好像,她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。684Please respect copyright.PENANAqVKXtTEL9g
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「喂老婆?」阿朗致電思思。684Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ua8MC4zPB
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「係,做咩?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAenafRmhoTC
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「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎,咁我哋出嚟食好冇?」684Please respect copyright.PENANASfvv86PyoW
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「好。邊度?」684Please respect copyright.PENANASc1FHvVUrV
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「嗯……等間先決定啦,我嚟接你放工。」684Please respect copyright.PENANApIyb4otirD
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「好,五點半見?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAWDGuc94LZX
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朝光看向思思,問:「約咗人?」684Please respect copyright.PENANA5xncOHGoms
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「係啊,約咗老公食飯。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAA68NAEvf8b
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她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。684Please respect copyright.PENANAubj9E5g2YG
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「哦……你結咗婚?幾時識㗎?」684Please respect copyright.PENANABxqKzRcrCC
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朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛,她反正不會說得詳細,或者,是因為他不想知道。可是,他以為她還未婚,這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急,而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。684Please respect copyright.PENANAA8FaStXZrJ
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「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦,我早婚。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8AbSFsh7r
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思思手上,是沒有戒指的,即使成婚已久。684Please respect copyright.PENANAYkh97JQyUI
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二十歲,還未結婚的時候——684Please respect copyright.PENANAsh2PnGtnsm
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阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。684Please respect copyright.PENANAzFC28SaS0l
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「做咩用marker畫手指?」她看見後,甜笑,手背那邊是一條幼幼的線,掌心那邊則寫着:684Please respect copyright.PENANAcBqDin1UC5
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「 L&S684Please respect copyright.PENANAwQOKfYrkSg
2.7.2005」684Please respect copyright.PENANAUqvxiWBFEY
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朗和詩,二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。684Please respect copyright.PENANAtxkM50WPnu
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「唔係畫㗎,我真係去紋咗。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAFnnwHytWkS
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阿朗覺得,思思不太有安全感,但他不知怎樣做。唯有,做一些MK的事,以顯真心,妄語若然拋棄她,定當將手指砍下,為她傷及髮膚,還不是真心鍾愛?684Please respect copyright.PENANAos7Kzh3wgn
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「吓,點解紋嘅?唔痛咩?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAyl8VG2rSDO
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「少少啦,」他不自然的笑,分明是記起當天痛楚:「俾你相信,我一生一世都愛你吖嘛,如果同你分手,我發誓我一定斬手指!」684Please respect copyright.PENANA3umi9BCOQj
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她捉住他舉起的三指,嗔笑道:684Please respect copyright.PENANAMKc589sS9Y
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「唔好亂發誓啦,真係分手咁點算?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAbzm13QVlKv
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「斬手指。」他認真的答。684Please respect copyright.PENANAxclTlN5scS
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她咧開嘴笑,愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話,最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫;但是他這一刻的真心,彌足珍貴,令她歡喜。684Please respect copyright.PENANA7eWGTfED6X
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「咁我都要。」684Please respect copyright.PENANALQj9iF6HXu
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於是,他們又一同到那家紋身店,阿朗看着思思,紋上一模一樣的圖案,在左手無名指上。684Please respect copyright.PENANAXWlU29KlBV
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隔年,思思懷孕,她對他說:684Please respect copyright.PENANAaFDEQLate4
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「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲,你以前已經送咗俾我啦,而且,永遠都除唔甩,唔驚整唔見喎。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAEDROeRW5lb
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「係,你都走唔甩㗎啦,呢世都係我老婆。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAWzJ9PGBKSq
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就這樣,一「戴」就戴了八年。684Please respect copyright.PENANATIxQPXQfS1
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思思想事情時,常捽一捽左手無名指,起初是覺得欣喜;後來,則已是一種慣性。684Please respect copyright.PENANAyHpdXxQJdO
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「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAn1zdJRoWMb
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朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬,想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實,雙腳重心踏地,以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出,疑心自己因此急速飛走,無人能、無人想——捉住。684Please respect copyright.PENANAuEcKM9wMuD
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「嗯嗯。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAA63MOZMMTT
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思思想,阿朗待她確是不錯;即使,這些年開始已無以前那樣,對二人的關係充滿熱枕,但是,很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井,總有人打完這井,打那井,有種已成習慣的牽連;到底,盤根交錯。684Please respect copyright.PENANA091ygpLUKe
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只是,除出初戀那些天外,他真的從未接過她放工,所以,她竟然感到新奇。684Please respect copyright.PENANAvVw8hQXZ4J
