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My head is spinning. Between the weed, the vodka, and the blood trickling from my arm.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaeEc067VC
You should just kill yourself.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7dIzSvQoY
No no no no.....169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj5u9hWV85
Once those thoughts intrude, it's over.
Fuck.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwhqTO5HgH
The one person who liked you, the one person who wanted you, doesn't want you anymore. Now what? my inner voice reminds me.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1TlXZ7vav
I grab the bottle of vodka and take another swig, hoping to drown out the thoughts, knowing damn well, alcohol will make it worst.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyPe2AziUG
Why would she do that to me? I fucking hate her.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7KbN10MVr
But I love her so, so much.
I want her right now.
I need her so badly.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgUlyH30yd
I can feel my mind caving in. Too many emotions are pouring down on me, like a never-ending rainstorm.
I haven't shed one tear since I got here, and it's getting awfully hard to hold back. I feel like sobbing for days on end, but I know if I start......I'll never stop.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIuXpDn1cz
I hear Novah's voice in my head.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsnTfnNxDl
My beautiful boy......169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8JzuZmKF5
It gave me so much hope that she thought I was beautiful. That she thought I was good. All my life, I've been told I was bad. A suspect.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1UYDMrgPA
Someone finally thought I was worthy. The way she would look into my eyes and run her fingers through my hair. She would kiss my lips so gently like she was afraid to break me or something. She treated me like I was precious.
And now......now.......she doesn't want me anymore.
I'm discarded trash just like I was before.
That thought is so painful. I get that sinking feeling in my gut and it starts to get hard to breathe.
My hands are trembling and the cuts I just recently made are still bleeding, I didn't even bother to clean them or anything. I'm letting the blood flow freely.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgetgzj6EcJ
Just then, something dawns on me.
What if I just end it all, right now?
All my suffering would be over.
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