Chapter twenty-eight
Matt
Novah's in the shower and as much as I want to get in the shower and fuck her senseless I need to think.
I really, really need to think.
We're going back to the dumbass dorm rooms after she finishes in the shower.
She's helping Ezra and I'm merely coming with her to make sure Ezra doesn't get any ideas.
Novah said she loves the apartment so I'm over-the-moon happy. I was so nervous she wouldn't like it but I had to remain calm.
I wish she would move in with me.
I love her so much.
I love spending time with her.
I love sleeping in the same bed with her, its so comforting.
And.....well.......we all know how I feel about sex with her......
It would be all that but every single day.
It sounds like heaven.
I would love if she would move in with me but I'm scared that I would somehow fuck up again.
I obviously will.
And there are so many people against our relationship. Obviously, I don't give a shit about what anyone thinks of us but Novah does.
She cares a lot so therefore, I do.
Every time I hear her say that she loves me it makes me want to give up my whole life for her.
I seriously want to be a better person for her.
I want her to be proud of me like I am proud of her.
I can get sober again.
I know I can.
If she's by my side helping me.
If not, I'll only fall deeper into the abyss of addiction.
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