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My head is spinning. Between the weed, the vodka, and the blood trickling from my arm.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡducnJKbQro
You should just kill yourself.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQvJlA8oGF
No no no no.....170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNVUBFRUmn
Once those thoughts intrude, it's over.
Fuck.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAp1hbju4o
The one person who liked you, the one person who wanted you, doesn't want you anymore. Now what? my inner voice reminds me.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrATlSs1Ytx
I grab the bottle of vodka and take another swig, hoping to drown out the thoughts, knowing damn well, alcohol will make it worst.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT4mdFMJiu
Why would she do that to me? I fucking hate her.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MJWKQChwl
But I love her so, so much.
I want her right now.
I need her so badly.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIpDIKeDLZ
I can feel my mind caving in. Too many emotions are pouring down on me, like a never-ending rainstorm.
I haven't shed one tear since I got here, and it's getting awfully hard to hold back. I feel like sobbing for days on end, but I know if I start......I'll never stop.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd012tSmCU
I hear Novah's voice in my head.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc9AqZ5P91
My beautiful boy......170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRh0ATd6P7
It gave me so much hope that she thought I was beautiful. That she thought I was good. All my life, I've been told I was bad. A suspect.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT2iejPoYT
Someone finally thought I was worthy. The way she would look into my eyes and run her fingers through my hair. She would kiss my lips so gently like she was afraid to break me or something. She treated me like I was precious.
And now......now.......she doesn't want me anymore.
I'm discarded trash just like I was before.
That thought is so painful. I get that sinking feeling in my gut and it starts to get hard to breathe.
My hands are trembling and the cuts I just recently made are still bleeding, I didn't even bother to clean them or anything. I'm letting the blood flow freely.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH436Jdr9KD
Just then, something dawns on me.
What if I just end it all, right now?
All my suffering would be over.
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