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朝光看看思思的神色,又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜,她只是淡淡的點頭。而且,她從未提及。684Please respect copyright.PENANAkQNImaxKvs
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「幸福?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAE4eRC7JbIP
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但是,結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班,怎麼不好?684Please respect copyright.PENANAUgQaxcEIZf
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「嗯。」她又點頭,輕輕的。684Please respect copyright.PENANAJSZA4YsaR0
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怎麼能夠不幸福?阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多,不離不棄。684Please respect copyright.PENANAa0X9JpDfvC
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「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說,他覺得一個經常出神的人,內心必然另有所想,但是,他並沒有資格問。684Please respect copyright.PENANA84xZbqYwBQ
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他不能擁着思思,問:684Please respect copyright.PENANAHsg52jSahM
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「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁?如果唔鍾意,我可以俾幸福你。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAGfKOYmj1Kp
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她必然輕輕一笑,利落地推開他:「哇,大個仔啦喎,識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的,隨即又會警告他:「以後唔好再咁。」684Please respect copyright.PENANATJVgskRVy3
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此刻,朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象,而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年,他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。684Please respect copyright.PENANA6fBIyvDKa2
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他不是因為有話說才常常來找她,而是因為想找她才有話說。684Please respect copyright.PENANAEToD1wDZhA
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他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看,而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。684Please respect copyright.PENANAwXwBWnrfuV
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他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子,他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。684Please respect copyright.PENANAhryITFpQWX
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原來經常共對,真的是會產生感情,何況他打從第一眼,已經記住她的面容;多聊多講多聽,感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅,以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。684Please respect copyright.PENANAYNf5jpo1iq
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他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香,他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具,他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。684Please respect copyright.PENANAhFl3e1Sbl8
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他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影,他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞,他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。684Please respect copyright.PENANArlxQYLTVBr
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他曾經做過一場綺夢,思思穿着規整的長裙,和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她,將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上,隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀,引得她羞臊地呻吟,雙手棒着她的臉,以吻技向她傳達:「我哋平起平坐,我唔係細路。」可是,他一被鬧鐘喚醒,就失落,因為他總覺得,如果夢是現實,她或會揶揄他:「你錫得好屎喎,𡃁仔。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAU5qKCi0iGF
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不,不,那只是夢,不是現實;他連吻她的資格都沒有。684Please respect copyright.PENANAQr4xhhA3oU
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他只能自瀆,耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連,他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她;可是,當他在擺弄陰莖時,卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。684Please respect copyright.PENANABr7Nw8kMHq
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隨即,他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片,發洩慾望。684Please respect copyright.PENANAYEV4zbov94
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有時他覺得,幻想她,是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。684Please respect copyright.PENANA5Vz5Vs7raf
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他竟然自卑,可是,他應該自信,明明他年輕而有活力,率性而為。684Please respect copyright.PENANAygNvqJ1kIm
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喜歡使人膽怯。684Please respect copyright.PENANAMqjP9q4bpZ
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思思聽見朝光說她發呆,又隨即向他笑:「冇嘢啊。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAEo1nKvtIxQ
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她對他來說,永遠神秘,總是不知道她在想什麼。684Please respect copyright.PENANAfUvlWvH2cq
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他一想到,她的老公每日和她同床共枕,說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話,她會吻老公千千萬萬次,對方會壓住她的髮絲,分享同一份被窩的騷癢。684Please respect copyright.PENANAWBYnRCW9EZ
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他只是外人。684Please respect copyright.PENANA38GufWWOUh
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他心折,但努力保持冷靜,一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色,是否?684Please respect copyright.PENANADpiT45YGRJ
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和他「較量」的,從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候,直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達,霸佔她的時間,就能贏得她的温柔;那個,而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者,如此,又何談較量。可是,他現在先懂。684Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y8djRvPTw
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他失去想法,只默默地做功課。雖然,sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語,將他的頭箍勒得死死的,額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕,握筆無力。684Please respect copyright.PENANA65CO6hUwVZ
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最後,他失去了往常生氣,可是又努力笑笑,佯裝自己只是疲倦,和思思踏出校門。684Please respect copyright.PENANAESJtzs1dDy