我和日朗在一起。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM0b77MyOx
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa7zd45mQl
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1VSe3vX4C
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIuV1bLSCE
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn9G8uH5Om
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOngEQ1K1D
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjZVrtul7
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeIuwlUqPN
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWvxEZRRer
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEa3vwMvxC
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsxFXwrKB0
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjaCzEkelp
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPGKbfw0mU
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eGJMAWhri
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLTV1KIiyG
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfYKQ8SSUJ
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLq7mMDIJ2
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dg24HD0WO
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我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAqSnwxMcg
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可是，我受不了。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF31unDIcQ
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慢慢，他要求我：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxXmBDOSOE
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「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQxnGeI75l
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd05uyVR4fU
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbLKI0kXLd
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyp5GVx8jn
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPLuV57iYM
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我開始失落。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoV6lBBsfc
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH9vNPYlTH
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhBhWUlMjf
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEyMgBMhbs
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQBRiViMrP
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJx68DjbKt
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHVJoPVMFq
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuMDBMLlYr
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGyQPYykSr
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgMAhmYLX8
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G3KHR2hai
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpejMd4A9Kp
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我不懂愛人？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ks2etVw0J
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuTB315Jhy
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh15L91h5g
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kU368lUzm
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係咪因為——853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7aPDbasa9
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你唔夠愛我呢？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJTGhJVcWv
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hUKk5TgY9
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0gNdtn9E8
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對，就是這樣。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCx0EAPkC4
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vcDCa8DpO
我的心再一次與他疏離。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z8cgMQgrC
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn8kET2RAI
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cLnR85ICs
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tl1bE6pwh
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBnNKFDK6g
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaetUG9aLSF
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GGzRGQ4b4
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x2EA0M7OI
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQYOz0Po6H
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所以我出軌——853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKTXlpvNXo
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9P0bFMfs7
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEfxyeb55W
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlr75KQKtQ
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdltEotIhGo
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvT9WDruWa
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqp5MBP6Vv
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTB59t3wDq
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWjdSEedMm
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWe6G7t9yT
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIBvPTf7G2
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs8zaKbu2W
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm04mBBleg
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkVCupKYXI
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOzcqsrkcH
結果，他不斷付出。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGuoxlWM5g
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMNXbFuhRs
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhLfAb0Sjv
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsNJ13deRt
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Do5LXk2Jf
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOOUU6CExx
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhNrZahArm
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsKoQleFjI
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUiJHpPJZV
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcuKdusXIN
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Aj2h6lN2
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH8QFTZdxC
唉，真令人無奈。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqL2yNGje4
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mhZBqPey9
我有別人給我的愛了。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFbtgJhly1
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5oTgBM0iJ
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmNF0rObF3
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唯有再見。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5UcEjdf34
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再見。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5yKVnT3M6
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只是，後來，我又念記他。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIYNiq0lfA
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