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My head is spinning. Between the weed, the vodka, and the blood trickling from my arm.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Q4Wio92h
You should just kill yourself.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGYHuRfcMw
No no no no.....177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpcKSSbvJd
Once those thoughts intrude, it's over.
Fuck.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoBwLcJqzE
The one person who liked you, the one person who wanted you, doesn't want you anymore. Now what? my inner voice reminds me.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Jv3sa0vd
I grab the bottle of vodka and take another swig, hoping to drown out the thoughts, knowing damn well, alcohol will make it worst.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQrfTI7XLv
Why would she do that to me? I fucking hate her.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHRDIx10Vt
But I love her so, so much.
I want her right now.
I need her so badly.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Opagu8P3Y
I can feel my mind caving in. Too many emotions are pouring down on me, like a never-ending rainstorm.
I haven't shed one tear since I got here, and it's getting awfully hard to hold back. I feel like sobbing for days on end, but I know if I start......I'll never stop.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87x3K6WUdK
I hear Novah's voice in my head.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1netxFcVZ
My beautiful boy......177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROvpRDGlxr
It gave me so much hope that she thought I was beautiful. That she thought I was good. All my life, I've been told I was bad. A suspect.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPiTfJYjya
Someone finally thought I was worthy. The way she would look into my eyes and run her fingers through my hair. She would kiss my lips so gently like she was afraid to break me or something. She treated me like I was precious.
And now......now.......she doesn't want me anymore.
I'm discarded trash just like I was before.
That thought is so painful. I get that sinking feeling in my gut and it starts to get hard to breathe.
My hands are trembling and the cuts I just recently made are still bleeding, I didn't even bother to clean them or anything. I'm letting the blood flow freely.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT1ROQyqIp
Just then, something dawns on me.
What if I just end it all, right now?
All my suffering would be over.
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