「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMToT8QXN7
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTQmEO0Sla
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlePQ97xlFi
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI4RMzQRCy
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原因是因為在那之前。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWO5erJI1t
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL353pcbSZE
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「童桐。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ukAHTiWzH
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYNvesOf69
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「Kay…？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHatLBuXv7
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF1tILBFlK
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwnjPti9Xc
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「Kay，你喊緊？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOruMJQIbL
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrLqIc1CsK
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFXvlkA7rs
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCGjEFY3pB
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy27BpPBCx
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIjSWWxIll
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIZpG3u0og
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN39odpalC
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabX7NY0jER
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFneDkqJ5k
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「有人害佢？但…」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOHIJlzjBF
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWFtZVm8Ti
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT8eTulDCB
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXgAl0uVQc
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgNBGbclio
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapWhWPxLaT
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOTZyAK41p
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當然不會。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUJcRHFcCl
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ojH1xIv8d
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHt6o8FlHi
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMt2A1J5Um
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx8LMF14GW
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITDVZqJncT
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但事實完全相反。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZV11dFamX
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bfNDWbutl
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokK6x8NmKn
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwtuGTb9Ub
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJntYI4EovJ
我好想她。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy5dVR0B6S
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglWXAKc9cN
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeYafKHbZ9
童桐…1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf9VAbxsfR
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyLaNMbVLF
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1dIxqCeNH
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzzGgtLK6i
「汪嗚…」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQQckGhSgL
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dUczqiMSe
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「汪！汪！」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpZSthFAhG
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy7nbKRp5V
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1emyhJ1CN5
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YiQP1fNHV
「好啦，佢走左啦。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuFdXpYCGN
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V1z6eu2PN
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vkw5QLxUG
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzXizWvGz8
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6BJbWKuvS
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvkk19XJMf
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4CVCA07ML
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAEP1steIO
那個童桐從沒存在過。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs13j8sngT
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFzJE3W92t
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPvMwJspr6
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRceujJOHSZ
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSNzwSi3hl
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb1bHHwTlN
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetmbQCBVH1
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjuuW0pKjp
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RYDaJdgnp
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9KCvulBl9
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMo6EFYBn5
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffHzltRq7u
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYqQBuqCDv
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjKTpAVWEO
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8oFOB9fkQ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf73dV8EYG
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgvn09whCw
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQE86btoxj
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFI9qDJfqO
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQO0a3H5vI
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKqJxHfKAp
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCULwIF6bJ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSuLpHBXb7
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtcBciyPU2
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEM7koYEEj
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX5K4KfA98
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiG17SpFG6
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但…我…我…1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O3L9kJYXY
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdXJ5ZAN3s
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYufeQVHHh
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruyu7MG5og
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：041076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5KIjB1xQP
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：031076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTwrfjcsBV
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8lfBmeT8t
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到此為止了。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCTUZmQ50O
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7DnHESk3L
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfs5U3Wyum
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dz3usNELX
「童桐。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp3D5xU44z
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldPWfBDBm0
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHQwBOyhOp
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlj5BpHsfS
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcizb7Umxd
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI2hfmi3pm
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DiCEMMpcx
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L1B2U4Nzj
我擋在她家門前。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBfo2AAycS
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gAEov4O8X
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwq8VPSwsrP
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW33U6ZtJIj
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKMZR4BzFH
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsJDkmRukZ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgcK6GWCak
這樣子她便明白了。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK15vcXi80r
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouZlMM7qhj
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdCA4k1pCx
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyviVuOpsx
但我早也有兩手準備。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp33UGyYD0
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfvUkzwgSM
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「咁…」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQznItaTP9
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「嗚————汪—！！」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfD3PMWsRa
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFmxgUEzSh
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「小心！」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcxBkIJkRz
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wQ44SKCNF
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfzfRAgYx9
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLKDIcunvP
好輕？1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnECbOV972
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSiSZRKWie
「亞基！Sit！」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8H7XkWPMI
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIX9lrD8f6
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1HsnApgCZ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF5XymRLXK
…真的好羨慕牠。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe7R5F8OuV
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYkWxZd7cj
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vC7g3k7v8
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtA02WWAjs
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhQoq2nMnx
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRH64OqUzL
「你…係唔係瘦左？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijNFziocPU
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gmyXJimtV
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G5t5MIy36
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrk80Nbsvi
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPb2bBfUZH
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cYZ4MR0oD
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjhoSgR1jx
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2RgRyWZnX
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkaHBGono3
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7ZzvwCdZ0
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
