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    ChemistryOfACarCrash
    ChemistryOfACarCrash
    I'm a depressive writer, honestly. I don't really try to be, but it just kind of writes itself out that way. I do, however, like touching on touchy subjects - suicide, assault, drugs, and various forms of violence - along with things like the decaying of morals and cynical views of people/religion.

    Darkness and realism are truer to actuality than that of optimism. I view and write as such.
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0. Prologuer
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1. Hider
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2. Lover
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3. Drunker
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4. Disgracer
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5. Letter
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#8
6. Leaver
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#9
7. Forever
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#10
8. Opener
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#11
9. Breaker
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10. Destroyer
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11. Ender
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#14
12. Supporter
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13. Trigger
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14. Suffer
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15. Feeler
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16. Hearer
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17. Withdrawer
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18. Smiler
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19. Listener
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20. Faker
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21. Suffer (Interlude 1)
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22. Drowner (Interlude 2)
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23. Clinger (Interlude 3)
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24. Speaker (Interlude 4)
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25. Higher (Interlude 5)
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26. Higher (Interlude 6)
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27. Teller
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28. Seeker
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29. Finder
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30. Nightmarer (Interlude 7)
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31. Embracer
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32. Safer
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33. Changer
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34. Deeper
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35. Younger (Interlude 8)
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36. Justifier (Interlude 9)
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37. Murder (Interlude 10)
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38. Discover
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39. Neither
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This is the story of Lynn Owens, a teenage girl who had it all. The love of her life, her family, and even money. She knew she needed nothing more. Insert Grace Lynch, and Lynn felt like the happiest girl alive.

...Until the unthinkable happened. When Grace is left comatose in the aftermath of something awful, Lynn is destroyed, fraught, and unsure of how to feel about anything. Lynn continued to fight, deciding that staying strong and being with Grace was the best option. However, as hard as Lynn tried to keep herself together, the evil of man and the darkness within herself had come out on top.

Lynn finally shattered and what came with that was a yearning for numbness. She spiraled out of control, falling into the world of Heroin and Benzos. Further and further she fell, until she was placed into The Oregon Mental Health and Substance Abuse Rehabilitation Center by her parents and a lone friend. Alone and scared, she was now forced to look at herself...and a pair of familiar faces.

Can Lynn take a step forward without taking another two backwards?

What happens when Lynn meets the problematic singer and songwriter, Jay Ward? With anger issues and an appetite for destruction, could Jay be exactly what Lynn needs? Could Lynn be exactly what Jay needs? Or are they one another's downfall? Will Grace return to Lynn?

Can Lynn pick up the pieces and regain what once was?


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#1
i | Songs
1 Like
714 Reads
0 Comments
#2
0. Prologuer
1 Like
611 Reads
0 Comments
#3
1. Hider
1 Like
601 Reads
0 Comments
#4
2. Lover
0 Likes
587 Reads
0 Comments
#5
3. Drunker
0 Likes
576 Reads
0 Comments
#6
4. Disgracer
0 Likes
590 Reads
0 Comments
#7
5. Letter
0 Likes
529 Reads
0 Comments
#8
6. Leaver
0 Likes
499 Reads
0 Comments
#9
7. Forever
0 Likes
513 Reads
0 Comments
#10
8. Opener
0 Likes
554 Reads
0 Comments
#11
9. Breaker
0 Likes
495 Reads
0 Comments
#12
10. Destroyer
0 Likes
543 Reads
0 Comments
#13
11. Ender
0 Likes
588 Reads
0 Comments
#14
12. Supporter
0 Likes
505 Reads
0 Comments
#15
13. Trigger
0 Likes
572 Reads
0 Comments
#16
14. Suffer
0 Likes
510 Reads
0 Comments
#17
15. Feeler
0 Likes
516 Reads
0 Comments
#18
16. Hearer
0 Likes
503 Reads
0 Comments
#19
17. Withdrawer
0 Likes
575 Reads
0 Comments
#20
18. Smiler
0 Likes
473 Reads
0 Comments
#21
19. Listener
0 Likes
394 Reads
0 Comments
#22
20. Faker
0 Likes
457 Reads
0 Comments
#23
21. Suffer (Interlude 1)
0 Likes
495 Reads
0 Comments
#24
22. Drowner (Interlude 2)
0 Likes
476 Reads
0 Comments
#25
23. Clinger (Interlude 3)
0 Likes
515 Reads
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#26
24. Speaker (Interlude 4)
0 Likes
452 Reads
0 Comments
#27
25. Higher (Interlude 5)
0 Likes
434 Reads
0 Comments
#28
26. Higher (Interlude 6)
0 Likes
468 Reads
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#29
27. Teller
0 Likes
510 Reads
0 Comments
#30
28. Seeker
0 Likes
470 Reads
0 Comments
#31
29. Finder
0 Likes
546 Reads
0 Comments
#32
30. Nightmarer (Interlude 7)
0 Likes
471 Reads
0 Comments
#33
31. Embracer
0 Likes
460 Reads
0 Comments
#34
32. Safer
0 Likes
517 Reads
0 Comments
#35
33. Changer
0 Likes
450 Reads
0 Comments
#36
34. Deeper
0 Likes
444 Reads
0 Comments
#37
35. Younger (Interlude 8)
0 Likes
466 Reads
0 Comments
#38
36. Justifier (Interlude 9)
0 Likes
461 Reads
0 Comments
#39
37. Murder (Interlude 10)
0 Likes
430 Reads
0 Comments
#40
38. Discover
0 Likes
537 Reads
0 Comments
#41
39. Neither
0 Likes
455 Reads
0 Comments

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