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My head is spinning. Between the weed, the vodka, and the blood trickling from my arm.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI5mKY5jqH
You should just kill yourself.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLkr5H5RP4
No no no no.....176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DPdKoFwgq
Once those thoughts intrude, it's over.
Fuck.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMCxvzqBTo
The one person who liked you, the one person who wanted you, doesn't want you anymore. Now what? my inner voice reminds me.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcLCwRKQMV
I grab the bottle of vodka and take another swig, hoping to drown out the thoughts, knowing damn well, alcohol will make it worst.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMRfJ7dpkG
Why would she do that to me? I fucking hate her.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS1MDPJCvD
But I love her so, so much.
I want her right now.
I need her so badly.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81cKGAqOdZ
I can feel my mind caving in. Too many emotions are pouring down on me, like a never-ending rainstorm.
I haven't shed one tear since I got here, and it's getting awfully hard to hold back. I feel like sobbing for days on end, but I know if I start......I'll never stop.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJ96MnRUKj
I hear Novah's voice in my head.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuaXMYCJMI
My beautiful boy......176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJklI6buo8
It gave me so much hope that she thought I was beautiful. That she thought I was good. All my life, I've been told I was bad. A suspect.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7Mgvw36Dx
Someone finally thought I was worthy. The way she would look into my eyes and run her fingers through my hair. She would kiss my lips so gently like she was afraid to break me or something. She treated me like I was precious.
And now......now.......she doesn't want me anymore.
I'm discarded trash just like I was before.
That thought is so painful. I get that sinking feeling in my gut and it starts to get hard to breathe.
My hands are trembling and the cuts I just recently made are still bleeding, I didn't even bother to clean them or anything. I'm letting the blood flow freely.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjRNFPerlP
Just then, something dawns on me.
What if I just end it all, right now?
All my suffering would be over.
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