa9aGjTg
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjMpl4qCgr
童桐就是Dora。
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIatdfAYXB9
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OgscGeaOt
「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsUF4c37Z4
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqX4DQVOG7
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdpSfjHLSy
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CXzzquUE6
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31RpqGNTxa
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNleZ6I8E83
我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rTOydR4xM
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2wNqBhJkq
或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9IKaKGIIQ
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh6gccDE6e
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKzMATF8lm
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytbPzlWuvz
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XJ3XRDabC
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8RiO0HXxc
「咁點解…無可能…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OGNekUHNp
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHyxGtipMt
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqJi5UZtXP
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp1RxASG3d
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawhhbd9BcE
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThu7SIunjw
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLnfiCjHGi
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv08sXXx4Hi
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6glogHFzCv
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5je4KWx7ts
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8cYom7Oz8
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v2WTd9MUG
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpLuY1wiEb
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHvRGgoGCi
「童……」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXMlBsWbbw
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3gzeX1Ego
簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ521dS45HBv
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUpqdAltlw
童桐…抽煙？！1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKJor49NKX
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq9UgqO54C
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyP177T3zG
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqjuutu9L4
「童桐…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTrGayvu0I
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmCNjxIf93
「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVcUWzbKnp
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdignqfSg1
Dora哭起來。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqAZiVTC2x
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2KRKkq26h
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSgQpjqwPz
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHIldUf0SM
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTZPqwYDmt
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rz6msy7nr
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs06BPbgThu
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKFLcbfsnK
「見到你第一眼。」我說。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJGjKWO4w3
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPDap13AUj
「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbgMmmYKwg
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi4FLgvTSg
「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7esLYiSki
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvh3oR8Px6
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3zTe7Txtj
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7EKM3ZLRf
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z5eu1a6Nu
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結果當然是…1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2SbEDiGXQ
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ990pW4BlcZ
「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9tSJ7NZ1G
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkEp2kM2yY
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNoRz5djoC
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG9oyBUe77
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdzexswJYj
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXO1MAkHVW
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdOy6rgDDT
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pxOJNEAdW
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnil5Owaxl
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt8ngCjHxJ
正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TIWiKIcRx
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCRAvw0nv0
他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7uqoEqtjo
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ7qMFOTKz
1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV7i5J8rt6
這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
