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January 1, 2005
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Same day
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What the fuck just happened?515Please respect copyright.PENANA0b3beyqaX8
I can only register two things as I hide Big Ben from all the extra eyes in the doorway.515Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3KMCpuHzW
One, Red is pissed.515Please respect copyright.PENANAWAnyQMEqdC
Two, Kat is laughing... for some reason?515Please respect copyright.PENANAkY9hDrlCos
Now, why the hell is she pissed? The way she eyed my junk earlier, I thought she might try to castrate me. 515Please respect copyright.PENANApPhL2SY4s2
What did I do to her? 515Please respect copyright.PENANA7OglMoC0m2
Well, whatever it is, she can leave Big Ben out of it. I try to hide my smirk at Kat's nickname since this seems like an inappropriate time.515Please respect copyright.PENANANueqYmfciG
Okay, let's see... 515Please respect copyright.PENANAozAvgaT6zq
Did I say something stupid last night? That seems like something I would do... but I barely talked to her and it's not like I was wasted.515Please respect copyright.PENANAlVWvJDS4W0
"What the fuck is so fucking funny, Katarina?" Red's eyes bulge as she turns on her friend. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAv9yQHlWNBO
Kat just continues to laugh. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAolXL47wCE2
"This... This... man-whore..." She gestures towards me. "...is in here stealing your innocence while his idiot wingman is trying to distract me."515Please respect copyright.PENANA6CYwWtgVqc
Say what now?515Please respect copyright.PENANArOmtc6ZInE
"Man-whore?" I get out the same time Kat speaks up. "Innocence?"515Please respect copyright.PENANAvjbDCMxqdG
Kat looks at me and blushes, but her gaze sweeps back to her friend. "Vanessa, seriously. Nothing happened. Calm down, Mama Bear."515Please respect copyright.PENANABlV15K8T1F
"Oh right. You are both just sitting in bed... naked for no reason." Red rolls her eyes. "Come on, Katie-bug, I'm a lot of things, but stupid isn't one of them."515Please respect copyright.PENANAR24b7HdHaN
"Well, not completely naked." Kat drops the blanket. "You can't have sex with your underwear on, right?" 515Please respect copyright.PENANASWNS2lGXAj
I suck in a breath, suprised by her lack of modesty. "Jesus, Kat." I try to avert my gaze to the wall, but she's so damn sexy, my eyes keep wandering back to her.515Please respect copyright.PENANAJSqYD6Zude
Shit, I'm not sure Big Ben can handle much more... 515Please respect copyright.PENANAEcbDeoWcTk
"Come on, Ness. They are both adults, just leave them alone." Nate speaks from behind Red.515Please respect copyright.PENANAw1SGKUEiLd
Kat's entire body turns bright red as she realizes she has an audience. She pulls the sheet back over her body and hides her face.515Please respect copyright.PENANA7fMXi5AQ6M
I'm conflicted. I'm thankful she's covered, but I also miss the amazing view. 515Please respect copyright.PENANABn3Ak2zxf4
I need to see her again.515Please respect copyright.PENANA820KWryM4K
Red turns on Nate. "And you! Don't even get me started on you." Her eyes narrow. "Trying to protect your wingman. You knew he would worm his way into her bed and you said nothing."515Please respect copyright.PENANAminPHuy8NG
"Umm, this is his room, babe." He gives her a pointed look. It's nice to know he always has my back, even in this fucked up situation. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAvxd3GiEzr3
"So what?" Her face contorts with confusion as she tries to understand.515Please respect copyright.PENANASHn2M5B90c
Sick of being spoken about as if I'm not here, I defend myself. "So, I didn't weasel myself anywhere." 515Please respect copyright.PENANAHkMZey2Ns3
Kat covers her face with her hands.515Please respect copyright.PENANAu8nOk9aLm4
...And I immediately feel guilty for speaking up. I should just keep my mouth shut instead of stroking my own ego.515Please respect copyright.PENANAcGHduBDj6J
Even if she did crawl into my bed. I would gladly take all the blame to get another night with her. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAvQvqPaGSJo
"Yeah, right. She was drunk and passed out, how do I know you didn't just strip her down and put her in your bed?" Red is a determined little thing. I wonder how Nate's going to be able to handle her. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAqxJcQW481R
"I told you before, Ben wouldn't do that. If you want to keep accusing him of shit, you can leave!" Nate has my back.515Please respect copyright.PENANAdfbPS3WKOW
Before Vanessa can react, Kat's meek voice comes out, as she lowers the blanket from her face. "Ness, he didn't." Her eyes dart to the floor. "He put me in the room next door."515Please respect copyright.PENANAGF8i5YTFuZ
Shit, is she ashamed... of being caught or of being with me? 515Please respect copyright.PENANATtFkeD7uht
"Oh..." Red's eyes widen as realization sets in. Is this really that weird for Kat?515Please respect copyright.PENANAZsTHK2cJ5Z
"Why don't we give them a minute to get dressed?" Nate steps closer behind Vanessa as he slides his hands up and down her arms. "Come on, Babe."515Please respect copyright.PENANALq7A0Jyt6x
"Uh..." Vanessa clears her throat. "Yeah, we're just gonna... go." Her eyes avoid me completely.515Please respect copyright.PENANAXSQPAiMPkJ
Once they have left the room, I'm not sure what to do. Honestly, I would like to finish what we started, but it's definitely not good timing.515Please respect copyright.PENANADTwaM8Xxq7
Kat clears her throat. "I am so sorry about..." She waves her hands toward the door. "...all THAT."515Please respect copyright.PENANACczxi1kz6q
"Uh... Yeah..." I can't help the laugh that escapes. "That was... weird." 515Please respect copyright.PENANAXiA3unoqAu
She sighs and flops back on the bed, rubbing her hands over her face. The sheet doesn't go with her. "What a mess..." 515Please respect copyright.PENANAd8amXZrnaI
