他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。620Please respect copyright.PENANAO0J1gFDrj7
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。620Please respect copyright.PENANAy2An6y7zsY
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。620Please respect copyright.PENANATyE5akFUDv
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。620Please respect copyright.PENANAMO7sxGXAyA
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?620Please respect copyright.PENANAUwsH9QUHA2
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生命無常,真的令人非常無力。620Please respect copyright.PENANASZFlPao5Ie
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:620Please respect copyright.PENANA5wabvCKMg0
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAKPY5hXW9if
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:620Please respect copyright.PENANAYAyrYaqZVd
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「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?620Please respect copyright.PENANA9xDbJSFw8h
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?620Please respect copyright.PENANAIGzAs6L3oQ
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如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?620Please respect copyright.PENANAjDN79fHrvE
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都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」620Please respect copyright.PENANABHzilfxBqp
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「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」620Please respect copyright.PENANARmj6zjbXTc
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAKq6LNogPo1
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「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAbXmTjaew88
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「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。620Please respect copyright.PENANAIqGwVbfcfu
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」620Please respect copyright.PENANAxef6Gyp1aa
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「你好感慨喎。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAT6LdPY44XV
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「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。620Please respect copyright.PENANAItQIinnP1o
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宜家呢?」620Please respect copyright.PENANA9qABP6eCtr
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「嗯。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAD8TPzas1Gz
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」620Please respect copyright.PENANA3Vr8QLZdhX
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。620Please respect copyright.PENANAIoeP4bQj7o
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「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」620Please respect copyright.PENANAXDSZrrEmiC
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAE9R8mLl9cE
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「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。620Please respect copyright.PENANA0XozW2NaAU
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阿朗不語。620Please respect copyright.PENANAsvOp20WCGu
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。620Please respect copyright.PENANAPXFDiOiukT
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完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。620Please respect copyright.PENANApqEothrby0
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「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」620Please respect copyright.PENANA0PYQTTRq5Q
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峰仔開口介紹二人。620Please respect copyright.PENANAYYSNVbh6jx
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。620Please respect copyright.PENANApedrc00Emf
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAkxy9euN9gy
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。620Please respect copyright.PENANAHtuuUnlr1o
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「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。620Please respect copyright.PENANAcMJbtsOgVo
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感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。620Please respect copyright.PENANAGcrGNsFGRX
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嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。620Please respect copyright.PENANA69JLCRaqwy
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佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。620Please respect copyright.PENANA7zWt7x6Jf0
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之後……就冇之後了。」620Please respect copyright.PENANA9K5i2Mzr9D
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「節哀順變。」620Please respect copyright.PENANA5z5PDvVPVZ
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「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAf3arV7RkC7
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「嗯。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAubekFc5Xvs
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「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?620Please respect copyright.PENANAbRztXA4rOP
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我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」620Please respect copyright.PENANA9KlAe56Y2f
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嘉欣已說不下去。620Please respect copyright.PENANAoA3gT5baOn
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。620Please respect copyright.PENANAMUQ9nWBBiF
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「我想佢番嚟……」620Please respect copyright.PENANAXsMSid4W0V
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。620Please respect copyright.PENANAPOnyIYBscW
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。620Please respect copyright.PENANAPCis3w3pyW
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她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。620Please respect copyright.PENANABROOw6zZrY
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她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。620Please respect copyright.PENANAOGQRcIM1KR
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可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。620Please respect copyright.PENANAFUgW8K6Ji5
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阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。620Please respect copyright.PENANAiDaPKqgbn8
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阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。620Please respect copyright.PENANAGQfKtuEE0X
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。620Please respect copyright.PENANAUNmS4ivFqI
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矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」620Please respect copyright.PENANAtY7NyYWzeB
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。620Please respect copyright.PENANAWxe3IRDdr1
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「夢啫,瞓番啦。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAvqtjwa8PWE
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」620Please respect copyright.PENANA0ioRacS3qE
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「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」620Please respect copyright.PENANA92BlnR4LeS
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」620Please respect copyright.PENANAwRxFPIBM9S
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她悲傷。620Please respect copyright.PENANAXcIR1C9r7k
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。620Please respect copyright.PENANAcYElCF179n
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「冇你點開心?」620Please respect copyright.PENANAjNlIHSgtyi
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「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」620Please respect copyright.PENANA5jUt1MB43P
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAJQoKRyvSnf
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她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。620Please respect copyright.PENANAiUnSIar1XB
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「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」620Please respect copyright.PENANABz879Pl7IT
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當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。620Please respect copyright.PENANANOaTqJhFRM
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「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」620Please respect copyright.PENANAq1LG58dmDH
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「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAoDyO80WlmD
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當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。620Please respect copyright.PENANAKj7Qen0V1t
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他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:620Please respect copyright.PENANACxK16LMOFG
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「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」620Please respect copyright.PENANAQlc0jTgrkW
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她不假思索:620Please respect copyright.PENANAIX6VO4kkCr
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAMnkizI9JYd
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「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。620Please respect copyright.PENANAdGJa93fBLW
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「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」620Please respect copyright.PENANAZsXPjuIklH
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。620Please respect copyright.PENANAtyvBiiu2y3
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現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。620Please respect copyright.PENANAigvXr8Utul