我和日朗在一起。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOtfNEpyIT
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7DLxhlHq4
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZlzewrpRl
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q5HXYuGjF
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucYncvnavm
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2xw7P7EWp
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKkn0nlw8y
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX4TwonixZ
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfvQnSaJQf
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScPMdW2JiW
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRVeTmV5bI
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W0UGmDo02
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU6Sl5vj4D
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKQxRzOdV4
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmudX708QkT
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu2MtjeiQX
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWrltlSz50
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52n4aKI18c
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeSD2DFiIW
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVjCY56W70
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHFo1rj91o
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUHPc6IEo1
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvP0QVSQLf
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS17igM3HK
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBKLnSU8pY
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBluv4NuqS
可是，我受不了。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JK2TU8Cnz
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vsAtoTFm3
慢慢，他要求我：794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQKsJKq0sG
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCF868B3Jm
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV9sNipasm
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUA4maY8aV
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzASTJLaHZ4
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClBECqjG6W
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK9LQnXpo4
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3fqvSuZg3
我開始失落。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNXihUeo85
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16RD1xz7Rm
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNzbKJNwCr
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb0RhTJlj4
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MWRNmnDCb
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqHSerkaI8
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oUE9ZTyLa
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyxjVmSBHB
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8zLjhyqrP
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAOsAVFEN7
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tcbRI9mzm
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jGKb5lwKE
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoMUmUJNXd
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkOwTSKfay
我不懂愛人？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPWJ5oyeiI
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hVCniZzcO
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAfrnHh47e
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbhoZOEPT9
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5FHwPb2q4
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbDOC4Z1C7
係咪因為——794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaR16TJ1M1
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ0SHDg24n
你唔夠愛我呢？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZzxG3g7oN
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtwp8cOGOD
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwRCUPY7DD
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHeqny4FUC
對，就是這樣。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTr3KoyeD4
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuV9PucL18
我的心再一次與他疏離。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsk8b2CrZK
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsVLZdpecD
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9hkHRbRgx
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbeFIHPxqs
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgIiMlGlkA
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFa7THFUTw
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qre7vJPE3
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9SyGDSoc2
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTUO2UKF2t
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qVJ0HOM8t
所以我出軌——794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoPr9iwDkE
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt0cBuIDUL
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbZCPY3nci
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbklYS3Vzqv
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3TKpvwH4C
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqREFg1c9E
直到，日朗發現我出軌。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81AjgXCTia
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWSKtxhHoc
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ621dtLZbXu
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTBeUcKqh5
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN4PVKW0my
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVRvzxHZqw
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb2SM2gHj5
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsA2vpQmup
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFlD2zoaUX
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkw3gNwh9i
結果，他不斷付出。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3ns78fr2P
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNzP1NdZy2
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB0VgTQMUH
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA16EeCksvk
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TEJatnAAt
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYAxRxcshd
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupXgLyWmRV
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRTdVwucAE
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmrGfvvA59
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrequrIJzs
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcMf9F4BSS
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkn5N2AEQ3
唉，真令人無奈。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d8H2R9E6F
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3DuunGFwJ
我有別人給我的愛了。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPWAv61Qkc
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LilbxFRTF
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhypHJe9qQ
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08fnpVyo9h
唯有再見。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dHRh95bw9
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjBFH05chZ
再見。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxGltQN8DS
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDfFPgMOkw
只是，後來，我又念記他。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHw1Mt6Tct
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