"Uh huh..." I'm having a hard time staying focused with her body exposed again. 515Please respect copyright.PENANA0B1k5TbKXv
"Okay, we need a plan." She continues to assault her eyes.515Please respect copyright.PENANArMzOcEA2DO
"Uh huh..." I know I should be paying attention, but she's wearing see through underwear. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAqNxiKU2xLf
She moves her hands from her face and looks at me. "You aren't even listening, are you?"515Please respect copyright.PENANA7kEBLLyhMe
"Uh huh..." Damn, she caught me off guard. "I mean... yeah. Totally."515Please respect copyright.PENANA3kwrNlTGzp
She giggles, but hits my arm. "Focus, Ben!"515Please respect copyright.PENANAZpJ89e8y0L
"Sorry, it's a little difficult." I gesture toward her body. Shit, what was I thinking? Now, she's going to cover up. Keep your mouth shut, stupid.515Please respect copyright.PENANAubNbOr1Wi2
"Oops..." She looks down at her body and throws me an innocent look. "Is this distracting?"515Please respect copyright.PENANAezJjRBh3La
Oh, she knows what she's doing. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAlgSk1NJITW
I reach toward her, needing to feel her smooth skin... Just as a pillow hits me in the stomach. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAD53E9YCjkw
"Hey now! You almost hit Big Ben." I grin as the blush takes over her face. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAa8bmejgpk3
"Oh my god! Focus, Ben!" She throws the other pillow at my face. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAMbUxp3EEqu
"It would be easier if I wasn't being assaulted." I clutch both pillows in my lap so she can't use them to hit me anymore. 515Please respect copyright.PENANADjMT3MQoID
"Okay, I'm done beating you." I try to hide the smirk taking over my face. 515Please respect copyright.PENANArUw3YaiML5
"You are into some kinky shit." I would totally let her beat me, you know, if she was into that.515Please respect copyright.PENANAMKYksvCgPM
Actually... I would probably let her do anything she wanted. 515Please respect copyright.PENANArexfzen0m5
"Wh-what? No... I'm not..." She looks shocked, but I can't tell if I am way off or if I cracked some secret. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAYTJbmQK25j
Something flashes in her eyes, so I decide to press it. "Wait, are you really? I was just joking." 515Please respect copyright.PENANAf7bxBPmlNN
Her mouth pops open in disbelief. I should probably stop, but I also really want to know. 515Please respect copyright.PENANA70UuFdxXfd
"What is it? Whips? Tied up? Foot fetish? Threesomes?" I'm not sure I like the thought of sharing her with anyone else...515Please respect copyright.PENANAvZPgRwtR2F
Her eyes narrow. I seem to have pushed too far. Curiosity killed the cat, right?515Please respect copyright.PENANAfBRrMgIF8z
"Oh come on... I will totally do it with you, if you just tell me." Maybe we can do some of my fantasies too, most of them involve her. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAmPAeAoSPXx
Her demeanor changes completely. "No." Her face stern, like when I first met her last night. "We need to get dressed and go out there and deal with this."515Please respect copyright.PENANA9kMWMpOKdW
"Deal with... this?" I can't help but feel a little hurt. I thought we had something, even if it wouldn't last, but apparently not. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAGef6ZFMtJs
"Yes... this situation." She speaks slowly, as though I'm incapable of understanding. 515Please respect copyright.PENANApwCx7Bnq76
"So, now we are a situation?" I shoot back, not hiding my offense.515Please respect copyright.PENANADHfAQX18H0
"No Ben, there is no 'we'. This was all a huge drunken mistake." I'm not sure why, but those words sting somewhere deep within. 515Please respect copyright.PENANACrLaVhXn0p
I feel like someone kicked me in the stomach. My chest physically hurts. What is wrong with me? 515Please respect copyright.PENANAaRNAEx2ozS
I didn't want a relationship or anything, but I wouldn't say it was a huge mistake. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAd5WC8YBxln
"And this morning?" I ask bitterly. "How are you going to explain that away, Kat? We aren't drunk anymore." I try to unclench my jaw, but I can't.515Please respect copyright.PENANAnm1LZBpj7O
"You know what I mean." She grabs her dress from the floor and pulls it over her head.515Please respect copyright.PENANA2R3bU7E2p8
"Oh no, please enlighten me, Kat." It comes out through gritted teeth. 515Please respect copyright.PENANADWlp5ouOg8
"You're mad?" She looks at me with complete confusion. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAVJy0CqFteb
I glare at her, unsure what to say. Hell yes, I'm mad, but I can't explain why. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAM9DsYfmEiT
"I thought you did this kind of... thing. You know, like all the time." She looks embarrassed, but after she ripped out my heart a few minutes ago, I don't feel that bad. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAmISwHLJ9vL
Wait... Is that what she did? Did I really mean that? If she ripped out my heart... No, it's just a figure of speech.515Please respect copyright.PENANAno41uXDIgB
"Not exactly..." I'm not sure how to respond. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAGDcRTsfZaJ
"Oh... I'm sorry. I heard... things. I just assumed. Oh god. I'm so sorry." She makes her way to the door, placing her hand on the knob.515Please respect copyright.PENANAnUxgxzmUJK
"No... Well... I mean... Yeah... But... No?" Shit. When did my brain stop working. I'm about to lose her and I can't even say something to make her stay.515Please respect copyright.PENANAXXKt8FySIN
"Please just forget any of this happened." She begs before turning to walk out the door.515Please respect copyright.PENANAErSYddKORC
"I don't want to forget." I whisper as she walks out of the room with my heart.
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