門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7kWeCWuTx
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總要面對的，對吧。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn1lwv88u5
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNki4YvipG1
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「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8E8c702Oh
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzPrIeBmFa
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudXLoRXzHx
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStqMyJ3vxk
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「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rfAx9EkxG
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKssSYetvl
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「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO810H8YOH
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她…瘦了？1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSFuxxOwh5
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvzi6GRGoa
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童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QVDpgtOoD
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbMaoPTBBb
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI5eJIp22w
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「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhIWJbbxAI
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAjcIejJjF
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFKz0S6RVc
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2sB2YKFGy
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR0vYBpWTA
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「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGdIC7cext
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「我地自己食就得架啦…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VIvQUytPa
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「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnmA1x8Mq2
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgChztWJV7h
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva1RXCsMIp
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWmWFiIlIl
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZiMlIM8Sw
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId39BlVbxC
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcvVg651z5
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6VCwnadCy
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARor7bsDG5
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoSIVX9KQs
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC8FFOKPZU
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAijVezPVA
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ik7jCzz2w
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這麼細聲能聽到？1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuMAFQyr5e
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryYSmnT4FG
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoBznpdpMW
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雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvCfVPFhSq
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkb2ThveAd
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I4heCozFP
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「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtT9vchvjl
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O1Fd2ulpa
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pLnasbrhh
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVEx6Uf5lg
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5mPx3Z5lt
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCd68Fh9CO
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOpgjyVK0a
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fnhEJPNWI
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC4C3NF1CW
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJslZu2AfPF
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老實說，我很心痛。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAemNSPzt0l
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我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYUQG6d9RK
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDx6ZQfRTV
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbnLKyCl8W
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但…1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9qspp9AWZ
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閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFNk7lzOan
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqItVJI9QvS
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eWa7cAd9A
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3K73p9pzW
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10nyCIYipe
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不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hpqWpejpm
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9cUExsjR4
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcZVRf96ea
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我不想對童桐惡言相向。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jjNNqXrgl
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但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVVNBmkQ78
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「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh2vVhyLKo
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再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGzsGJRpRk
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WhO1B06Mz
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkXh4yVNfJ
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80n9HKTjSl
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUBdWpn1Oq
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuCHa08zZ1
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbBdZYWPwP
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMfANX0spa
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKgBFqW1y5
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv0c3DBVpF
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebQyAo8Qd9
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWgbI1ircR
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor8HnkN8Lv
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXbeeHu0kw
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJkDYkJVMb
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我在說甚麼呢。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFjkUV9VCN
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv171NU1TLv
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUDXl1Ot8c
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtu4DJr3uW
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvEqHbOSTw
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我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV3NmhfxkT
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcJiaI9u5M
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0VWcJScxa
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNXAEBst0x
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO8toPc8AJ
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFXHPaNxiV
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0QtL4TkJM
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXaeEybwBx
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5HI7AeIMk
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfT0Z8pk1B
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi54lWu7FuR
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至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhikv3KKQ5
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我希望是這樣的答案。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHEcSRVSQN
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI9oJMcqZD
但童桐先是沉默。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdfLd5fLrw
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然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZrXltk3nh
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb64dn1oSzq
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy1scNR4kA
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aS2rJc7r6
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASXOyw8Bd4
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE9brsEPwe
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCndqP2irf7
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甚麼意思。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8MzrwbYTj
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQpVDTy0Do
這到底是甚麼意思。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cd73x5yod
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VXzZ8WL1H
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYSe4Eb33J
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNVJXE1ZEy
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbB81KMCWO
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveTjEsqK4M
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIM4SVmAVhA
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdRtQ2lKRQ
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihvce6y0HX
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ467PYzgB
是你嗎…Dora.1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzYHuhwncJ
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0gTZrLzZO
「你…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVqBquzVGx
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCGuwM7hMy
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5pP7yEn35
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eea9XdE0c
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcXf6h4arN
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我覺得自己瘋了。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL7i0CXbFJ
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6oD8hDIfv
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMJe8YCfRG
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y45IQjeqg
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFbNMYiDgV
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tXzVtTrWC
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「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzKOUFesRK
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35Z9bkw0d4
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmlCCtJpgH
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuRruYOMeq
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzyaXQStc1
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrCVsuTrq4
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「咁點解…無可能…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWFanXnnzL
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8OG6KXtkI
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiKhoQqf24
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dNIUtO9P7
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlItkbRQzux
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkt6IT9wqM
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd5bDAtqZE
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「童……」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53bWAv6DiD
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NdU14MrA9
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童桐…抽煙？！1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxevcCVMl5U
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu5fCaYc0C
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「童桐…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC79hkalisr
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEdFVfE7ER
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Dora哭起來。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0sHvEOVnM
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYlD2Xxq5i
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsTf4p7F4C
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLYFbS783n
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC5Y8cBGBo
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9qhp1yjJA
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgJTquaxE3
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA5TWpBUxf
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQREk0gaK5
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結果當然是…1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1EwksqD6E
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRQdjy7x0b
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxUYWlmsju
1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbXgvug8pp
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONXHw6tvpa
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIF0eiqqI6
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1zj9IWd0f
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaUF77MpZg
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzbOEOMojd
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKBo06qROj
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
